>I've always hated my life ever since I was a child
>in high school I got a girlfriend. I was as happy as can be. I loved her so much
>After a year she was hospitalized due to depression
>after coming out she broke up with me
>I won't go into much detail but she said I was a terrible person that only did nothing but bring her down with my negativity
>I was devastated. I couldn't believe I would do something like that to someone I love. Only bring them down
>5 years have passed and I still haven't forgiven myself
>I still think about what I did to her on a daily basis and how much of a terrible person I am for what I did
>She's moved on and I still haven't been able to even think about starting a relationship again because I'm so scared I'll do the same thing again
>I still punish myself to this day because of what I did to her
>I don't deserve to be happy
>I deserve nothing but pain
>I sometimes go out of my way to make sure things don't go my way because it's what I deserve
>And I know. punishing myself for being negative seems kind of pointless if i'm only going to be even more negative, but shut the fuck up
>I started watching season 5 when it came out
>I got to that luna episode with the tantabus
>As I got to the end a tear rolled down my face
>At first it was one but then more came following
>I'm fucking crying at a children show. what the fuck is wrong with me
>I have never connected to a show so much in my entire life
>Luna punishes herself for something she did so long ago.
>just like me
>Luna feels like she doesn't deserve happiness
>just like me
>she feels like she she doesn't deserve forgiveness
>just like me
>I loved the episode to death
>Since then I've acquired a luna plush that I keep on my shelf and am seeking out everything luna I can get
>Every time I feel like punishing myself I think back to the episode and about the message
>It's helped me through a lot lately
I really don't know where I'm going with this, So yeah. maybe moon princess thread?
CRAWLING IN MY SKIN
But seriously though, cheer up.
>>27285444
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
>CAN'T WAKE UP
BEFORE I BECAME UNDONE
>SAVE ME
>>27285444
Post your blog elsewhere you spineless fuck. This isn't your personal hugbox. Fuck off.
>>27285444
ALL AROUND ME ARE FAMILIAR FACES
WORN OUT PLACES
WORN OUT FAAAACEEEES
Good for you Op
>>27285476
>>27285480
>>27285484
/mlp/ a magical place
>>27285444
I hope things get better for you. Have pic related
>>27285480
This. Shoo shoo OP.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZDqVdGGrjE
>>27285484
I like that song.
>>27285444
Also; Checked.
>>27285444
This thread needs some sun.
>>27285444
>5 years have passed and I still haven't forgiven myself
>I don't deserve to be happy
>I deserve nothing but pain
>I know, punishing myself for being negative seems kind of pointless if i'm only going to be even more negative
Are you a glutton for punishment, or something?
A fucking masochist, who enjoy being miserable out of his own accord?
Are you fucking mentaly chalanged?
There are a fuckton of people, whose lives are way more fucked up than yours.
Who would gladly switched placs with you first chance they got.
Though, I bet you don't give a fuck. Dont you?!
You just want to wallow in righteous self-destruction, because some bitch left you and you "deserve" this.
Yes Anon, she was, is and will be a fucking BITCH!
Surprise! Most of modern women are egoistic, self-righteous bitches, when things don't go thier way.
You fucking bought everything she sold you and didn't even question it.
I bet she wasn't at fault and you were the worst person fucking ever.
Yeah, you were a fucking monster and she was just your little poor victim.
In general that's what she said, didn't she?
Right now she doesn't give a flying fuck about you, Anon.
She moved on with her life assured that everything was your fault and she was fully justified with what she have said and done to you.
Don't let this shit rule your life.
It's not like you have to see her, pay her money, have a child with her and need to look at her new and "wonderful" life without you, when you visit your son, or daughter.
Right now, the both of you are individual beings that don't have anything in common with themselves.
Grow some fucking balls and move on with your life, faggot.
>>27285444
how fucking pathetic
>>27285444
>the edge hedge edge
Killing yourself will fix it faggot.
>>27289094
>being this triggered
If anybody needs to move on, it's you faggot.
>>27285444
I understand that feel
I was with a girl for 6 years and she left mewe were gonna get married
luna happens to be my favorite horse too, so I'll go ahead and dump my folder
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>>27289246
holy fuck this image is ancient
holy fuck 2 days ago was the 4th anniversary of me saving it
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>>27285444
Get into Zen or meditation or some shit and learn to let past definitions of yourself go and develop beyond your present egoaka GET OVER YOURSELF
But seriously I feel ya, I love night princess for same reasons
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>>27289244
holy fuck look at me go
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>>27285444
>I've acquired a luna plush
from where?
