Evening. How's everybody doing tonight?
>>25479080
Its 12:17 pm at where im at.
Apparently noon is evening.
>>25479080
Fapping to humanized ponies as usual
I'm fine. Just over here having not-dead-or-absent parents.
>>25479099
>>25479100
just you knowcheck em
>>25479100
>humanized
literally gross
>>25479099
I'm pretty sure OP is only talking to the part of the world that matters.
>>25479110
I'm assuming they're both alive and present then?
>>25479099
Where are you at?
>>25479131
Well im the guy who said its noon where I live, but im not OP.
>>25479131
Nah I'll talk to anyone that's in here.
I guess I'm just trying to resurrect the old days of /mlp/. When it was more about "Oh you're into a shoe with talking horses? Me too!"
>>25479171
I never said you were op. I said you weren't important.
>>25479177
>shoe
Fuck me I need to proofread my shit.
>>25479156
I live in the same country as pic related
>>25479080
I'm okay. Just sitting around looking at pictures of ponies and wondering what the last few episodes of the season will be like.
>>25479177
yes, I love a shoe with talking horses
>>25479235
What sort of episodes are you hoping for? What would you like them to focus on?
>>25479256
Me too!
>>25479129
Could be worse. It could beanthro.
>>25479259
I'm not really sure. I'm hoping for the finale to handle Twilight's character well, take advantage of the major events of the season and the time travel theme, and give us a resolution to the conflict that's more meaningful than "friendship is good". As for this Saturday's episode, I don't know what to expect. I'll probably be happy as long as it's not totally predictable and the moral works. If the new character is interesting, that'll be a bonus.
>>25479341
Is it me, or does twilight always seem to get better plots for stories?
>>25479303
shoes with talking horses are the best
specially if they're sweetie belle
>>25479412
She's sort of the go-to protagonist for adventure stories, since it takes bigger threats to challenge her than the rest.
>>25479417
How the fuck do you find all these pictures?!? I could find only one picture of a pony with a shoe, and it wasn't even colored!
Plenty of pictures of ponies with socks though...
>>25479446
it's colored now
>>25479500
It's strange. Plenty of pictures of ponies with socks, but not shoes.
...
... There's a conspiracy going on here.
Mabel pone reporting in as sleepy
>>25479537
there must be
>>25479080
In extreme pain
I just sat down, cracked open a bear and about to play some TF2
>>25479544
Yeah me too Mabel.
You that kind of sleepy where you're too tired to go to bed? Or do you have shit to do, and can't sleep until it's done?
>>25479585
Why's that?
>>25479612
The former. Even with minimal sleep I can only sleep at like 3am. Its 12 now.
>>25479625
I tried to go to Equestria earlier in the year by jumping off the bridge now my back is permanently messed up so sitting here typing is hurting
>>25479080
I think I'm having something of a mental breakdown and hopefully some pone will chill me out a bit
>>25479080I don't know why it's so hard to answer this with honesty.
>>25479642
Ah I see. I used to live near Seattle. Walking around at night was always so peaceful and tranquil. With a city so busy and noisy, it was nice to just have me, and the street lamps to light my way.
>>25479651
What flavor of pony would you like?
>>25479650
Fuck me Anon that's some heavy shit...
>>25479681
You don't have to answer if you don't want to Anon. It's okay.
>>25479698
Bluefast or Herb horse would hit the spot
>>25479711
That's nothing I just want love, it's to the point that i'm looking for anything to kill the loneliness drugs/meth anythingNever done drugs before but I think if I had it I would do it
>>25479687
boulevard of broken dreams played in my head when I read that
>>25479650
I tried to do something similar once with a bottle of seven crown and 5000mg of painkillers
To this day I'm still not sure if I actually woke up the next morning
Working le crusty 11pm-8am night shift, like every other night. Anyone else here go into a 8 hour pony filled daydream when they're at work? I just spend every shift imagining myself cuddling with ponies or hanging out with the M6
>>25479731
Heh, Herb Horse. Haven't heard that one yet.
I love Tree Hugger too.
