Pre-transition stories edition. Post those repression period stories of trying to be a guy and failing horribly at it.
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> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No * actions *
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
Let's do our best, girls!
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>>6217311
>>6219505
*no actions*
WHY
also
Ilu mom <3
tfw you love someone who can't love them-self
>>6219502 #
I'm not even part time. And take my pictures on the way to my minimum wage job :D
>>6219518
*molests you*
xth for perfect boys
>>6219527
Kayla is my dream boy
>>6219524
W-WHAT
anon why
>tfw irrelevant unpopular trip
>>6219505
> No bullying
You're a nerd!
> No hugboxing
You're a highschool homecoming queen
> No * actions *
*actions*
> No tumblr shit
#triggered
> No drama
Elanna I hate youuuu
>>6219528
i'd bonk kayla all day
GOTTA TONK!
Has anyone else watched Girls und Panzer?
>>6219531
(you)
>>6219527
>>6219536
Yus
>>6219505
>tfw I barely have recollection of anything that happened in my childhood
I wish I could tell such stories. they were probably boring tho ;-;
>>6219536
something about little girls touching weapons of war makes me sick. Only because I'm jealous.
where's my tank god damnit.
>>6219531
>tfw tonk
>>6219538
's so gooood.
>>6219532
>*actions*
you have my back, I like that <3
>>6219527
Mark Hamill?
>>6219544
*touches your butt*
>>6219540
I NEEED a BT-7
>>6219545
yes hands off
i think i actually prefer how he looks in RotJ honestly
>>6219549
You need a fucking slap my man.
>>6219530
i don't think it sits very well w/ the buddha's teachings to claim that participation in sex is a skillful act in the practice of buddhism.
it is a poison that breeds unhealthy desires, & sometimes even resentments toward others
>>6219548
w-what are you doing...
>>6219542
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4H70U26HxM
>>6219544
*actions* are subhuman tier compared to /me but that's not an option here
>>6219553
Nuuuuuuu. But tonk!
>>6219505
>First phase was a gangster phase. Super awkward in middle school didn't know what to do.
>used gangsta Asian as my MySpace name
>only 1/8th Japanese
>second phase was a Hollister phase
>third was an emo phase
>fourth was a scene phase
>fifth was a punk phase
>thought I was straight, even though I had a 40 year old guy I would hook up with that bought me girl clothes and shaved my legs
I look back on it all and cringe.
>>6219560
>*actions* are subhuman tier compared to /me but that's not an option here
exactly, we have to take what we can get fempai.
>stopped looking at mirrors for year and a half
>no shaving
>just random hairs here and there
>two 1+ years relationships without sexual intercourse
>looking at transition timelines in arcanine for hours even though they were a dozen pics total.
Hi everyone. Naps are good. Sadly, now I have to change for tonight's performance. So little time.
>>6219560
I have that song on a 10 hour replay. Listening to it while erasing smaller tanks in my KV-2
>>6219559
*licks your eyeball
>>6219505
>>6219505
>be pretty young, 9 or 10ish
>older sister used to dress me up in her clothes and put makeup on me
>both enjoy it
>we used to be really close and friendly
>goes on for a bit
>we start to get older
>she doesn't want to hang out with me as much
>she tells me later on that i'm weird for liking what we did
>tells me i should act more normal, that i should get a gf, ect
>start trying to act more manly
idk why but we used to be really close and she was like my idol. now we are not close at all and i think she actually doesn't like me (or heavily suspect i am gay or something idk)
>>6219518
ilu <3
>tfw no mom + daughter time
Why even life ;~;
Also *teleports to germany*
>>6219532
>breaking all those rules
>bullying me
grace whyyyy
;___;
>>6219539
Idk, doesn't have to go as far back as childhood, I mean the ones sophie posted back last thread happened late teens and were really the reason for this edition.
My stories aren't as cute as those ones though, mostly stuff like having a female friend throw herself at me and just laying there like a board and giving her platonic backrubs, or occasionally sitting on laps
>>6219570
You shouldn't try to impersonate your betters clownface.
>>6219559
>mfw that would probably be Phien's reaction, if any at all, if that happened irl
>mfw it wouldn't be funny erotic but creepy and sadening.
>>6219568
Anon, don't that's unhygienic. You don't wan't Phien-chan to get an eye infection do you?
>>6219572
she doesn't know you're trans?
>>6219522
It's all angles and filters
About two months ago a co-worker came up to me and asked about my transition.
When asking how she knew, she told me it was because of mine masculine face/body.
I asked her what is masculine about them and she ripped me apart
>>6219549
I know its really retarded but if i woke up tomorrow with the lottery jackpot in my back pocket id get one of these.
