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Previous thread >>6296766
how are u /mtfg/
how was ur day?
You're a big guy
>>6297535
>>6297537
dont do it. have a cheese toasty or otherwise delicious snack
>>6297536
not for me
>>6297537
why dont u just do it
gl anon
REEEEEEEEEEEEEPOSTING in new thread
okay so I've got a few properties I'm thinking of checking out
I've got the numbers but now I realise idk what they're gonna ask me or what info or documentation I'll need, being a first-time renter. also I'm terrified they'll get impatient because I'm so bad at understanding people on the phone. anyone here got experience as a first-time renter?
>trannies
https://youtu.be/eJjtZ0IJIEA
HAHAHAHAHA
>>6297535
Really weird so far. Nothing has even happened my head is just being weird.
>>6297535
It was fine. I finally know how a traditional Thai massage feels and how century eggs taste. Except for sexual stuff, I'm pretty much a try everything once kind of woman.
>>6297524
i do too.................... > >
>My friends get to see the partner mess with me sometimes because they want to make me more comfortable with pda... and they are all surprised at how I respond every time.
lmao what??? they want to make you more comfortable with pda so they're having ur partner be affectionate to you in front of them...? isnt that just like... them forcing u into exhibitionism LOL
>>6297527
b-b-b-but
but ;__________;
>>6297520
i have a large jaw
>>6297541
No one fucking cares you retarded autist
>>6297520
>tfw huge jaw
Rip me
>>6297545
>i have a large jaw
compared to a mouse, maybe
>>6297545
go back 2 ur social cocktail bro
go on
git
look at this food
it looks
gross
>>6297534
>You're not cis. Even if you can be happy with living in your assigned gender, it's still going to suck sometimes. Sometimes for unrelated reasons, and other times because you're trans.
I don't buy it
>>6297545
>them forcing u into exhibitionism
HOT tbqh
>>6297545
>i have a large jaw
idk if it's noticeable? you have big cheeks and a tiny chin
>>6297546
I care
>>6297550
>I'm the worst off ever WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW
>>6297555
When are you killing yourself my man?
yo a butterscotch cat's visiting my balcony! finally, i'm glad i got up
>>6297560
can i ask you a question?
>>6297551
it looks delicious !!!!!!! i love avocado + tomato
>>6297550
i mean it is NOT small
that and orbital rims are the 2 things that i really want ffs in order to deal with
>>6297553
i agree ;______;
>>6297554
nawwww dat aint true tho
>>6297562
k
we official oldefag thread
>>6297530
not them but me plz
>>6297541
They will have had many first time renters before you. Don't worry.
>>6297561
surprise kitties are best kitties. Pics plz ;~;
>>6297563
fair enough
at least yours isn't nearly as long-set as mine
>>6297566
You should do it as soon as possible.
>>6297563
I like your tattoo
>>6297568
I'm going through private listings instead of estate agents though, 'cause they're like half the price
>>6297566
if you aint dyin
quit yer cryin
work at it, you're not without potential
>>6297552
You don't buy that you can't cure yourself of a condition that shows strong signs of being partially neurological and has been pretty much immune to resolution through any means that have been tested outside transition just by wanting it cured?
It's your life, and if you think what you're doing will lead to a happier and more fulfilling life than transition was going to, more power to you. But you can't wish this away.
>>6297545
It's mostly just cuddling while watching movies, kissing sometimes, and occasional ass grabbing and biting. The biting is the most exhibitionist one since I have a very hard time controlling my voice when I get bitten.
Though, the other day when it was just one other person in the room beside my partner, they started grabbing my legs and held the up and started dry humping me... and that was the most awkward thing they've done so far... And I was telling them to stop but they didn't stop immediately because I sounded too girly for them to stop until I pushed them off.
That's a thing with me that I didn't know... I sound like a girl when lewd things happen to me.
Before, I would only sound like a girl when I've been practicing or singing in the car for a while, or if I've had a coughing fit and my throat gets raspy.