>>25479651
>>25479698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOMpkch2FF8
>>25479770
Tried that one too except with Everclear
>>25479767
Heh, it was on my Mp3 player on most walks.
Also, if you've never heard it, check out "Tears into Wine" by Billy Talent.
>>25479080
pretty fine
>>25479763
Fuck drugs,Except for weed, maybe
Try going to a gym a couple nights a week, talk to people, gradually become less of an introvert
Someday, you'll make it, but you can't fucking make it if your ass is 6 feet underground from a meth OD, dig?
>>25479763
When you say love, so you mean friends, or a significant other?
>>25479801
I was socializing trying to be "normal" then I just couldn't take it anymore and that's when I jumped
Nobody likes me around here anyway
>>25479731
>>25479781
For a long time now I've had a weird fantasy of smoking a J with humanized treehugger while listening to Black Mambo
It might sound oddly specific, but I've got a lot of time to think about it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49M1O2YgDfE
>>25479815
Friends will do! But I want a significant other
>>25479778
Dude, been there, done that, fuck the T-shirt. The one nice thing about a graveyard shift is the shit you can get away with.
>>25479797
Mabel pone fucking aproves of this
>>25479847
I've been there before Anon, and it sucks, a lot. Those long nights, where it seems everyone else on the planet is happy except you. It does get better, and I know you probably don't believe me. If you told me it gets better when I was younger, if probably tell you to fuck off. But, it does get better.
However, you need to be brave, be bold, and try to talk to people. You'd be surprised how many women will talk to you if you just approach them calmly, and tell them you're as nervous as hell, but you'd like to talk to them.
And besides, there will always be someone on here to talk to you as well. You can do it Anon. Just believe, and never give up.
>>25479893
You're welcome ;P
>>25479931
I talked to girls here but they cheat they do drugs etc etc the only girls around here that don't are underage and well needless to say is illegal
One of the few girls I talked to had a reputation for being the biggest slut in Highschool back in the day and everybody treated her like she was a war vetmore like cock vet amirite?anyway I never "hit that" but she was the only one that wasn't a bitch to me
>>25479931
This nigger gets it
Never give up, tomorrow can always be a better day
>>25479721
Thank you. I'm just feeling broody. No real need for it to spill into this relatively happy thread.
Thanks again, for your time.
>>25479979
>mfw
>>25480008
Tell me let's compare problems so one of us might feel better hopefully
>>25480008
>happy
Spill it Anon, it's all a big hugbox here
Let's hear a story
Captcha: cupcakes
>>25479687
Hey wait, are you still in the Seattle area? I'm near there.
>>25479972
Perhaps she felt she didn't have to fuck you to connect with you. That means you're approachable Anon. Also, find your self worth. Yes there will be girls that cheat, or get fucked up or whatever. Don't let that determine the person that you are, or that you'd like to be. People sometimes give me shit, and sometimes I feel bad. But then I let it roll off my back, because I know what sort of person I am. I'm not an asshole. True, I can be an immature, vulgar, perverted little shit, but I'm also kind, generous, patient, humble, and an okay guy. I have a glow in me, and no matter how dark the world gets, I will always have it.
Grow your glow Anon :)
>>25480047
Nope, moved to Portland, where the hippies are numerous, and the public transit doesn't suck cocks.
>>25480058
No I didn't want to get with a girl who sleeps with 50yo men although we were friends
I just can't find anybody around here who's not looking to be high 24/7
>>25480085
Where do you live Anon?
>>25480085
>I just can't find anybody around here who's not looking to be high 24/7
Ouch. My family's Christian and fairly conservative so I haven't had to deal with that, but it sounds rough.
>>25480085
Weed isn't that bad desu senpai, if you have the ability to moderate
Besides, orgasms while stoned are so intense that it feels like you're entire midsection is churning with euphoria while your dick turns into a cum machine gun
Anyway, what I'm saying is...try some new things, and you'll learn a lot about yourself in the process
>>25480108
>>25480116
Pueblo Colorado of the good ol US of A
I seen 8yo kids smoking weed and drinking Alcohol I seen parents of young girls selling their kids for drugs
>>25480118
I would try weed if I had some now but I don't know I like being in control of my mind cause I amSTANDINGon the edge willing to do anything just so I can have a few seconds of happiness
>>25480008
Anytime Anon :)
>>25480145
God damn, call the police next time you see that. Take pictures and get some evidence of what's going on.
