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>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No tumblr shit
>No *actions*
>No drama
Previous >>6320184
Let's do our best, girls!
Maddie
>does my best
Reposting that if I love a straight trip should I kill myself? Sorry for shitting up this thread. I'm so fucking sad.
>>6320967
XTH FOR I AM DRUNK AND I WANT TO FUCK UFUFU AND DOLLFACE.
>>6320962
i cant just ignore them
theyre there everyday taunting and mocking me
i could ignore them for a few weeks or maybe even a few months but if this is my social setting for the next two years i cant just ignore them
>>6320979
Uhm
>>6320972
lmao
sry bb
>>6320971
usually around 11. last night it was later than that; i wasnt asleep until after 12, which is... a bit too late for me
>>6320979
lmao it's almost 4 am for u go to sleep
>>6320983
NOT INTERSTED
>>6320978
Realize that you've never met that person and what you "love" is probably a version of them you created in your mind.
>>6320986
>implying
Lmao no
>>6320978
who is it though?
maybe you can turn them
>>6320984
pic related <3
>>6320988
i am confuse
I was saying I'm not interested
my brother is an arsehole
>>6320989
idk if my best is very good though...
>>6320956
>I want to princess carry you, throw you on a bed and fuck you straight for however long a viagra lasts
o-o-oh
>>6320961
d'aw that sounds qt. are you a nerd, mouth?
>>6320963
~_~ damn dat job. how do you think it'll be today?
I'M SRY I WON'T RUIN UR FAMILY OK
>>6320982
why not play overwatch with ufufu? iirc she been playin lots! i'm glad that you're doin better today btw.
i woke up like an hour ago, so ye! i been wakin up early lately, it's nicee. my ex-bf sent me tons of links to IT stuff, too, which is nice.
he's tryin to help me become a programmer/figure out exactly what i wanna do with school.
>>6320991
I don't think I can ;_;
>>6320962
well im not sure what your definition of "normal" is but is that something you really have to care about that much?
you can hop over to /vg/ and find a guild for pretty much any game you like and there will be a voice server associated with it and you can hang out with the people there and make friends and train your voice at the same time, and they really don't care about what gender you are, they just care about havin fun with people playing games usually
>>6320980
Arent there any teachers that can help you?
You really have nothing to lose, so you can as well try to get them to shut up with the help of authorities.
>>6320995
I-I might be .///.
>>6320999
i wasn't implying shit m8
Reminder to answer my polls because I'm a manchild and need people to make my decisions for me
1. http://www.strawpoll.me/10393399
2. http://www.strawpoll.me/10393444/
3. http://www.strawpoll.me/10393453
>>6320972
NINE THOUSAND THREE HUNDRED MILES GOML YOU SCRUB
>>6320967
>Let's do our best, girls!
What if my best isn't close to good enough?
>>6321003
Oddish you understand me.
>>6321001
Stop replying to me u plain chubby baby
>>6320995
I will fuck you into oblivion, DO YOU HEAR ME?
I WILL FUCK YOU TO THE POINT WHERE YOUR MIND UNHINGES AND BECOMES NOTHING BUT A VOID WHERE YOUR ONLY THOUGHT IS ORGASM.
>>6321008
fug off
>>6321009
You are so gross, you should go back to preying on homeless girls.
You are the prime example of how just being attractive but having a horrible personality is still trash tier. So in a way I thank for you for showing me being attractive isn't everything.
>>6321010
biohacked_tomboy
>>6321005
thank you for the faith...
i'm going to bed
>>6321007
I have a lot of.unrequited loves.
>>6320995
>/figure out exactly what i wanna do with school.
yeah thats important !!
general tip: as long as youre good at what you do you can study anything. If Id start studying again Id probably go into STEM or economics or something though, I love history but future is going to be hard, and probably not paid very well.
>>6320996
W H O ???
>>6321012
I have had 5 shots of 90 proof whiskey and I'm a little bit drunk
kill me I guesss
>tfw when feeling dysphoric af
What do?
>>6321017
maybe its you
>>6321000
it ok mouth, being a nerd is fun!
>>6321009
u-u-um o-oh, w-well i-i see
>>6321017
you're a history major, phien? ^o^ i didn't know that wow
>>6321020
listen to nice music and eat tasty foods imo
i just want to be held
>>6321020
*holds*
>>6321014
Yw. I do think you'll be ok
>>6321020
I play games
Mostly FPSs
They piss me off just enough to a point where I forget my problems and my stress is melted away
i.e. Overwatch
>>6321026
thank you
I just feel gross af today :c
>>6321024
I will probs listen to music but no foods, bad for me
>>6321023
wut
thats pretty unlikely anon
pretty sure that would never happen.
