>current favorite song
>current feels
Rayland Baxter - Yellow Eyes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jv3cMveVgYo
Lonely hopelessness and longing for a better life
>David Bowie - Heroes
>boobs hurt
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jrx90jreBtw
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>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSERB93GYfw
>tfw I told myself I'd stay clean for the duration of the month and I couldn't make it to a week
anon man stronk man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJBLA39spc4
a girl likes me, that's nice, and I was playing pond hockey for a couple hours that was great, needed the endorphin rush or whatever. but I really just feel like a boring person who doesn't really do anything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82kx2AI1Gns
Shit, lost my only friend after realizing he didn't actually enjoy my company, and was just an all around asshole.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84TRslxyExA
>have friends
>job I like
>starting to feel more self confident
>family doesn't hate me anymore
>know what the hell I'm doing with my life
>I'm supposed to be happy now
>why am I not happy
>Radiohead - Last Flowers
Still can't get over this qt. If she just contacted me once, It'd make me feel a whole lot better about myself.. Not a good mindset to have I know, but still
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qYgOsi4md8
>Rilo Kiley - Science vs. Romance
>Found my passion in life
>It was kind of in front of my face the whole time and I feel really dumb for not having noticed it earlier
>But whatever, now I know
>Playing about 7 years of catch up to get where I want to be
>>60556119
What if you contact her
>Cocteau Twins - Cherry Coloured Funk
almost two months on SSRIs, feel better but still empty
>>60556231
When we last talked through text, i was the last one to message and she didn't even reply.
But what's weird Is when I'm with her in person she always seemed really nice and happy like she was enjoying being there, and she even used to arrange for us to hang out in the future and stuff.
Surely somethings there, hopefully she will text me one day
How am i meant to pick the fucking pictures with cacti when the thing won't load god damn it
>>60556187
>tfw listening to rilo kiley pre-silver lining
>neutral milk hotel - gardenhead
I think im in the manic phase of my undiagnosed depression, or im just finally happy for the first time in what seems like years
slipknot - gently (original mfkr version)
corey is such a massive faggot for disregarding this album
>Johnny Foreigner - Salt, Peppa and Spinderella
https://youtu.be/J-PY53SdyUY
>moving out of parents to work in a career I got with my degree
>introvert, not many friends besides my best friend and brother
>impact of being alone just hit me
H-here I go!!
>>60556187
What's your passion, anon?
>Bjork - Joga
>I want to be loved
>Slowdive- Changes
> fml tbqh
>>60554202
S-same
>Cocteau Twins - Winter Wonderland
>Taking some anxiety meds and feeling weird I can finally have normal conversations
GYBE - Dead flag blues
>dying
>>60556388
In my experience the lack of social queues that can be detected through text communication is enough to make my anxieties and insecurities make me think something is going on when really it's fine. Basically what I'm saying it talking in person is a better reflection on a person than through text. So try not to worry.
>car seat headrest - Something Soon
>qt and I both like eachother but have mutually agreed to not peruse a relationship because it would end badly
Someday - The Strokes
Lonely. Stressed. Rejected. Longing for the past. Longing for that text back. I just need someone to talk to and not a warm body at night.
