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Depression, anxiety, recovered from ED
>>22999842
>recovered from ED
Wait, erectile dysfunction? How does that work?
>>22999854
it means eating disorder in this context
>>22999859
Spread vagina pls
Depression and anxiety
>>22999842
>tfw no gf to share feels with
Social anxiety here. Not posting pic because I hate myself
>>22999834
I post on /soc/
>>22999859
Eh, erectile dysfunction would've been so much funnier.
>>22999916
Agreed my bmi was 16 and I almost died. Not being able to get a boner is my dream compared to that
>>22999877
:(
>>22999868
jeff pls go
Mania, clinical depression, anxiety, might have bipolar disorder (which would explain the depression and mania) because of my family history . Recovered from bulimia.
OCD
>>22999955
I can see that abyss in your eyes
>>22999933
But not being able to get a boner is very srsbsns. Basically, boners is what makes life worth living.
>>22999952
all self diagnosed
>>22999955
You reminded me of that rich bad guy from Mr. Robot
Uncanny
>>22999842
>Women thinking they know what it means to be lonely or have depression
No you don't have depression or any of the others...
You're just a attention whore, that's it. If you really had any of those you wouldn't make a thread, post a picture of yourself and seek for attention on a mayonnaise taiwanese cartoon imageboard because of your "mental illness".
Your real mental illness is the metal in your face.
>>22999842
You're stunning af. 9.5/10
>>22999952
7/10 youmre like me and need to become comfortable with your own smile and bod
Ex anorexic. Yeah, guys can be it too. Pretty freaking depressed as well. I listen to a lot of music, and the music that best resonates with how I feel would be early Red House Painters along with Geek the Girl by Lisa Germano.
I have a fetish to photoshop popular posters into looking like myself
ADHD, I cant shut the fuck up and I cant focus on shit. Recovered from ed, full auschwitz mode back then, now I'm just skinny trying to get swole brah. I look depressed but actually I'm not, its just my resting sad face
>>22999863
lmao
>>22999952
damn thats a lot
>>22999842
oh I remember you from the kink thread
>>22999868
hope you're getting better senpai, do you have any friends to help you go through depression and anxiety?
>>22999955
ragnar? miring your eye color senpai
>>23000025
makes sense, but you cant know for sure maybe she's really depressed
>>22999966
>>22999955
>>22999933
>>22999877
this is a dubs thread now
>>23000045
red house painters is sad af bro haha i love down the colorful hill.
>>22999990
Except my family recognizes the symptoms because my dad, mother, and grandmother had all of these, as well. They sent me to therapy when I was younger and gave me a medication that made it impossible for me to throw up.
>>23000045
It's getting better, thankfully.
Depression, anxiety recovering(ish) from an eating disorder. How's everyone doing
>>23000073
You have very nice eyes
>>23000045
Music always helps a lot
>>22999955
Well your hair is perfect so yay
>>22999952
Wow. Lotta problems
>>22999868
I like your fluff head
>>22999842
You're cute and have exactly what I have.
>>23000073
I have a few friends that help me get through this shit, on a few pysch meds but whatever
>>23000110
Spread asshole
>>23000073
I apologize that you have ADHD. Most people write it off, which sucks because it prevents you from focusing, which affects a lot of things.
>>23000110
I hope you manage to fully recover. You seem really nice and it sucks that you have to go through that.
>>22999955
ocd as well :^) have a weird pic
>>22999842
Hahaha fuck off roastie
>>23000110
I hope you're getting better
>>23000170
chiseledchin/10
>>23000142
It isnt THAT bad, well it's bad but it's kinda good because people usually think I'm funny or whatever but, just fuck my academic shit up adhd
>the misogyny... the misogyny...
Anxiety disorder, Enuresis, disorder of written expression, major depression, and social anxiety disorder.. yea, im a bit of a loon
not sure what i would do without my bf desu
>>23000252
>disorder of written expression
what's that?
>>23000249
Glad to hear. I guess I'm a apologist for the assholes that scrutinize it and everything else.
Paranoid schizophrenic, I can't post picture here because I'm scared.
>>23000252
>Enuresis
:s hope you're doing better with that one
>>23000170
What was your tick?
>>23000073
Gl on the eating disorder. Your face looks like it will carry the extra weight very well as you bulk up. When you cut afterwards, your jawline will be sick
>>23000269
You don't need to.
We already have your photo.
social anxiety, personality disorder
>>22999842
cute
>>22999868
u look upset
>>22999952
nice lips!
