>mfw I realize that my depression is stemming from me purposely making myself depressed so that I can suffer enough to have something to say in my book
How often do you go out and experience stuff?
I've had fantastic time with couch-surfing, if that helps.
That suffering you make yourself do is comfy known suffering, not some sort of overcoming fears, for example.
Depression is this generation's war wounds. Everyone wants a fucking medal for it
>>7361652
that's very insincere of you OP
>>7361976
This. People's thought are sometimes more interesting when they're chemically unbalanced, but correlation =/= causation. Even if you actually do view the world in a different way and aren't just a pretentious faggot, you need to experience life in order to write about it.
>>7361652
>implying suffering is the only worthwhile experience
This ideal is depressing and stupid. I've suffered and I've overcome suffering. And I'll take sitting at sundown on a riverbank with a pack of beer and two good friends over suffering any day.
>realizing you want to want to kill yourself but you don't
>being proud of depression
>speaking to anyone about depression except maybe your mom
>>7362840
>proud of depression
Oh the sincerity
>>7362840
>speaking to your mom about depression
>>7362846
Moms are always there for you
>>7362840
>speaking to anyone other than your pals at 4chan about your depression
>>7362876
*the moms
>>7362876
unless they're addicts
>>7362884
>implying i haven't been self-medicating with the internet since i was 8
>>7362876
"do you want to go to therapy?... again." xD
>>7362368
But most suffer in silence anon.
