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A really loathed fag
2016-05-01 19:27:08 Post No. 4380983
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A really loathed fag
2016-05-01 19:27:08
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I'm pretty sure I single-handedly ruined [s4s] (and a few other things). I'm like an anti-Midas: everything I touch turns into shit.
But I thought about this. I thought about the person who said that my attitude is wrong (dodging the responsibility of my actions). And I agree. But I cannot imagine doing anything productive. I have no skills, no ambition. I also cannot imagine how can a human being possibly fail as horribly as I have. I do not believe that the meaning of life is suffering. If it isn't, then I, too, must have a place in this universe. There must be a reason why I was born in the first place.
Do you understand what I'm saying? It feels like something is out of place; something is wrong. This shouldn't be happening, yet it is. And I'm not talking about the universe. I'm talking about myself. I feel like I shouldn't even exist, yet I do. Why?