how traumatic was your childhood and how has it affected you
my dad was a poor angry racist and now I'm a poor angry racist
>people having sex
>one of the most normal things since forever
>this is somehow """traumatic"""
>>73415384
First post sad post
>>73415142
Why did you hang yourself on Holiday, dad?
>>73415142
It wasn't
It didn't
>>73415142
Not to bad, dad would get a little rough once inot awhile, but I probably deserved it. But he was a good provider so yeah...
broken home, abusive stepfather and mother. Neglectful father and cunt stepmother, it just made me a bitter and hateful person.
>>73415142
Like every person in the world didn't try to listen to their parents fucking
>>73415142
>Seeing your parents have sex is traumatic
Lol, what faggotry.
>>73415142
It wasn't.
And I turned out ok.
>>73415384
>>73415794
>>73415891
>>73415893
Don't give up
>>73415142
Well I accidently killed my sister out of my own negligence, so not great.
>>73415142
very , but I overcame it
My dad and his alcoholic friends made fun of me and called me a faggot and stuff since I was a little kid. One of them beat me up once when I fought back as teenager and everyone just laughed and watched. Now I have problems with masculinity and self image.
>>73415142
My dad was an angry violent drunk and I grew up scared of confrontation and when people raise their voice.
Fuck him, he was barely around because he was always working, and I always hated when he was around, he was an embarrassment and a violent loud fucking prick. He still is a sexist piece of shit that treats my mother like his property
>>73415553
> parrents never explaing how the world works to their kids
i didn't get what i wanted for christmas now i hate the jews
>>73415142
so he turned out to be a cuck watching his wife from the cuck corner?
my dad was a literal crack head and degenerate gambler, made a lot of money but also lost a lot of money
>>73416013
Thanks anon
>>73415971
No you didn't, you're a Gypsy.
>>73415865
Fantastic!
Pay denbts.
>Absent father
>crazy single mother
>obese, autistic, depressed child
>bullying all day erryday
>humiliating rejections from girls
I come here to laugh at jew jokes, i actually belong on r9k
>>73415893
Do something with that anger. We need a trigger event to start the destabilization. Once the gloves are off and the government is too busy with the chaos, the RAHOWA can begin. They won't be able to pay enough attention to arrest us or counter our operations against the dindus and other nonhumans.
Give our brave militiamen freedom to act, and your name will never be forgotten.
fathers family is full of predatory sharks out to kill each others, like when the first shark is born it eats the other eggs
my father molested my sister multiple times and he went to prison/rehabilitation for like 2 years but he left the place and left us
my mother was distraught and didnt know what to do it seems from that point, she got in relationships with people she half-loved and has been with a lesbian for 6 years probably the worst 6 years of my life
i never wanted to hate my dad, last year i lived with him for only 10 days after we didnt see each others for a couple years, i left so early because he wanted to install the new electricity counter and he did it despite me protesting, and all of my expectations about him have been met, i had to leave.
I hate my dad so damn much. LOSER. I dream sometimes that he wants to kill me.
So despite my mom doing terrible choices even today, Im still grateful that she didnt turn out worse.
>>73415142
I was a neglected child. It was not that bad, at least I wasn't abused. It probably made me more hateful than I would be had my parents more time for me. But I don't blame them, they had full time jobs and I had a retarded little
brother they had to look after.
>>73415142
This is the most autistic thing I've ever seen
to follow up, are the perceived failings in your upbringing something you now are wholly averse to, tuned to notice, criticise and judge others by
have you noticed you are repeating the pattern in some manner?
Hi le fellow comrade h3h3h3
I was a bad street kid running a round with lil ghettos like me, stole shit, fucked up other kids, didnt go to school etc.
I ruined my life and made my parents not believe in me.
But it hasn't affected me in a bad way desu, I've learned so much from my behavior, experience and all the shit that I've had to go through. I'm actually kind of a genius now thanks to all that shit.
No real trauma relatable to OP I guess, at least when it comes down to seeing ur family nekkid or having sex or w/e, it's nothing special like cmon, how the fuck do u think u got into this world in the first place baka.
>>73416285
We all know you are a nigger, no need to type it.
>>73415384
shit sucks.
My father and mother were both born in Pakistan and migrated in 1947 everyone here in India knows that. I was the only child they had who was born in India. My family still is technically refugee. Not recognized Indians.
As a child, I couldn't go out in public without being called Paki and a traitor. IT FUCKING HURT. Still does.
My dad killed himself out of shame and my mother went missing one day and hasn't returned yet. It's been 30 years now. FUCK HUMANITY
>>73415142
Dad died in my arms, it only made me realistic towards the world.
>>73416050
Be the dad you never had! Be the man you never saw!
Molested and blackmailed into silence by a female neighbor (she was 35 and married, and fucking hideous, for what it's worth) from ages 12-17; we finally moved. I couldn't trust women, couldn't open up to them. I could only see what happened to me and expect them to all to possess such sick, selfish personalities behind the beauty. I finally let myself trust someone when I was 20, and we were together for 2 years. The only happy years of my life. I even opened up to her about my abuse, and started to feel like a functional person again. Then she cheated on me and left me for one of my only friends. One of the last things she said to me was, "Good luck attracting someone who isn't a married pedophile." So my childhood fucked me up by showing me what awful things people are capable of before I'd had time to be seduced by the falsehood of trust and hope. The redpill came too soon for me.
>>73415142
>one of my earliest memories is finding my dads porn
>mother was a suicidal alcoholic who said farewell to me multiple times to throw herself infront of a train
>brothers made fun of me everytime I said something
>dad left when I was 10, dog died 1 year later
>brothers left for uni
>From 12 to 20 I was alone with my mother who slept in her piss and puke when she was drunk
At least I am not a nigger
My dad lost his $350k/year job and became addicted to opiates and drank heavily. My family has been living below the poverty line for a couple of years now. And during that time, my father tried to kill himself twice. I never had a strong father figure growing up, so it kind of made me a pussy.
>>73416783
what the fuck, im sorry, maybe this scar left by that 35 y/o cunt left you with an inability to judge womens characters
i hope things will turn out well
>>73415142
Not really traumatic but relatively so to people who had 'nice' childhoods.
Dad was a drug addict in and out of jail when I was really young. Failed businesses and shit. He used to be pretty violent and even raped my mom once (that I know of) and that was pretty shitty, they stayed together because my dad was crazy and would probably track us down and kill her or something.
I wasn't ever really abused or anything until I was older, I would fight with my dad all the time well into adulthood.
I'm a failure in most regards. I'm not a bad person but I have a ton of anxiety, issues with trust, and terrible self esteem from the fighting, getting my ass whooped and absence of a positive father figure to teach me how to pick myself up follow through and succeed instead of crumbling after failure.
Still living at home (with family) at 28 due to circumstances. Held plenty of jobs in different fields but I've never been successful, dropped out of college, never started a family, never owned my own home, posting on 4chan, etc.
>>73416783
I bet all the "Hurrrr I wish that was me" from other men that surrounds, older woman-young boy sex abuse cases makes your blood boil.
>>73416702
Wow that sucks m8
>>73416702
well just remember that those kids were poo in loos
come to canada
>>73417442
>come to canada
He posts a story about how he never fit into a foreign nation, that THAT'S your remedy.
>>73416702
>my mother went missing one day and hasn't returned yet. It's been 30 years now
Maybe she went out to look for a toilet..
>>73417584
poo in loos have no sympathy and besides they cant even poo in loos
dont know why they left but he cant be at fault he was a child
