About to be tripping face in an hour. I usually peak at about an hour and a half mark.
Im a benzo addict and know the only way for me to escape that is through (making) music and writing (I used to enjoy writing and excelled at it my senior year of high school)
Currently listening to avalanches - wildflower and feeling high.
Just keep this thread on tab incase I need advice ok please?
>Im a benzo addict
if you mix that with an opioid its at least a 50% chance of death
>>66370470
good luck anon, sending good vibes
>>66370543
I've done it pleanty, probably on top of alcohol a few times. You know your limit and if you care whether you live or die you aren't going to OD. At least that's the way i feel.
>>66370775
>I've done it pleanty
mixing benzos with opioids? Its purported that up to 95% of non-intravenous opioid overdoses were the result of mixing with benzos.
big news since Prince and stuff. Zero personal experience here.
>>66370825
I've IV'd heroin in the past and have been on at least .5-1mg of xanax of klonopin at the same time always but I may have had a benzo tolerance. It's all relative honestly .
Kek I put on SJ by Anco and now I'm peaking.
>>66370825
thats because a lot of people dont understand the respiratory depressant effect from benzos and opiates combined is a lot higher than it is taking them seperately and dont realize that you have to use a good amount less of each than youd use seperately.
im also willing to bet a large chunk of that is also intentional and they were committing suicide that way because its a tried and true method
>>66370775
>You know your limit
this, all you have to do is start slow and not just recklessly eat pills
>>66370470
AAAAAAAAAAAA
>>66370617
ty bb
>>66371059
plz stop ithink km having a bad trip
>>66371059
>>66371081
im kekking
>>66371081
its all good dude
>>66371081
being on 4chan will sometimes induce bad trips for me, i don't know why. something about it will give me deja vu like i've seen all the posts before and it starts making me freak out
but also bad trips are still kinda fun to a certain extent in their own weird fucked up way so whatever
>>66371197
I cant have a bad trip im too aware of shit I feel like I'm always carrying a burden
>>66371252
'bad trips' are just anxiety/fear escalated by the drug. im alone and there's no anxiety.
im gonna go smoke a cigarette if anyone wants to post some music that'd be what's up
>>66371477
ordinarily i wouldnt do this (like, just self promo on a post where it doesnt belong) but i just put this on bandcamp and id love to know how at least the first track or two strikes you on the drugs cause they are very intentionally "trippy"
https://thelaver.bandcamp.com/album/sugarsleep
>>66371550
I'll definitely give that a listen when I get back inside with my sony mdr whatevers but ya stay tuned
>>66371610
right on
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEHtAabekTw
ur ok OP
>>66370775
You only have to forgot your limit one time mate
>>66371772
The droning isn't for me right now so i stopped the 2nd track but I really enjoyed the first track, field recordings mixing etc. I thought it was good. It was trippy i suppose but I just enjoyed the overall mix
>>66371783
gee thanks
>>66371872
is hating urself ok? is it wrong? im asking you cuz idk
>>66370775
Addiction distorts your perception of your limits, but I generally agree with you. If you're educated and not a complete dumbass you're probably not going to unintentionally overdose.
Best of luck getting over benzodiazepines though dude, in the middle of trying to kick opioids and my life is basically 100% body aches and sleepless nights and shitting at the moment.
>>66371960
ill take it, cheers
>>66372052
>in the middle of trying to kick opioids and my life is basically 100% body aches and sleepless nights and shitting at the moment.
damn, do you smoke pot? seems like ii would help but I dunno
>>66372082
kek are u srs kid pot??
>>66372211
well I have literally zero experience with narcotics so yeah I was. I know it helps me to cut back on alcohol but thats about it.
Wait, what are you tripping on? You can't really trip on Benzodiazepine can you?
>>66372871
lsd and ya
i just got done listening to pendericki - kosmogonia, fuck
trip ends with me taking 3mg klonopin and
im terrified to create
>>66372052
>>66372211
Why the fuck would you opiods in the first place didn't smoking some good indica give you enough? Like shit you heard all the people telling you how bad the shit was and you still did it so that's your fault
>>66373023
Shit, that'd be a hell of a thing
>>66370470
>m a benzo addict and know the only way for me to escape that is through (making) music and writing (I used to enjoy writing and excelled at it my senior year of high school)
Your music music must be awful if you need drugs to make it.
>>66375601
It was wonderful. I wanted to expand my horizons to avant classical or free jazz and was a fan of Penderecki but I've never heard that one.
>>66374838
Because nothing beats an opiate high. It's the best thing on the planet.
listen to this op
>>66371550
Had to skip through cause I don't have time atm for a 10+ min track. Ok bye bye was the best, I liked the synth sounds with the shortwave droning. I think this would sound cool infront of a small crowd in a dark basement
Criticism:
Maybe use more harmonic theory behind the composition to add some flavor
Don't write a long winded explanation like you did. It made you seem unsure and I think if you left it blank it would leave more to my imagination when listening to the tracks.
>>66376309
don't have time? you're trippin, dawg. all you have is time
