Alright, /lit/.
I'm tired of this feeling of apathy towards everything. Disconnectedness with feelings and people. A "meh" is the response my soul gives to sentimentality. Females no longer interest me, and I want to change that.
I want a classic romance novel that will make me feel very connected to the female in the story. I want to understand the beauty of a female.
>Preferably written by a man.
you should be happy to be free from the curse of women tbqh
>>8007685
The bible
1. stop jerking off
2. fistfight your dad
>>8007685
>I'm tired of this feeling of apathy towards everything.
Are you a big reader? Literature has only made me more interested in everything. This sounds like edge phase bullshit to be honest.
>>8007685
When I was 18, I abandoned all romantic pursuits, branded all woman as sub-humans and generally acted as an edgelord. Two years later I decided on stopping being such a colossal faggot and actually trying a relationship. On the third date we finally went to her apartment, undressed, and(even though I was completely sober) I realised that I couldn't get it up. I thought that maybe it was just the virgin's nerves and tried to win some time be going down on her, and she smelled and tasted fucking horrible, and my almost-solid-but-not-quite dick turned into a completely flaccid one. After some uncomfortable explanations, when she went to shower, I came to conclusion that the troubles of the flesh are always more horrid than troubles of the mind, and the tragedy of alienation pales in comparison to tragedy of impotence.
>>8007685
>>>r9k
>>8007685
go watch Love Exposure (2011)
>>8007711
I have a girlfriend.
I have yet to keep it hard with her, and thus, have never penetrated her (although I have 1 ex that I did perform coitus with successfully)
>>8007718
It's good to know that this is a common problem. This offers no solution but it does a respite. Good luck in your penetrating endevours.
>>8007685
>>68890252
this.
it is natural for men to crave the validation of their existence and get depressed if they fail to feel relevant, responsible.
The best way for a man to cater his need for approval is to serve some woman (and some of her children) through emotional&financial support.
Men are pleased to contribute to someone else life, to support their family.
Why women are a good way to feel relevant? Because women love to be provided for and each woman will always find a man ready to please her.
[for most men, the best feeling of feeling real is when the girl moans from your cock in her pussy]
THe problem for men is that they are disposable in the eyes of each woman, since all men wish to serve the few women who talk to them.
Men must thus invent several ways to please women, invention and creativity which strengthen their feeling of being worthy, relevant, in touch with reality.
Men are too impotent to find other way to feel real.
Once that the a woman replaces a man by another provider, the man gets very upset and depressed.
THis leads men to think that they are better than women, stronger, smarter and that they must built a life outside women. Some men manage to indeed built an empire, but they will always loos it for some women.
Women give meaning to men and betas, no matter how successful outside women, will always give up everything for some relationship with some woman who claim to fancy them.
>>8007685
>I'm tired of this feeling of apathy towards everything.
Women won't change that.
The only real answer is to start living, instead of viewing living through literature.
What do you do on a day to day basis?
>>8007905
read, computer.
I have 5 friends but I'm not too close to them
>>8007930
well, there's the reason for your apathy.
you've gained a lot of knowledge over reading, put it to use by exploring interests. Women won't change you, they'll only add to your happiness. and your happiness and/or care is altered when you do things with people.
What are some activities you would be interested in?
>>8007700
I'll second that remark
>>8007700
then oxycodone 80s for a month
>>8007962
>gained a lot of knowledge
what knowledge has he gained? i haven't seen him talk about it yet.
>>8007974
Disinformation