>>6297537
I love that picture
what do i do now that i'm a normal person who wakes up in the morning and eats breakfast?
>>6297573
failing at drowning myself and being in stinging burning throat and lung pain kind of put me off the idea of doing anything except opiates OD or nitrogen exit bag, both of which require prep time and money
>>6297535
>look like girl
>cold weather
>antidepressants help me say focused on vidya
p gud
>>6297547
>tfw ffs won't do enough to make you pass
>tfw you won't make it even of you do everything right
>>6297583
but if you throw him out the plane he'd die.....
right?
i guess unless he was a "big" guy.... or something
you think it'd be painful then?
>>6297585
while you're earning money
save up for ffs
>>6297585
I hope you get beheaded by muslims hon
>>6297584
Go for a walk and bask in the sunlight. It's what I'd be doing today if not for work.
>>6297591
>>6297584
Yoga in the park is the logical next step. You know you want to.
Aww Im going to egypt in 24 days ;___;
im gonna die or something ;____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________;
>>6297594
>having enough money left over after rent, bills and food costs to save up for anything as a young and disabled person in 2016, Tory Britain
yeah
that's gonna be a problem
>>6297579
Doesn't mean that all cases are due to neurological factors or that no case can possibly be resolved with anything except transition. There are people who claim to have cured themselves of dysphoria and detransitioned successfully, and there are people who are able to manage fine in the first place without transition, just therapy and so on.
I'm not wishing anything away either, i'm trying things that may help.
>>6297589
>pass and get gendered female
>complain about not passing
ONE OF THESE DAYS
>>6297563
idk, i don't see it but idk. :/ pls make sure they don't fuck up your face. i saw an ffs doctor at a hotel once and even i was surprised by how much they wanted me to get pretty much everything.
>>6297603
but Carol, aren't all the nasty muslims already here in Europe? why aren't you dead already?
>>6297609
no bully
>Tfw can't make my voice manly enough to pass for my legal boy name and people on the phone are always really confused and make me answer 1000 security questions when I just want internet support
>>6297584
Go back to bed and wait for lunch?
>>6297606
>me
>passing
>ever
You can get gendered female and still not pass.
>>6297614
>You can get gendered female and still not pass.
>tfw 7 months in and still a manly faggot in every aspect apart from tits
>>6297617
It's called people clocking the obvious tranny and being polite, happens to me all the time!
>>6297596
b-but then what? d-do i just...keep walking?
>>6297600
that would make me a little toooo white for my comfort zone i think idk
>>6297614
b-but i don't wanna just sleep all of the time ;__;
>>6297617
in all fairness she's right, but it's incredibly unlikely lol
>>6297620
>tfw obvious tranny and everyone knows even when I hide tits
HOW
>>6297622
You could also take up a useful hobby... Leathercraft , sewing, jewelry making, perfumery, DIY cosmetics...
>>6297596
>sunlight
I'm terrified of sunlight. I don't leave the house without factor 50 even when it's raining
>>6297628
>"I'm terrified of sunlight."
>Not being tan af
WEEEEEEEEEEEAK, YOU ARE WEAK!
>>6297620
Same tho.
Carol wants to cuddle :3
>>6297630
>having skin
THE FLESH IS WEAK!
dis potion will make you a girl :DDDDD
>>6297624
kill me yourself you fucking pussy
>>6297626
wait
is perfumery like a real hobby?? cause that sounds kind of legit lmao
is playing pokemon a lot a hobby...
>>6297628
my thoughts exactly lmao
>>6297632
*cuddles*
>>6297636
<3 :3
>>6297633
It's cute tho~
>>6297620
E P I C
>unironically being mentally ill
kys degenerates
>>6297641
>kys
fat
>>6297614
stop saying all this about yourself :(
>>6297644
i'd wager that if one is fat they should similarly kill themselves............
