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2016-05-23 13:12:21 Post No. 6249767
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2016-05-23 13:12:21
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How do I escape the eternal self-hating circle about wishing to go outside, getting a hobby, getting new friends then subsequently never wanting to go outside, never wanting to show my ugly mug anywhere?
I get that ugly people can get friends too and the "trick" is not to focus on how buttfucking ugly you are and instead enjoy the interaction but the thing is I just can't get over the fact I am a super tall gross ugly manhon mutant with a fag voice and no curves which makes me ashamed of myself because I might scare people. Sure, socializing would help me a bunch but I also realize that no guy will ever think of me in a sexual way and that most people willing to humor me would be careless sociopaths and that I should basically just stop trying and never go outside because gross ugly subhumans like me stay as deep in the sewers as possible which is just common sense.
Ironically only suicidal thoughts would save me and gave my life a happy ending but I have no will to kill myself (although I should) so I am fucked.