Do you ever just feel torture by being alive? So many things you want people to understand, but they don't, engrossed by the complete meaninglessness of life, the suffering of loneliness and pain of enduring it all, but everyone seems to think that it's all an ironic joke, like a record spinning inside their head that's on a half in vinyl record that just says the same meme over and over again and repeats over and over again. I remember the first time I felt this way, it was some time in early elementary school, I started to wonder if I had enjoyed life more when I was younger because I didn't think about it and everything started to feel the same. That feeling enveloped me until when I was in my early teens, it had consumed me entirely. Yet all people will say is that you're being edgy, because obviously the only thing other people are good for are contributing to society, if you're viewing someone else as a member of society yourself. Society develops conscious boundaries between those who have membership and those who do not.
>>63801988
yes
>>63801988
Life is pretty fucking weird
>>63802050
is there anything like tacoma radar on here?
>>63802059
that it is
I'll never understand it
>>63801988
most ppl are familiar with the void, some just deal with it better or aren't as delicate (not meant in a bad way). i like escapism and drugs
>>63802116
I am rather delicate, in spite of all the metal I listen to. Do you have any favorite philosophy books? I read a couple pages of The Myth Of Sisyphus.
>>63802062
no not there not nowhere
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMDJeLoR3ks
have this though
>>63801988
i just want
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAxGdWdXA5w
>>63802050
secret boyfriend - memory care unit
>>63802059
ariel pink's haunted graffiti - the doldrums
>>63802083
love aaliyah
love this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fuws8mXJRG4
>>63802116
this is an amazing chart on multiple levels what's your last.fm
>>63802163
I don't know much about philosophy i'm afraid.
>>63802189
A shame they only released two songs. It sounds like they only felt the need to make one expression, but it was the ultimate expression.
New to /mu/ be gentle, senpai
Recs pls
I literally end every thread sorry
>>63802218
>>63802116
these are good you're good
>>63802276
really nice chart.
>>63801988
rome - flowers from exile
>>63802050
moral - dance of the dolls
>>63802059
master's apprentices - choice cuts
>>63802083
joni mitchell - hissing of the summer lawns
>>63802116
pass into silence - calm like a millpond
>>63802218
svarte greiner - knive
>>63802264
massive attack - ritual spirit ep
>>63802276
neuron - planet fendor
nice taste btw
>>63802413
>nice taste
ty my ego is feasting rn
I fucking love that Deupree album
>>63801988
That's a hell of an existential crisis, OP. You wanna talk about it? I'd try to rec some music for those feels, but judging by your chart I'd just be offering wild guesses.
>>63802050
If you like The Paints of Being Pure At Heart, check out: The Field Mice - For Keeps
>>63802059
Ryley Walker - Primrose Green
>>63802083
Anaïs Mitchell - Young Man in America
>>63802218
Prefuse 73 - One Word Extinguisher
>>63802264
That is a remarkable collection is /mu/ core. I'm not trying to be a dick, but what do you actually like? This just looks like a collection of albums /mu/ told you to like. There's nothing wrong with them individually, but as a collection is makes me question whether you even know what you're after. Which of these albums really worked for you? I'll give you a rec based upon that.
>>63802276
You should check out the Grand Valley State recording of Steve Reich's Music for 18 Musicians.
>>63802059
+ NEU!, Van morrison, funkadelic
>>63802116
+XTC, Denzel curry
>>63802218
+ANTWON, Dean blunt
>>63802413
hey you're missing a column, nice steve roach tho
>>63803603
ayyy that Damien Jurado album is amazing
>>63802264
K.M.D - Black Bastards
Shabazz Palaces - Black Up
>>63802059
June Christy - Something Cool
