gonna kill myself. what song should i listen to right before? thinkin centuries of damn
Listen anon, if you kill yourself, I'm gonna kill myself and leave a suicide note blaming you. So don't, kapeesh?
>>63559542
>not On GP
i was just thinking about both these things
>>63559542
don't do it, family. I tried taking killing myself a couple of years ago. I assure you, things DO get better, and I regretted my attempt almost immediately after. It's not worth it.
sir mix-a-lot - baby got back
Tiny Tim - Livin' in the Sunlight, Lovin' in the Moonlight
please don't
something edgy, like nine inch nails
maybe hurt?
The Sound of Silence by Garfunkel and Oates
Don't do it, man. Do drugs as a last resort. Try hallucinogens. It'll change you dude.
I'm planning on doing the same thing real soon OP, I like St Vincent, Lana Del Rey, Grimes, Metronomy, Unknown Mortal Orchestra, Sufjan Stevens, Tame Impala, The Strokes, Death Grips, Mac Demarco, Spiritualized, etc etc please suggest something good for when I finally do it (very soon t b h)
Today by The Smashing Pumpkins
>>63559542
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7ro4-1cYso
Freestyle #4
Livestream it pls
Also Johnny Cash - Hurt
>>63559542
the idiot by iggy pop
>>63559656
You should suicide by burning yourself alive for that music taste (t b h)
please just wait it out
>>63559759
this is a good post.
>>63559759
>>63559887
Lol its okay, I'm literally going to be dead a week from now so nothing matters
>>63559895
Well to be honest none of it would have mattered if you died 69 years from now either so I don't see why you're in such a rush. Enjoy the ride. Shitpost a little. Eat junk food that will give you diarrhea. Suck a MILLION dicks. Life is fun to be had, don't let all the wonderful, memorable, splendidly delightful opportunities which youbwill soon experience go unexperienced. Why die when you can FLY?
>>63559938
**which you will soon experience if you don't kill yourself
im worried
>>63559542
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5KJM4XCLSQ
>>63559895
how are you so sure?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dbR2JZmlWo
i wonder what andys dad was listening to . you think he wasted his last moments listening to his sons music?
Canon in E minor
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ws1WTFvfe8
It will cheer you up!
In the aeroplane over the sea
>>63559895
We need proof
Please share this experience with your /mu/ friends and stream it :^)
It'd be a waste if you tried to commit suicide, please put it off for at least one more day and try to think about anything at all that makes life worth it, because it truly is, believe me.
>>63559895
Why do you think your life is so shit you want to end it?
>>63560127
i think it would be inappropriate to stream it...
>>63560174
Nah it's totally cool
Don't be shy anon ;)
>>63560174
is it cancer?
>>63560107
who the fuck is andy. milonakis?
>>63560245
she left you didn't she...
>>63560325
its not a she
>>63559542
Marina and the Diamonds,obviously
>>63560379
what did he do
>>63560379
it was your fault wasn't it?
i love you
Fuckin kill yourself already
>>63559542
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKZ-eKBJ9dw
This song probably won't save you but at least it's relevant to this thread.
Mahler 9
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8YvS4w7eo4
https://youtu.be/z_6lgDFX6y0
I don't want my last couple moments to be spent on this god damn website, so goodbye I guess
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbjMEUmwp2o
>>63560683
gl lad
>>63559632
Hallucinogens and suicidal ideation or depression may not mix well at all, be careful OP
>>63559542
Needle In The Hay - Elliot Smith
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgNgvCLRqWc
>inb4 stole from wes anderson
>>63559542
Kid A
Go out to the last strains of MPS
>>63559759
>burning yourself alive
>not saying "self-immolation"
You're either underage or retarded
>>63559573
not OP but I've been thinking about suicide
I've got a rich family, yet I've still managed to fuck everything up, I ended up dropping out because I couldn't focus in school and failed every class and barely showed up, I play video games 18 hours a day, I claim I'm a good programmer/reverse engineer but that's all made up, I'm garbage, I've been trying to pretend that I'm a girl online to make money to buy video games and new hardware (failing at even that), and even though I try my hardest to go get my GED, or focus on anything that isn't pathetic, I fail and end up going straight back to video games.
What the fuck could I possibly do at this point to turn my life around? The only thing keeping me from offing myself is because it feels selfish, to make my family go through that, to have them come downstairs and see my brains on the wall.
>>63559666
>suicide thread
>666
>edgy song
You gotta kill yourself to this, OP.
Iggy Pop - The Idiot
>>63562047
Hmm, how old are you? Do you do drugs/smoke weed/drink alcohol?
>>63562047
sell your pc and vidya, go back to school (or get a job if school isn't for you), buy a laptop with shitty specs for school, start working out, take programming classes, quit visiting shitty websites and talk to a psychologist
>>63562272
not the person you replied to, but very similar story here, that's the obvious solution, but i can't find motivation to do anything productive and it sucks
>>63562326
Sounds like depression. I can relate. Working out helps a lot. Started doing that maybe two weeks ago. My mood has improved drastically.
>>63562047
find love
>>63559601
this
>>63562351
yeah when I used to work out life sure was a lot better, I might sign up for the gym next month
>>63562670
Just do it now. Go to the nearest Planet Fitness. It's only $10/month. They have that "No Gymtimidation" bullshit so you don't have to be self conscious about being a out of shape fat lard.
I think this is a sign.
>>63559542
don't do it opie. whenever you sad listen to pic related:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crNtwZ8JVCc&list=PLUSRfoOcUe4YWJAk4wwj1UwcuVSBOAXOW
it always helps me.
>>63562670
>I'll do it next month
Bro...
https://soundcloud.com/bitorkorz20/wintr-chy
>>63559542
Whatever I want (fuck who's watching"