>>23000045
nice eyes bud!
Depression, general lack of drive, terrible self esteem, addiction, medical issues that they havent been able to diagnose for years
But ill include an older pic when I had a mullet for good fun.
>>23000265
Yeah, I try to deal with it
>>23000269
Dont be, also I'm a huge ignorant regarding schizophrenia so... you see weird shit like donnie darko or something? (sorry if that offended you)
>>23000284
what do you mean by tick?
>>23000303
what kind of addicion? I hope it isnt something like heroin or meth, I had a few junkie friends
Hepatic encephalopathy
Depression
Bulimia
Social Anxiety
>>23000317
>OCD
Not really sure if I should have to explain this if you actually have it.
>>23000323
Prescription painkillers for the undiagnosed medical problems were the real problem. Been doing alot better but it didnt help things when it was in full swing.
I'm probably retarded
>>22999842
Took me a minute
>>22999868
who isnt
>>22999955
OCD but has an extremely cluttered background
>>23000073
I wouldnt abbreviate eating disorder as aguy
>>23000170
Believably ocd
>>23000170
>>22999955
this thread makes me want to kill myself you're all full blown narcissists holy shit
>>23000350
That will bother anyone
>>23000351
same
>>23000328
>bulimia
>200 lbs
you really suck at having an eating disorder then senpai
>>23000357
you're no different
>>23000330
oh crud
well you can ask about my obsession/compulsion rituals. idk what triggers them, i've had anxious thoughts about my religious beliefs since at least the first grade, and i count compulsively pretty much all day long every day.
once when i was 10 i had the thought that if i didn't count every blink i made someone would shoot me in the head so i started counting every time i blinked
>>23000350
you're thinking of something different
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive%E2%80%93compulsive_personality_disorder
>>23000351
bro i give a shit
>>22999842
Neat necklace
>>22999868
Nice hair
>>22999952
Love the mjolnir
>>22999955
Great eyes
>>23000351
but this is /soc/
>>23000376
>once when i was 10 i had the thought that if i didn't count every blink i made someone would shoot me in the head so i started counting every time i blinked
i should add this is a recurring thing off and on since then
>>23000373
never said I was
>>23000366
Most bulimic people are overweight
>>23000405
Most bulimic people are faggy highschool girls
>>22999842
ugly man face
>>22999868
ugly man face
>>22999952
ugly man face
>>22999955
ugly man face
>>23000045
>>23000060
>>23000073
>>23000110
>>23000170
aaand the list goes on
>>23000252
>"mentally ill"
>wearing a collar
tumblr white feminist starter pack
>>23000341
Actual ocd doesn't necessarily have anything to do with order of things. That's just the media version.
>>23000417
good post
>>23000454
this
dirty normie doesn't know it :^
>>23000454
Its all bull anyway
>>23000487
Getting tired of jerking off to my pictures yet?
>>23000376
Damn dude, thanks for indulging me.
That covered everything I was interested about and more, seriously thanks. I've always been curious as to how someone with OCD would describe their anxiety relating to their compulsion.
That's incredible though, especially if you were feeling that way at such an early age. I hope it's as infrequent as possible for ya going forward.
>>23000504
nice shitpost :^)
>>23000504
literally what in a non-figurative way
normee pls
have suffered most of my life from epilepsy/seizures (was also diagnosed with lupus, scoliosis and arnold chiari malformation),and only recently got diagnosed as having ptsd (most likely from a major car crash that landed me my first brain surgery) and schizoaffective disorder (i still have trouble telling my dissociative fugues apart from my complex partial seizure blank outs).
but yeah, pretty sure that's where my avoidant tendencies stem from, haha
trying to figure out how to battle my memory lapses/black outs as i find myself in places with no recollection of how i got there. shit's scary..i go out a lot less as a result.
>>23000580
that's sad ;(
>>23000303
what symptoms do you have, anon? i went years without being diagnosed from my lupus and made to feel like a junkie for treating my pain when the doctors wouldn't. still don't regret it, as i finally got to the point where i couldn't walk and they found out i was having a bad lupus flare up and seizures from the fever.
have you gotten blood work done? or have you looked into your family's history of diseases?
Bulimia, anorexia, OCD, agoraphobia
>>23000621
youre bird is like 10/10
>>23000580
I have fugue states from my encephalopathy. It's scary as fuck.
Sometimes I have false memories of going places and doing things that never actually happened. Do you ever get that?
