>your favourite album
>the worst thing you've ever done
these are always good for a laugh and a barf
i broke up with the only person who ever loved me because i'm an emotional piece of shit that doesn't know how to handle a relationship.
>>53563245
never really done a single particularly bad thing tbh
I guess in general just not appreciating the people around me as much as I should
>>53563259
>tfw I am with the only person who ever loved me right now and I'm an emotional piece of shit
Batfinks - Stema Tarnyt
pulled by pants down revealing my dick in the middle of school, and pissing on someone
both in grade 1
>Radiohead - The Bends
1. Fed a guy a double dose of laxatives simply because he kept drunkenly talking shit and he was annoying me.
Sadly he didn't want to leave the party while I tried to get him out of my house so he rushed down to my toilet when the party had already died down.
I could hear him pass out, wake up again, take very painful shits and then pass out again for 6 hours.
I lied to everyone that he spoke badly about my best friend and now he also lost a lot of friends.
I was very close to this girl where I shared pretty much the same music and movie taste with and we got along very well, sadly she was pretty ugly so I didn't want to start anything with her.
Eventually I needed sex so badly to forget my ex girlfriend which I was still clinging on a year later that I accepted her invitation to go to her place.
We ended up fucking when I was too drunk to even walk, tried to force my dick into her without a condom and when she told me to stop I told her to suck me off.
Her body and just her in general really weren't doing it for me so my dick went numb and we had to stop.
Fell asleep to her hugging me in her sleep but I moved her off me and went downstairs, we spend the rest of the day together which was kinda nice but then she made me go to a party where I met another girl who was on a shitty date.
I ended up spending all my time with her instead and even used the other girl's house to fuck her in the bathroom with the door open, best sex I ever had.
Next day both chicks were a angry at me after finding out what I had done and tagging together, just said nothing and walked out.
The ugly chick still talks to me and she's quite lovely really but I just could never end up dating her, the other one invites me over every now and then but after this I never had a one-night-stand ever again.
I refused tons of girls because of my waifu and when I flirt with anyone I feel like I really am cheating.
Marquee Moon - Television
I called my black best friend a nigger in middle school. I stole $20 from my parents to buy weed in high school. I started dating a girl who was infatuated with me the day after someone broke up with me just to get back at them. I made fun of an effeminate gay kid behind his back and he caught me. I hit my dad during an argument (this is the worst one by far, and I hope to make it up to him some day)
>>53563387
>I refused tons of girls because of my waifu and when I flirt with anyone I feel like I really am cheating.
Fuck as many people as you can while you're still young.
>>53563404
>I called my black best friend a nigger in middle school
damn son
did he forgive you?
>>53563418
We just started talking again the next day and never mentioned it again. I never apologized or anything, which makes it worse
>>53563417
Too scared of women, I can't do it and I'm not looking for short flings anymore.
It's not worth it to me anymore and leaves me empty and sad, I have attachment issues so I always need tons of cocaine to even come as far as kiss a girl.
I ended up in bed with a girl like a month ago on copious amounts of speed because she was jealous some other girl was having me and she needed to validate herself.
I regret any girl I ever slept with and I wish I never did, it just leaves me with feels and sadness.
I wish I could stay alone forever but my dick and my head never listen and then I end up getting hurt again by people like my ex girlfriend.
How do I turn this desire off forever, how did philosophers do it.
>>53563461
>tfw I'm a 24 yo virgin and there are people here who complain about having one-night-stands
I want to kill myself.
>>53563461
As a 22 year old virgin, seeing people lament casual sex is sort of infuriating
snorkelling
>>53563461
>scared of women
>too ugly for them to take any interest in me anyway
>>53563480
>>53563481
within seconds
>>53563480
>>53563481
>>53563497
hold me
>>53563494
why did I laugh so hard at this
>>53563511
cruelty
>>53563285
get out while you can
because it's going to go bad eventually, just don't let it fail 2 years in.
or prove me wrong and let yourself be happy (do it for me)
>>53563550
tell me what happened
>>53563480
>>53563481
I would give anything to trade with you guys, I wish I never felt what love can be like, I wanna disappear into my own world.
