tfw no bf edition
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▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No tumblr shit
>No *actions*
>No drama
Previous >>6324147
>>6324703
yah, I even have athomechemist logged. something keeps telling me to hold off until next month when I can fill a formal prescription.
>>6324708
yah, but death really isn't that bad. have you ever been asked to hold someone elses child?
I don't care if this wasn't op, she's trans
Ysss.
Waved at a Nigerian outside my back door and smiled.
I have an army of Africans to save my white self.
Tfg black guys like trannies for some reason
should we wait a bit more? we didn't even hit 400 posts.
I know we all want to post pics, but we're gonna get hate.
H-hi
lets all go out and get hamburgers and frosty chocolate milkshakes
>>6324718
ehh give it like 30-50 years and we'll have this shit figured out
>>6324719
me irl
>>6324713
>tfw no bf edition
ayy lmao
fuckin kill me
>tfw google translating lewd stuff into finnish to make your qt blush
>>6324713
....These aren't two girls!
DISGUSTING D:<
bfs are dumb boys suck everything is SHIT
>>6324717
Or don't.
See, the art of being a good tran is stocking up mones.
They're literally your lifeblood and you should have a 9-12month supply at any given time.
ESP just in case shtf and you cant raid a pharmacy
>>6324719
thought the same thing
>n-no I just like metal
>>6324713
>tfw no bf edition
iktf? ;~;
>>6324732
a-are you 12? you blush at lewd stuff you read?
>>6324734
boys are pretty great sometimes idk
but everything IS shit!
>>6324734
*gives you a young trump bf*
>>6324718
>YY
wouldn't work
not enough genes to form babby
>>6324739
same, i don't even want kids
>>6324712
well, you're mistaken
>>6324742
Boys smell and theyre overly agressive and laugh like idiots when theyre being rapey
>>6324748
like u hahaha
>>6324717
>have you ever been asked to hold someone elses child?
seeing my niece grow up kills me a little bit whenever I visit my brother.
>>6324739
>Fuck the haterrrssssss
I know you'd like to.
>>6324734
>>6324748
>boys suck
only one solution desu
DOES MY EYE PASS
>>6324720
because you are submitting to their dominance (sorry /b/ /pol/ reaction but you had it comming)
>>6324721
fuck the haters I want to shitpost che
>>6324723
hi pizza! hows life?
>>6324726
bruh we said no the first time
>>6324733
same
>>6324734
someone needs to get laid
>>6324736
good call. Buying now.
>>6324745
what do you mean you don't want a ball of puke and shit? arent they just lovely little sacks of smelly fat shit?
>>6324751
difference of opinion. see earlier response
>>6324744
w/e.
that only serves to further illustrate my point.
mtfs getting pregnant will more often than not be fruitless or dangerous to the offspring
>>6324749
EXACTLY!
this is why I eat rat poison
But seriously, that hurt :(
Fuck you rawr.
My crush for you just died
>>6324760
good u shouldn't crush on me im ugly as fuck and need to be gassed
This hair is dope
>>6324736
I only have about three months of hrt on hand, I will be more fucked about the anti depressant
I would have to ween myself off them by taking one every other day then one every three days
also shaving my hair will be sucky
>>6324741
What do you think would happen when you put 2 inexperienced nerds together?
Would anyone mind answering a few dumb questions about makeup?
>>6324742
no boy has E V E R been great to me
it'd be nice if there was one that was caring and kind and also hot and interesting but there's never been one not ever
>>6324743
yuck
>>6324752
ummmmm
/looks over at bed where gf is sleeping
>>6324754
NO i DONT need to get laid WHATS EVEN THE POINT
>>6324747
avatarfagging as a trap is a joy in itself tho
>>6324754
>what do you mean you don't want a ball of puke and shit? arent they just lovely little sacks of smelly fat shit?
childs are like that for a year at most. then you have a little person permanently receiving everything you do and turning it into a personality that you can try to guide but never control.
sharing your time and interests with them, seeing them deal with experiences you take for granted, wondering how they'll turn out. it's a beautiful process that we'll never fully get.
>>6324767
HAHAHAHAHAA YOU DONT PASS AND ARE BEING GATEKEPT
>>6324762
...I'm done here.
Youre just going to make me cry.
I actually did like you.