Reason being i'd have it converted into a partyvan. Id love something like that with a Jacuzzi or a barbecue spit and speakers in the back.
I'd paint it purple.
This isn't a new thing either, it started when I was a kid and there was a presentation in the RAF museum about the vehicles of the wars. I bought a little book at the gift shop and it was my favourite :'c
>>6219584
forgot pic because i'm a retarded
>inb4 not a tank
i love it, okay!
>>6219535
you would bonk a pizza faced rug rat?
6219447 #
Stfu, Hilde is best girl ya cunt. But how'se your day going?
>>6219462 #
>doing d&d
Uuugggghh, why does everyone but me and my friends do that. Ffs, I've always wanted to try it out. What did you do with him when you didn't d&d though?
Also, was the food you had yesterday good?
>What made you stop talking to him?
It was teen loooove. I was young and dumb. And a huge faggot who was really bad with dealing with homosexuality. And the break up was completely unturbulent. I was such a pussy that I just texted him "it's over" and curled up into a ball for several weeks after that. I think he just wanted to go really fast, and instead of telling him to take it slow I jumped ship. But overall... like, physically, I still miss the closeness we shared a few times.
And might just do it after this vacay. I'm almost sure I could get him in bed, because I've chatted witg him on and off the past 4 years and he hasn't exactly been sheepish when it came to relationships. He goes really fast.
Dunno, overall I just also don't want to create false hope. And I'm real scared of fucking up again @_@
>REEEEpost cuz nubread
>>6219582
>When asking how she knew, she told me it was because of mine masculine face/body.
>I asked her what is masculine about them and she ripped me apart
maybe your problem was trying to be stealth. most of the time that's pretty much a meme meant to hurt you more in the long run or justify the neet life.
>>6219580
no i'm not out to anyone in my family, i moved out at 18 and only recently (few months ago) i moved back home to save money for moving to canada. (i'm 23 now and she is 5 years older then me)
out of my 4 siblings we were the closest and now its like we are the least-close ;_;
>>6219589
Yes, time after time.
Without rest and without pause, well my penis would start to ache eventually so maybe some rest.
>>6219567
Godspeed ;_;7
>>6219574
>grace whyyyy
>;___;
y-you were supposed to punish me im sorry
>>6219545
>>6219550
ye i do
>>6219500
yeah buddhism is sort of conservative in a weird way. They have androgynous meditational deities, but at the same time they arent open towards the trans buisness, not even gay things are 100% ok with them. in tibetan buddhism theres alot of mystic things like energy within the body, and that has to do with sex, and cum, cum being a sort of carrier of energy, same as female fluid. During male and female sex theres a sort of spike of energy that if used correctly can free both partners from samsara during orgasm. same thing exists in hinduism
Idk what happens if somone transitions though, cause the whole point of the energy is that the male and female energies join together into a whole.
>>6219572
Kit ;~;
>>6219589
If that's the latest, she turned into a qt
>>6219550
>yes hands off
that's mean
>>6219575
the word betters comes from classes, and literally 0 other people here are rich privileged upper class white alpha males with family heritage like me.
>>6219584
That's a half-track though...
But no if you want a party-van, you need a TOG II. It's so big you can hold a tea-party in it!
>>6219505
I should put up storytime, huh...
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1RMvMrKbDe5AleTPjIX-xJTKkwudBSSwkHAm_Fzub75g/edit?usp=sharing
>>6219595
Oh, I'm multitasking. Everytime I die/have to move my tank, I check back on the thread.
>>6219598
doesn't that put you off? not transitioning but the ideology?
not wholly of course i mean a lot of great things come with blemishes but does it bother you?
>>6219572
oh god ;-; that was me when I was really young. I vaguely remember those days, of playing dress up until she basically told me she thought I was weird for still liking it
my sister and I are close again, I hope you and yours can repair your relationship too
>>6219574
idk I don't have a lot from early adulthood either. I guess my friends found out I was super gay acting after I started drinking. and all the girls I hung out with in college always called me too cute to date, they said I wasn't manly enough.
>>6219591
How is it a meme?
I just don't like being a visible trans person
>>6219600
>she
ha
>>6219612
Tough shit you're too much of a hon to pull it off.
>>6219574
How many daughters do you have, now?
>gf still hasnt told her parents about me
>shes asking if we can still be friends if she has to leave me for her parents to be happy
>>6219608
:O suddenly erect
I need to go to Bovington and see this beast up close.
I shall name her Pinky.
>>6219609
If the tradition decides im not fit for practice, ill practice on my own. According to buddhas teachings no one is unfit for practicing buddhism - no one can be declined the path to dissolution.
