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Old thread >>6541325
So, I can get my waist down to 22 inches comfortably now.
i'm still alive
that is all
I wish I was dead
>>6542860
>tfw thought I was doing great at 26
Guess I better start dat waist training.
32-26-34 current measurements.
>>6542950
i'm almost at 160lbs so that's something i guess
then i just need to lose 30 more lbs and i'll be good and qt
>>6542965
So small. It's amazing to think that could be a healthy weight. I wonder how I would look if there were thirty pounds less of me.
Even dropping (or adding) ten feels like a big deal and transforms your appearance.
>>6542950
If I keep eating, and corsetting, it might go to my boobs.
>>6542953
Well thats me in a corset, Im normally like 28.
>be nervous around girls
>start seeing camwhores because I realize it's not as expensive as I thought
>talk to them and make them do humiliating stuff
>no I'm not nervous around girls irl anymore
>>6542989
I need a new corset.
Trans "girls" gjahaha. So progressive.
>>6542989
>If I keep eating, and corsetting, it might go to my boobs.
Im not sure thats how fat dispersion works ?
>>6542994
>spending a single dime on camwhores
Being a actual cuckold would be less pathetic.
14th for qts i love
>>6542988
well i'm 5'8" so i think i can pull off being in the 130lbs range
i don't think it's necessarily healthy but i don't think my bone structure is too terrible under all my chub, and there's no way to find out other than going the full mile
if it doesn't work out i can put weight back on and distribute it properly, it's a win-win
anyway i'm going to go back to disappearing
poof
>>6542989
>If i pretend to be a female i might become one
>>6543008
6'3 190lbs am i fat?
>>6543017
Not for a man
>everyone talking about their waists
>significantly smaller than my thigh measurements
>tfw cow
>>6543017
I'm 6'1 and 191.8
I've gained 15lbs since I got hit by a car and stopped working last month.
feed me dumplings and pizza!!
>>6543025
I have leftover pizza, you may have it, it is philly steak.
>work starting at 4AM...
>first day
>still in boymode
>moving shit out to the floor to restock
>dude I was with is trying to get the attention of the person training me...
>"HEY! STEVE! SHE NEEDS TRAINING! COME HERE AND TRAIN HER! HIM..."
>MFW failing boymode even when compressing my boobs to hide them, wearing a jacket, and using my guy voice...
>MFW I only talked to 4 co-workers so I have no idea what the rest think...
>>6543020
I'm chubby... I need to loose weight.
>>6543029
Someone is becoming a highest tier waifu! C U T E!
>>6543008
Nah, 130 is in the normal weight range at your size.
I hope it looks great on you - it just got me thinking about extreme changes in weight and how they could impact a person's appearance.
>>6542989
Oh! Corsetry is kind of cheating, but it can look really good. How long Have you been doing that waist training? And good luck with the boobs!
I'm switching to injections this week, and will need to convince my endo to dose me properly. Her "informed consent" forms (nothing of the sort, since she only believes in mental health professional consent) include a lot of misinformation. But I might clear B and attain Cs before the year is out if my body is up for it.
>>6543027
omg that sounds good eee
>>6543033
Wait... why am I becoming a highest tier waifu?!
What?
>>6543029
All you have to do to "fail boymode" is grow out your hair. A lot of people will be confused just by this because not only is it unusual for a man to have long hair these days but it covers your features. I'm pretty fucked because my hair grows upwards.
>>6543029
I'm trying to lose weight too! It's hard! I don't think I'll ever be anywhere near the BMI of some of the people ITT, but whatever.
n-not to engage in fat people logic, but doesn't HRT kinda like, regulate soft tissue? Being mega skelly seems like it would let the subtle details of male bone structure take center stage in a very real way, unless you're like one of these literally goddess looking cis tier people who stared at 11 or some shit.
for real i need to gain weight
should i just start drinking 3500 calories of soylent a day .n.
>>6543041
You can no longer boymode, your waifu levels are skyrocketing. You can no longer contain your waifuness around people.
>>6543036
I also have pepperoni if you also wanted to be a basic bitch.
