Post current feels, get reccs.
>sitting alone at a party on mu and haven't been feeling good at all recently
>Sick at home, but comfy
>Messing about in ableton or on my synth
>King of the hill playing on the other screen from instasynch
Any good albums I should peep while i'm stuck inside sick tonight?
>sleepy
>don't want to sleep
>not that I have stuff to do, I just don't want to start another boring day
I might take some Ritalin and draw
Maybe play Roller Coaster Tycoon later
>>61146885
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXAqQXiwprA
>tfw withdrawing from amphetamine binge and taking a bath in water that I had to heat up on the stove
>That girl you met abroad
>likes matched
>dislikes made up for the other persons faults
>Had to return to your country for some reason
>Years passed, still talk rarely
>Living own lives been with other people
>But they don't have the same connections you two did
>>61146959
https://youtu.be/dd_461ZrJb8
>>61146988
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9eWowko2Fc
>secretly in love with my best friend (yes it's a girl)
>>61146959
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIEma4NAc9w
>>61147328
It's probably not a secret.
>recovering from minor brain damage by lyme disease
>panic attacks every day
>it's been 8 months since I killed the bacteria
>people see me and they know something's wrong
>I get more afraid of people every time I see them
>I have arthritis and severe clinical depression at 24
>getting fat but running hurts because of arthritic knees
>I have no job
Death please
>laying in bed alone
>starving because I forgot to eat dinner
>feeling like shit mentally
>ignored all requests to go out tonight because I couldn't deal with social interaction
>man I really should've reheated those buffalo wings
>general feeling of wanting to die
im ugly as fuck but im getting jaw surgery and rhino next year so its all bittersweet
>>61147424
Clinical depression with developing agoraphobia and possible social anxiety disorder. That will be 25 bucks please
>tfw no gf/bf
What a coincidence I too also feel like dying
>>61147464
Fuck off lauren at least you don't have brain damage. Any guy will fuck you if you're cute just ask them I promise.
>>61147383
Nah, I have a girlfriend and she has a boyfriend so I doubt it's too obvious.
>>61146819
>Been pretty sad lately
>Angry at people for no reason
>Carving shit in my arm with a knife out of boredom
Season is harsh on me but I don't have depression
>>61147328
When asking for feels I should expect feels.
Thanks man. Time to get into bed and listen to sad songs while staring at the ceiling wondering if I can bring us back to that point for good.
>woke up at 11 AM yesterday and haven't slept since, because finals
>feeling the sensation of sleep beginning to take over my still-conscious body
>>61147536
God man. Do you live in the northeastern US?
>>61147473
did I say l wanted to get fucked
>panic attacks that probably aren't going away because panic disorder, already talking 6 different medications
>can barely leave my house most of the time
>it's been 8 years since I was able to go outside regularly
>remember to use bug spray if I do though
didn't realize this was a pity contest
>>61147627
no northwest europe
>>61147666
I'm just trying to inform people about the deadly and life destroying bacteria that ravages the Amercian Northeast and parts of the UK.
>>61147651
You win, I was a dick.
Bugspray doesn't stop deer ticks though.
cosmic nihilism
>>61147695
Gay you'll grow out of it, lose your mind or die.
>>61147464
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hD6_QXwKesU
>boring as fuck
>the girl i love is bisexual and it's too stupid to realize the girl she wants doesn't want anything with her
I just wanna throw up
>tfw your gf is becoming famous and successful and you're seeing her less and less because she's busy
>tfw jobless trust fund kid
>tfw nothing to do but sit on the couch all day by myself
>>61147728
>tfw ... trust fund kid
go fuck yourself
>>61147536
Sounds really rough man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ph0cDjGELNU
>>61147547
No problem. Honestly even though it hurts be glad that you can feel that kind of passion.
>>61147620
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjLZogeNFpY
>>61147695
Idk you'd probably like shitty prog metal.
>>61147728
get a hobby like spray painting walls
>>61147728
Get a job you mong
>coming out of a one month 'depressive' slump
>feeling good
>know that family christmas is going to destroy that feel and go spiraling back
>trying to savour my last few days
>>61147728
>wahhh I have no economic obstacles
>wahhh I'm so dull that I can only imagine sitting on a couch if not having a gf
what a pity you are eh
>>61147819
It's not like you cannot do anything. You can do stuff but you just choose to be a lazy fuck. Go spraypaint walls, seriously, it made my life at least a little more fun.
>>61147841
nothing's very much fun
>>61147728
Kys privileged fuck
Jesus christ, is everyone sick currently?
>I'm sick with some flu...
Songs for my flu recovery?
>tfw sore throat, runny nose, sore muscles, horrible shits and drunk.
music for this feel
>>61147898
lol yeah me too --> >>61147902
>>61147902
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iolm6O6cxqA
>>61147819
My parents are millionaires yo uasshole. I could be a NEET for the rest of my life if I wanted to. I don't just think for myself and I want to be independent and an adult man unlike you.
>>61147902
Feel better, man. I don't have a sore throat, but my entire body aches, stuffy nose, naseau, and probably will be vomiting at some point tonight. :)
IM SO ITCHY AHHHHHH
>Feelin gloomy
Please suggest songs that have the same feel of Earl's "Solace", specifically at 2:15, the piano is so fucking soothing.
https://youtu.be/d3q_0UP6sck?t=2m15s
>>61147870
>privilege
>real
Spotted the cuck
I've been bored of everything for like 5 weeks straight. Listening to that Purple Pilgrims thing, it's alright.