Honestly, its the same with any religion, what the big-man says isnt always what the teachings say. And im too attached to buddhism by now, its literally the only thing i find any meaning in
>>6219612
it's a meme because it's very strangely an option. it's like wanting to be rich. some people get it, but usually you have to find the way to be happy with what you have.
>>6219622
Break up with her and murder your father
>>6219505
Actually I don't know why I'm posting pre transition stories, because I still an pre transition, but I've got another one:
>be me when I was 16
>one day I think to myself "hey I'm a guy. Guys get girlfriends"
>started talking to 8/10 girl and asked her out
>she says yes
>we basically text each other like girls all day, and when we have dates we just gossip
>one day she gets frustrated and just invites me into her room, and tells me to get into bed with her
>I get into bed but I was actually pretty tired so I fell asleep
Long story short she broke up with me soon afterwards, and I was depressed because I felt like I lost a good friend lol.
>>6219618
That doesn't answer my question and you don't have to be an asshole about, dude.
But that's the thing. What makes me a hon?
>>6219629
w-why kill her own father though?
>>6219605
Tell me about your father
>>6219622
This is what happened to me! It's terrible and you should break up with her and find someone who loves and accepts you
>>6219568
we weeb now?
>>6219574
<3
oh god, yes please, that would be the BEST THING EVER <3
iirc you said you went to japan at some point? when was that exactly and why were you there?
>>6219577
I am sorry, I am just really weird. I need to know people really well to even be okay with platonic touches. sometimes I get brushed against in public if its too crowded. if I am having a bad day this bothers me for hours.
>>6219579
thanks for having my back <3
>>6219617
id let her sit on my face all i'm sayin dawg.
>>6219622
wew shit sucks yo
>>6219634
If beep doesn't kill him first then he'll kill her.
>>6219622
>tfw your boyfriend introduced you to his family on the 2nd date
lesbians are shit desu
>>6219633
You don't look like a human female.
>>6219623
Tonk is stronk! You used to be able to buy one in World of Tanks but not anymore... It was built for a war that never came. A trench breaching tank, during world war 2... She never saw action.
>>6219637
>thanks for having my back <3
Always. That's what friends are for.
>>6219635
You do realize I'm Faye, not Edie right? Cool
>>6219590
Idk, we hung out, played games, we went for food a couple of times. We havn't hung out outside of d&d a lot rly so I think it's still possible to change the dynamic around. He does make some mean tacos though, I'll admit he's a pretty good cook. You should try d&d with your friends if they're willing, it's really fun.
Were you still sort of uncomfortable around your sexuality at that point? That really does sound like a teen romance though, especially in how it ended. Now that you're more experienced though I'm pretty sure that you could actually have something, it sounds like you're still really into him. Just do it, don't let your dreams be memes ;~;
Idk, I've considered re-initiating contact with a teen friend the past while. I still find it really bizarre how I havn't spoken to him in close to 5 years and yet still I keep thinking about him from time to time and he keeps cropping up in my dreams and stuff, almost seems like I had a thing for him and wasn't aware of it.
>>6219611
Yeh, I'm familiar with the acting kinda gay thing. ;~;
Seems to be the norm
>>6219619
I have a harem of daughters :3
>>6219595
Grace I couldn't punish you, you're far too nice for that ;_;
>>6219593
Tell her, I guarantee she will not be surprised.
>>6219498
There is definitely hope. I practically didn't want sex at all until the past year. For more than two years I just didn't get any joy out of sex and actually having penetrative sex just reminded me of the pain of surgery ;_;
>>6219637
>I am sorry, I am just really weird.
no, I wasn't saying I disliked that or anything, it's pretty normal. it's weird to transpose 4chan friendly girl banter to real life scenarios.
>>6219505
...
>>6219625
yeah that's cool, I guess it was more to say if you still associate with buddhism as a whole when you do that but I suppose you could.
Also that's such a nice thing to hear that you have something that means a lot to you like that. I'd like something in my life to make me feel that way. My life is pretty sterile and void of any kind of passion.
>>6219655
I want to know
>>6219656
Do you prefer dicks in your butt or your puss elanna?
>>6219590
It's ok, I don't feel awful today. Haven't really done anything productive though.
>look in mirror
>see a guy
>a guy I would totally bang
reeeee conflicted feels
>tfw you will never introduce a qt mtf to a qt ftm
>tfw they will never get married and support each other and be in love and stuff
feels bad desu
>>6219658
drown yourself
>>6219637
I went to Japan once for a school trip 2 years ago. Does that make me cool enough to be worth talking to?
>>6219669
there's only one solution
masturbate in front of a mirror. works for me.