>>25480008
Sure there's nothing you want to talk about? Can't hurt to say a few words, seeing as we're all anonymous here.
>>25480145
I wouldn't recommend smoking weed if you're upset or angry, since it only serves to make your current state more vibrant
Now, if you need a FANTASTIC source of stress relief that you can rely on, >pic related
I've got one, and because of mygiant cock, I've got another arriving tomorrow, fresh and ready to be broken in
>>25480145
I first smoked weed with family members who also did it. It's good to have a"guide" with your first partaking.
I don't smoke anymore, but it is fun to try.
>>25479931
Not that anon, but I have practically the same issue as him.
What if I've never been exactly good at talking, or have nothing to really talk about?
Small talk and just approaching people to talk to them has always been awkward to me, a boring, kind of repetitive life has led me to have nothing very interesting about myselfat least nothing I'd be willing to talk about to a random stranger, and I generally prefer to be quiet.
>>25480157
Nah they are in on it things are corrupt here
>>25480187
>>25480189
I want one but muh dick is messed up from the injuryslowly recovering
Someday I might partake in "the weed'
>>25480191
Pretend to be somebody elseIt's what I do
>>25480233
Can you send photos in to police in other, non-corrupt areas? Possibly to the news? Get the matter looked into.
>>25480191
That's where the whole being brave, being bold aspect comes into play. On the one hand, you don't necessarily like to talk. But on the other hand, you want human contact, and don't want to be alone. You have to take a breath, move forward, and even if you're scared as hell, day hello to someone.
And so what if you have nothing to say? When I was younger, I went to bars and asked random women what they liked in men. It gave me an excuse to talk to them, and I learned something. Some women liked a good sense of humor, others preferred a more sensitive man, but every, single, woman I talked to liked one aspect in a man more than any other:confidence. Whatever you do, be great at it. Just fucking pick something! Build yourself up from the inside, and roll with it. And besides, conversing is a skill Anon. Practice, practice, practice!
But Anon, know that a woman likes a good LISTENER too. I know I sound like a walking issue of Cosmo, but it's true.
>>25480233
Sugarstar Stoner Anon here, I've got balanitis and friction burn up my whole dick, and that doesn't stop me
And for what it's worth, I wish I could back you up next time you have to deal with the scum in Kekorado, stay strong faggot
>>25480233
I'll tell you this: it's NOTHING like you've seen in movies or TV shows. When I first did it, me, my sister, and a few friends just sat around, got high, and watched Jurassic Park. Then I grabbed a pencil, and drew whatever fucked up shit came to mind
Good times.
>>25480024
>>25480031
Imagine a wave. Like, the ones you typically see in physics study. Now take your crest and trough, and respectively refer to them as highs and lows. The amplitude of this wave of mine is practically fixed, but the wave itself is shifting. Shifting downward.
So while I am enjoying life less and less, I am also feeling sadder and sadder about it. And it pains me to look back and remember how happy I was just last year, even though my situation was arguably worse. I have friends, but I don't think they enjoy my company nowadays. I don't blame them.
I have things I want to do, and people I want to do them for. People I promised to do them for.
But I feel like shit. I feel empty. A husk of what I used to be, yet also a glimpse of what's to come. I'm feel like I'm getting better at one thing, and one thing only: disappointing.
>>25480324
Never really thought of it that way.
Thanks anon, I'll try.