>>53563561
I'll do it for you anon
She's the best thing that happened to me in years, maybe even in life
>>53563564
Nah dude, the loneliness gets to you eventually. We're social creatures, which is why we're here posting speaking with strangers.
>>53563595
I wish a waifu and friends to see at the weekend was enough but it never is.
>>53563563
i was in the water and my mask kept filling up with sea water and then the snorkel and i had to keep resurfacing to empty them and they'd immediately refill upon submerging again - then i went under water again and i was surrounded by hundreds of little jellyfish so i just doggy paddled away and sat on the beach
>>53563620
That's the worst
>>53563620
feels
>Astral Weeks
I was a pussy and didn't ask a girl out. A girl almost everyone I knew told me she liked me. Now she's a mess and flirts with and teases all the dumb "alphas" from work and fucks random guys and talks about it on twitter. It's kind of hilarious actually
OP here when I made this thread I was hoping people would talk about like drugging they were babysitting so they can go out or something like that
Patterns - Dangerous Intentions.
Ignored two girls who both loved me.
>>53563245
Shouted at a kid with a breathing problem in hospital when I was 14. His breathing apparatus kept me up at night (I was in the same room). Made him cry. I didn't apologise and he died 2 days later.
>Love - Forever Changes
>I shot a man in reno just to watch him die
I rubbed a girl's pussy in the middle of class even though she asked me to stop
>>53564187
Oh fuck. That's genuinely terrible
>>53563329
>>53563259
>>53564005
>>53564096
These are hardly bad at all. I call bullshit on these being the worse things you've ever done.
>>53564226
Yeah man. It's gonna haunt me. I try to tell myself I was a dumb teen but it's still horrible
>>53564227
I'm >>53564005
And it's the worst thing for me
>>53564245
what are you, a fucking monk?
>>53564243
The regret is healthy. It'd be far more fucked up if you didn't care
Bullied a lot of people in school for being weaker and more effeminate than me. Was a real piece of shit towards them even though they tried to be my friends. They had a shit time for their rest of school lives until college where they got over my bullshit. I only ever did it because I was jealous of them for looking more like I wanted to and because I couldn't come terms with being ostensibly faggier than them. Tranny now. Reunions should be worth a laugh.
>>53563620
damn...
>>53563387
>>53563494
>>53564005
>>53564096
>>53564210
http://vocaroo.com/i/s05dZYjVcGve
>>53564227
Either I was a psychopathic child, or these motherfuckers are saints.
>>53564299
LOOOOL so random and funneh
I stole a pack of gum when I was 10
Fucked some guy at a party who I never even knew his name or saw again. May not sound bad but it broke me a lot afterwards and I felt like a whore.
I raped a girl when I was 16, spent two years working towards accepting my role in it, coming to terms with who I was at that point in my life and in the end changing who I am.
Now 4 years later the jokes on me, found out 8 hours ago that my girlfriend was raped, things are rough, /mu/.
Currently pic related
My gf tried to cheat on me, I left her, she hooked up with the same guy she was gonna cheat with (my cousin), he insulted her, she came back crying and saying she had done wrong. I used her whenever I wanted and psychologically mistreated her for a whole year, giving her hopes every now and then and crushing them later just to do it again. That lasted for a year until I got tired and fucked a friend of hers.
I don't even feel bad, bitch had it coming.
>>53564341
dude... how does that even happen? you can drop that bomb without elaborating
>>53564341
elaborate please, we're here for you, anon
>>53564356
>I had consensual sex with someone who liked me too much
wow how aren't you in jail
>>53564335
You're a whore
>Art Blakey - Caravan
stole the girl of a friend. we were happy, but not really for 9 months then I broke up with her.
tried helping an ex of mine that was in a psychiatric clinic. believing I could help I only fucked up her relationship with her parents. I tried to fuck her, not really wanting to do so, and after her disorders took the best of me I threw her out in the middle of the night, in a rain, with almost no transport.
