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2016-02-24 20:59:29 Post No. 7738593
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2016-02-24 20:59:29
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I dont usually dream.
Yesterday I did.
The dream was so bright and sad and touching that I had to write something down.
Do you know what is really cruel and funny?
Meeting a person that is really nice and you feel attracted to but not just lust or shared interests and comradery.
Im talking about liking each centimeter of their existence.
'Worshiping the ground they walk on'
Now this person would be ideal for you but here comes the funny part:
this person gets introduced into your life at a really bad moment.
Bad as in you have no experience in love.
And you fuck it up.
You fuck it up so bad you cringe at your behavior years later.
And then you stop seeing each other.
So years pass and maybe you go through several other girls.
But it doesnt compare to the 'magic' you felt with the first girl.
In fact you forget about ever experiencing the 'magic'.
You become numb to the word itself.
But then one night you have this dream.
And in it you see Her.
Now - im capitalizing it because this is the ideal representation of her.
Shes in the dream and she's standing there like a pillar.
She has the same dorky haircut
and the hair color you wish shed change but now cant remember why.
Shes about the same as you remember her, she hasnt aged at all.
And shes looking at you with her child-like eyes but there is something different about them.
They look more mature like she's lived a lifetime without you.
And she has eyeliner on and she never used to wear cosmetics.
And she looks like she can barely remember who you were.
So in this dream she's standing still and youre 'floating' around her.
And it feels like the wind is gonna blow you away from her.
And what do you do? Well you try to get her phone number.
Even though in real life you still remember it perfectly.
Its the only phone number which you ever remembered.
So you ask her for her phone number but you have trouble speaking
and you have trouble hearing
and you only manage to write a part of it down
and it turns out youre right - the wind does blow you away
and you struggle to get back and somehow you do
and you ask again
the whole thing repeats itself
and then you wake up