>>6321024
I have a Bachelors in English and History, supplemented by pretty extensive classes in International affairs. I am currently getting a Masters in History. its super interesting and I love it, but I am too anxious to network, which makes this hard.
>>6321025
I am pretty sure thats WAY too new for archeology.
tell me a few things about you!
>>6321024
you'll have plenty of time to stutter when you're suffering from over stimulation for hours on end
>>6321031
a-are you telling me i cant crush on you?
>>6321031
>tell me a few things about you!
I? You know me, you have me on skype.
>>6321024
!!!
Are you a nerd too perhaps?
I posted this photo yesterday but I'm reposting because I actually see a girl in it and this is really fucking weird senpai
>>6321037
When did Maddie become so much more girly?
>>6321035
i know you're not gross though
>>6321039
What is happening @_@
>>6321040
How can you be so sure?
>>6321033
OH, I thought you were another anon trying to trick me!
obviously you could, Id just be really suprised if you were D:
>>6321034
OH I DIDNT REALIZE!
now I know tho!
welcome :3
>>6321043
no im just another anon trying to trick you
>>6321029
why is foods bad? food is good!!! i'm eatin breakfast rn.
>>6321031
what are you gonna do when it comes to a job do you think? that's so awesome!!
>>6321032
U-U-UM
>>6321036
a little bit, y-e :c
>>6321037
you look qt bb!!
>>6321042
its my psychic power! im positive!
>>6321045
P O R T L A N D
O
R
T
L
A
N
D
>>6321045
T-thank >.<
>>6321051
ok but you're still a nongross cutie c:
>>6321045
Why sadface, you just said being nerd is fun! 3:
>>6321053
you can't say that without seeing me
>>6321056
psychic power ;)
>>6321043
I wondered if you would realize who I am :)
>>6321049
>>6321032
>>6321009
lmfao
GO TO BED
>>6321045
>i'm eatin breakfast rn.
whatcha eatin
>>6321056
You post cute anime girls, there's no way you're not cute.
>>6321054
Oh my god did the mspaint anon get a trip
how to quit mtfg?
>>6321064
cant =(
>>6321062
:3c
>>6321064
it's a powerful drug, cold turkey is the only way
>>6321057
Well, can't argue with that
>>6321061
hmm
I heard the opposite
>>6321068
good *hugs*
List straight trips so I can uncover the identity or at least narrow down this crush of anons.
>>6321066
Do me do me!
>>6321049
i-in due time
>>6321050
<3
>>6321051
you can still eat food as long as it's not packed with calories!
>>6321054
i-dk ppl make fun of nerds desu
>>6321059
LMAO
>>6321060
a hardboiled egg and two waffles with lots of water ^_^
i need to go to the grocery store soon as well, i ran out of fruits other than apples and one peach.
i feel sick whenever i eat meat or processed foods now t b h ...
>>6321064
anon and mtfg: the song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29PSPafL54o
>>6321074
the crush of anon is kit
there you go
>>6321066
My smile is unreversible
>>6321044
ha I knew it! you big meanie
I am kinda glad though, means the original anon doesnt have THAT bad of a taste
>>6321045
good question, I really wanna get a PHD (because anything less isnt really worth a lot here) but I probably cant finance it, and the pressure might literally kill me if I get that far. it would be perfect to like, get a masters, get on partial disability for a while, get therapy, get better, and then get a PHD or something, but Idk yet.
if that doesnt work out Id probably want to work in an archive or something, Ive interned at 2 archives before, its a nice job. you get to do stuff thats useful and have enough time to work with the sources to publish your own books, its pretty great, especially in Germany, where everything is full of historical stuff
>>6321074
95% chance it's elanna.
>>6321086
>elanna
>straight
wew
>>6321083
A decent crush! But i counter-crush with elanna!
>>6321076
All the healthy food is gone, my friend
>>6321076
Well we'll just make fun of them back!
>>6321075
As you wish~
omg my feet hurt so bad it hurts to even lay my toes down on the bedding ><;;;
>>6321094
do me!
>>6321084
False!
>>6321094
LOL
>>6321096
I need a face, I've not seen yours before bb~
>>6321101
:3c
>>6321085
that's really awesome phien omg ^__^ i'm kind of dumb when it comes to this stuff, but a PHD exceeds a masters, right?
do you think you could get some kind of scholarship thingy to pay for it?
