Why am I only attracted to men and their luscious looking dicks until I cum? I then immediately lose interest and am usually disgusted with myself. From total cumslut to 'Oh fuck why did I do this?' in 0.2 seconds.
Really frustrating.
>>6276197
it's the same with any porn for me
>>6276197
you lose sexual desire once you cum
>so then its just shame and self loathing
>try and not beat yourself up about liking cock
>>6276197
God i feel the same way
Masturbate to that delicious smooth boypussy
Then feel guilt and regret when i cum
Perhaps you're just ridiculously horny, to the point that you'll fap to stuff you normally wouldn't?
>>6276197
Sometimes I feel like I just want to please a fuckboy but I don't like dudes.
It is weird as fuck. I am 100% I will pussy out if done irl.
>>6276197
Repression. Normally when guys post "omg am I bi/gay??" stories on this board I say "eh, it's probably just a fantasy, it's whatever." But for this "I only like them until I cum" BS it's repression.
You like men, get over it.
>>6276278
It's not just porn for me. I let guys fuck me until I get off from anal and then I'm left absolutely disgusted with this big ugly thing poking my insides with a sex organ that no longer appeals to me in the slightest. I've always let them finish because really it's my fault for putting myself out there when I know what's going to happen but it's still awful for me.
>>6276295
I have no romantic attachment to men at any stage so I sort of doubt it.
>>6276311
I see. Well, then I don't know what to tell you.
It's the same for straight guys, evolution keeping us from fucking 24/7. Disgust in addition to the loss of interest is probably internalized homophobia.
All horny men are excited by things that disgust them after they've cum. That's an evolutionary reflex to prevent you from dragging your own semen out the vagina you just plowed. Even though you're faggots, you brain still works on the same basis.
>>6276197
When I see a dick from a really femboy I don't see it as an other man dick that would make me cringe.
So thinking about touching it and making it cum would be like masturbation, touching your own dick.
Does this make sense?
>>6276311
Are you me? Same exact feelings
>>6276333
>one of us, no turning back
Sorry, I overreacted in my initial post.
I'm not even gay, I'm a mostly-straight bi. So I don't have any interest in forcing anyone to be gay, and I can easily empathize with how lgbt feelings can be uncomfortable, but I also get frustrated at some of the contorted rationalizations that people put themselves through on this board. I keep waiting for the day when I see the post "Help /lgbt/, I'm really confused, I'm only aroused by having sex with men and I love my boyfriend but I'm a straight guy, can anyone explain this to me?"
I understand that sexuality can be complicated and people can have very peculiar sets of tastes and desires. So I should be less quick to tell people what category their in, but people should also spend less time trying to rationalize things and look for explanations, and instead just accept their sexuality for what it is.
>>6276364
I don't want to suck cocks or get assfucked just fuck the very femboy like it was a female.
>>6276347
When a femboy still has a dick 2 inches longer than you, it's hard to ignore it
>>6276377
This is why I think the romance side and sex drive should be something different. Maybe someone that wants to fuck their dog probably doesn't even ponder even in imagination to be in a romance with the dog. Maybe just wants to fuck it because why not?
>>6276387
I totally understand that, that is why I couldn't do it besides a fantasy.
>>6276377
I just like the idea of a fuckboi fuckbuddy or something. Can not fall in love with, sex is just like sort of hobby activity, you usually make the buddy happy with it. Something like this.
>>6276394
It's not so much feeling ashamed of myself, more revolted by the guy. The 'Oh fuck why?' is based on regret that I am now in this wholly undesirable situation and suddenly very sick to my stomach.
>>6276532
You're a homo if you like letting blokes cream you shitbox. Get over it.
>>6276572
I can't get a word in edgewise with you can I? I'm just trying to get a better understanding of myself, not discredit your fucking identity movement with some internalized repression nonsense or what the fuck ever.
I'll go ask a less pretentious board.
>>6276666
dude wtf do you want people to tell you
you're having consensual sex with men while being a man yourself, you're either bisexual or gay
get the fuck over it
>>6276377
>I'm only aroused by having sex with men and I love my boyfriend but I'm a straight guy
>But im a straight guy
>>6276666
Quads.
Dont listen to the other asshole. You might just be a straight person whos really perverted and addicted to sex, no matter where it comes from. If you're straight then eventually you will probably get over this phase. If you're gay/bi then you will slowly comes to grips with it, and the regret and disgust goes away. I used to have regret and disgust when i would satisfy the gay fantasy and needs. Then slowly but surely i realized i like what i like and to not be ashamed. It gets better anon! good luck to you!
>>6276704
Yeah, that's correct, I am not denying this. I assumed that was a given when I titled the thread 'Homo Cocklust'. Homo is shorthand for homosexual in case that flew over your head.
Now that we've moved past the labels that don't help at all I still have an issue I am trying to resolve.
>>6276377
>I'm only aroused by having sex with men
<straight man
>I love my boyfriend
<straight man
>but I'm a straight guy
<straight man
>>6276748
Ok. You're issue is that you're attracted to men (sexually at least, maybe not romantically) and this brings you shame or discomfort. Once you accept this and learn to accept your desires you'll stop feeling so disgusted after gay sex.
>>6276748
Its possible you're just having sex with guys you're not all around attracted to. Its seems like a lot of guys just hook up for dick, not the actual person, so naturally you're gonna be disgusted when you cum because you're not even attracted to the person fucking you.
I've been bi-curious for years but never acted on it because I refuse to hook up with anyone I'm not seriously attracted to, and its really hard to find guys I'm attracted to.
So you shouldn't feel obligated to fuck guys just because you're bi or whatever, if it doesn't make you happy at the end of the day, then don't do it. Your happiness and well-being is what's most important, not your impulse to fuck men, cause that's really all it is, and just because you have an impulse to do something doesn't mean you have to embrace it. You can accept the fact that you like ice cream or anything else while also totally eliminating it from your life if you think its whats best for you, sexual acts are no different.
tl'dr
Don't view it as "Am I bisexual?" but rather "Is having sex with men gonna make me happy and feel good about myself?"
Past reason hunted, and no sooner had
Past reason hated.
>>6280922
That's completely fucking retarded.
>>6280922
Yeah I'd believe it.
She even talks about cock in the same way someone with ufuflu would.
Im glad im not the only one. I think i have an accute oral fixation, because i love the feeling of phallus-shaped stuff in my mouth, the bigger the better. I like the feeling of gagging on it too.
Thats it though. Im very manly looking with my judge dredd like chin and flat nose so i dont look like some effeminate boy slut.
TLDR: Just shut up, cum in my mouth and fuck off.
>>6276197
Dunno man, though I've found I feel similar after I've cummed to women, so it must be your "rational" mind kicking back in and realizing you might have just over-reacted due to being horny as fuck.
I'm a little like this, questioning or whatever, fairly sure i'm bi.
Honestly i'd like to try, but i'm not sure if i'll ever have the nerve. Really don't want to piss some guy off by having a post hornyhaze freak out or something.
Then again maybe it's something i should get out of my system sooner or later before i turn into a 40 year old super degenerate.
>>6276311
See a psychiatrist
No remorse.
No regrets.
You like cock, society has just made you hate yourself for liking cock, just let it all out and don't give a fuck, I was the same way, but then I came to terms with it myself, and now its awesome, so freeing.
>>6277129
I'm with this anon here.