>>6543035
I wish i could clear b's... mind if i ask how old were you when you started? I think i need to start eating more lol, I guess undereating wont produce any growth...
jesus fucking christ, i just bought a ton of diet food (i'm a vegetarian now tbqfh) and the bags were so heavy that i fucking sweat through my bodysuit and i chugged a pint of pellegrino the second i got upstairs. i feel like i almost just had a heart attack lmao
also i used to be super dysphoric about being tall but like i wear 4~6" heels/platforms everywhere i go now (which makes me like 5'11" ~ 6'1") and everyone just looks so little and not intimidating at all. plus it makes me look even thinner and my bod looks so pretty. i'm already gettin tinier and it's nice. so ya that's my update.
what are your updates mtfg?
>>6543057
Idk then, maybe HRT doesn't work on black people. I hate my life.
>tfw Skype has died
It was fun while it lasted I suppose...
>>6542995
I will soon at this rate, Ill drop down to a size 18.
>>6543002
I have to try anon, I have to try.
>>6543012
>tfw female
>>6543035
Not long, a few months now.
Thats good, I still use pills because Im lazy. I know injections are supposed to be more effective.
>>6543048
How much do you weigh right now?
>>6543074
Isn't self injecting really dangerous as well?
>>6543067
BS u know there are sexy af black trannies out there.
I wanna see what you look like
>>6543043
I'm curious, what is your hair style?
>>6543065
New job...
First day of work and I'm already failing boymode... life is just pushing me when I don't want to move so fast...
>>6543067
I'm asian... and I'm 5'6"... so... I might have an advantage. But I don't want to be failing boymode yet. I at least need new clothes and a haircut... and more practice with my voice.
>>6543046
I'd also look at posture as it can effect how the weight looks on you
my hips tilt forward ( from long sessions sitting at work and at home )
this effects how I look as the butt sticks out and the belly looks bigger than it may actually be.
I'm still working on fixing it by engaging my glutes to push the hips back into place and the lower abs to help stabilze it.
stretches that help the hips help as well
>>6543067
HRT doesn't NEED to work on black trannies. Black women by default have such high testosterone, that you can look like a straight up man and pass as well as the average black woman. Androphony is also so common in the black community that you can probably skip voice training.
>>6543080
Isn't 5'6" tall for a boy of your race? Doesn't this cause problems around people familiar with asians?
>>6543088
No... 5'6" is not tall. It's average for asians. Most that I've run into, boy and girl, have been taller than me but only by an inch or so.
And... I'm usually not surrounded by asian people. I'm more often surrounded by white people and they're always taller than me.
>>6543065
I wanted to get a haircut today but I'm not sure if I should make radical changes or just refresh the one I have now... Am I too old for a bob cut?
Also, facial hair zapped. And I can finally get things started which is always an issue. Oh, and I had a talk with my healthcare provider, I should get some coverage for SRS and plastic surgery with a bit of paperwork and patience.
I think getting back on HRT has made me a bit more functional.
>>6543088
5"10.5-5"11 Asian here... I sure drew the short end of the stick... damnit!
>>6543061
Started at 31. Bear in mind, Bs on a frame as large as mine don't really look all that impressive ;-;.
I did gain a bunch of weight right when I started. Guess the boobs claimed at least some of that?
>>6543065
Carrying a ton of food upstairs in heels sounds torturous, but way to go with the healthy eating.
Big update: done being alienated from mtfg for now.
Bought some new work pants and everyday shirts, so now I can mix and match enough outfits to not feel like a slob. Long sleeved things make me cry when they ALMOST fit.
>>6543103
Personally I like chicken and anchovies, I am a strange person.
So, uh, my sexdrive mostly disappeared. I want it back. I-it'll come back, right?
http://www.strawpoll.me/10721356
http://www.strawpoll.me/10721356
http://www.strawpoll.me/10721356
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>>6543080
loool yeah i know what you mean. i get gendered female even even when i don't try.
what's the issue with that though? don't you feel more comfortable being referred to in female pronouns?
>>6543083
there are lots of thing african american women tho. caucausian men quite often have even more testosterone than african american men as well, so
>>6543094
do you want super short hair tho? yours has been getting pretty long, right? also i'm glad to hear you're functioning better lately :)
>>6543099
ya i had to walk up 3 flights of stairs as well lmao. but it's fine, more exercise. my body goal is pic related. welcome back btw :3 are they like button ups or?
Where should my estradiol levels be? I'm at 700~ pmol/L or something like that.