>>6321087
o-oh. u-um i'm sorry then
>>6321093
o-o-oh
>>6321094
h-ha, ya, t-those non-nerds
>>6321099
LMAO T B H SAME
also wat did u eat for breakfast bb
>>6321103
that works
my face is secret ;0
my brother is right, I'm only ever going to just be a man
I should just shave my head
>>6321104
b-breakfast????
i dont eat anything until like 10-11 am
so far ive just had coffee and water
>>6321092
Huh. I thought you crushed on Anna. The more you know I guess.
Still cute crush Oddish.
>>6321103
quid knows Hebrew?
>>6321105
so was flannel, but trips (by nature) just can't resist attention whoring
>tfw u saw quid's pic
Quid is cute
>>6321114
im afraid the archives work these days so youre not safe anymore, you'll probably have to post a new pic unless you wanna see some old pics
>>6321104
yes, essentially its like
bachelor's (3years) -> master's (+2 years) -> PHD (+2 years) -> PD (rare, dunno if americans have an equivalent for it)
scholarship would probably require me to teach, but I cant do that :<, Id just die.
Ill look into other things, but Idk yet if theres a chance.
>>6321114
>nope never i, not until ffs/somehow i'm a cutie through magic
havent you been on tierlists before? I am pretty sure I know what you look like
>>6321119
List more crushes please.
>>6321114
:3~
>>6321119
Sorry bb
>>6321107
b-but breakfast is the tastiest meal of the day!!
>>6321110
i'm worth the wait tbdesu
>>6321112
h--ha, y-ya, who needs chicks???
>>6321117
why can't you teach? you'd be an amazing teacher!!
>>6321124
i dont like eating too big of a breakfast, it makes me feel bloated too early in the day and makes me sleepy and wanna take a nap.
small breakfast is best for me!
>>6321106
Detransition when? Come on bros let's go lift some weights!
>>6321128
I didn't have a transition
I am just a man
>>6321128
Can you post a pic of yourself pre-ffs? Your ffs look really good btw.
>>6321124
ya! n-nerds before birds amirite?
>>6321124
2much anxiety to even talk to people I dont know tho, let alone teach a whole class v,v
but even if I didnt have that problem, my voice is really weak, its simply not strong enough to teach :<
>>6321124
nigga the best breakfast is toast w/vegemite and cheese
who /extremelysick/ here?
SHOULD I DO IT
I THINK THIS IS SO FUNNY
>>6321138
t a c k y
you're better then this ufufu
i uploaded the unsee and everything, i was all ready to post my face
then this fucking chaser shows up
this is why we can't have nice things
>>6321137
sick of being alone
>>6321134
I want history lessons from Phienchen :c
>>6321137
awww ;~;
get well soon!
>>6321124
C O N F I R M E D F U C K I N G I N A Y E A R
>>6321138
Smh
>>6321132
Right before ffs? Here you go.
>>6321140
S-sorry...working on killing self
>>6321127
i get that ye. but you haven't had any breakfast ;3; coffee does not a breakfast make!!
>>6321133
h-ha, y-ya!!
>>6321134
:c
phien do you think you'll ever be able to get over the anxiety stuff? i get anxiety stuff too, so ye
>>6321135
n-no
>>6321138
i want one omg lmao
>>6321147
w-w-w-w-w-well
>>6321153
yes it is >:c
>>6321138
I imagine ufufu wearing this and stumbling upon a bunch of guys who look at her weirdly and then she runs home
>tfw i drank too much tonight and am going to regret things I've said to people in the morning
oh well at least I'm happy
fuck it
One time chance to see my ugly unshaven mug while i'm moping about losing my B-cups, mildly lewd
http://unsee.cc
/zatisuno
>aand my popularity plummets
>>6321158
>tfw 2 4 0 0 M I L E S
>>6321157
CUTIE!
>>6321153
mhh
I think ffs might make it better, but for it to not be a problem anymore Id either need to get back on drugs, or get extensive therapy, but I dont want to get institutionalized now so idk what to do.
>>6321162
>tfw you will never fuck phienchens national socialist boipucci
>>6321162
Is getting institutionalized the only way you can get therapy? I don't think I could ever do that, sounds too creepy.
for my face pic i am owed one strawpoll
http://www.strawpoll.me/10393820
>>6321159
i think i should get it
>>6321159
shush!!!
>>6321162
do you really have to get institutionalized for therapy?