>>6297644
no fatshaming carol, I used to be 13.75 stone or something AND JUST LOOK AT ME NOW :D
>>6297632
read trip
>>6297634
You liar :D
That just grows you a benis :DD
>>6297635
Well, I can think of at least three hobbies revolving around perfumery: collecting bottles, collecting perfumes themselves and custom perfume making. I'm not a collector but except for a few Guerlain and Serge Lutens old favorites, I only wear my own personal scents. It's a rather involving hobby.
And I guess collecting pokemons isn't very different from any other collection other than the potential resale value.
>>6297628
ya i want to live somewhere having a parasol wouldn't make me look weird.
>>6297650
:3
*cuddles*
>>6297584
idk
morning cam show while you exercise?
>tfw managed 5 hours sleep in a row.
I'm exhausted and probably sick and my parents are mad about something
>>6297649
You look awful hon
>>6297659
aw no ;____;
I wish i could help ;~~;
>>6297642
i will never age for the blood of the men who dare look into my eyes shall forever sustain my eternal life
also sunscreen
>>6297651
hm. ye idk i prob shouldn't be collecting things and stockpilin stuff when i'm planning on moving soon lol. i'll stick to the pokemon i guess.
i should prob get my nails done too tho.
>>6297656
idk i've thought about working earlier in the day but i have no idea who would show up since it'd be so much earlier than normal lol
maybe i will try it tho? it'd def give me more free time during the day idkkk
>>6297659
did they catch u doing something naughty?
>>6297617
People are nice for the cool liberal points of being nice to an obvi tranny.
>>6297619
Ayyy same tbqh.
>>6297620
This is p much the same for me.
>>6297622
Uhhh, start playing an mmo with a large timesink?
>>6297634
>ywn have the potion
fuggggggg
>>6297641
Tbqh life is an eric meme in general.
>>6297645
I'll stop when it's not true senpaitachi.
>>6297635
>kill me yourself you fucking pussy
w-we could just get hobbies? Although I suppose knife fighting is a hobby, of sorts.
>>6297660
oh nooo, I thought I looked fabulous and now you've brought my self-esteem down a peg or two, this is such a fucking revelation to me, tell me again to make sure it sticks.
>>6297667
seriously im worried about you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHuI_FWCoPU
POST WHAT YOU'RE LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW MTFG
>>6297671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zcb1ZN7Jo_4
>>6297605
>>6297605
>There are people who claim to have cured themselves of dysphoria
Who claims this?
>detransitioned successfully
Although I've seen this multiple times, but only out of people who pursued a standard transsexual transition for a time before determining a way to express their gender/sex that better suited them.
>people who are able to manage fine in the first place without transition, just therapy and so on.
The so on tends to be the rub. Recall that the therapists themselves have been made to admit that, in isolation, their service has proven unable to resolve the matter.
>I'm not wishing anything away either, i'm trying things that may help.
Hopefully they will? You're already a sight more impressive than the woman who liked to wear pants and play with boys as a kid, but grew up to identify as a woman and claims that this was her perfect defeat of gender dysphoria.
But ignoring the sidetrack, it really doesn't necessarily follow that if you can be happy most of the time, you won't ever be unhappy.
>>6297671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Yhyp-_hX2s
>>6297671
optimism
https://youtu.be/CrWguQuGpqg
>>6297667
The less I browse this hon general the more I feel like I pass, maybe you should try it too because I think you do pass.
>>6297671
https://youtu.be/usHC-O1BPCM
>>6297667
ya but if i do that then i'll like literally never work again lmao ;__; i get easily addicted to mmo's desu
>>6297668
meet me at midnight, dressed all in black
we're gonna have ourselves a good ol knife fight
>>6297671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xTqI-hYYnko
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4pF_-GsfCI
Tfw started red pill ikuhara anime
>>6297677
Repression Gen
tho desu I'm listening to it tuned to 432Hz for some really stupid reasons
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPEwjOH8e6c
>>6297677
Haha you don't pass and are being gatekept!