I try not to regret anything, but it's hard to know that I was such an asshole to people I really liked and loved. I hope and try to make myself a better man.
>>53564341
Oh fuck, how do you even tell her?
>>53564303
they're just lying. even a great person has done regretful things in the heat of the moment, or when they were a dumbs kid
I listen to Bowling For Soup, it makes me nostalgic.
>>53563259
are you my gf?
>>53564446
man that's a pretty horrible thing to do
>>53564390
It wasn't her that I raped, I'm not planning on telling her about that portion of my life.
I just want to be what she needs me to be.
>>53564373
>>53564357
I don't know which part I'm supposed to elaborate on but I don't know much about what happened with my girlfriend yet, she's hauled up with her mum right now so I'm just letting her gain a bit of peace tonight.
As for when I was 16, I was at a party, someone slipped a girl something and I joined in with two other guys. It's not a great story.
>>53564377
it isn't illegal, I just toyed with her a lot, her father had abandoned her so she was super clingy and I could get her to do whatever I wanted, and I knew it. I used to laugh at her, bully her, I made her feel bad on purpose exclusively because I had the power to, it felt really good, I kept telling her she was ugly and worthless, I liked making her cry and knowing she would still came back. She became isolated, most people started ignoring her and that gave me even more power over her. I convinced to do whatever I wanted, we were pretty young, she was a virgin...
>tl dr
it's not about sex, it's about treating her like shit for a whole year
she's fine now, though
>>53564457
I can dress up as a girl and be your gf, I'll suck your dick so good it'll make your head spin.
I've ignored all opportunities to start seeing someone because I've been too caught up on somebody who's been in a relationship.
>>53563245
told my my mom and a good friend of mine that I quit smoking
>>53564528
you'll never replace her no matter how hard you try
A girl was really into me and stalked me everywhere. She was socially retarded and ugly as sin.
I hid in the library for a year to avoid her.
I know it's not so bad, but it made me feel like such an asshole.
>>53564407
>when they were a dumbs kid
I've done some really fucked up, disgusting shit and keep justifying myself by saying that I was only a child. Weird how we think of children as especially good or pure
>>53564628
Aight, but what if I helped? That''s two blowjobs anon. Duoblow.
>>53564674
I take up the offer. You have to shave your legs though
>>53564540
Yeah, right. Worst thing you've ever done? Fuck you
>>53564674
Blowjobs aren't even that great...
>>53564690
this
>>53564690
you're not getting properly blowed then, anon
>>53564690
It's a refined taste.
>>53564714
yeah I was sure that was going to be you're reply but no, a blowjob is more exciting for the person doing it than the one receiving it. I get more aroused from doing cunnilingus than from getting a blowjob. My gf came when she blew me, but it didn't do much for me
>>53564628
>>53564674
Here you go Anon, why would you say no.
You can do anything you want to me, anytime you want.
>>53564739
What kind of beta mentality is this. You get more pleasure out of giving people pleasure?
>>53564739
>you're reply
well done.. sorry for that
>>53564739
never happened to me, is this some sort of christian blowjob thing?
>>53564688
Fuck you, guy. Not everyone has committed first degree murder or burned down an orphanage. I haven't done a lot of bad shit.
>>53564685
This guy gets it, lewd maid ok?
>>53564714
This, your girlfriend sucks, badly.
>>53564739
You can give me blowies too, I'll moan like a slut.
>>53564775
You've never cheated? Hurt someone? Done something incredibly selfish? You're in denial.
>>53564752
when it comes to oral sex sure. otherwise it still is a great factor to feel you're giving her the fucking of a lifetime, when she claws your back or squeezes your thighs. am I the only one?
>>53564772
What do you mean? a girl cuming from blowing you? She's not christian but she wasn't no slut either so I guess if you're fucking club slags who get dick everyday it isn't going to happen.
>>53564781
are you seriously going to say my gf sucks based on me not taking pleasure from bjs? I've been blown by other bitches too you know?