Now you're just being a bitch to me
>>6324771
i met one like that but he didn't want me to get surgery so fuck him (but not literally) amirite
who else here /gets abused by family and is constantly depressed/
>>6324764
Shaving your hair!?
>>6324759
wouldn't even be possible without getting a full female reproductive system, eggs and all, transplanted
in which case the eggs would all be X because they wouldn't be yours
>>6324766
tons of cringe
but the idea of laughing at something kinky in your own language sounds completely strange for me. i don't blush at fanfic.net even if its in my language.
smiling a lot and huging your screen in desperation, I get, blushing not.
>>6324775
sorry but i don't want anyone to like me.
>>6324759
also, if you can manage to gestate a perfectly normal, healthy baby,
a caesarean section is compulsory.
b/c hips
>>6324782
I personally don't want to be beaten and raped for being a tranny faggot in the post apocalypse
>>6324754
i'm not saying i don't like sacks or alarm clocks, but i am saying i'd like an amount of free time greater than zero
>>6324763
that is pretty great hair desu, looking good too
>>6324772
>sharing your time and interests with them, seeing them deal with experiences you take for granted, wondering how they'll turn out. it's a beautiful process that we'll never fully get.
can't a gf fill that role, at least partially?
>>6324786
Fuckoff pollack
>>6324745
I absolutely want kids, but I also want to be realistic. If such a treatment ever becomes available, it will be so far in the future that I may not even be alive. I'm pegging my hopes on adoption.
>>6324756
I think our biology will likely forever be an obstacle. We're not XX. Short of somehow managing to separate Y and X sperm and transplanting those genomes into eggs, I don't think it's possible.
>>6324780
me
>>6324767
>Not holding our breath is a wise answer.
this
you're gonna pass out and hit your head.
>>6324775
but that's how rwar is all the time...
>>6324776
seconding
>>6324763
pizza your hair is so good I get salty.
>>6324766
the most adorable lewd things. 10/10 would watch/read
>>6324771
orgasms mostly. sometimes a temporary and beautiful emotional connection with a good person.
>>6324772
I am literally disgusted by people younger than like sixteen and you just made it sound fun to be a parent.
>>6324780
my mother used to try to indoctrinate me into hating my father and then would abuse me and my sister, going through the whole "look I buy you shit obviously im the best parent" and "fuck you why are you such a little shit" whenever we fucked up in the slightest.
>>6324788
so group up with other trannys that like to hurt people and are /fit/
>>6324790
thanks.
>>6324784
i imagine you'd have to take extra medication just keep the rest of your body from killing it
>>6324789
same. maybe children when im in my late thirties or something
>>6324795
>so group up with other trannys that like to hurt people and are /fit/
well thats the long term goal, but I would have to be careful not to be raped and murdered for my HRT
>>6324771
Yeah coming from a boy, I can vouch that a good majority of guys are just not great people.
>>6324797
Don't forget that trans women almost exclusively have male pelvises, which aren't wide enough to accomodate a baby. Birth would only be possible through c-section.
>>6324785
Well the stuff she sent me was really lewd far beyond what I was expecting so it caught me off guard. Besides I blush easily and I was all smiles already.
>>6324797
you'd probably have to be on enough anti rejection drugs to give you aids-tier immunodeficiency
idk I'm not a doctor but I think you'd basically just die pretty much no matter what
>>6324769
I probably don't have the answers, but what are they?
>>6324763
goddamn maddie you really pulled it out of the bag w/ your transition, congrats
>>6324788
if you get a few pregnant mares you should be fine.
>>6324789
>can't a gf fill that role, at least partially?
it's not a healthy alternative. other people have their own lives and they have to deal with them according to their age, while a child is still learning about everything. You shouldn't be trying to direct a grown person's life.
I've seen a lot of relationships like this and it never works.
Also, kids share your genetic code and their brains will develop in ways similar to yours in weird ways, your help will produce the results that you would had gotten with a similar imput. Gf/Bfs are inherently different and have a bigger distance just because they don't share blood.
