I haven't seen one of these threads in a while, kinda missed them
The posts were often more relatable than the stuff you'd see on /r9k/
np: Deakin - Good House
I don't really feel anything anymore, just kind of waiting to die.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6M52UCChnME
>>64358661
Good song
I kinda feel like I slip in and out of that state, the in periods are getting a little too long recently and its sorta worrying and also kinda whatever
When did you start feeling this way?
oh
Real friends, how many of us?
How many of us, how many jealous? Real friends
It's not many of us, we smile at each other
But how many honest? Trust issues
I'm on adderall studying and doing ridiculous amounts of last minute homework all night tonight and I'm just listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEGOihjqO9w
on repeat.
Ever since this piece got mentioned in what turned out to be one of my favorite books I haven't been able to stop listening to it. It makes me feel good, it makes me feel productive, it makes me feel the content with its beautiful pacing and crescendos peaking into the achingly beautiful primary themes and energizing climaxes that I haven't felt for months thanks to the grind that is school.
When I'm depressed and the world just won't stop I stay up all night working to this piece of art and for a few hours it makes my life actually feel like a life and not a period of time between my different responsibilities and stresses.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-xBhiU1C80
Got really high last night listening to Michigan, and when this came on at the end I just lost it. My dad left me when I was a kid and I haven't seen him since. I can't stop listening to this now, and it makes me wish he was still in my life and that we'd be reconnected. :(
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWFWazj7Ud8
I've been a serial dater, stayed in really unhealthy relationships for the reason that they're better than nothing. Finally broken out of that and have been talking to a girl who I actually have deep feelings for and it feels good, man.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ln_nkxwT_Tc
blew it with a friend with whom I had a mutual crush
hesitated way too long despite her signs becoming crystal clear
then when I finally resolved to tell her how I felt, I called her and asked if I could walk with her to class the next morning
when we met I went full beta and didn't even touch the subject
that was friday and when we had lunch with our friend group today she was super dismissive and cold towards me
so it goes...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xuosmf1_mKs
drinking and reading comics, feeling suicidal but really not sure if it's genuine or just due to not sleeping in almost 3 days and being in the process of getting drunk af
I was listening to pic related just cause I hadn't yet.
I've been completely unable to enjoy things recently, including music. I'm taking anti-depressants right now so I feel like that might be numbing me a bit in that way. I don't think I'm depressed because when I was, I felt pretty sad all the time, now I'm just apathetic.
>>64359882
This was sad to read. Sorry, anon.
>>64358634
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0mZzaSX7Xo