>>6321137
thats what you get for hanging around girls so much you caught our germs and now you're going to become a girl too
>>6321167
would prone bone
Wait... what happened to Pan?
also um i'm going to need to go back to my hairdresser soon to get my roots done, and i think i might go blonde? like pic related color.
would this be a good idea do you think? am i fucking crazy for changing my hair color this much? lol
>>6321173
she got her dick chopped off and either died or turned cis
>>6321162
How bad is the anxiety? I'm guessing it's bad enough that you can't talk in front of a large audience
>>6321168
nani
>>6321180
lol
i got my bf from literally being the stick thats pissing
>>6321162
I want to be locked in a dark corner somewhere and sedated, left to rot and forgotten
hrt only works for people who are young or intersex
>>6321185
kinky
>>6321187
What do you count as starting at young and what age did you start at?
>>6321176
not yet, its too early, I think its like 10-14 days or something left
>>6321173
she hasnt been here for a few days.
why?
>>6321164
but I hate anal ._.
>>6321166
>>6321169
Ive a really strong urge to selfharm, I just dont atm cause my bf is around me all the time and basically protects me from myself. its still really hard though. if Id get therapy that basically 'opens' everything Ive bottled up for years, its probably going to get so bad that institutionalization would be the only 'safe' way to do this.
At least that was the assessment of my last psych. and I agree desu.
>>6321181
its so bad I can barely talk to people 1on1 irl. some days I cant even talk to my bf without hyperventilating. luckily he understands my signs most of the time v_v
quid is now confirmed to truly be best girl
may she bless us all with her magic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ-w2q85vfM
People in here really need to DO something instead of complaining (I included)
>>6321185
gross
>>6321194
i'll DO you~
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3ldkNCzPLE
n-nvm i'm just gonna go blonde ok ty
>>6321194
You mean "me included" or "including me"
>>6321191
You make me sad wow, never encountered a person with this high anxiety. Maybe you should get institutionalized after all.
Hope you eventually get better.
>>6321191
That's terrible
*hug*
I hope you can beat this somehow :c
>>6320627
I went ft after three months, but some might not feel confident enough at that point, I'd say there isnt exactly a time frame, but the sooner you start, the sooner it gets easier.
>>6320628
I do know what you look like, and my advice is still to go for it.
>>6320631
the thing is, theres a difference between just getting a haircut and coming out and saying 'this is who i am, deal with it'. Yeah, you'll get shit for it, because thats what school is like, but it'll die down, and im sure you'll have people who will support you through it.
>>6320635
Not really, because that's kinda rare, I've been ft for four years now, and if i went boymode, im still pretty sure i'd get gendered as a man. also you dont get the much needed practice of mannerisms, and interactions and feedback.
>>6320655
Common pitfalls are that either you get used to the routine of dressing like a boy, and find it very hard to break the cycle, you wont talk, interact or approach social situations like a typical female would, which will cause a rift in how you look and act.
and also there's the fact that you might never pass as a female in boymode.
i know more than 7 people saw that stuff http://www.strawpoll.me/10393820
http://www.strawpoll.me/10393820
>>6321192
no... i will bless you though
>>6321199
Blonde is good! What's your current hair colour??
>>6321197
And when did you start?
>>6321207
i'm currently rocking this like gingery hair color desu
sooo should i sleep or should i practice voice a bunch
>>6321213
I honestly thought you were in your late 20s
>>6321215
post vocaroo
>>6321212
Well now you know
>>6321208
yesss!
>>6321211
oo that's nice~!
>>6321212
o-ok
>>6321215
sleeptalk so you can get both done at once!
>>6321199
I love blonde
P I C S
>>6321202
I also have good days though, its just really bouncy. maybe its connected to feeling all emotions very strongly?
I am sorry to make you sad though, that wasnt my intention!
>>6321204
I dunno, half the time I am sure I am just a stupid faggot who should just shut up and start functioning. at least my uni attendance is above 70%. all classes I skipped, I skipped cause I couldnt handle going out though.
>>6321209
she posted on discord like 4 hours ago. she seems okay.
>>6321216
no you didn;t I'm 32
I look at least 40
Help i don't know what hairstyle to go for
>>6321223
That's an impressive attendance rate for someone like you
Keep it up c:
>>6321229
I'm 0 months so I'm the one who's not good enough :c
>>6321224
Don't tell me what I think
You probably only look that old because you're always sad
>>6321230
Ikr, my attendance this semester was barely 50% and I don't even have anxiety I am just lazy.
>>6321222
i like it, but ginger fades so fast. my hair is like a super light gingery blonde at this point lol
>>6321223
i want like pic related methinks? maybe lighter but idkkkk
>drikn a 375 ml bot of rum in 30 mimnutes
fuck
>>6321237
Edie, help.
Throw a couple of ideas of hairstyles to go for, I have an appointment in two hours and i have no idea what i want. Please
>tfw I spent all day reading mein kampf
>>6321237
true say. blonde should look great though, i mean you basically always look good so~
>>6321243
>>6321243
I got up to the bit where he lives in Vienna
then I had to return it
>>6321223
>I am sorry to make you sad though, that wasnt my intention!
