Three weeks of just listening to James Blake, playing fallout 4 and lifting. Life should be more than this, but I just can't. I waste my days then when I go to sleep I feel desperate for not doing shit until I fall asleep. Wake up, repeat.
Should I kill myself, mu? I promised to myself that I wouldn't an hero until I finished my album but I don't know if I can keep that one.
son get a job
don't do it
Stop playing video games and get a job. Don't kill yourself.
>>65105289
go to school or get a job mate. listen to more music, but not the same music. that's what i did when i was in the thick of depression and whatnot. different music keeps your mind preoccupied not to mention broadening your artistic horizons
therapy's a load of bollocks if you ask me but whatever floats your boat. id look into it if i were you anyway
chin up, yeah? you'll get through this swimmingly. see ya on the other side!.
>>65105369
Forgot to mention, actually have a job but it's home office so I always find a a way to procrastinate.
>>65105587
thank you m8. Will do that.
>>65105369
I used to work from home too but it caused me to become a hermit and I started getting even more depressed. You need to find something to do outside whether it's volunteering or part time work elsewhere.
youre od'ing on blake.
>>65105587
>i was in the thick of depression
>chin up
cheek of it
take some vitamins and omega-3, depression is chemical imbalance
>>65105289
stop playing video games, keep the gym. learn to meditate. and you're fixed ;^)
(worked for me at least)
Time at the sun, try running and not just lifting. Maybe a gym. Use the muscle to get pussy, too.
>>65105289
>not listening to Bottomless Pit