Eating disorder, body dismorphia, depression and social anxiety, some anger issues, i'm sure i have a bit of autism or aspergers too but who doesn't amirite
>>23000625
The girl is a 10/10 buddy.
>>23000621
>>23000621
>>23000580
Sounds like a scary situation :( I just finished reading a book called "Sybil" about a young girl with the same disorders.
>>23000341
do u really think u r retarded?
>>23000299
awesome hair, man
>>23000170
I like ur lack of hair
>>23000073
>sad resting face
i feel that
hope you are doing better <3
>>22999868
u look sad :(
>>22999842
i love ur bangs
Why do you all have so many mental problems?
I post on r9k every day and I don't even have nearly this much wrong with me.
>>23000647
she's like a 5 or 6 but that bird looks so cute and sweet
>>23000621
>>23000654
qt
how does your ocd interact with your other disorders?
>>23000625
i love my bird. her name is Adelaide!
>>23000647
<3
>>23000654
i somehow always manage to look sad
>>23000645
bro you do realize you're handsome af right? because you are handsome - as - fuck. i hope you're not too hard on yourself because dem eyes just melted my heart
>>23000615
>r have you looked into your family's history of diseases?
>>23000615
Nobody in my family has anything like it. I get random patches of severe swelling. My hands get to be about 4" thick from the palm to the back of the hand from it and my skin gets stretched to the point where any small cut even at the last stages of healing will rupture open. Even with blood tests done during breakouts all they can find is high uric acid but its not gout, at least the classic variety of it. it also moves around my body where it swells, sometimes internally. It initially started causing me internal pain that seemed like a liver/gallbladder issue, but the GI doctor did thousands in scans and found nothing. Controlling my uric acid reduces the breakouts but they havent stopped completely. And anytime I go to the hospital, despite it showing no signs of bacterial infection, fever, any discharge like pus or elevated white blood cell count, they treat it as an infection. Its really quite annoying and makes having employment difficult because nobody wants to hear "oh hey im randomly exploding and wont be in for 2-3 days because my hands are so swollen that I cant close them"
I also had brain surgery when I was a kid, but that seems to be unrelated, benign tumor. If you're having memory lapses, try to stay away from benzo medications (xanax valium lorazepam etc) because they made me black out even taken responsibly.
Also, you're cute. Hope that doesnt ruin the correspondence.
>>23000668
Are people really this desperate?
Do people THIS desperate not realise they look fucking pathetic?
>>23000666
I had a bird named Dundie but then I got him a friend and they drove me nuts together so I got rid of them:( (I still hear them screaming at eachother to this day)
>>23000681
that would only be if i was actually after anything. i'm not, i'm just anonymously complimenting and i intend to keep it that way.
>>23000662
my OCD is through intrusive thoughts. i am scared a lot. i am scared that someone is going to kill me almost always. i have violent intrusive thoughts like my toenails being ripped off (that is a super common one) and being shot or stabbed or being involved in a deadly car crash. my angoraphobia is triggered from that i guess. i went through a 3 or 4 month period where i could not go outside because i thought someone would kill me.
>>23000681
Some people get so mad when you give other people compliments on looks.
>>23000683
:( bids are beautiful creatures. mine likes to whistle to "time after time" by cindy lauper
>>23000640
i do, especially when i have a lupus fog or have a partial seizure. i get easily confused and experience everything without actually taking it in, or like i'm in a dream, so my thoughts are usually going in a million different directions. some times i'll think of things and then remember a memory or something that has nothing to do with what i'm actually doing (i could be walking, lose focus on actually walking and start thinking about another time/memory from when i was walking with family etc since i'm so distracted.), and everything gets whirled together, if that makes sense... then when i try to think back on what happened, those little snippets are usually in the forefront of my mind since i wasn't actually focused on what i was actually doing. the two scenarios get meshed together, fucking with my memory.
sorry btw, typing that out probably makes no sense. ;-;
i'd be interested to hear how yours are
>>22999842
How did you get the ED mentality out of the way
>>22999868
Nice
>>22999952
Shit son, i hope you get over everything
>>22999955
How bad is it?
>>23000045
>likes based Mark Kozelek
You'll be fine my nigga
>>23000073
ADHD sounds fun, i'm glad you're over your ED
>>23000252
>Enuresis
Shit, i'm happy you got a bf that supports you tho, good luck
>>23000351
>narcissits
>on /soc/
yeah no shit tbqhwy f a m
>>23000691
As someone with ocd I can relate to this. The worst is people don't realize how terrible it can be. I'm guessing you take medicine to counter it?