>>53563481
Waaaaaa, are you serious?
Casual sex is for animals, you fucking chill until you find someone that sets your world on fire anon, well worth it.
>>53564775
How is being hung up on someone even that bad
>>53564824
exactly. this guy gets it
I told my friend who was a premature baby that he should have died at birth. We were like 11 and I was an asshole. We're still good friends now but holy shit I still feel bad about it.
>>53564812
>You've never cheated?
Nope.
>Hurt someone?
Nothing too bad. They've all forgiven me eventually.
>Done something incredibly selfish?
I didn't go to my distant uncle's funeral because I barely knew him and I wanted to stay home and play video games. Happy?
>>53564824
>Casual sex is for animals, you fucking chill until you find someone that sets your world on fire anon, well worth it.
pretty much. Nothing beats having sex with someone you have a genuine connection with
>>53563480
one night stnds arent cool man, they make you feel hollow and dead, be happy your saving for the right person
>>53564891
>I didn't go to my distant uncle's funeral because I barely knew him and I wanted to stay home and play video games. Happy?
This is far worse. Still not that bad though, because your original reply was pathetic.
>>53564913
It was the worst thing I could think of at the time. I don't fucking know, dude.
>>53564924
It's alright anon.
>>53564891
>I didn't go to my distant uncle's funeral because I barely knew him and I wanted to stay home and play video games. Happy?
That's not too bad. I was on a funeral last week, my great grandfather who I've never even met died. It fucking sucked, I barely knew anyone, and watching people cry makes me feel like shit.
Funerals suck, period. The only ones you should attend are those of the people you cared about the most.
>>53564690
oh yes they are.
>>53564950
That's what I thought, too. Plus I was, like, 15 or something so I was an asshole and video games were the priority.
I payed the ferryman.
i peed on someones face while he was asleep
got blown by my best friend's gf in highschool. they were on a haitus thing but we had been foolin around for a bit.
had sex with ex girlfriend when relationship with current girlfriend started but wasn't quite official.
was at a party where a young girl was taken advantage of by a bunch of people.
kissed a girl while with current girlfriend. she was an african princess tho.
>>53563245
>the heartland - Frontier
>the number twelve looks like you - worse than alone
i've hit animals and stolen money from friends, i don't think i've ever killed anything, so at least there's that.
>>53564998
elaborate
>>53564892
>>53564904
And even if it turns out they're not the right person, at least you got to know them and love them for a time, all this other bullshit is stupidity. Do drugs if you wanna be a bit reckless, or read two books at once.
>>53564998
why everyone who like this album have piss stories like that
>>53565076
look at that cover
>>53564818
>implying I fuck club slags
>implying it's not because the girls you hook up with can't suck a dick
>>53565025
i was sleeping at a friends house and we were completely black out drunk and i had to pee and i just stood up and did it to his face like the stupid drunk i am. it took a few minutes before he realized what i did and he kicked me out. i spent the whole night on the street until i was able to go back home since all the train stops were closed until next morning.
>>53565076
we're fucked up
>>53565013
put on your ruby red glasses
>>53563245
Framed my step father for sexual assault
>>53563461
Are you me? One night stands are the most depressing and lonely things you can ever do
>>53565146
go fuck yourself, worse than alone is clearly their best album.
oh i've been in three relationships at once and none of them knew about the others except for one, and she was in a relationship with someone else as well. fucking high school, man.
i've used words to bring people to tears a bunch too, but i don't really count that.
>heroin
>threatened to kill myself to stop an ex girlfriend from breaking up with me when i was 19
>treating good people badly in general
>>53565208
DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE THINGS I'VE DONE FOR HEROIN
>>53565128
>implying I fuck club slags
I said maybe, and they don't even need to be club slags, other girls I was with didn't get as excited as my exgf either
>implying it's not because the girls you hook up with can't suck a dick
whatever, they're usually too busy grasping for air with muh dick in that puss
>>53565225
thankfully i never got hooked. it was a three/four month love affair with my ulterior motive to OD on it because i wanted my suicide to look like an accident & i wanted to go out on a high. never happened though. miss it a lot it's been a month now.