>>6324802
truth. what about trading sex for hormones and stuff?
image is for you pizzaslut
>>6324806
i already made that point >>6324787
>>6324776
yeah fuck that
did you fuck him tho ... ????
but honestly ive never had a serious emotional connection with a guy ._. it just hasnt happened for me
>>6324795
that doesnt happen for me (sex i mean) so there
>>6324804
i wish i could find some of the ones who are cool ;__;
>tfw no transbian gf to lewd with over the internet
why must existence be so lonely
>>6324810
Just looking for recommendations for makeup to start learning makeup in general with I think
>>6324822
I started with whatever I could find at the drugstore. I went for eye stuff first, mascara and eyeliner. Eyeliner is kinda tricky though.
>>6324818
sorry -_- hope you have a good vibrator!
>>6324819
>implying normies are any less abusive or crazy
>>6324821
I mean, I don't know you, but we can game together if that counts!
>>6324822
master the natural look.
>>6324791
>I don't think it's possible.
I... I don't want to believe that it's impossible... I'm not ready to accept it as fate yet...
>>6324797
>i imagine you'd have to take extra medication just keep the rest of your body from killing it
I think you're right. You already have to manually expand a neopuss just to prevent it from sealing over as if it were a wound
>>6324806
even if that weren't true, I doubt a child would fit through a neopuss without legitimately destroying it. It's not meant for that kind of stress.
why wasn't I just born a girl...
>>6324818
yeah i fucked him but i don't anymore obviously and won't fuck anyone in the near future lol
and i don't think i did either? it was based more on how smart hot and good at sex he was lmao
>>6324806
you made me do this
>>6324785
she's pretty much the only person who's ever managed to make me blush before
she just makes me feel a lot of feelings :s
>>6324819
>Trans people are too mentally ill to have kids
have you met my mother?
>>6324813
i don't mean like... trying to directly shape someone's life, more just seeing how they react to the things you like and them seeing how you like the things they like, and the novelty you introduce to each other's lives
>>6324819
>Trans people are too mentally ill to have kids
My mom is an alcoholic that's relapsed too many times to remember, can I have kids yet?
>>6324835
but it's not really the same. the cathegories sound alike but the scenario where you show your gf or your 5 y/o Gundamu is different. Childs literally have to learn to deal with seassons, animals, letters, colors. All those experiences your gf already had them with her family and you're seeing the reflection of a bit of her own and a ton of things that happened around her.
>>6324806
hey thanks! now I definitely want to kill myself.
>>6324837
is she really that bad? you managed to get on blockers and skip going to school, was she a bitch besides those things?
i've noticed something....
i express a higher level of vocabulary only while i'm writing.
also, the meaning of my statements are more clearly defined when they're written out
>>6324828
fuckin don't try to convert me
>>6324839
no like the natural look is a style of makeup
lol fuck me
>>6324712
i do it when i accidentally post in the old thread and see it and then i just copy over in case
>>6324843
really? closed pelvis was the drop that spilled the cup?
>>6324832
I ONLY HURT YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
>>6324842
i guess i just like her a lot
>>6324851
>no like the natural look is a style of makeup
Oh
Sorry
I'm uneducated still
I'm at a gay bar~
>>6324859
what are you, a fag or something?
>>6324856
oh, and you're right in doing so. You shouldn't have to chose between a life partner and a child, you wouldn't be able to do so anyway. I just meant that they are different feels.
>>6324730
You wouldn't look like that if you did your fucking makeup.
>>6324855
triggered
>>6324859
Are you enjoying yourself?
>>6324859
post pics!
I wanna see drag!
did you invite your grandparents?
>>6324864
mommmy chagne my diapers
>>6324858
i think it's the level of makeup that a guy cant tell you even have any on but im not sure
>>6324848
she's about as stable as michael j fox tap dancing on a tightrope desu
but I feel kind of bad shit-talking my mum on an imageboard
she's a good person
>>6324813
>>6324835
I think that what bexe is saying is not to live vicariously through them, but to experience the world with them in a way that might help them in a way that might make them forget they were trans.
>>6324841
>My mom is an alcoholic
my mom is an alcoholic that refuses to get help.
>>6324859
have fun!!!
>>6324864
sup peeps
>>6324855
>>6324878
look anon, I hate kids. its my thing. I act very nice and am a god damned guru with the little shits but I hate them. and the thought of getting married and being a mom and dealing with one of those things is running through my head about as fast as a single tear from my eye. fuck your webm. fuck this DX
>>6324858
no problem ^_^ but for real, the idea is a lot of makeup but played down. find an x9 at most mascara brush, some powder foundation in your shade (only get liquid if you gotta fuck your eyebrows up for other shit) and some eyeliner + eyeshadow.