>>23000698
Mine would whistle fur elise and make electric guitar noises
>>23000749
i dont trust the medicine.
>>23000645
I forgot avoidant personality but that goes with the social anxiety i guess
>>23000691
>>23000691
wow...i have similar intrusive thoughts. sometimes i wake up and am sure there's a group of people standing outside of my door who want to kill me.
i cut my nails every few days so they don't rip.
during college i skipped my finals one quarter because i thought if i left my house i'd be murdered.
like the thoughts mean anything...
>>23000762
I have kind of the same issue but once you start taking it, it get's quite better.
>>23000723
When I try to remember things my brain will sometimes totally fuck me over and I'll end up thinking I'm at a house I used to love in with long dead relatives or wandering around a shopping mall that doesn't exist.
It's like a waking dream. I *usually * don't actually wander off because I have a hard time walking without my cane but it's happened enough to get me in trouble.
Severe depression, avoidant personality disorder, panic disorder and severe anxiety.
>>23000792
skype info ?
>>23000876
Who is this and why do ye ask?
>>23000897
i have an interest into your experience of OCD but i dont have the time to discuss it here and publicly. though i would understand you dont want to post info contact so i just tried. and nobody in particular
>>22999842
>>22999952
>>23000110
>>23000252
>>23000580
>>23000621
LEAVE. Leave and never come back. Women can't be lonely or experience true pain
>>23000787
i guess that's why you're avoiding my compliment then :]
>>23000931
Well it's justsomeoldfairydust, add me :)
>>22999842
FUCKING REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>23000932
One of them is a man
>>23000950
(also birdie girl if you see this i'd love to talk to you about ocd and anything else if you want to. )
![Snapchat-2276379130963308164[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/0ui3TjW.jpg "Snapchat-2276379130963308164[1].jpg")
On-and-off depression for the past 7 years
Also I think I might be schizoid or something
>>23001059
On and off like seasonal, or like 2 years on, a short time off?
>>23000932
But I'm a guy.
>>23000995
One of these things is not like the other.
>>23001069
It depends, kinda unpredictable. I just got out of about a 3 month phase.
>>22999842
very cute.
GAD, OCD
>>23000580
You are Beautiful.
avoidant personality disorder, alcoholism, I've drank myself into schizophrenic episodes in the past.
fuck posting my face in this thread
>>23000341
best post
>>23000668
No you, thank you very much, love you
Psychology master's here. I really, really disapprove of this thread and these self-diagnoses bring tears to my eyes. Post your symptoms and I'll try to figure out whether or not you're actually ill
>>23002008
I have a real psychiatrist thanks tho.
>>23002008
how much therapy have you done yourself?
>>23002008
These people don't want help that's why their in this thread titling themselves as "ill" instead of genuinely working on bettering themselves/their lives.
>>23002008
How long does it take to recover from HE?
I came here to get away from all the psychiatric Bullshit
>>23002008
i've been diagnosed by more than one professional, although i feel like my diagnosis isn't right and that my seizures are getting confused for mental illness. does that happen often with people that have dissociative disorders or are schizoaffective?
wheres all the PDs at?
>borderline personality disorder/dual diagnosis
>>23004730
what issues do you experience?
>>23004644
My doctor sent me to the neurologist initially because of my dissociative symptoms, don't see why it's not possible. Get a second opinion.
>>23004752
After 5 years DX and 6 months intensive DBT therapy, I still struggle with eating, interpersonal relationships and addiction
>>23000252
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QidrxRR2n3c
>>23004795
do you experience any of the 'multiple personality' parts?
>>23000645
Bro, as someone with BDD, you've clearly never been diagnosed with it- or you'd know how to spell it
>>22999842
>>23000110
>>23000252
>>23000580
Borderline Personality Disorder
>>22999868
>>22999952
>>23000645
>>23000667
>>23000834
>>23001059
>>23001247
>>23004730
Depression
>>22999955
Agoraphobia
>>23000060
faggotry
>>23000073
Borderline faggotry
>>23000170
schizotypal
>>23000299
Antisocial personality disorder
>>23000341
>>23001302
Crippling normalcy
>>23000621
You have a great ass
body dysmorphia !!!
be mean to me to continue the warp of my already unstable mind (-8
>>23004920
Get on the SSRIs and CBT, they made a big difference for me
>>22999834
ADHD-PI.