>>53565204
NUCLEAR. SAD. NUCLEAR.
An Inch of Gold for an Inch of Time.
hell even Mongrel was better dood.
anyway i used to love that band glad to see someone praise them
>>53565272
I've been thinking about doing it like this for a while too. Is it so difficult to OD? Not enough money for enough heroine or what?
When I was around 9 years old my older cousin and I were playing with my uncles ducklings and my cousin starting using one of the baby ducks like a rubber ducky, dragging it through the water and stuff and it ended up drowning. I just watched. It was really sad
>>53565208
>threatened to kill myself to stop an ex girlfriend from breaking up with me when i was 19
You're a fucking emo, aren't you son?
>>53565308
I should probably say right now that the only thing I've done is smoke weed. never tried any other drugs
>>53565308
not enough charisma for heroine.
>>53564287
there's a guy in my class who behaves like you. I really can't understand this
>>53565308
not difficult at all, very easy in fact. the thing is i would enjoy the high so much that i'd keep putting off a fatal amount. i was shooting with a friend who did all the shooting for me & i was at first doing it purely for recreation when the suicide idea started to develop. i had explicitly made sure in the recreation phase to not get any numbers & to not learn how to shoot up by myself. i was on the point of learning myself & asking for my friend's numbers when he managed to get off it which sort of snapped me out of the suicide thing. of course two months down the line he's asking if i want to buy some h with him & the ideas have come flooding back.
>>53565331
are you talking about yourself or?
I'm not trying to be cool, I just want to have an overdose
>>53564739
On your side mate, eating her out and feeling her squirm and gasp for air is the best.
Blowjobs I just feel awkward. Not denying the possibility she may just be bad at them tho.
>>53565143
this is hilarious because xiu xiu did the same thing in a bathtub full of donuts one time
>>53565065
>read two books at once
>>53565406
yeah i heard about that in an interview. i didnt fill a bathtub with vomit and liquor and piss though, but i wouldnt be surprised if i did. its kinda funny because i started listening to xiu around the time when i did that, but i only listened to a promise much later.
>>53565395
There you gave in, now come fuck me Anon, you can blow your load anywhere after I give you the best blowie of your life.
>>53565497
dude what I wasnt even part of that conversation
just wanted to acknowledge that guy
[spoiler]Thats not a no btw[/spoiler]
>>53565376
Yeah I don't know. My family already has some history of drug usage on my mothers side (not her), and I was always a "good kid" because even though I had conscience of all that from very early on I always condoned it. I don't know if my mom would believe it if she knew I died doing heroine. She'd probably see through it. She already broke into my room crying like 2 times because I was listening to music really loud and not responding to her knocks on the door, she probably was assuming I had done it. At this point there's no doubt she knows I have suicidal tendencies. Should just hang myself at least I wouldn't break her heart doing drugs.. She know I smoked weed we talked about it and I told her it was nothing much and that I'd never do anything else. And I didn't.
>>53565395
yup, and she probably is, she had never done them to anyone else, in fact I was the second person she had sex with at all (same goes for me) while the first one was doing bjs for a long time. It just never did it for me.
>>53565497
It's me you were talking to
>>53565381
heroine as in a strong leading woman. heroin is the drug. i meant learn how to understand the importance and appreciate the true beauty of a good woman and you will understand why life is worth living
>>53565551
Dont do suicide, I can be your gf.
>>53565574
you're kidding right? I never even wanted to have a gf just for the sake of it. I had a few things, then when "heroine" came it was perfect for 9 months we did everything there was to do together, she was interested in what I was interested in, I was, and quote "the love of her life" then after some time when I was depressed with school she stopped loving me, tried to play it off by not wanting sex or anything anymore, running from kisses and shit, while I wondered what was wrong. then she went on a trip through europe for a month, left without saying goodbye, came back answered my call, saw me and said she didn't love me anymore. she really was why life was worth living you got that right. which is more of a reason why it isn't worth living now. If even someone like her can simply stop loving me after leading me on on a perfect life together.