>>6543115
>even even
>there are lots of things african american women tho
jesus this post is all fucked up, sorry i'm a mess cause of the grocery stuff. i meant there are lots of thin african american women etc
>>6543115
I was thinking of a good old fashioned over the shoulders bob cut with bangs.
My hair is not as long as it used to be, but it's still pretty long. Before I came out as trans, it was down to my butt and I never tied it. My coming out actually involved a haircut that shortened it to mid back. And I have constantly shortened it since...
>>6543110
RIP anon. Time to take Ol' Willy out back and shoot him.
>>6543077
I dunno, Ive heard of lots of people doing it just fine. It could be.
>>6543103
Yeah me too, thats what Im working towards. Im not even 130 atm though.
>>6543110
Probably.
>>6543122
if u mean pg/ml that is very high! you might get kind of loopy or annoying, my levels are just 60 or so above you and im kind of crazier now
its ok though, you might grow boobs faster that way, just taper down ur estro dose if they start being tubies
whats ur doses?
>>6543110
Probably, and with a vengeance.
>>6543103
I'm 120 at 5'8". I look like an emaciated cancer survivor.
>>6543139
That's in pmol/L, as I said baka. Roughly equivalent to 180~ pg/mL. A-are you sure you're at 760 pg/mL? That would be an obscene dosage.
>>6543110
you might have to tweak drugs and dosage if time and enticing partners aren't enough to bring it back
>>6543142
How long does it take? I'm trying to keep exercising it, but I can get in the mood for like a minute, then I just stop.
Might just stop altogether.
>>6543139
Nah, it's pmol/L, which is about 200 pg/mL and totally normal.
>>6543110
it will. like elanna said, with a vengeance. but then it'll teeter out and you'll just be a normal grill or w/e
>>6543129
if you want to do it, then you should!
>>6543077
if you're an idiot it can be dangerous, ya
>>6543153
W H E N?
>>6543123
Hey bb how did ur Date go
>>6543115
I just don't know how to handle it. I'm not confident enough to maintain girlmode and I don't know how to correct people without feeling awkward about it.
So... it's not a comfortable feeling with strangers.
>>6543136
I look like a miniture football player. I have an extremely manish body. I have no idea how people think I'm a girl.
>>6543149
Mine was kill within the first month and came back around 3-4 months
>>6543168
And it never left again.
>>6543155
honestly like.... my sex drive was kind of dead for the first 8-10 months? like it was there, but not really. then it started coming back around 1 year, and i was ridiculously horny from 11~13 months. then it kind of just...went away? i stopped just wanting sex for the sake of it. and i don't really have that urge now unless i'm just generally horny. like i got fucked last night and i'll prob be good for awhile. that's partially the reason things were fine with faye sexually for me tho, cause i didn't crave sex in the same way i used to and it was more emotional and about the intimacy.
>>6543160
it was gooooooooooood. pic related is the story, tho u can see a gif of the fireworks here >>6542854
it was a really perf night. but he's honestly perfect anyways so it's not surprising lol
>>6543165
don't correct them, just go along with whatever anyone says. don't stress!
>>6543175
>>6543168
Does it come back different, or the same?
hi im nim and im awake now
ADHD MEDS TOMORROW AYYYYY
>>6543110
mine did, kind of. idk. its not the same as it was tho.
>>6543180
It comes back stronger than ever, driven berserk by the testosterone ghosts.
>>6543081
Yeah I am told I wear it well, which isn't the strongest motivator to change it honestly, because I don't really think I look bad, it just depends on the guys taste I guess. I mostly want to lose weight for health reasons and because it would be fun to be able to run faster. The way I posture and stance is pretty good too, i guess, I kinda hate complimenting myself, but passing wise it's not going to bad. I just ought to try and be in the "normal" bmi range instead of "overweight" I think.
>>6543179
I've been doing that. It's still makes me feel awkward. And it makes other people feel awkward as well. Like, they call me miss, then I say hi in my guy voice... and then they freak out and say, "OMG! I thought you was a girl!"
And then I cry inside because I'm not...
>>6543183
NIM IS AWAKE
Morning Nim, you're cute and I love you c:
>>6543153
>it'll teeter out and you'll just be a normal grill or w/e
When is this supposed to happen? ;~;
>>6543175
;______;
>>6543180
It's different, but I'd be hard pressed to tell you specifically how. I think the main difference I noticed is that with T in my system getting turned on was something that hit hard and fast and could happen unexpectedly, on E I'm either in the mood or not, and if I'm in the mood it's a frustrating sort of slow burn.
