Today I got a call from work that they probably can't continue my work contract. So if I don't get into school like I'd planned, I'm completely fucked from all directions.
I don't have the energy to look for a job and fight the health care system at the same time. They don't understand I NEED TO transition in order to be able to carry on with normal life. Their guidelines say my mental health has to be immaculate in order to transition. I can't tell them I will kill myself if I fail again.
These people are ruining my life, they are literally killing me and I can't even tell them.
Did you cut yourself...?
How did it help you in any way?
I want to help you, but you need to realize that cutting your arm open won't give you a job/education.
Please explain why you did it and then we can talk.
Post more pictures of you cutting yourself.
I want to put peroxide in your wound and watch it get all fizzley and watch you squirm : 3
>>6392189
>Abloo abloo I just can't even omg
Then do a fucking flip.
>>6392382
That's an old pic, I don't have anything to do that kind of thing with anymore. I can't bother.
>>6392189
Be strong, OP. I can't give you any advice or help you but I want you to know that I hope things work out for you. Be well.
>>6392491
I appreciate, but nothing is ever going to work out.
>>6392530
How do you know that? It ain't over yet. People are stronger than they think they are when it comes to life-or-death situations.
It is often stacked against us. It's horrible and unfair, but that's life. Be an impossibly strong and resilient person, it's the only way. This isn't where it ends, and if it is, that's awful, wish I could stop you.
>>6392189
How are THEY killing your by not providing you with a service?
What obligates them to support your transition?
How in the world is this their problem?
Sounds to me like you're an entitled millennial wannabe tranny. Get over it.
>>6392189
To carry on your normal life Hmh? Doesn't sound or look too normal too me.
>>6393213
They are killing me by forbidding a medical treatment easily within their power to allow me.
They are medical professionals whose career is devoted to reducing human suffering, instead of prolonging it.
They have records of me experiencing dysphoria for at least eight years. They have no reason to doubt that I'm trans.
If you went to a car shop and thety refused to sell you a car, despite of showing them all the evidence that you can afford to buy one on the spot, would you not be upset?
>>6393333
I'm too autistic to convince hardboiled psychiatric professionals that I'm 100% sane when I'm collapsing from the inside.