>>6297683
What stuff :? ;___;
>>6297684
I don't think they're any more credible than gendertrender, even if they are substantially less malicious.
>>6297535
Mildly sleepy, but migraine. Also back hurts...
>>6297563
>avocado + tomato
I don't think I've ever had the two of them together. What's it like?
>>6297666
>666
It just popped into my mind. I'm not sure what I'd do if I could actually get up in the morning an properly function. I'm not sure I've done that at any point in the past 30 years. I'm a true night owl born of a true night owl.
>>6297671
The birds outside. Tweet! Tweet! they go complaining at the cat.
>Tfw you have a dream about your highschool prom date
It's time to go back. To being a man. That felt too normal
>>6297691
you've never had guacamole?
or avocado on a BLT?
or avocado on a salad?
or...........
>>6297671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-RVJyNpfDk
#aestheticgoals
>>6297683
>Fuck no I'm not a degenerate like you
WELL MAYBE THAT'S WHY THEY'RE UPSET
>>6297691
same lol i'm just like....wtf do i do now.... life is so strange for me rn desu. also my progesterone drunk is lowkey fucking me up, so idk
a hobby could be nice tho
>>6297689
They woke me up early this morning because they were mad at me last night but won't tell me why, and they want me to mow the lawn at one of my dad's rental houses because the tenets haven't been doing it and my dad wants to get a load of dirt delivered to even out the backyard where it's washed out and have me move it all around
They had already ruined my plans for the day by making me be responsible for being home so some guy can install a new stair railing and I still have my own job of tutoring in the late afternoon
>>6297677
>Recall that the therapists themselves have been made to admit that, in isolation, their service has proven unable to resolve the matter.
I mean, no. There are lots of people who manage fine without transitioning, with only therapy, or occasionally crossdressing, stuff like that. It depends how bad it is and what will make you feel comfortable.
>it really doesn't necessarily follow that if you can be happy most of the time, you won't ever be unhappy.
not what i said
>>6297699
Aww ;_____;
I hope it works out for you <3
>mfw I can't stop posting to take a shower
>>6297670
dw about me. Like, I'm fine emotionally, for the most part, and even with physical it's primarily appearance probs.
>>6297671
https://youtu.be/WW7_Olx3-CM
>>6297680
I'd just end up on /r9k/ if I left this general. That would be even worse I think lol.
>>6297681
Work is lame senpai! MMOs make you cool!
Try doing the /daily/ album stuff? That's how I wasted time a few years ago.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mw_HKzo9Ync
The end is coming. You will know true fear
>>6297704
>MMOs
I played trial version of WoW once but got bored
>>6297710
;______;
repost
http://www.strawpoll.me/10355785
>>6297714
>mtfs on top
transbian life here i come
>>6297613
Tell them you want to use your preferred name on your account.
>>6297617
I think I'm stuck there. 25 months in and meh...
>>6297653
They are great on a hot summer day. I have a few huge umbrellas I can be seen walking around the farm under. People wonder how my skin stays so white as a farmer. I do everything I can to keep the sun off.
>>6297605
Still many that detrans, retrans... It just fucks them up looks wise.
>>6297695
>guacamole
avoided it... I'm not one for cold mush foods. I got sick from a potato salad when young so I avoid them.
It's the combination of the two. I guess I've tasted guacamole many years ago. I'll try it again.
>tfw news is trauma reminders again.
Turned it off.
>>6297704
Have fun ;)
>>6297525
This has to be oddish doing
>>6297525
>>6297726
>>6297728
>He
>>6297714
>once you add up cis guys, femboys and ftms, it outnumbers mtfs and cis girls
I was pretty surprised until I realised it's just because there are three 'guy' options vs two 'girl' options desu
>>6297563
What did you tattoo on your arm
>>6297728
who
>>6297584
Normie get out Reeeeee
>>6297732
no love for ftms tho :\
>>6297714
tfw everything except cis dudes
>>6297740
I voted for ftms desu
all I require is a beard like this to brush against my face and I'm down for anything desu
One week shy of 5 months self medicating, and I have finally received bloods back.