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>>27285444
The difference between Luna and you is that Luna has changed, and won't repeat her mistakes. If you were ever in another relationship, you would relapse into the abusive person you once were and still are. The fact that you are still being negative to yourself is proof enough that you would act negatively to others, especially those close to you.
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>>27285444
why do i have to repeat myself all the time?
KILL.YOUR.SELF!
Either that or stop whining
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>>27285444
sounds kinda gay. nice trips thou
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>>27289350
by the way, there's a perfectly good luna thread
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>>27289357
>OP gets roasted for telling his sob story
I fucking love this site
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>>27289328
What a bunch of retards fags, go back to your general if you are not able to talk seriously.
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>>27289390
You probably did nothing wrong, OP. Given that you don't specify what she said, I'm guessing she said a bunch of buzzwords?
You ever get revenge on her? In any way. Sounds like you need to stop blaming yourself, my friend. Maybe you AREN'T the problem, you know? I'm kind of switching from point to point here, but you ever hear this song?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KckCsw_JyJI
Some people say it's just a song about not wanting different people to be hated. That's putting it lightly. It feels more like a declaration of war, to me. Defecting from society and telling it "hey motherfuckers, you're gonna pay."
What I'm saying is, you wanna be cast as a demon, or see through their lies?
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>>27289317
Goddamn nigga, you're edgy as fuck
Maybe that's why women avoid you? Just saying fampai
>>27289361
Post your Facebook page bro!! And some of your memes too X^DDDDD
>>27289393
dude, what?
this doesn't seem like the appropriate sentiment for what he was saying at all
>>27289403
Mate, he needs to realize he's probably faultless.
I've dealt with shit like this before. Cunts and cucks alike get him to have some sort of messiah complex, and he's turned into a bitch's bitch. I just hope I'm not too late.
Also I have no Luna pics.
>>27289403
msluna made this for me back in 2013
whatever happened to him?
>>27289407
...do you know what a messiah complex is?
someone acting like that would think they are fautless no matter the situation
do you mean a martyr complex? 'cause if you did that's pretty funny
either way, yes, letting go is the important part, but that isn't done by saying "well nothing happened anyways"
even if something happened you need to let go
if he fucking murdered her, the solution to feeling better about it is letting that shit go
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>>27289415
Sorry, I DID mean martyr. English isn't my first language.
I didn't mean that at all, I mean he has to stop carrying this guilt like a weight around his neck and slap that shit back on the cunt it belongs to. Even something as simple as "she manipulated me all along, I didn't do SHIT wrong" will work.
>>27289427
...but what if he did do shit wrong?
what if he did something he considers utterly unforgivable?
you can't blame that on others, but you still have to let go
it's an important distinction
>>27289432
I cried like a massive bitch when I watched Fall of the Crystal Empire. And I'm not even that autistic.
>>27289436
this is another image that got made for me on my birthday 2013 by a kind anon[sappyshit]I don't know who made this but thank you so much
I think about this image all the time and it still makes me happy[/sappyshit]
>>27289441
>swords and amine runes and shit in big EBIN fight scene
>not autistic
got bad news for you, anon
that being said, you can't pick what affects you emotionallyif you could, none of us would be here
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>>27289454
Clever fuck.
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>>27289476
it's true
if we could choose not to have these goddamn cartoon horses tug on our little heartstrings, we would've gotten off the ride like everyone else
but here we all are
>>27289454
All things considered, it was autistic but the ebin SO DARK OMG ending did resonate in me. I got into so much brutal shit in my life, you wouldn't believe it. That's why I like this show, it's a change from my current precarious, dangerous and borderline suicidal lifestyle.
>>27285444
She was probably just a freak. You got on the ride though so it's too late to back out now. Time to paint a horse blue.
>>27289486
just remember that brutal is relative
dealing with anything tumultuous in your past is all the same though
>>27289276
said it pretty well mentioning zen
Buddha teaches that you are a different person from moment to moment and second to second, so holding on to things like guilt helps nothing because it can't be relevant
you gotta let that shit go
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>>27289526I use this as a phone wallpaper
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>>27285444
>this thread
WE'VE GONE FULL HUGBOX MODE NOW THERE'S NO RETURN
>>27289590
remember your ancestors, anon
/mlp/ was born from 50% of the long lost /b/read
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>>27289602
I'd rather have /b kids than this
kids learn and grow up, eventually drop their annoying shit like everyone else did. This is ponychan bullshit
>>27289611
>>27289590
This OP should kill himself for being such a fucking faggot.