>>53565642
yeah right, I would give her another chance if she wanted it for real, but I'm not giving myself away like I did to her to anyone else. I'm done
Fucked and impregnated an unconscious girl in college and I have her on facebook to see the growth of our child
She has no idea.
>>53565708
Lies
>>53565758
if it makes you feel any better it was the first and currently last time I've ever had sex
>>53564519
This is my exact sexual fantasy. How do I get this?
>>53565551
god it's HEROIN not heroine, the e is for a female hero.
anyways do some research in neurochemistry man, and you'll be addicted to opiates just like me. it's like you're a pill away from having the best day you've had in months, and that's all you need. food? family? friends? fuck it, man, i've got my heroin.
musicians tend to drift to it for a reason.
>>53565842
sorry. in my language the word is exactly the same for both, so I made that mistake in english
>>53565681
she doesn't even love you and you're going to waste your life for her? get a hold of yourself
>>53565939
no man I just to end my life. I wanted to do it while I was depressed, but she kept me from it, I got through it then managed to keep really really amazed at how much I missed because I was like that so I made myself stop being like that to get her back. I did everything right for months. Then after we even had sex in that period, we were kissing like before, everthing was getting there, and she says she doesn't love me. So yeah, I wanted to do it before but I had a reason not to. Now I don't.
>>53564341
Oh dear...
Human After All
Told my terminally ill mother that I hoped her and everyone in my family died.
>>53565151
Die lowlife scum
>stole a spider-man toy when I worked at a charity shop. I was 19 at the time.
>at a party playing never have I ever. Comes to my turn, jokingly say I never tried to commit suicide. One of the girls drank. I laughed.
I've always made fun of people. I'm insecure as fuck and am always trying to look better than I am even if it's at the expense of some of my friends, usually when I'm high.
I don't know how do I still have friends, maybe it's just because they're as broken as I am.
Oh, and cheated on my qt girlfriend with some whore while drunk with tequilla in the middle of the woods. She got so drunk she passed out, dunno if she remembers a thing.
Pic related not my favorite album, it's just something I've been enjoying and listening to a lot.
When I was in eighth grade I went to a very small Christian school and a friend/former classmate of mine came out to me as gay. I had no idea what to do and just cut all contact with him, he'd repeatedly message me on Facebook and I'd always ignore him. Thinking back I feel pretty bad about it, but I happened to run into him at uni about a year ago and he seemed happy and didn't bring it up.
Since too many people like my share/request threads, i'm going off trip for this one.
Back in college, i was desperately alone. My computer was broke so i was forced to view pornography at the college library. It was terrible & i was too cowardly to masturbate to it, but it helped me all the same. But one day i finally got the courage to start jerking it. It felt amazing & i came harder than i ever did before. Started masturbating there any chance i could. This went on for two weeks. But at the end of it, i was getting really into it. Two lesbians girls were grinding really hard & you could see the emotion in their eyes. God that turned me on way too much. I had to sit back so i could really rub it out. I was just about to cum when the librarian saw me. She pulled my chair back, yanking my headphones out of the computer. I was so shocked i couldn't even think, i just orgasmed. The cum was so much, it got all over her & me. I was arrested & forced to do community service. It was terrible. No one looked at me in school anymore. I want to kill myself.
>>53566417
>I was forced to view pornography at the college library
No, you weren't.
Suicide birds by mars argo
and I once hit a clothing store glass with a baseball bat and threw a molotov inside at 3AM IN THE MORNING
>>53565322
>You're a fucking emo, aren't you son?
Are you fucking retarded, he was on heroin, you do some crazy shit then
Worst thing I've done...When I was 17 I had a 80 year old neighbor who was paralyzed, for a party I broke into her house and stole all her liquor.
>>53566522
You don't do crazy shit on heroin,you sit there and don't want to move and just nod.
>Slint- Spiderland
>I beat off in my sister's panties and forced her to wear them when we were 16.