Don't be, I just genuinely wish you manage to overcome your issues because you seem like a sweet person overall.
Why does losing in this game anger me so? Is it because every loss isnt a fight but usually a straight up stomping?
>>6321234
>Don't tell me what I think
I'm sorry
>>6321232
We could grow up together and become the perfect girl couple.
>>6321242
what's ur facial shape?
>>6321244
w-well idk about alwayss. idk if i should go for a lighter blonde tho? light blonde is so youthful and carefree
>>6321152
Dew it.
What does everyone wear at home only? I wear a big shirt advertising my hometown. Cut Bank, pop. 3000 or something. The shirt is so large i just wear it like a dress. I used to wear done gym shorts under but this shirt is seriously so large i just don't have to
>>6321251
This looks almost like dota but somehow...more inferior...
How to stop being jealous of shorties?
>>6321259
>anything being inferior to a MOBA
>Comparing an FPS to dota
Its too early for your crap Oddish.
>>6321260
Remember that you can reach high places easily and that you can bully them around if you wish.
>>6321260
just remember that we can't reach anything and i need to sit on a pillow to drive and i cant reach the breaks so im at a higher risk of dying in an automobile accident for being 5 foot flat
>>6321230
I dont want to fail ;~;
Ive never failed a class before, and I dont want to start in my last year v_v
also, I dont have to talk to anyone in class (and I generally dont) so its not that hard.
>>6321237
yes, defo go for a blonde thats natural, it shouldnt look too fake
>>6321249
thank you <3
I am trying :3
>>6321259
>Mobas
>better than anything
HAHAHAHA
Mobas are the dumbed down version of RTS with a massively reduced skillceiling
>>6321260
Find someone taller than you.
>>6321257
Uhh Diamond-ish? I think.
also i think an ash blonde would look great on you.
but not too grey ish.
>>6321268
How are you 5 foot?
Who needs brakes when you are cute?
>>6321251
because you need to git gud
>>6321271
Being on the internet is autistic.
>>6321266
I already did that though, im looking for a change.
>>6321270
What kinda classes do you take? They're history related right? What kinda assignments do you get?
Am I cute?
how do I sober up if I cant sleep and I have no crackers?
>So tired can barely keep eyes open.
>Awareness that the only thing keeping you awake is all of the energy drinks, caffeine, and pop you've been drinking.
>Is gonna sleep like the fucking dead when I get home.
I only have 3.5 more hours of this shit and right about now I wonder if I'll even make it to the end of shift without passing out.
I'll do my best
>>6321272
There aren't many ;_;
I feel like a freak
>>6321276
being indecisive as fuck is not a good way to live.
>>6321260
We usually can't be fashion models because we're short. Stav is 5'11 I think.
>tfw will never be like stav
>>6321287
Hey, I'm still waiting on the Poowich and the Poosta
>>6321281
Yep. - anon
>>6321274
i dont know, cruel prank or something
being cute doesnt help me not die
>>6321291
I'm 5'11" (I hope I've stopped growing now)
So many shorties, is mtfg just naturally short or am I just too tall?
>tfw listening to pink floyd and drawing with your qt
>>6321296
I am 5'9 and there are other pretty tall trips in here too.
>>6321280
usually its presentations + writing papers. I survived last term by taking a bunch of xanax for every presentation. I am out now though, and I cant get new stuff, and I have a presentation in a month. if I fail it, I fail all classes.
I have no solution for that yet. I am contemplating asking the prof to give me another assignment instead, but idk if thats smart.
papers are usually 20-40 pages long.
classes are history related, I took 19th, 20th century, and ancient history.
my last paper was about german economic expansion into the ottoman empire between 1888 and 1914 as well as the international and internal struggle about influence, money and power projection in the middle east during the time.
this term I have a class on genocide and the history of racism in europe, one higher level class about genocide, some stuff on colonial age and a lecture on political ideas (which isnt for history, but rather a polscie additional class)
>>6321296
/mtfg/ isn't naturally short I don't think, it's just that my father married a midget and I grew up on rice.
>>6321301
ps feathers are REALLY hard to draw o_o
>>6321300
Advice taken
>>6321296
I'm 6'2"
You aint tall.
>>6321302
5'9 ish here myself.
I think that's about the median height of most mtfg.
I wish I wasn't literally bad at everything
I wish I wasn't a man
I wish that anyone cared
I wish that when I get to sleep I don't wake up
goodnight
