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>tfw you will never be teen in 90s with few rare black metal cassetes and barely functioning walkman
>>55475092
Holy shit this is seriously a feel of mine
>>55475092
you can do all of that without being in the 90s
>tfw you will never be a teen growing up in mid 90's and late 90's screamo scene
that feel when we have so much but feel so little
Tfw you will never make an electronic album that sounds as amazing as an Autechre or Aphex twin album.
>>55475580
Damn...
>tfw you will never know you are quoting
>>55475580
( ._.)
>tfw everytime you have been to visit your dad throughout your life it's been a half hour or so of awkward silence & as such you've developed an irrational fear of silence that you're constantly filling with music playing all the time
>>55475775
>tfw you forgot when you last talked to your father
>>55475829
Novemeber 4th last year, told me he was getting sober & he'd take me out for a coffee the next week. Haven't heard from him since.
>tfw you will never be able to see Marilyn Manson put on a great live show, because this isn't 1997 and he is a fat drunk now
>>55475829
I can't even remember that, and I live with the man.
>>55475926
Same :(
>>55475829
same here
It's just that I don't feel bad about it
>>55475829
I can't say for sure because I don't really keep track but I think the last time I can vaguely remember, I was walking to work in the middle of winter (I'm thinking it was Christmas week of 2013) and I had my glasses off because they were fogging up so I couldn't really recognize this vehicle that had stopped clearly to talk to me.
I thought it was my boss or something giving me a last minute message so I approached it and instead it was my biological parents (I guess they had bought a new vehicle?) and I immediately became disgusted and they asked if they could see me and I said no, I had to work.
>>55475926
same here man. The worst part is that I thought this would hit me like a brick, but I seem to be just fine without him caring about me.
He was always talking about how his whole life he lived for nothing but his children, but all the stuff he always brings up were things he did before I was born. He never really did any "fatherly" stuff for me, but I respected him because he and my mother always told me what he did. A few months ago I just started thinking what I'd actually miss if the guy died the next day, and then it struck me that we don't have jack shit in common and if he wasn't my father I'd probably hate his guts.
We often had fights, but the one we had after I realised that was the last, because I don't really feel the need to make up.
>>55475775
Jesus fuck this hit me close to home. I know that feel, just for a different reason.
>tfw you will never be a teen who is going to see Fugazi in live
>>55476909
I know this feel
>not being a college student in midwest/chicago in the 90's for REAL EMO
>not being a college student in san diego in the 90's for REAL SCREAMO
>only ever find out about this stuff second hand
>never get to see RentAmerica humiliate themselves over a bunch of dried out fucking worms
bee
>tfw you will never be part of the 90's black metal scene in Norway.
>tfw you'll never burn down a church.
> never get to see NMH preform live
>>55477567
>tfw you'll never be swept into Euronymous' weird-ass cult of personality with all the other faintly pathetic depressives in Bergen and end up doing something dumb as a teenager that fucks up the entire rest of your life over your commitment to tremolo-picked guitars being "more ideologically pure" than someone else's
>you will never be part of the Tampa death metal scene in the late 80's making heavy, evil, chaotic music even though nobody knows that they're giving birth to a new genre
Amazon says my helium will be here any day now.
i hate my life
>>55477567
>tfw you'll never burn down a church.
I suspect on my deathbed, this will be one of my biggest regrets in life.
>tfw feeling feelings to feeling heavy music
>>55477884
>tfw pretending heavy music is capable of being emotionally evocative and not just something people attach their sense of masculine inadequacy onto
>tfw I have to have music playing or else I get anxiety to the point of crying
>tfw you'll never have a picture of ian curtis's toes nevermind one where you can make out the tone & shape of each toe nail
>Tfw you will never live the life of cocaine and bitches
>>55478103
believe frind
scene revival is coming
just gotta power through nu metal revival first
>>55478122
The cocaine is not a problem, it's the women, I suck at it.
>>55478140
were you not on myspace for the heyday
slutty, easily impressed scene bitches for days
>tfw you've listened to your favourite album so many times that now you don't even notice it when you try and listen to it
>tfw you will never hear alien music
>tfw you will never have music beamed directly into your brain
>>55475829
July 14 was the last time I spoked to my pops. I we'll never forget this date it was the World Cup final also it was he's last day on earth. Died of a stroke I was 19 at the time scared, alone didn't know what to do. I just played wish you where here all day crying my self to sleep in he's bed.