>>6324879
hihi!
>>6324839
Make sure if you put anything on your face, you only introduce one new product at a time so you can tell if something makes you break out or w/e
>>6324881
I didnt say hi i said whats up jesus chirt what the fuck how can you be so fucking dumb kill yourself jk tho
>>6324870
Sure thing just let mommy take her valium first
>>6324879
Sup hailey
>>6324878
;_______________________:
>>6324880
>>6324849
I think I'm seeing the same effect for myself as well but it might be because I've been spending so much more time reading.
Hormones cause some brain changes to occur after a few months so you might get slightly better literacy skills, have you noticed anything different with your spatial awareness?
>>6324886
are you happy with your new tranny triggering tech?
>>6324886
E N O U G H
>>6324885
cruising on a sea of robotussin with mado as we listen to pink floyd and play naruto ultimate ninja storm 4, sup with you
stop with the baby stuff
I just gotta accept I'm a boy!
>>6324868
no drag today
and it's too dark to take pics
>>6324890
I see enough real kids to not fall for that stuff, I'm invulnerable to screens.
>>6324890
It only affects people who are dumb enough to have kids
>>6324897
Noice! I'm about to drop a cap of mdma. Sampling the big bag of candies that I got for music festivals this summer.
>>6324875
>not to live vicariously through them, but to experience the world with them in a way that might help them in a way that might make them forget they were trans.
>tfw you just want to live together and forget all the bad times by having good times
>>6324894
I'm sorry
>>6324900
I'm real good for the real kids, but it's not like I don't come home and cry myself to sleep after a day of playing with and caring for my many nieces and nephews, either.
>>6324902
lucky, I'd love some molly right now! We were supposed to do acid today but this guy flaked on us and ugh
>>6324903
Who would want a child?
Disgusting
>>6324910
hhigh af on dollar store drugs and waiting for mado to set yume nikki up
hbu
>>6324819
My idea of a perfect world is a world without childhood or children
>>6324906
life is dukkha
>>6324911
people who understand that a baby is a state that lasts less than your transition and once they get around age 3 you start seeing a replication of yourself that you can mold and help grow into a real person.
>>6324908
Dealers suck ;~;
I'm really glad I havn't had to deal with them for awhile. If I get lucky I may be doing acid next weekend :3
I joined the discord a long time back (username gnorc) and the people inside seemed really cool. I'm just a legbutt who likes meeting people. is it possible I can get an invite again?
>>6324912
playing hearthstone, wishing I could get high on something without my parents noticing
>>6324906
Haha you don't pass and are being gatekept
Who /got adressed as ladies and then ordered in their manliest voice/ here
>>6324917
How are you getting acid without a dealer? Hopefully we'll be able to drop some before we leave new Jersey but we're def gonna have an action packed druggie road trip
>>6324899
Only wish you the best, Red.
guys theres this cute guy who bought me a drink!
Go Red!
>>6324923
some agp intersex man on hormones
>>6324902
I want to do drugs at a music fest.
>>6324921
Medicine Cabinet
cough syrup
or just drink
>>6324923
Faye, you have got to stop trolling yourself.
>>6324929
Where? Get uhm!
>>6324934
didn't the fbi crush silk market a few years ago?
>>6324928
Why are you such a slut
>>6324934
can you do that in america? I thought the best you could get was like research chems?
>>6324947
Darknet
>>6324936
>>6324935
>>6324934
>>6324929
She's still calling me ma'am and using ladies , I fucking can't with her rn
>>6324935
You have to stop being gatekept and not passing haha
>>6324950
she just thinks you are dumb and never trained your voice because you though boobs make you a woman.
>>6324944
Hahaha
>>6324914
>>6324950
stop fayeposting
Acquired hardcore crush for trip here a year ago.
Crush still running strong, if not stronger
Earlier today i walked four miles.
It was nice and I wore a flower in my hair.
>>6324946
he seems nice enough from talking to him
he's using the boys room :3
>>6324965
no, no, I'm the one with a crush on you.