>>25480370
Good luck out there Anon :)
>>25480361
It's not going to get any better if you see it as inevitable
When the Marines told me to fuck off with my asthma, I had to choose between an hero and git gud
I choose the latter, and have since lost 60 pounds, started going bear mode, developed some serious new hobbies (up to and including smoking weed), and even talk to girls every once in a while without being a sperg
Patience and Confidence
>>25480264
Well from what I know the corruption goes all the way into Denver and even then something happened before with our police and them and they still didn't do shit
>>25480332
Y-you toothanks faggot
>>25480355
like I said one day
>>25480361
>I'm feel like I'm getting better at one thing, and one thing only: disappointing
I feel you exactly
>>25480361
Obligation is a difficult thing. The more you feel like you should be doing, the less you'll feel able to. But when you simply spend your time doing what you can, when you can, without keeping score of your own failures and successes, you'll find it gets easier. And do a few things just for the fun of it. Watch a movie, play some vidya, read a book, whatever it is that looks interesting when you have time to take a break. It's easy to forget to relax.
>>25480408
Are you sure there's no one in power you can contact with this information? It seems fairly incriminating, if someone could get proof of it.
>>25479080
Terrible. I hate my emergency dispatching job for a multitude of reasons, and despite looking for work elsewhere and expansive experience in IT and retail, I can't find another full time job. I'd literally not care if was minimum wage; I just need it to be full time. I fucking hate modern America.
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>>25480460
Nope if we could talk in person I could tell you how far the rabbit hole goes
>>25480478
My friend in Pagosa springs says they have full time at mcdonalds
>>25480491
I need it to last a while though. McDonald's will replace most of its workforce with robots by 2025, I basically guarantee it.
>>25480361
Damn Anon, that's heavy...
I really don't know what to say about that. I mean, we've all had bad years. At least, I have. And, it sucks. It really, fucking, sucks.
I don't know if you want any advice, so feel free to skip this if you like. I'm not going to dismiss your problems by simply silver-lining them. I just want say some stuff.
First, you can't dwell on the past. Times might have been better yesterday, but that's over now. A memory, and nothing more. If you can recreate days like those, and you have the means to do so, then go for it. But don't think the good times are all over. There will be more good times, and more bad times. I look forward to tomorrow, everyday. You never know what'll happen.
Second, if you're worried about how your friends think of you, then ask them. Honestly, ask them for an honest answer. You may not like what you hear, but if they really are your friends, then they'll want to keep the relationship with you. And who knows? Maybe they like you just fine.
Third, I know what it's like to always seem like you're disappointing people. It hurts, and it makes you feel small, and weak. I've taken on more than I can handle sometimes, and have ended up making promises I couldn't keep. I believe, if anything, a man should have integrity, and should keep his word. Anon, if there's one thing you can learn from this, learn to say no. Deal with the pain of rejecting someone's request, rather than the pain of saying yes, and being unable to fulfill it. And never be afraid to ask for help. If you feel like you're drowning, reach out. Someone will usually be there.
And whatever the case Anon, thank you for sharing your problems with us. I can't imagine how hard that was.
>>25480491
Hm... hey, maybe just post evidence online. If people around here could get proof of something like what you've described, you can bet there'd be action taken.
>>25480544
You know that's not a bad idea!
>>25480478
Oh the sting of looking for work and not finding anything. I've been there Anon. Aggression has fueled me through many a job hunt, to the point where I just said "Look, let's get to the point: You've seen my resume, and I've told you my work ethic, so let's not waste anymore of each other's time. Are you going to hire me, or do I have to come back in a week, and re-apply for the job?"
Nailed that interview like a fucking carpenter.
>>25480478
Follow up: I'm a realist, and the job is still depressing as shit. Yes, I know people die everyday. Terrible things happen every day. Before I didn't have to interact with it any more than the average Joe. Now, I get to interact with it everyday, multiple times a day, and I rarely know the outcome on top of that.
Oh you baby's chocking? Here's how to do the Heimlich on an infant. I've dispatched an ambulance. Oh, they're in scene? They'll take it from here.
I don't know which is worse: Knowing the baby died or not having a clue.
And shit like that happens. Every. Damn. Day. I can't handle it for much longer. On top of all that shit, there's enough paperwork for 2 full time employees to work on exclusively but instead they divvy it out to the dispatcher to do because apparently we don't have to FUCKING MULTITASK ENOUGH ALREADY. If it paid better, I'd be less inclined to complain, but the pay is shit compared to my IT gigs, with the only benefit being it isn't contract work and I have insurance. At this point, I regret considering it in the first place. All I want to do when I get home is drink myself stupid, but too many people depend on me to consider that.