>>53565779
That's some cheaters guidenyo love shit. Don't beliebe
I'm pretty over my ex but one night after drinking heavily I took the bus to her place and slashed her tires and threw a brick through her car window. I knew that she didn't have money to fix it and was working a job that required her to drive across the city to get to. No remorse really, she was a cheating and self-absorbed piece of shit.
Favorite album is pic related.
what's the point of these threads?
>>53566603
That's fucked up.
>>53567079
personally i like seeing the correlation between people's misdoings and their favorite music.
>>53564690
I thought that, but then I got more comfortable getting off with someone else (and I was probably desensitised from fapping) and now I love a blowjob
I'm jealous of those guys who were getting them in school tho, I got my first one age 17
Tfw
>>53565878
lol now i feel like a dick
>>53567156
same here 17. I still prefer fucking my own way to anything else.
>>53567187
no offense taken
>>53563461
I know this feel
When I have sex with my gf most of the time I wish I was just listening to music or playing guitar
Also that pic of the feel guy at the party is how I feel on a regular basis except I don't listen to swans
>>53566417
>specifically noting that you're a tripfag who does certain types of threads
fuck off attention whore, if you really didn't want anyone to know you wouldn't even have mentioned it
Once I accidentally broke a kittens neck. It was terrible.
>>53567616
why not be a little vaguer
everything you think you know
every specifica blining eclipse of the many terrible shapes of this world detail
that is where you begin to lose the plot
when you arin a foreign land in a foreign towne half-gone, drunk or pissed, vomiting on the side-walk, fucked up on narcotics, spaced out beyond comprehension, that is when you truly understand how little you understand
howas by a shining brainless beacon insignificant your thoughts are in the greater scheme of things
how ignorant and pointless each and every single
idea yo./u have ever had truly is
how rid//iculou s you
r problems are, your flespecial planetin\g issues, slight anno88888yances in your brief and me,,aningless lifewhen you are calm and joyful
>>53566417
s-sky?
>>53567640
damn...
>fingered my cousin
She had the nicest ass, and I'll never see her again anyways :^)
cappuccino: welp
>>53567640
You have changed my life
Does anyone else have something too terrible to even post on this board? I do :( It haunts me so fucking much man.
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Posted lemon party on my ten year old brother's myspace
That or just wasted my life.
why not be a little vaguer
everything you think you know
every specifica blining eclipse of the manorthern borderny terrible shapes of this world detail
that is where you begin to lose
the shingles on my roof
the plot
when you arin a foreign land in a foreign towne half-gone, drunk or pissed, vomiting on the side-walk, fucked up on narcotics, spaced out beyond comprehension, that is when you truly understand how little you understand
howas by a shining brainless beacon insignificant your thoughts are in the greater scheme of things
how ignorant and pointless each and every single
idea yo./u have ever had truly is
how rid//iculou s you
r problems are, your flespecial pegg shaped headlanetin\g issues, slight anno88888yan
a cast of iron in sadnes a cacophony of clanging a dog's head on a stihidden between two buildingscksces in your brief and me,,aningless lifewhen you are calm and joyful
thou shalt not meddle
>>53567733
Once I willingly had sex with a ghost.
>>53566061
you can get back to the good life. you've been there before so you know it's possible. nothing is possible with suicide. why not just stick it out and see what happens?