>>6324961
I was playing SS earlier today
team so far is Typhlosion
Togekiss
Heracross
Ambipom
probably gonna add dewgong and Weavile
all pokemon ive never used before wew lad
>>6324963
It's k, I honestly didn't really know much about darknet stuff until I actually started using it, then it was like "holy shit, all of this has been here this whole time?!?" Highly recommended if you can find a good domestic seller.
>>6324960
You're one of the most sane trips we have, mad respect.
>friend notices my dysphoria is absolutely crushing me
>asks me what's wrong and I say I don't want to talk about it
I already told him I'm trans years ago when he was drunk (and he probably forgot?) and he was fine with it, but I'm still weirdly reluctant to come out to him. Or any of my other friends.
>>6324970
do I need bitcoin to buy stuff?
>>6324974
But you already came out?
>>6324972
>>6324976
Yes. At least bitcoin is easier to get these days, there's bitcoin atms and stuff. Back in the day I had to buy bitcoin off some shady friend of a friend, and it was basically like a drug deal where no drugs were exchanged lol
>>6324974
Would it be easier to rephrase it for him?
Sometimes I'm uneasy at my body and it gets to me
For example
>>6324981
I DON'T KNOW IF HE REMEMBERS THOUGH. WE WERE BOTH DRUNK. Plus it's just really weird talking about it with people who don't understand.
>>6324786
That's okay, baldie. Nobody does.
>>6324985
you don't have to do that anyway :0 there's plenty of bitcoin trading sites where it's done in person and there's reputation systems in place
less paranoid making then too since it's not from an atm or something, and then you can tumble it and you're good to go 100%
>>6324971
Uh, I mean
oh shit
theres a mado on my lap
>>6324996
you'll have to explain more if you want me to keep the rumor going.
>>6324996
Mascgen? You mean gaygen?
>>6324974
I get this, a little. I came out to two of my friends almost 7 years ago. It was still emotional and scary when I told them I was transitioning.
I can say "be brave" and "hold your love in mind when you let them know", but ultimately it comes down to this: things may go badly if you are open with your friend, but they cannot go well if you aren't.
>>6324986
Probably better than brushing him off and making him worry about me...
>>6325000
>me on the left
>tfw she's gone to sleep
now I can stop feeling so many feels about her right?
oh who am I kidding
>>6325008
The feels only get worse while you're apart and she'll be all you can think about.
>>6324960
are you still in a relationship?
>tfw you feel like a qt so you want to post a picture of yourself but then you look at the pic and think your feelings are unfounded but you still are in a great mood so you post it anyway
Hello how is everyone today?
>>6324968
SS for objective best pokeman
>>6325012
you dated a transgirl before starting your transition, right? how did that go?
how many times did you try to have a partner as a boy?
>>6324991
Don't bitcoin atms just take cash though? Basically the only thing that makes me paranoid is a paper trail.
>>6325006
>Filename
Snowing?
>>6325004
I don't really think it's a fear thing. My friend group is pretty open-minded and I would actually be surprised if anyone I'm good friends with didn't support me. I'm not really sure if there's a right time to do it, I guess.
Hey so did anyone ever notice the gang sign for the bloods?
>>6325018
>avoiding a paper trail
just use plastic :P
>>6325021
Yes. Paranoia is healthy. You can still get busted for buying drugs online if you're dumb about it.
>>6325020
There is never a right time - it will always stand out.
>>6325017
Let's see...
2 cis girls, 1 was IRL
2 things with transgirls, crushes on others that went nowhere
And I've had a few things with boys as well but nothing that ever solidified into a real relationship.
So there was a few things going on but all of it was fairly short lived. I spent all of last year single so it's safe to say I've had a weird love life pre-transition.
So I may have accidentally admitted to my best friend which mutual friend from elementary school I slept with
>tfw you're an embarrassment to everyone who ever believed in you
how can people say it isn't a mental illness, being a tranny is ruining my fucking life
>>6325024
Nope, when I google the name only the song comes up, link to some of his work?
>>6325019
found the emo
>>6324889
>have you noticed anything different with your spatial awareness?
what do you mean?
>>6325029
Love life pretransition is tough. I really tried dating girls and I had a couple 2+ years relationships but the sex was so awkward...
>>6325039
>finally found a deck that kicks ass
Which game?