>>25480566
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Remember Anon, keep it together
>>25480584
But what if they link me to the post?
>>25480605
I don't know man, my advice was to start lifting, smoke weed everyday, and buy a sugarstar, this vigilante shit is outside my experiances
>>25480581
Fuck me that sounds depressing? Are there any other positions they have there you could fill?
Also, if your looking for retail, know that we're getting into the Christmas season, and more stores will be hiring. Might be something worth looking into.
>>25479731
Don't freak out. Remember that I love you.
>>25479763
I love you Anon.
>>25480404
>>25480408
>>25480443
>>25480516
Thank you all. I know I can get past this. I just need to find the strength to hoist myself from the rut. And I now have a better clue of how to obtain it.I love you guys. I hope you never forget that, because I'll never forget you.
>>25480641
thanks bby
>>25480627
I've worked 8 years of retail, but all part time. In my area, I can't find any willing to hire a full timer. Plus, in retail Christmas help rarely says on afterwards unless someone just quit or whatever. You don't get hired at Christmas for full time.
Alright everyone, OP here. I'm off to bed. I hope whoever takes comfort in this thread remembers that they're not alone. Life can be hard, but it's not all bad n' shit.
Goodnight you beautiful horse fuckers.
>>25480702
I have heard of some companies hiring people full time after Christmas. Although yeah, it is pretty rare.
Have you thought about expanding your skills Anon? Like, trade school or something?
>>25480566
Turns out there's also a number to call for human trafficking- you said parents were selling their kids, right?. It appears to be run on a national level, so if you can call in a tip and take some photographic evidence, it may be outside of the corruption you've mentioned. It's called the "National Human Trafficking Resource Center". Google it and the phone number shows up.
Hope you can get some results with this.
>>25480361
There are good things
These things can be brought about by your actions
Good things should be brought about
You should bring about good things
You should retain your ability to bring about good things so that you will be able to bring about the maximum amount of good things.
You should stay alive.
I know this is kind of emotionally dead, but a lot of people are giving that to you, and I'll give you this picture too. But this helped me keep moving when I had no hope, and still helps me when I fall right back into that. >>25480361 makes a good point about not focusing too much on obligation, and he's certainly right about not letting it take too much control of you, but if you're looking for a reason to keep moving, this is the one that kept me. If it's too dead, think of people you could help through charity, or other depressed people, even ones on this board, who could be helped by you (through your support, and when you get better, a little guidance and assurance that it'll work out). You can do amazing stuff. Do amazing stuff.
>>25480673
We're here when you need us, anon.
>>25480704
Sleep tight OP. Thanks again for your support.
>>25480734
>>25480740
Thanks a lot. This thread has given me hope for tomorrow. Things are gonna change for the better. And I'll aid for the same of anyone else that I can.
>>25480790
hey hey, you're helping already. You're making my ten years of depression (clinical, not self-diagnosed) and all related bullshit seem less pointless.
>>25480790
>planning agenda for the upcoming weeks
>crack open a book and flip through to check its condition
>20 bucks fall out
>put the book down and pick up the blessing
>it's actually 60 bucks
I think I know what this means. Even if I don't, I'll act like I do.
>>25480836
Very glad to hear anon. From now on, I'm here to help. This may be just a sliver of my short life, but I'm monumentally thankful for this thread. And to be here with you all for just these few hours, even.
Once again, and hopefully not the last: Thank you. Thank you all.
>>25481056
You have some good taste in ponies, by the way.
>>25479080
Not bad.
3 AM
Still haven't started on my essay yet which is due in 6 hours.
This thread makes me happy for humanity
>>25479080
Im okay, thinking about going to town at some point to get star wars battlefront
>>25479080
>>25481449
yeah, me too
>>25479080
Just tabbing between this place and /trash/'stulpa thread