How's Deschamps-Braly in the Type-3 department? Has anyone here gone with him or know much about his practice?
I'm lonely
I'm really really lonely and scared
> Not comfortable in the men's or the women's washrooms.
> Been in both and didn't get weird looks in either.
> Get generic pronouned or 'miss' all the time.
I don't understand.
>>6543202
add me on skype
>>6543179
O-oh gosh edie >////////<
I've forgotten how to live. I let myself fall to what feels like the bottom but it will still get worse.
hi how is everyone
>>6543205
I remember those feels. Any chance of finding single stalls in the general area of where you spend most of your days?
>>6543205
>TFW get weird looks in the mens room but to chicken to use the womens...
>>6543192
:( i'm sorry, that stuff is hard. it'll get easier in time tho. then you'll be able to go full time and bam.
>>6543196
lmao!! idk i'm there now and i'm like 16 months consistent HRT. like i love sex but if all i do is cuddle or make out i'm fine.
>>6543202
>>6543204
date someone then, it's not hard
>>6543208
ik ;_; i'm glad i have him for companionship stuff for now till i get the man i rly love. the both of us are like no thx to commitment even tho we spend a lot of time together when we start dating again, so it's perf looool
the other nice things is that i told him everything about how i want to lose weight and how i hate having boobs larger than an A cup etc and he was just like "i love flat chested women honestly, and when i met you i could see your ribs and you were gorgeous. you looked like a french model." so i'm all *^_^*
hi hi! sup?
>>6543115
Yeah. Slimmer fitting ones that flare (a bit) at the calf, which suits me and my obnoxiously huge calves just fine! Filling out a wardrobe costs a fucking fortune, but it makes me feel very like I'm unlocking achievements as I go...
Now I can get some athletic wear, a new purse, and a couple summer dresses and be quite thoroughly finished (for now).
You're shooting for slender as fuck, Edie. I hope it works well for you!
>>6543206
idk how skype works
> Tfw fashion is super ultra fun.
Seriously, my eyes lit up like a Christmas tree when I was shopping for purses with my mom. It was like I was a kid begging my mom to get my that one videogame all over again.
Looking at some colour coordnation guides and I'm starting to draw a picture of what will and will not work, and what would look nice on me.
>>6543221
Hi! /mtfg/ is now claiming to like black people. I say a leopard never changes it's spots.
>>6543220
It's not hard for an alpha complex bitch like you. You just have everyone want you. I don't even want to date. I just wish I wasn't so shitty
>>6543221
Hi Korra. Whole lot of nothing. What about you?
>tfw the first thing you wake up to is this
https://youtu.be/FAWl6YeCN_w
it's a good feel
>>6543231
IKR? The girl's world is so much more exciting than the boy's world. Go shopping a sa guy and it's one dark corner of the shop with a selection of blue jeans and blue t-shirts
>>6543223
:3 you need to post wardrobe pics some timeee. i wanna start doin it more too. also post pic of purse when u get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and ty bbbbyyyy. i used to be that thin so idk. i'm doing really good so far! i'm sure i'll lose what i want to lose.
>>6543231
fashion is everything.
>>6543234
if you feel shitty then you need to do things to remedy that. like i hate my body right now so i'm eating less than 1000 calories a day and exercising. i want to be taller so i wear heels and platforms all the time. i don't want to fake my voice as much, so i lowered it. and i feel happier like this. the lonely thing tho? that's easily fixed with a cool person.
>>6543233
Well, I do like black people. Especially when they're the least rotten presidential candidate.
>>6543143
Nope
Initially I was at 999 plus
Then I was at 809 or something i was underexaggerating
ANyway, my natural estrogen levels without hrt are like 210.1 pg/mL which is ridiculous ofc so this is just on 2 mg of E, the >999 on 1 twice a day and 809 on half a tablet four times a day
on 1 mg of E i got about 550
makes me kinda loopy lol.... HAVE A SAD CUM BB <3
>>6543220
I don't think I ever really got to that point except during a period of prolonged stress and depression where I lost interest in sex completely. usually if I end up cuddling or making out I kinda want to take it a step further
I didn't choose the nympho life, it chose me (;____;)
if i've reached the fat redistribution/boob growth phase of HRT, should i start eating like a pig in order to help fat redistribution and breast development?
i've been dieting and i'm down to a weight i'm kind of comfortable with, but i'm worried that eating at a caloric deficit is going to result in tiny tiny tits
pls help
>>6543251
A-are you absolutely sure that isn't in pmol/L?