>>61147952
Sucks dude
>>61147958
>640gb
fucking lol
I think I have a bright future and a unique voice with my art, but I'm still very much afraid of being an undiscovered failure
>>61148045
Nig society is gonna collapse in less than 6 months any way it doesn't matter.
>>61148045
Why do you care if you are discovered or not?
How is performing this art going to help if the focal purpose to be seen by others?
>>61148045
I don;t mean that way in the ridiculous conspiracy sense. Our global economy is seriously about to collapse bringing us more hell than the great depression ever did. Nothing was fixed in 2008, things were only delayed and propped up for a bigger fall than was going to happen in the first place.
Enjoy your life before you don't recognize it anymore.
>>61148142
Mate, it's been about to collapse for years, it's always 6 months away.
>>61148142
I don't think its going to this sudden swift motion
Like in the past, its just going to take different forms as it degrades and upgrades
Nothing will really change
>>61148182
this shit right here
>>61146819
>2015
>liking women
Ayy lmao familia
You guys need more positive attitudes!!!
>>61148182
>>61148190
He's far from the first one to say it but this high ranking ex CIA agent is pretty convincing.
>>61148190
In 2008 and 1929 the economy tanked in one day. It wasn't gradual.
>>61148246
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lcNrJVIgb8
>>61148130
You can be a homeless painter
You can't be a homeless filmmaker. It's expensive to use real film
shitty feel but I just made a shitty joke about a recent thing that happened and I feel bad about it now
I dedicated my whole life to improving my music taste and getting 'into' everything and now there is nothing left to discover I wonder what it was all worth.
I always thought I would meet somone of similar interests in listening to all possible forms of music. I never did. I have nothing.
I haven't showered in weeks, im a virgin, i have no money and my parents hate me.
I have been wearing the same pair of boxers and some socks for weeks im a fucking breathing cesspool of cum and filth.
Whats worse is because I spent so much time listening to music and doing nothing else Im basically a manchild. There was this one time i got a date and i did bring her back to my house, when we got into my room she found my spongebob boxers that i had left on my bed.
I just remember her laughing and running away, i just put my hands in my face and cried. i just slipped the boxers on, powered my turntable put on some radiohead, jacked off i wiped the cum on my hands and fell asleep on my record player with my pathetic cock out.
I woke up to my older brother and his girlfriend taking pictures of me and laughing.
fuck me this only happened yesterday.
im going to end it all soon.
I just need to finish listening to merzbow's discography first.
>>61148477
This sounds fake/like pasta but if not then use that knowledge and longing to make your own music, anyone can do digital production.
>gf broke up with me because of long distance
>come back home for christmas
>still have feelings for her
>meeting up with her tomorrow
>not sure what to expect
>fucked a really cool girl last weekend
>hit her up today to ask if she wants to go to a show
>"I actually went on a date with someone the night after and I like them a lot, so that can't happen again"
>tfw shattered ego
>tfw you will always be inferior
Currently listening to Daydream Nation, if that helps with recs
>Dog just died
>Drowning in work
>Hate my relationship
>>61149445
how can you ever be at a point where you hate a relationship unless you're in it for something else? just break up
>Was NEET for 4 years
>Got a job, got my license, got a truck, doing well with that job.
>Still feel like I'm fighting mild depression, from my lack of social life and the anxiety that comes with it
>severe lack of self esteem lately
>Really enjoying my rum
>Always ready to get lost.
I just don't want vocals right now. Anything emotional would be a ride
>>61148922
My nigga, legit same thing for me tomorrow. Good luck!
>>61150460
And So I Watch You From Afar - s/t
Roly Porter - Aftertime
The Books - The Lemon of Pink
>>61150688
>And So I Watch You From Afar - s/t
Actually one of my favourite albums. I'm even wearing one of their shirts.
>Start a Band
>The Voiceless
>Don't waste time doing things you hate
So good.
Even so, I'll be checking the others out too. Thanks bud
>Came to my hometown (Vancouver) for the break
>Currently at a juke show trying to get inebriated , trying to make up for the fun I'm not having
>Wanna start writing poetry
>>61150725
The others probably won't be your style haha. Have you heard of a band called Pretend? They have some vocals, but I feel like you would really dig the album "Bones in the Soil, Rust in the Oil" if you like ASIWYFA. Beautiful, emotional and cathartic math rock.
>>61150787
I have. I enjoy a lot of math. Not a fan of Pretend though. I rarely enjoy math with Vocals. Oshwa, TTNG, and Enemies are really the only bands I can appreciate the vocals in.
Although Enemies has those 'almost vocals' so I dunno if they count.
Not strictly an instrumental guy, just with math I can't enjoy them all the time. Though I don't necessarily disagree with you on Pretend. Good band overall, I think, and very emotive, you're right. Just get a bit bored
I'm really enjoying Aftertime right now. Thank you
How to make friends when you aren't studying or working? How does everyone gets to know other humans?
Music for this feel
>tfw u put too much ice cream in ur bowl and now u just wasted ice cream that you dont want to eat anymore
>locked myself in my room for days not speaking to anyone
>just want to make art but completely devoid of any inspiration
>i'm just an even more laughable variation of Holden Caufield
>>61152001
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DlWyTpD3hM
ily anon :)
>>61150780
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hjPZpaXNsw
Kerouac will make you realize that poetry is something very real and easy to find.
>>61152338
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dV8wdoQKKvM&index=17&list=LLbhccdvOPjNmyY_Iu4INc5g
for that eternal pain