>>53566417
damn dude, you play the long con
http://rbt.asia/mu/thread/S48185650#p48191507
why not be a little vaguer
everything you think you know
every specifica blining///// eclipse of the manorthern borderny terrible shapes of this world detail
that is where you begin to lose
the shingles on my roof
the plot
do not forget the difference between the two
when you arin a foreign land in a foreign towne half-gone, drunk or pissed, vomiting on the side-walk, fucked up on narcotics, s982714paced out beyond comprehension, that is when you truly understa8746nd how little you understand
howas by a shining brainless beacon insignificant your thoughts are in the greater scheme of things
moving as if aaginst a strong breeze
how ignorant and pointless e a broken bottle cuffed with the blood of an unknown manach and every single
idea yo./u have ever had truly is
how rid//iculou s you
r problems are, your flespecial pegg shaped headlanetin\g issues, slight anno88888yan
a cast of iron in sadnes a cacophony of clanging a dog's head on a stihidden between two buildingscksces in your brief and me,,aningless lifewhen you are calm and joyful
thou shalt not meddle
>>53567783
Yeah I agree with this guy it's time you got back man. Idk how you got off the track
why not be a little vaguer
everyth98274ing you think you
maldoror is deadknow
every specifica blining///// eclipse of the manorthern borderny terrible shapes of this world detail
that is where you begin to lose
the shingles on my roof
the plot
do not forget the diff a cautious misunderstandingerence between the two
when you arin a foreign land in a foreign towne half-gone, drunk or pissed, vomiting on the side-walk, fucked up on narcotics, s982714paced out beyond comprehension, that is when you truly understa8746nd(*^& how little you understand
your festering consciousness
howas by a shining br921847ainless beacon insignificant your thoughts are in the greater scheme o88884827f things
moving as if aaginst a strong breeze, a hellish wind, the soft pressings of the padded breeze
how ignorant and pointless e a broken bottle cuffed with the blood of an unknown manach and every single
idea yo./u haand the faults of our eldersve ever had truly is
how rid//iculou s you
r problems are, your flespecial pegg shaped headlanetin\g issues, slight anno88888yan
a cast of iron in sadnes a cacophony of clanging a dog's head on a stihidden between two buildingscksces in your brief and me,,aningless lifewhen you are calm and joyful
thou shalt not meddle
ach golgotha
>Sadnecessary
Outed and bullied gay kid in my secondary school. He got the shit kicked out of him every day for 2 years until he killed himself in our final year of school. I feel like a fucking piece of shit.
The best part is I only outed him because I didn't want people to figure out I'm gay. I hate myself.
2 things:
1. Put my mum through me attempting suicide, after taking around 30 ibuprofen, 10 aspirin and drinking a bottle of wine I started screaming for her rather than just going to sleep or "finishing the job", she came in on me on the floor crying with all the pills and everything, she called the ambulance, they came, went to hospital, my mum stayed with me the whole time and i know she loves me but i never should have put her through that.
2. drunk/high with a girl at a party, we're cuddling on the sofa, put my hand under her top on boobs (pretty consensual, but both very drunk) - attempted to finger her but she didn't want me to so i didn't - i felt guilty about this for ages (it was ages ago), but a friend of hers spoke to her for me and apparently it wasn't bad at all - but yeah the guilt ate me up for ages
this is my favourite album at the moment, to difficult to chose an all-time fave
>Filth
>threw a bottle at a drunk hobo in an ally he passed out and found out later that he apparently died
>>53568093
shit, that's fucked up
>>53568194
I know. I feel like a shitty, shitty person. It's been on my mind more than usual recently. It was easy to ignore through my 20's but now, I really see how fucking terrible a thing I did. Denying him all the incredible experiences I've had over the last 15 years to avoid some slight awkwardness. I fucking hate myself. All I even do now if I'm not working is just sit around and drink because at least then it's easier to cope. I think I'm probably going to kill myself. I don't even deserve to live.
I made a couple of rape victims cry when I was 14.
Fav album is By the Throat - Ben Frost
>>53568356
You could try and campaign for gay rights or something like that, if cos of you someone else didn't kill themselves because of homophobia then it could undo the wrong you did karmically and help others
I know this is cliched as fuck but think about it
>>53568484
right on. don't throw your life away too, forgive yourself and help others
>>53568356
This might be a bit silly considering I'm suicidal myself, but if you're willing to kill yourself then just go out and do something to fucking help someone.
Cheated on my husband with a Persian guy
Favorite Album: Scorpion Wind - Heaven Sent
Worst Thing: Banged friends wife
>>53568484
+1 to you anon, you fuckin' rock. Some cliches are cliches for a reason.
>>53568694