Though, do you get your blood tests done riiiight after you take your pill? Pills have craaaaaaaaazy spikes.
>>6543255
It could help, but you should do what you're comfortable with.
>>6543226
There's nothing else
>>6543248
>A black French president
Pigs will fly before that ever happens.
She's qt tho, what's her name?
>>6543255
Optimally, you want to be skeleton-tier when you're just starting so all new fat goes to good places.
In your case, do what you must. You can choose to gain and lose weight month-to-month as to slowly redistribute the weight, or lose a substantial amount of weight and gain it back in the proper spots. Your choice.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY
I GET BACK TO THIS THREAD AND THERE IS STILL ANIME AND MANGA BEING POSTED
BANS WILL NOW BEGIN TO BE ISSUED
YOU ARE ALL HORRIBLE PEOPLE
You know...I have all the materials and skill I need to make faux leather underwear... I mean, sure I'd need to blu-print them first but.
I could even make push-up version.
Business opportunity maybe?
I fucking hate this painting
i can't commit to getting chinese food or pizza delivery
i just want to lay on the floor all day and do nothing
why can't there be delivery without talking to a delivery person
i don't feel like being seen today
>>6543253
;_; i'll pray for u, u slut
>>6543255
um well, it depends a lot on your body type and stuff. like i did that and my ass/hip measurement went up 6" and i got lil boobies, but because i have a really short torso and long legs, my waist also got bigger. if you're taller it'll distribute better, and eating more is prob a good thing. if not, then no. eating like a pig anyway prob isn't a good idea.
>>6543259
everyone has bad days
just try to think happy thoughts :)
dont let sadness win!
>>6543260
Rama Yade. Definitely one of the smartest and most competent politicians we have these days. Bit too right wing, but I'd still vote for her over a corrupt socialist any day.
>>6543265
Art has moved on since then.
>>6543266
>why can't there be delivery without talking to a delivery person
it's called a refrigerator, bb. lol
>>6543266
hi kiwi its nice to see you back
>>6543246
Sure, showing off my clothes sounds appealing.
Also, lower voice sounds nice. I'm hoping that with all the work I'm putting into exploring my upper range, I can keep the ambiguous range a natural part of my voice. It sounds so much nicer than constantly being in that upper range.
It'll also make me much more versatile a singer.
>>6543266
Just get a boyfriend to get the door for you.
>>6542856
>tfw pizza
>tfw no party
>>6543256
Absolutely absolutely sure which is the only reason my boobs grew as incredibly fast as they did
pretty sure im just intersex or something its the only thing that makes sense
and I took my pill about 5 hours before i had my blood taken for the 800 result
>>6543277
there's no food here
i could like make a sandwich salad or something but i don't really feel like it
there's nothing i really want to eat even though my stomache is growling
>>6543278
hi i'm going to tone down my posting to like once a week hopefully
>>6543253
Wow. Someone get this woman a three-pack of penis. She's losing her composure.
Waiting for my best friend to call. She didn't answer my call yesterday but sent a text immediately afterwards saying she'd call me today, plus a ;)
So... too busy to chat on a Sunday night. That probably means she's finally found a girlfriend. I hope so, she really needs one.
Hmmm....Starting to feel like I'm surrounded by a bunch of faggots on this board.
Makes u think
>>6543275
>"She favours affirmative action"
>Bit too right wing
I have to go in public soon but I'm hairy and idk how to stop crying.
>>6543300
Laser
>>6543300
luv urself sempai
>>6543293
>there's no food here
Probably for the best, tubby.
>>6543267
;-; ty
just pray that I learn to use tinder or something
>>6543294
There are times that I have composure?
>>6543309
YOU HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN BANNED FROM /MTFG/ FOR CONTINUED USE OF ANIME AND/OR MANGA POSTING
>>6543298
In France, that's a right wing idea, actually. The left is strongly egalitarian and considers it just another form of discrimination. It's even called "discrimination positive" here...