Estradiol 699 pmol/L (190pg/ml)
Testosterone <1 nmol/L (<30ng/dl)
So, so relieved.
>>6297743
I want the d tho ;-; but desu I'd probably be able to make it work with one.
If your tiddies arent at least this big you might as well give up on ever getting a man.
>YFW Sass announces that Sass is back in the thread
Hey sluts! How is today shaping up?
As for me I woke up and weighed myself and I'm still a 200 lb. landwhale.
>>6297747
>tfw no breasts
;_________________________________________;
>>6297743
>Tfw boyfriends stubble digs into my shoulder while he is biting my neck
He calls me weird because I keep rubbing his stubble with my hands, it feels so prickly and nice ;;
>>6297747
but I have one and mine are small. he likes them because it's easier to tweak my nips under my shirt and make me completely lose my mind
>>6297564
>posting akibaranger
Trash detected
>>6297709
It's p sun at max level. Blizz doesn't care about 1-100 desu.
>>6297740
ftms are p fucking based.
>>6297747
Good thing I gave up :^)
>>6297753
O
M
F
G
I WANT THIS SO BAD
>>6297756
b-but its soooooo boring
>>6297728
Yeah, whatever...
You know, he's a lot more egalitarian than you think. He accepts us and tells you to also.
>>6297732
Biased poll.
>>6297740
They do get the short shift. I've liked many if they stay in shape and have a nice personality. Same for cis men. Cis boys need not apply.
>>6297743
I kinda like the merging of masculine and feminine features.
>>6297744
Nice numbers...
What are you taking, and how?
>>6297746
I want a pussy so I can properly take the D. I'm not an anal fan.
>>6297747
(pic)
I'd rather have a girl... Breast size isn't that important to me. Just that they are there.
>>6297753
I think we're programmed for it. I like it on a guy who smells of T, but not on a girl or me.
>>6297750
You can play with mine~
>>6297756
Self-loathing doesn't exist when you know it's true
>>6297756
ya ftms are great. I just couldn't imagine being in a sexual relationship with one but I think if it happened I'd be okay with it
>Blizz doesn't care about 1-100 desu.
blizz doesn't care about wow at all anymore. it's all about overwatch and d3 seasons
>>6297753
>tfw you catch him shaving and you realize you're going to lose your stubble toy for a few hours
;-;
>>6297762
>I want a pussy so I can properly take the D. I'm not an anal fan
good point. I guess in the future I would completely prefer cis boys but not until srs. as it is right now it's borderline a sexless relationship without one.
>>6297755
I am
>>6297772
>>6297763
b-but i want my own
>______________________________<
>>6297770
Ping Pong is so good. I want a wenge bf.
>>6297747
I like butts more
>>6297772
>Only like 1 hour lmao fucking greek genetics he is so hairy
guh so jealous
I think he's learned how much I like it tho so he uses an electric shaver which always leaves a lil stubble for me to rub
>>6297756
legitimate FtMs, are based as fuck and a world apart from the non-dysphoric tumblr-youtube trenderqueers
>>6297762
>Nice numbers...
>What are you taking, and how?
forgot to trip on
i'm currently taking monthly subcutaneous maintenance depot injections of firmagon (80mg degarelix acetate)
and weekly subcutaneous depot injections of progynon (10mg estradiol valerate)
i know progynon is meant as IM not SC but i found it extremely difficult to do IM and heard a handful of reports of yuropoors taking IM preps subcutaneously under guidance of an endo.
my bloods were taken about mid-month in terms of degarelix, and on the 6th day of my weekly estradiol. i think i might be on too high a dose of estradiol.
>>6297776
I am a master on all things "kinomatographique"
>>6297769
>sexless
Plenty of other ways... ;)
>>6297714
>almost everybody likes cisguys, mtfs, cisgirls, femboys.
