I haven't touched another human in at least 2 years. Rec me something that relates to my crushing loneliness. And in return i will deliver with what ever you want.
how's your relationship with your parents op?
>>63921780
Good album gotta give this a spin
Uhh never met my mum and my dad is a lazy robot pretty much
I have never loved anyone, nor been loved
gimme a picture of your face
i won't like backtrace it or whatever i just want to know what people look like after 2 years of not touching a single person
>>63921764
So are you a neet? Or do you work? Study?
>>63921792
you should call him, if family is all you got then don't let it go to waste
love you op hope you work through this alright
>>63921797
never heard this album, will give it a listen
Uhh ok anon plz dont bully
>>63921809
neet for 3 years
Giles Corey
>>63921839
inb4 school shooter
>>63921859
yeah anon this is my go to
>>63921839
you're a good lookin chap
get a different haircut maybe and download tinder, swipe right a lot, you'll get laid within a month
>>63921855
How often do you go outside?
>>63921868
tfw too anxious to bring myself to go to hair dresser or if i do i cant tell her what i want
>>63921882
uhh once every 2 weeks i guess. depends
>>63921764
>And in return i will deliver with what ever you want.
Deliver me from evil, sire.
>>63921839
are you drake from the josh and drake meme?
>>63921868
thanks a lot anon
>>63921907
uhh not sure how to do that
>>63921912
I wish
when was the last time you guys kissed a girl?
i apologize to anyone who cannot answer that question
for me it's been 14 years
>>63921898
I'm sorry if I'm asking to many questions :(
But what do you do outside then? Do you live alone and you need to get food? Or do you live with your dad?
>>63921883
do you know what you want? if you can articulate it beforehand yr good
i used to be the same way, but like, would you show up to a restaurant and be afraid to order something?
it's the same thing
>>63921797
This album is fucking beautiful
>>63921919
kill me for i am too scared to do it myself
give me an honourable death
>>63921924
it ok, its not like i have anything else to do. i live with my dad, i will go out like once every two weeks to get myself some alcohol or just sit out side somewhere for no good reason.
>>63921797
holy fuck anon this is so good
>>63921933
uhhhh im not a killer but uhhh i could give you some tips or something
i miss the feel threads of /mu/ curca 2013
>>63921933
Its normal to be afraid of death and if you can't bring yourself to do it then its not the right time and you will pull through
>>63921883
find a picture of someone with the haircut you want and show it to them
Pic related, it's what I show my barber
>>63921764
I personally think the thought of touching another human being is vile and disgusting.
>>63921954
>or just sit out side somewhere for no good reason.
you could do with doing that a bit more often i feel
>>63921954
take walks every day
get coffee and be around people, even if you're not engaging with any of them it's a step in the right direction
>>63921933
i have a revolver and one bullet for when i decide to play russian roulette again
you could come to where i am and join if you want. it would be super cool and meaningful
i have a great location to do it, the right playlist, drugs, etc.
>>63921984
This is probably the only thing that's going to help you fahm
Just go outside every day, and walk around
>>63921981
Thats a good idea, ill show her a pic of me when i had a better hair cut.
>>63921982
there is no better feel then getting cuddled
>>63921984
Yeah i guess so, im honestly just lazy and i give up on everything i set out for myself
>>63921995
doesnt sound too bad. what country u in anon cause i dont have any money but if i can walk to your house within an hour im in
>>63922024
well until you decide to make a change nothing will happen, happiness and love are attainable but you're going to have to try a little. trust me friend it gets better
>>63921839
You're not even ugly, wtf. What's your excuse, OP?
>>63922041
very true anon, its just that when i fail at everything ive set out for my self i just feel like never trying anything again and just laying down and staring at the ceiling until i die
>>63922042
idk I dont even think im autistic. Im a pretty normal guy. Just bad circumstances and social anxiety
>>63922064
Don't be afraid to go seek professional help if you can afford it/if your country has universal healthcare. Dont waste your life bc of anxiety.
U GO BOI
>>63922064
I don't think it's the circumstances, more likely it's your view on things.
>i just feel like never trying anything again and just laying down and staring at the ceiling until i die
That's not a healthy way of looking at things man. Start it off easy, like some anon here said, go take a walk, nothing too hard. Go outside, look at people, even if talking to them is too hard (I know it is for me). If you're alone with yourself for too long you will end up in this depressing spiral I assume you're in.
Oh and if in any way possible, leave 4chan. It helps a lot.
>>63922024
>doesnt sound too bad. what country u in anon cause i dont have any money but if i can walk to your house within an hour im in
"within an hour"? you clearly have no dedication to this plan at all
that said i live in america in the northeast
>>63922100
>I don't think it's the circumstances, more likely it's your view on things.
That's a silly thing to say on a number of levels. They are inextricably linked and there is no way you could make that distinction in reality.
>Oh and if in any way possible, leave 4chan. It helps a lot.
There you go.
>>63922087
yeah im actually waiting for a placement at some psychologist place, 3-6 months.
>>63922100
yeah thanks anon, ill really try and get out more
>>63922105
I just said that cause i doubted you lived in australia and i have no money
>>63921764
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tk0BOK0EDFE
>>63922134
It's not that silly imo, you can only see the circumstances from your own viewpoint, so if anything, blaming your circumstances should be a silly thing to do.
>>63921764
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrTl5iUF6FY
do you like this, OP? /mu/ generally thinks of Sea Change as a slightly superior Morning Glory but i think it's actually really good
>>63921764
Jandek is my go-to loneliness artist
Start with this
>>63921922
I never have but I'm only 18.
>>63921981
>Pic related, it's what I show my barber
>>63922188
Never been a huge beck fan, listening to it now and its pretty good.
>>63922204
Love jandek, whats your fav album of his anon
>>63922188
actually this track is fucking fire
>>63922188
As much as I like this album, it's really more of a breakup album to me. It deals with loneliness in some songs, but mostly it gives me the "my gf just left" feels.
Have you heard any of Beck's earlier (pre-Odelay) work anon? (and if so, did you enjoy it?) Stereopathetic Soulmanure, Western Harvestfield etc... Now THAT's music for a lonely person.
(not OP btw)
>>63922220
this is what i genuinely show to my barber aaron i love your haircut and i love you
>>63922233
Haven't listened to a lot of his albums, did listen to a few a lot of times. I just ordered 20 albums from Corwood Industries to get some more variation though.
So far I would say Ready For The House is my favourite
>>63922220
at the place i go to they show you a bunch of photos on a tablet of models and celebrities
i always order the anakin skywalker(longer hair version of course)
>>63921839
more handsome than 99% of our current and former trips
doesn't mean much but you know, i'm trying to be positive
>>63921839
if you give me a pic that doesn't include a timestamp i can spam it everywhere and make you the new brandon if you wanted
does that do anything for you?
>>63922386
uhh no thanks anon
>>63921764
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vFOTwedMr4
Dang are you literally me? I don't know any words of wisdom to tell you because I'm in almost exactly the same situation and I've given up, but I guess stay strong or whatever
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDde7gvPzo8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBqhxN23TBA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPgGjUSEWss
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hw4DWE1WN2Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_iCswJlN5M
>>63921839
>he's better looking than I am
these threads never help me
/mu/ is a helpful board!
>>63922620
This is even more crushing than dick rate threads
>>63921839
Boys Life - Departures & Landfalls if you can stomach hoarse emo vocals
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iiDLB-M5u3g&nohtml5=False
>>63921839
>>63921839
How old are you anon?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0RWnzd_b_k