>>6543309
Usually when you're helping baby trans girls to push past their comfort zones and...you know...transition instead of staying in boy mode forever.
Anyone else 5"10+?? Please, let there be someone else so I am not alone!
>>6543297
no u
can i get locked in like a transition hospital and comes out as a cutie two years later
>>6543318
I'm fucking 6'1"
>>6542856
Can we have a reggae edition next
>>6543326
>6'2
>size 13 feet
>>6543311
I thought this was /u/
>>6543315
Fair point, but I tend not to have composure when I'm just chatting or shitposting.
>>6543318
I'm 5'10" and honestly like it
>>6543321
Who's the best person ever?
>>6543318
6'1"
>tfw 3 inches taller than your grandma
>>6543290
That's literally 3200 pmol/L. 3200 pmol/fuckingL.
That's an overabundance of estrogen, almost double the maximum 'safe' ranges for estrogen for cis women. What the flying fuck?
>>6543325
yes
but only if u are prepared for intense levels of headpats, cuddles and belly rubs
can u handle that??
>>6543328
>size 13
In men or womens? either way you're fucked.
I'm 11 in women's. Feels like that scene where indiana jones rolls under the door as it's coming down.
>>6543331
I'm 5'7". That's 8 inches taller than my grandma...
>>6543327
i fucking hate reggae
>>6543333
quad!
yes i can handle that quad
but only if they dont try anything lewd with me
>>6543318
I was 5'11", now I'm 5'8". Doesn't matter really anyway, it's not like I have any clockable features. Piano hands, women's US size 9 foot size, size 0-2 jeans, long hair, etc. etc. Really the only thing that kills me is the adam's apple and the brow bossing, and I'm getting FFS for that.
Flat as a board just like my sister, though. Probably the same size at this point, honestly.
>>6543341
I have never met anyone who hated reggae before.
>>6543332
yup i know pretty crazy
also my testosterone was lower than 97 or 98 i always forget percent of men my age
my hormones were pretty twinky from the start desu
so glad i never went on testosterone shit like they suggested
ive considered lowering my dose but my doc is just like "lol who cares" and it makes me gain tit crazy fast and i dont think i could handle the mental effect of only taking .5 mg a day or something ;-;
but it is pretty cool i mean my E levels have been above average for cis women since forever apparently
>>6543333
yass quads
>>6543343
<3 ok bb
>>6543339
On yr face? I have a thick beard. How much did you invest?
>>6543336
Yikes, sorry puberty threw you so far from those nice base stats.
>>6543349
I'm guessing you look 100% cis, right?
Lucky duck.
>>6543345
no
>>6543346
I don't really hate it I guess I just don't really like it.
>>6543344
Whaaa, how do people lose height! Id be happy to lose just 1 inch lol
>>6543346
I hate slightly stoopid and their fans
>>6543352
maybe someday ;-;
i would if id start hormones at 18 like i was meant to :|
>>6543353
Well you can still be a femboy. Someday we can get hand and feet surgery maybe. If we don't die first. I have nothing to look forward to. fuck.
>staying with parents for a month
>have to hide hrt somewhere they won't find it
>have to refill prescription when there's only one car and parents want to know where I'm going any time I use it
This is gonna be tricky
Tbqh if they find out, it's not a huge deal I just want to be able to tell them when I'm ready
>>6543328
>tfw same
>tfw tallest person in family by almost 6 inches
Life is a cruel joke sometimes
>>6543347
Oh so you're actually like a size 15 i think?
I wear like a 9 in men's and am 6'1"
I uh, dunno what to say. That's really unfortunate. Are you sure you're not over estimating the size? :c
>>6543065
Don't like that Edie got an eating disorder
>>6543355
Hip rotation, changes in basic posture, and spinal cartilage reduction does that.
>>6543355
They don't. Changes in posture are the only explanation.
>tfw gf is an asexual lump
>tfw she only does stuff to watch my reactions
>have to fake the reactions because she's literally only taking from me
>feels like I'm putting on a show to make her happy
>tfw you want companionship and passionate emotional sex
>tfw good companions are not emotional
>tfw emotional people aren't good long term companions
I just want to rip someone's clothes off right now, or have my clothes ripped off, preferably both.