I'd post a photo but I literally look like the unabomber crossed with a metal bassist so I don't think I want to.
>>23004825
No that's multiple personality disorder or dissociative identity disorder, BPD is emotional dysregulation and mood swings
sister has schizophrenia, uncle killed himself (got some kind of mental illness but idk since i didnt know him)
i guess i got something too, maybe out of my family because i'm feeling really depressed in the past time but nothing diagnosed yet
I'm a self hating homosexual
>>22999834
Depression, anxiety, paranoia, ADHD, and multiple personality disorder
>>23005048
r8's incoming.
>>23000350
FUUUUUUUCK!
>>22999842
narc.
>>22999952
narc.
>>23000073
narc.
>>23000252
narc.
>>23000299
narc + no single emotion on your face is scary.
>>23000341
narc.
>>23000580
narc.
>>23000645
narc, sociopathic charm.
>>23001302
This upper lip while smiling tells everything. How many small animals have you killed already?
You are all dark triad here.
>>23004837
Sorry I need to work on my English
>>23004972
Don't forget about interpersonal part of BPD :^) those mood swings are quite predictable, and have quite obvious intentions behind them.
>>23005355
Machiavellian here. You're full of shit desu.
Narcs are more obvious than that.
>>23005048
Someone discovered Fight Club
>>23005437
Narcissism, borderline, sociopaths, histrionics. Cluster B, dark triad, doesn't matter how you call it. Different faces hiding same shit behind it. Change environment or just context and watch them switch, not much depth in that.
>>23005385
What do you mean intentions? That sounds like an ulterior motive.
But yeah predictable because they're usually environmentally influenced
>>23005626
those mood swing are means to control someone you are emotionally involved witch.
Depression(Diagnosed), Bipolar(Diagnosed), sometimes hallucinate sounds/images for very brief seconds, have trouble differentiating real memories from false ones.
>>22999842
Cute
>>22999952
Cute
>>23000110
ADORABLE
>>23000252
Pretty
>>23000580
Beautiful
>>23000621
Cute <3
>>23004730
Cute
>>23004920
Pretty
>>23005694
Or because you don't know how to express it like a normal person, which manifests itself and can be perceived in that way
Avoidant Personality Disorder, Manic Depression, ADHD, Social Anxiety, really sensitive to everything, just about anything can cause me to mini panic attack for some reason
>>23002051
Enough to know that mental illnesses can be over-diagnosed, as evidenced in this thread.
>>23003688
Well, how severe is it? What medications are you on? How long have you been on them? Are you receiving any other treatment aside from the prescription?
>>23006537
could you tell me what evidence you think this thread presents?
social anxiety
>>23006537
I was in a coma for about a week. I almost completely forgot how to walk and talk. See my previous posts for additional details. I take xifaxan, steroids, lactulose and buspar. I've been on the meds for about 2 months.
The false memories, confusion and fugue s are less frequent and less severe but still very upsetting and my cognitive, speech and motor skills are still pretty slowm
>>22999842
>>23000110
>>22999842
pls tell me I'm pretty, pls
>>23000414
thank you.
>>23005737
Dig the beard man
>>23005355
Super cute pls dont hurt me
>>23000045
Sick style
>>23000110
Long hair is cute
>i have tourettes and shit that follows it but not gonna list it all.
Shit happens
>butt chin
>>23007590
Ffs is flipped
There we go
>>22999834
Was Psychotic, pretty sure I have SPD after reading some articles though. I manage it well though.
>>23007602
holy shit you're hella cute
>>23005835
Take stress tabs.
>>23008136
Wow thanks, last time i posted i just got called faggot haha
>>23008153
guessing you're young?
>>23008165
22 tomorow
>>23008176
oh wow thought you were like 17, you seem pretty chill
>>23000645
I see dozens of you at every metal concert I go to
>>23008189
Nah, just a baby face i guess, chilling is one of the few things i'm really good at :]
You seem pretty top yourself anon
>>23008204
haha i would post my face but im already known from another board
you guys should post your skypess
>>23008217
Uh sure its critser93
Lame name i know but its super old,
Im not on all that much but hey that could change
>>23008231
i have added youu
PTSD (Doctor said the anxiety and bouts of depression I have are a result of this) also ADHD (thank fuck for Vyvanse) and therapist made me read "I hate you don't leave me" and we are talking about BPD (not diagnosed as of late) I def identify with the fear of abandonment, but I don't rage or get unusually angry, so idk.