>>6325021
Worth it for a 100% guarantee nothing bad will happen tbqh
>>6324868
Drag delivered.
>>6325038
I was never interested in doing lewd things with my partners pre-transition, I just liked the emotional aspect.
Nowadays I think my lewd side has finally gotten to a point where I want it to be
I have a healthy interest in sex but it's not completely gone and it's not constantly horny either
>>6325035
S-shut up, I swear dying my hair black wasn't an emotionally charged decision
>>6325015
Better?
>>6325039
Druid for president
>>6325041
Don't minimalize my shame
Although he played it off fine, don't know how it's going to affect him or me or us
>>6325041
>Usually dealers have enough paranoia to spread on toast for both slices
yeah, and there's a reason for that
better to go risk-free imo
>>6324910
>it's what women usually go for when they don't wear makeup often, but have to hide a zit or something
>don't go to edie for advice on this look
literally stop talking about me jfc
>>6325026
Our cash is plastic up here :^)
>>6325032
> Social stigma about a condition makes people unhappy about me having it.
> How can this external issue not be classified as an internal issue? Their feelings about it are ruining my life!
Robin...
>>6325045
I liked cuddling and kissing and being generally touchy, but you can't be that much time with someone without them wanting to have some actual sex. I'm decent at managing without my gt, but when they pushed me to use it it ended up in tears. I don't get how they didn't see I was trans...
>>6325044
I wanted some live pic, maybe of someone in drag just drinking and having fun. Thanks anyway.
>>6325048
30% cuter.
>>6325047
nothing wrong with being emo as long as you're not in a shitty band
>>6325052
it probably is a bulge, desu
>>6325045
>that pic
rofl saved
>>6325059
>As long as you're not in a shitty band
Fuck
>>6325059
how can you tell if your shitty emo band is shitty if you're emo?
>>6325058
Thanks anon, made me smile
>>6325058
How about back stage?
>>6325067
I personally enjoy some songs by MCR knowing that the depressive theme is tongue in cheeck. I don't like 30sex to mars because I know they are trying to be sincere and they suck.
>>6325067
You don't, but you call it shitty anyway to come across as self aware so you can surpass judgement
>>6324832
Instant dysphoria, thanks
>>6325070
Better.
Is that yours or you're just taking pics from some site?
>>6325057
No, I'm an embarrassment and a failure because dysphoria stops me from doing anything remotely productive instead of beating myself up and crying in bed all day and occasionally getting stoned as some temporary escape from myself, it's not to do with pussy shit like being stared at in public
>>6325058
The lewdest thing I've done was camming with someone here. The only lewd thing I've done IRL pre-transition was some kissing. Maybe everything being LDRs and neglecting my sex life aside from private masturbation helped a lot.
Idk
One of my trans gfs once told me I was a confused straight guy who should join the army to get their shit together when I told her about my gender confusion
The other girl helped me as I was realizing Iw as trans a lot
>>6325051
Babe! <3<3<3
/mtfg/ do you have girl legs?
>>6325042
hearthstone
>>6325048
I would vote in Rogue or Mage
>>6325052
again, same situation. It was super weird for someone to refer to me as "she" when I'm pre-hrt...
>>6325053
I forgot about your monopoly money
>>6325086
They're my legs so of course they're girl legs, they're on a girl.
Just like my girl abs and my girl chest and my girl brow ridge and my girl beard.
>>6325086
I've got cripple legs
>>6325080
Most of my camming has been leagues better than when I get involved with someone IRL. It's basically just masturbation where someone gets to watch tho, and I only get pleasure from pleasing my partner, so it makes sense
>>6325080
>One of my trans gfs once told me I was a confused straight guy who should join the army to get their shit together when I told her about my gender confusion
pretty shitty gf desu. why did she recommended the most classic repression tech you can get?
I think I grew up a lot through relationships. A bit in terms of learning social ques from women and how to do stuff in a feminin way, but mostly just general maturing. Serious relationships are good for you.
it's just that repression isn't a healthy building block for a relationship.
>>6325086
yup
>>6325089
Oh never mind
>>6325084
I've taken my notes on steve albini, I know the wonders that industrial sound can do for decent producers with bare musical talent
>>6325089
And yet I know a guy who's not trans, but both of his boyfriends and I refer to him almost exclusively with feminine pronouns.