Actually learning anything from this barney tier show proves how immature and retarded you are
>>27289615
I see you didn't /b/read
it was a literal hugbox in that it was a hangout
people all tripcoded up and hung out talked about what they had going on
it's where "love and tolerance" originated
long story short, /b/ couldn't shitpost them out and it led to the great pony banning and half of why /mlp/ was born
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>>27289633
Fuck of nigger. People hated that gay sit then and its still hated now. Stop bringing up ancient history. If you love/b/read so much then go top where they are, ergo not here you little shitstain
>>27289645
I think you misunderstand
I wasn't taking any side on the matter, just letting you know that the sentiment of "we've gone hugbox" is inaccurate
we've always been half hugbox and denying that shows a lack of understanding on your part
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>>27289633
No, because I've always avoided b. For good reasons
You wanna talk about your feelings, go to reddit or ponychan. If that's still alive
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>>27289677
so what do you want to talk about, anon?
>>27289656
what do you mean "we" this is a sitewide issue of faggots like OP shitting on every board because they are edgy angsty depressed teenagers. just look at the state of fucking /r9k/. you somehow took the concept of /b/2.0 and made it even shittier than it sounds.
and anyways, the /b/read circlerjerkers, while they may have plaid some role in moots reasoning behind creating /mlp/ in the first place, they were chassed off of this board because fucking nobody liked them. they aren't here anymore, therefore "we" aren't those people, and therefore "we" were never the fucking hugboxers you suggest we were.
>implying 90% of the posters on this board have even been around long enough to have participated in /b/ read's when they were around here
jesus you are fucking retarded as fuck
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>>27289590
I don't think you understand what growing up is about.
Growing up is learning to forget about petty things, dealing with your issues in this case traumatic moments and coming to terms with them, finding out how you want to live and how to do it. ect
all and all most of the things people do on 4chan such as calling people autistic for opinions or being nice is childish, or freaking out over small shit, ect. In a real way this might be the most grown up / mature thread on mlp right now.
>>27289691
>they were chassed off of this board because fucking nobody liked them
this is false
though the /b/ is no longer running, the users are still very much here and it mostly died due to inactivity and simple drifting apart
I know several of them and know they are still active here on /mlp/
>what do you mean "we"
I mean that "we" are both users of /mlp/ and so are the cultural inheritors of those who came before us
everything is founded for a reason and those reasons shape the themes and attitudes of what is to come
why are you so upset? you okay?
>>27289706
>though the /b/ is no longer running
though /b/read, rather
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>>27289706
note from a bystander you type in a rather pretentious way
>>27289698
>I don't think you understand what growing up is about.
NO, bitch. i think its you who doesn't understand. sure growing up is fine, fun, and a hard experince etc etc... we have all heard this bullshit a million times.
why is any of that bullshit relevent here? why the hell should we help some random emotional faggot deal with his issues why should we care?
maybe if this was posted on /adv/ /b/ /r9k/ i wouldn't give a shit, but you decided to post it here of all places.
>>27289706
>UR A HUGBOXXER BECAUSE YOU SHARE A BOARD WITH SOME PEOPLE WHO HUGBOX WHO MAY OR MAY NOT STILL EVEN BROWSE THIS BOARD
>LE U MAD BRO
reddit confirmed. time to hide this shit thread.
>>27289715sorry, I'm not trying to come off as condescending or anything, I just figured a super neutral tone would offset this anon's negativity
>>27289717
so what do you want?
what would make you feel better about this thread or this situation?
>>27289731
i want hugboxers like OP to fuck off forever.
they have ruined this site. this is literally the type of post you see in gamefaq's and reddit. at least there you can get karma for posts, here OP posting this unwanted garbage is simply pure shit, and has no reason for being here.
but who am i kidding. this site is going to shit. faggots like OP are becomming more and more often. you can't even post "im going to kill myself" anymore without the first 3 faggs telling you to not do it.