>>6543350
I had barely any hair to begin with. I pay £130 a session. For body it's much more but I haven't gotten to that yet
>>6543357
is 10.5/11 in women's really that bad for my height? I wear like 1 to 1.5 size larger than my fucking mom, don't be so rude :C
>>6543362
but i dont wanna be a femboy :(
>>6543351
It's less puberty and more having proper nutrition. The family on my mother's side was dirt poor. On my father's side, they were just poor. I'm fine being 5'7". It's pretty much the perfect height for a woman.
>>6543376
n-noo anon ;-;
dont make me sad
>>6543373
My stubble is visible even right after I shave. My skin is sensitive and I get red patchy razor burn all day every day.
i'm playing overwatch with my friends rn and i feel like ... so much better? and happier and stuff and like great/amazing. idk. like free. i forgot how much i need sex. they all have noticed the difference and they're like "girl you function way better when you're getting dick" and i'm just like .__.;;;
>>6543382
They claim laser will get rid of the beard shadow eventually because it targets hairs underneath but I still have some shadow so far. They also claim to have another laser specifically for pigmentation. Naturally it's even more expensive.
>tfw your mom told the first thing she thought when you were born was "look at those big feet!"
>>6543383
You make me feel so bad. You are a demon teasing me
>>6543374
i think its totally normal for your height. im a bit shorter and i wear a 10/11
>>6543373
Looks cis to me, at least that part.
>>6543383
Nothing wrong with that if it keeps you going, I think. I wish I had something that worked like that. Being in love does it at times, but it gets painful.
>>6543386
>tfw when you were a kid everyone in your family refereed to you as "big guy" and "big boned" thinking it was a compliment
IT WAS NOT A FUCKING COMPLIMENT.
should i do sushi or a salad for lunch yall
>>6543388
but anon laff at me reeeeee
>>6543394
just smoke a cigarette insteadn and lose weight desu
>>6543382
Pluck it with a springy thing
your hair has growth cycles so if you pluck it all out for a couple weeks, you'll have way less shadow, over time it scars the roots and you have less growth. (Imagine a is what you shaved, b is just below the surface, c is growing to the surface; if you shave A+B will be visable under the skin, if you pluck Only one cycle shows)
It's not perfect but cheap if you don't do laser
>>6543357
>tfw size 12 women's at 5'9"
Just 2 sizes less and I'd fit in real person shoes T_T
As is, there is no place for me.
>>6543396
dont listen to them. they're likely just acting out of their own lack of self-esteem.
> Tfw not just born a girl and living a normal life and instead have this awful and debilitating condition.
> Tfw your only hope in life is that there's either some form of afterlife or reincarnation so your wish may be fufilled, even if it's just your soul that goes on or whatever.
I'm not even religious, it's just everything is so hopeless and depressing that I may as well have a little hope in that direction.
>>6543397
im losing weight either way sooooo
>>6543399
5"11 here with size 10 womens shoes... id trade height for my shoe size
>>6543390
Ayy lmao that was pre-HRT. Angles, makeup, lighting, cropping, I pretty much did it all there.
>>6543408
but you'll lose weight and be sexy if you smoke with edie
>>6543357
10-11 size women's at 5'11
It's average for my size and I can generally find something to try on, just not everything I'd like in every shop, the difference between a 9 (average women's size) and a 10.5 is 9/16ths of an inch
>>6543399
I'm 6' and women's 12 and I feel your struggle. Just one size smaller and I could buy shoes from normal stores but 11 is the cutoff point. Maybe I'll bind my feet or something...
all this feet talk is making me wanna repress desu
>>6543399
> Tfw size 9 women's (US) at 5'9".
Just 1 more size and a few more inches before I'd be normal....
>>6543398
Actually, I've done that with my white hair. Except I used my epilator instead of a clunky spring thing, because I'm lazy.
>>6543423
That's already normal lol
>>6543420
I'm into big girl feet so I'm not even that fussed. Got my own to play with now
>>6543423
It's not bad for a FtM...
>>6543428
>size 9 womens
>normal for a guy
? That's baby feet
>5'9
not even tall for a man, fairly tall for a woman but not to weird levels
Literally, you're set, don't stress about these.
>>6543423
Imagine 5" 4' at that size.
>>6543387
i am the neon demon tbqh
go get dick then!!! SERIOUSLY IT'S NOT HARD
>>6543391
it's so weird. like i'm just so much more relaxed and ok with everything in my life, and i'm more focused and happy. it's weird af.