>>55478194
>tfw you wille never live in dytopian tokyo in 2149
>tfw you will never be a derelict in nyc when no wave was at its peak
>tfw no sex with non-fat lydia lunch
>>55477520
too many feels at once
>>55478479
>lydia lunch
>let's make a career out of being an utter cunt
>>55478504
sometimes i feel like im the only person on /mu/ who really likes her vocal contributions to teenage jesus and the jerks
she's a cunt tho
>tfw listening back to all the music you would listen to whilst being a junkie piece of shit & having that small part of your brain wanting to be back there
>tfw use wireless headset
>tfw moving too far away from the receiver
>tfw can listen to legit glitch any time
>>55475092
I feel the same way but replace 90s black metal with 80s noise rock
>>55477637
at least making that seem dumb takes a sentence or so rather than just a "you did nothing"
>>55478851
by that logic you could listen to glitch from a de tuned radio as well
>>55478570
What I really like the vocals in teenage jesus and the jerks. Shes like a demented cheerleader.
Tfw spent middle/high school in my room alone playing guitar and missed out on teenage love.
>tfw want to watch the mortal kombat movie but my torrent program is being a little bitch
what is life where the fuck is the point in breathing anymore i hate everything fuck everyone
>TFW you will never be growing up in a crazy Midwestern town with Steve Albini listening to the Ramones, Stooges, and Suicide while having kids in class who murder cows on the weekends.
>>55475829
Probably about 5 or 6 years ago for me.
>>55479268
This is what you missed
>Fall in love with girl
>Get into a pink bubble
>Bubble get popped
>It's one of the worst feelings in your entire life
>You start fucking bitches with your bro's while you're secretly insecure and just want to be loved but you're too scared to be hurt again
>>55479268
Same
>>55479268
Unless there was some girl really special in your school, you didn't miss anything.
>you will never be a part of the late 80s/early 90s British rave scene
>you will never be a college student in the early to mid 2000s and going to shows and seeing the cool new indie bands like Animal Collective and Black Dice and Ratatat
>you will never be truly happy no matter what cool music you discover
>>55479468
I'll never know..
>>55479554
I feel you, anon. ;_;
Except for the guitar part. I don't play the guitar.
>>55475829
yesterday
>tfw good dad
>>55478216
hope you're doing alright anon, sorry for your loss
>>55475092
>>55479608
same
I'm sick of it all, /mu/. I'm just so fucking sick and tired of everything. I can't even describe how unhappy I am.
Please recommend me some music that will make me feel better. I can't go on like this.
>>55475829
About an hour ago
>tfw you will never dance with your gf to ballroom music in 1925
also
>>55479824
pic rel
>>55479824
what do you like
>>55475092
>tfw you will never be a high, horny teenager in the mid 1970s, while having ravenous sex with a girl while sister ray plays in the background
>tfw no bf
>>55480064
>Tfw no bf or a gf
>>55475092
kill me now
>>55480120
>tfw even if you weren't closeted and you got in a relationship you'd fuck something up by being such a judgmental douche
>>55475092
>tfw no qt post-rock gf
should I end my life?
>tfw if someone came up to you with a gun and said they were going to kill you, you honestly wouldn't even care enough to fight back
>tfw nothing makes you happy anymore
>>55480202
>tfw too scared to even try and start a relationship again
>>55480356
>>55480202
>>55480120
>>55480064
>>55479316
must related fucking losers
>tfw I'm going to kill myself
>>55480356
>tfw you know it's your own fault that you're lonely but you don't have the balls to change it
>>55480405
Shush we're trying to whine about our lives here
>>55480434
Shouldn't have brought it up, now Crazyaga's gonna start posting
>tfw You'll never be a teen in England in the early 80s listening to shoegaze and indie pop
>tfw you'll never be this casually hip
>tfw no qt shoegaze gf
>tfw you'll never date Morrissey as he's starting his music career
>>55480490
the guy in the green jackets fit is 10/10
>>55477622
why not? i bought tickets to Oregon, USA for a june show with all of my remaining cash. i have to see them. you too poor or australian or underage?
>>55475829
>tfw my dad call my mother to ask her we my son haven't talked to me over 5 years and she have to tell him that I left the country
I feel like shit