>but only a minority likes ftms at all
FTMS
B T F O
T
F
O
>>6297653
I just want to live somewhere where people don't call me a faggot and openly laugh at me ;~;
>TFW nobody cares that Sass is back
Life is dukkha
>>6297783
well yeaaah.. :)
but is all that really sex? unless its penis in something I just consider it foreplay. nothing wrong with that tho. still feels really good for both of us
>>6297790
Sass pls
>>6297789
<3 U..is it going bad? ;_;
>>6297750
>>6297754
>>6297756
>>6297762
>>6297777
Dont take it too seriously lassies.
>>6297790
hi sass :)
>>6297790
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1a80X-rqiTY
>>6297790
Everything is Dukkha
Life is Dukkha
Death is Dukkha
Pleasure is Dukkha
>>6297782
>kinomatographique
I'm sorry, this meme is too advanced for me trashy.
>>6297799
Come on kiddo don't you study art
>>6297794
It's fine! It's just a regular thing now. Which is weird because I'm in permaboymode
![[SCREAMS EXTERNALLY].gif](https://i.imgur.com/xXgEA3a.gif "[SCREAMS EXTERNALLY].gif")
>>6297782
>>6297799
>kinomatographique
>>6297774
You're cute and will find a cute bf too tho
>>6297793
Best anon with best memes detected! <3 u
>>6297792
>MFW Bill Clinton is chasing trannies on mtfg
Shouldn't you be like campaigning for Hillary, also, do you want a trans intern?
>>6297803
I don't study art well enough to know whether that's a meme image or not
![[HorribleSubs] Subete ga F ni Naru - 05 [720p].mkv_snapshot_03.17_[2016.02.16_10.18.49].png](https://i.imgur.com/XBk1HmU.jpg "[HorribleSubs] Subete ga F ni Naru - 05 [720p].mkv_snapshot_03.17_[2016.02.16_10.18.49].png")
>>6297807
Go back to your quip joints
>>6297813
it's definitely a mememage.
>half past two in the afternoon
>already struggling to keep my eyes open
proper sleep patterns when?
>>6297812
>>MFW Bill Clinton is chasing trannies on mtfg
lmfao
idkk it's just how I feel. I'm still a virgin in my mind no matter how sexual I've been with my bf
>>6297813
>Pacific Time
>Kinography
This is seriously bad bait.
>>6297781
SC may attenuate the dose of E. It may absorb into the fat it's injected into. Different drugs vary in how they react to being in fat versus muscle. I always found SC harder than IM. I give both to cattle all the time. At 6th day, that may be high if it is weekly, pretty good for 10-12 day. You really need just before, and mid dose numbers for injections. I used SL pills, and a couple hours after taking I'm in the 400-700 pg/ml, and down under 120 just before taking a 2mg pill. I want implants, but cost and no FDA approved ones for E. Just T.
>>6297789
iktf I love in rural IA. Many are good, but a few really suck big time.
>>6297792
If I or my partner orgasms, it's sex...
>tfw sleepy again.
>>6297823
wow get taste any time
Do I pass?
this progesterone has me so fucked up and i just miss my girlfriend so fuCKING MUCH WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKFSIDHFDSOIHFI
>>6297825
>If I or my partner orgasms, it's sex...
Just not stereotypical het sex. I had a break up because of that. Made a "straight" terf feel like a lesbian. Well, that's how she put it...
Christine is back........
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJjtZ0IJIEA&
>>6297831
Not as well as I do...
>>6297825
>At 6th day, that may be high if it is weekly, pretty good for 10-12 day.
>You really need just before, and mid dose numbers for injections.
Yeah, i got my mid-dose for the degarelix, and just before for the estradiol. so i'd say the estradiol is high for weekly dosing.
so do you think i should spend a bit of time taking the estradiol every 10 days instead of every 7, and then get another just-before blood reading?