>>6543394
saladddd
> Tfw you will never experience pregnancy or an ordinary childhood.
;___;
>>6543430
I'm not a FtM...
>be me
>5'2"
>size 6 US in womens
genetic lottery winrar
>tfw 5'10" and women's size 10
>tfw intentionally wear heels to be >6'
Fuck tha poleece
>>6543248
Is French going to get a black president?
>>6543372
Not communicating your needs to each other in a relationship
heh I guess all relationships have the same old problems and it's not just the cis mans fault :^)
>>6543403
yeah, I should just be glad it's not worse
Like, my dad and brother are both like an inch shorter than me and wear like men's 13 I think? Could have been a lot worse. Overall body proportions are pretty good and don't bother me, I just big. Sucks but no need to kms r-right?
>tfw worried gf doesn't actually love you and just loves the idea of having a gf
>>6543440
I was totally wrong about who you needed for it, but change is definitely treating you well. Keep it up.
>>6543441
Joking. Your post did read as if you felt you were too small...
>>6543453
nah don't kill yourself. ppl come in all shapes and sizes and all.
i used to feel way worse about my body/height/feet size etc
till i met my best friend, who is a cis woman, and is an inch taller than me, has the same shoe size and same build is me. i think she's the most gorgeous person i know and it didnt take me long to realize that i was hating my body for pretty much all the same reasons i loved hers.
now i mostly just direct all my self hate at my genitals and face. ha.
>>6543423
I'm the same size and height but my feet look masculine
>>6543450
Unlikely given she's running almost as an independent. But she'd be better than the last two presidents and not being from either major party may work to her advantage, so who knows?
>>6543467
well, that's not creepy at all...
>>6543468
At least mine are rail-thin, especially at the heel.
It's actually kinda irritating because the heel will jitter around in my shoes. Looks nice with them off, though.
Still *slightly* too big for me.
>>6543443
Its hard to react to that without coming off bitter, but it's good that people have nice things. Pretty sure I was 5'2" around like, age 10 ;-;
I'd probably just find something else to hate about myself if I had that tho.
>>6543341
Fudge you too mon
>>6543478
Why is it creepy?
>>6543467
I don't know if my feet are qt or not. I'll post them one day.
how do u turn down someone gracefully w/o hurting their feelings? :s
>>6543344
What are an 60 year-old woman
>>6543448
I haven't gone outside in heels yet, but my gf stares at me like an autistic child who is about to bite me when I wear them for practice around the house.
It seems like it might be fun to wear them outside if I ever feel comfortable going fem in the future
>>6543483
If you're wearing trainers then lacing them differently can help with that. it's not really applicable for most shoes though. Either way it's definitely better then your feet being too big
>>6543496
Kill them and make it look like a suicide.
>>6543457
>tfw know your gf loves you and that she wants a cute boyfriend that acts like a girlfriend but those basically don't exist.
D-does my body pass? I'm something like 8 months in but it was a slow dosage ramp-up.
Also:
> tfw you have the evil flat gene.
>.<. I guess that's why God invented augmentations.
>>6543501
It's not fat or anything like that. It's just the way my feet are built, and honestly, they're actually *precisely* (US) 8.5s, but I wear one size up for comfort.
>>6543501
>tfw this is how you lace your shoes
Is there an imgur for all of these?
I'm missing my apointment now. If I do anything other than distract myself I start bawling. I haven't been alone for 3 years. GODDAMNIT idk what to do i'm going fucking crazy fucking shit
I hate being a tranny we're the scum of the earth.
>tfw no one to comfort me from my night terrors now
I used to live with my mom before so now I'll living alone fucking screaming every night and I'm gonna be so alone for so long ............... I hate this
>>6543496
I have a girlfriend/boyfriend
Hey guys. Wondering if I can get some input on my voice? I never get misgendered or anything, even on the phone, but it does make me nervous still.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0UbxsnpFKlD
>>6543353
Double cursed
does the hydrogen method work or should i buy a gun
I don't have any chance at passing do I :/
>>6543509
Super cute
9/10 would make my wife
>>6543500
Do iiit. I mostly just like them because they make me taller, and I'm a weirdo that finds being tall fun. Also, I already have long legs, and wearing heels makes them look retardedly long.