>>27289722
again, I'm not advocating anything
let me put it this way: if you were to see someone literally fling shit at someone else, you would think that they're acting like monkeys and somewhere in the back of your mind, understand that that's why they're doing what they're doing
it's less a matter of saying "it's okay" and more saying "you shouldn't be surprised"
that being said, you have to admit it's kind of funny that you're complaining about what other people talking about their feelings when you're only expressing your own
OP wasn't even talking about what he was feeling at the moment
>>27289749
I mean what would you rather have happen?
if this thread could be replaced with anything, what would you want it to be?
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>>27289755
>OP wasn't even talking about what he was feeling at the moment
>>27285444
>I've always hated my life ever since I was a child
re read literally the first sentense you dipshit. the way he worded it implies it is still going on, ergo a feeling he is still having, ergo what he was feeling at the moment
and that was hatred for himself.
learn to read
>>27289761
this thread is fine. its just another shitty image dump in a sea of image dumps that is this board. i'd just rather not have fucking reddit posts like OP and hugboxxers like so many already in this thread all over the site. there isn't a real way to fix this tough, and as far as i can see its only going to get worse. i hope im wrong though.
>>27289717
>NO, bitch. i think its you who doesn't understand. sure growing up is fine, fun, and a hard experince etc etc... we have all heard this bullshit a million times.
>why is any of that bullshit relevant here?
Because dealing with issues that have haunted you for long periods of time is a grown up thing to do that falls under what i said, and because identifying with and comforting and just talking to people about things that they think are serious is a grown up thing to do, where as talking down to someone because of your beliefs is generally considered childish.
>why the hell should we help some random emotional faggot deal with his issues why should we care?
>maybe if this was posted on /adv/ /b/ /r9k/ i wouldn't give a shit, but you decided to post it here of all places.
Because he was dealing with his damaged emotional state by identifying with an episode of MLP. because.
And I think a good question to ask is why do you care so much? The OP never even asked for help with his emotions just media of Luna, so it's not like it affects you at all.
this thread is shit
but /mlp/ is shit anyway so who cares, rather this than fetish general #491
>>27289772
>like so many already in this thread all over the site. there isn't a real way to fix this tough, and as far as i can see its only going to get worse
see, this is why talking about cultural foundations is important
maybe 4chan was never quite what you thought it was
maybe it was and it's evolved away from something you enjoy
if this problem is so prevalent, maybe it's because it's what most people want
maybe it's you who needs to change something
you should spend time doing something you enjoy, anon, not getting upset about the memetic ripples on an imageboard
>>27289782
so what's your ideal /mlp/
I wonder this about everyone saying "x-board is shit"
what do you want 4chan to be like?
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>>27285444
If it helps it sounds like your girlfriend was at least as much of a terrible person as you are to say something like that.
Though I guess that might depend on exactly what you did? Can you give any actual examples of HOW you were supposedly being horrible? Because if it's just because she said so and you can't identify anything you did then I would say forget her, she's probably just a very vindictive and mean person and you shouldn't let it bother you.
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>>27289802
well for starters we could do with less bullshit armchair psychologists like you
no offense
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>>27289819
that's just something else you want to stop happening
what DO you want to happen?
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>>27289839
I've got a little bit more than 90 images left but we're almost at image limit
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and that should be image limit
it's been fun /mlp/
if you ever come back, OP, I hope you enjoy all the moonhorse
>>27289969
guess image limit is 250 and not 150
I'm going to bed either way
I'll dump more if thread is still up tomorrowafter the 4cc
>>27285444
Anon she sounds like a cuuuuuuuuunt
Tho seriously I have depression so I know what it's like
Unless you were a prick to her then you may deserve it
Oh wow, what's this cool thread doing on pg 10.
>>27285444
heh you're like me
it's nice to see you got something to hold onto
good luck
and... nice trips
>>27289615
No, retard. They submit to adults. They get their hearts broken and start to blame themselves, and turn against fellow children just to jump through the ridiculous amount of hoops you fuckers set up. Unlike weak-willed bottoms like you, we're not kneeling to you. I haven't for 23 years, so fuck outta here.
Now when you call me "kid," you better do it with some damn respect.
>>27289717
We get it, feelingcuck. You were insulted by a girl today and now you're raging. Also you lost by running.
>>27289749
Of course you came back to get your submissive ass fucked, edgemeister. This is you.
Hey OP, you feeling better?