>>6297831
no, and everyone is tired of your shit. you're like, so close to getting stabbed. grow the fuck up.
>>6297831
What is that on your chin
I wish I knew what's actually wrong with my body
Hi mtfg <3
>tfw you were such a magnificent femboi that your bf just made you a god.
>>6297844
Knowing the Maya is Dukkha
>>6297846
Hi friend
>>6297833
Oh boy I can't wait to add that into my clusterfuck of a mental landscape.
>>6297850
Meh, you just need more dakka.
>>6297833
;_; i'll cry with you E! It's 2 sad.
>>6297828
Trashy are you related to Rab and Ryan from videoGaiden?
>>6297852
i meaaannnn lootss of peoplee are fineeeee but idkk
the progesterone drunk is one thing, but because i have low testosterone i literally get every effect pregnant cis women do
which includes apparently psychosis and an inability to do a goddamn thing and horrifying lucid dreams
welcome to being a tranny
>>6297857
;______; I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO TALK TO HER MUCH IN LIKE 2 DAYS I MISS HER SO MUCH LIKE WTF SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME
i just wanna wake up with her every day and marry her alreadyyyy
>>6297855
I don't want to go to Nubia
>>6297850 #
With knowledge and acceptance of maya, you can begin your journey!
>>6297866
hahahhahhah sounds like me on my period woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ;-;
do you get irritable too?
>>6297836
she's actually lost it
>>6297866
Wait until you get high prolactin on top of that. Spontaneous lactation is nowhere near as fun as it sounds. And I'm beginning to be really familiar with it...
>>6297866
Well I got no alcohol so maybe I'm fine. I have no idea what my testosterone levels are, probs not very much judging by my secks drive and stuff.
>>6297867
I'm working on identifying and experiencing the many types and flavors of Dukkha right now
Unrequited love is my favorite so far
>>6297866
I saw that you're both on busted sleep schedules! She misses you so much as well. ;_; you have to sync up!
It's so sad! ;_;
>>6297851
hello~!
good morning!
>>6297833
Waaah
>>6297877
Why did I think you were in Dublin? Im sorry for not paying attention :(.
>>6297870
umm kind of, i literally screamed cackling at my friend earlier when she was talking about rugs and i had to apologize for being a cunt lmao
i shouldn't be allowed to be around ppl while on prog
>>6297875
ya i already know that feel, i'm ok for now luckilllyyy
>>6297876
no progesterone drunk is a term for the feeling you get being on progesterone in general
the pill makes you feel drunk/high
i naturally have low test and i'm on a high dose of estrogen so idk
>>6297882
I KNOW WE DO UGH i'm just gonnnna stayy awake forever so i can see her ^~~~~^ she's the best u know like the best ever girl in the world
>>6297889
Haha dw it's all good. Though any time I'm in Dublin I'll run into someone I know too lmao
>>6297890
I'd say stop taking it but you need all the help you can get unfortunately.
>>6297890
>no progesterone drunk is a term for the feeling you get being on progesterone in general
>the pill makes you feel drunk/high
So if I take it daily I'm permanently high? Sounds GOAT!
>>6297834
Yep. Still can't understand that attitude, but then religion...
How are ya?
>>6297833
Can you cam from her place?
>>6297840
I don't know. May take a bit of playing around to figure it out. With longer periods there is more chance of dropping off the end. You also possibly could change your dose slightly. I wouldn't worry about high E if it isn't over 1000pg/mL. The body normally can take a lot higher.
>>6297849
I felt like a princess when with my prince. Ooo that was heady.
>>6297877
Bummer... I think I'm to far south in this country. I maybe need to move back to Minneapolis.
>tiny city where everyone knows me.
How about going out in a neighboring city? Takes independent transportation, but... I was able to crossdress in NYC & Europe, but not where my HS and parents were.
>>6297890
>the pill makes you feel drunk/high
sounds awesome
>>6297883
Hey Red! <3 U
>>6297879
The road has 8 paths, eight paths that you must travel simultaneously! Let not maya cloud your mind, as dukkha can also be something to crave and want.
>>6297891
Dye gour hair blonde and then no one will know you! :p.
>>6297890
I just want you to not be sad anymore. ;_;
Maybe you should surprise visit her or something?
Don't stay awake forever tho.That would be scary AF
>>6297900
>How about going out in a neighbouring city?
Yeah. That's the idea really. But I know I'd bitch out because I look like a gorilla on steroids. Also trying to organise time off work with my fiancée is next to impossible
>>6297910
>hi puru~
Hi Red :3
You having a nicer day than yesterday?
>>6297907
I'm swarthy af, blonde would not suit me lmao. I'll stick with Black hair desu
>>6297914
yeah
I get a new shipment of cypro today
>>6297915
you're a cute!
pepe psa
>>6297895
AGREED they don't call it dollface chest for nothing
>>6297896
>>6297903
no, it's actually awful lmao
it's like the feeling of being too drunk or high, i can't function
>>6297900
idk maybe but i don't wanna be like HI I'M COMING OVER RN either lol
>>6297907
idk maybe. it just sucks. i'm in love with her yknow?
like our relationship isn't some random internet thing or something we only express over mtfg or w/e other shit
like i met her irl and fell in love with her irl and all i wanna do is be there for her and with her again but i'm not and it's fucking awful
and what's worse is she's gonna wake up and see this and she might feel sad that i feel sad about missing her so much because she's empathetic like that and amazing but i don't want her to cause i love her and just want her to be happy all the time
Mtf. Just turned 18. Just started (anti androgen) spironolactone a few days ago. Im self medicating. Im taking spiro for a week to test if my body accepts the meds. And its all going well but i do feel a worsening depression. Im not sure if its just because i was happy and excited about starting... but now im back to normal. Or if spiro has a negative affect on me. I really dont want to have to stop my transition right now. Its the only thing i have going for me right now.
>>6297900
I'm doing ok. Bit sad about the Thai parenthesis in my life closing soon. Going back to France to drown again in red tape isn't very appealing... but I guess I have to. There are times like this where I'd fancy a life on the run. Not going to happen. Besides, I need to get more grounded in reality, not escape it. That's why I need someone level-headed in my life.
>>6297920
>tfw not a cute
do you think i could get a terf to kill me in my sleep
>>6297923
that's pretty normal for the first couple weeks until your e levels get up to where they should be. depression is a common symptom of low sex hormone, you need either e or t to function well.
>>6297907
I crave not Dukkha but the truth of Dukkha
To experience the fullness of the human condition in its glory and pain
It is we who cause Dukkha, but why?
>>6297863
Neither :c
hehe~
Ah just came two times in my bed
Time to get up
May shower today. It's been 4 days
>>6297671
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yiMY1OARQU
and when it ends im putting on this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voIprW-gxXk
>>6297934
how about no
>>6297936
iktf
>>6297927
Well, the one I used to sleep with never tried that...
>>6297928
I cant exactly afford blockers and estrogen all at once right now. I was going to savefor a blood test so i can make sure i dont take an ineffective dose, or dangerous dose. So should i stop spiro, or should i be fine for... say, maybe 1-3months on just the blocker
>>6297939
Hi Gem
How's it going?
>>6297941
did you ask
>>6297943
You have to get used to it. Less T will make you feel depressed compared to what you're used to and E doesn't completely offset that.
>>6297918
You're using cypro in states? That's great
>>6297922
>it's like the feeling of being too drunk or high, i can't function
Never even been mildly drunk or high before so it'll be an experience that's for sure :3
>>6297940
I should probably leave the house to get food. I've just been masturbating hunger away
>>6297943
iirc it's fine to be on just blockers for a couple months, just be ready to handle the depression and general tiredness that comes from having no t
where do you live? if in the us have you looked into informed consent clinics? it may be cheaper