>>6219671
D-do you know any qt ftm?
>>6219669
You would fuck this?
Come on son have some standards
>>6219681
is this your career? harassing robin
>>6219681
https://youtu.be/YiRoSLTKCfg
>>6219659
For me its two things, Buddhism and my music/poetry. but id achieve nothing without depression, depression is the mother of the deepest inspiration, sort of like the void in a weird, dumb sort of way.
just find something that makes you want to go on senpai, im sure theres something
>>6219684
>robin
his name is Ol' Edgar Rapeyface, have some manners
>>6219656
I also have a story like >>6219632
>freshman in college
>meet a girl in one of my engineering classes
>very pretty, made me dysphoric
>she gives me a lot of attention, friends notice and tell me she likes me
>don't want everyone to think I'm some gay femboy
>ask her out ice skating
>date goes well I think but I couldn't hold her hand or kiss her or anything
>go out a couple more times, still no touching
>last date was to see a musical
>straw that broke the camels back I think
>walk her home, she started to lean in for a kiss at her door
>panic, can't do this, back away
she never spoke to me again :\
>>6219688
>Why do you hate fun anon?
>fun
>talking to yourself on line about some tranny in another country
>>6219679
n-no
but i also don't know any mtfs either
so it cancels each other out
>>6219671
>tfw you will never get your husband pregnant and feel dysphoric envy whenever you see his belly
>>6219688
>teasing people is fun
I smell autism
>are you attracted to girls?
>no
>what about me?
>well youre not..yes
Who else here /just wants everyone to get along/?
>>6219694
That wasn't me. Edgar is hated by most for good reason my man.
>>6219663
Pussy, zero question
A finger up the butt is nice too
>>6219637
<3
My Japan trip was last year in May, I went because I had just gotten my degree and wanted to go on a long trip to a foreign country with my then bf. Just travelled the country, stayed in a few different cities (Tokyo, Kyoto, Hiroshima, Nagoya), went on a few daytrips (Kobe, Osaka, inland by train).
It was a great trip but I was in a pretty weird headspace throughout, also my ex broke up with me while we were still in Tokyo ;~;
>>6219505
>Post those repression period stories
>cut hair relatively short
>grew out facial hair
>stopped going on 4chan so I wouldn't be tempted to post on /lgbt/
>tried to act tough and macho
>tfw felt miserable every second when I did that
>>6219684
hateful anons have nothing else to do, it's expected
>>6219701
that sucks beep ;_;
>>6219702
everyone just needs to be less dickish tbdesu
>>6219705
I really don't like. Autists that keep trying to derail threads into repeats of the same joke should go and die.
>watching air crash investigations
>that sudden realisation that you will never die in an aeroplane crash
;_;
>>6219656
>Grace I couldn't punish you, you're far too nice for that ;_;
Awww <3
thanks Elanna
>>6219671
>ftm
>implying jealousy and dysphoria and all that wouldnt ruin it
>>6219505
>Pre-transition stories edition. Post those repression period stories of trying to be a guy and failing horribly at it.
You mean my life story?
Are my breasts passable? Warning, dick included
unsee.
cc/pesiruna/
this didn't turn out so bad
>>6219707
>also my ex broke up with me while we were still in Tokyo ;~;
t-that sounds rough tbdesu
was that something like a plan he had to soften the blow or did something happen?
>>6219702
Wouldn't that be nice.
>>6219614
>>6219603
>MFW the time you hit send and the time your shit ISP posts is the same time it takes for a thread to die
I'll never be kewl.
>>6219721
Doesn't get much more autistic than this.
>>6219720
Looks like gyno from that angle desu senpai.
>>6219720
>getting erections
can the men please leave?
>>6219715
>Is it so hard to believe that there are people who find edgar's flailing amusing?
Is it too hard to believe that it gets more and more boring everytime you read the exact same lines?
>>6219729
oh yeah, voice training is autistic
>>6219725
It's OK, we can be uncool together.
>>6219687
In my life the depression feels more like a hindrance. some kind of dark cloud obscuring every good or interesting thing in my life.
Honestly I only keep going because I like the random chance involved in just existing who knows tomorrow could be the best day of my entire life. If i just keep pushing through that chance is still there, if i let myself kill myself then that chance is zero.
conversely could be the worst day in my life and have me begging for death but id rather take the chance.
Maybe there will be something, not going to say its a no hope situation but just not yet i guess.
How did you start these things? What got you interested in the first place?
>>6219733
You asked for it
>>6219716
You would have to leave your basement first.
>>6219721
isn't the keyboard thing really distracting? doesn't it hurt your eyes if you don't have a lot of light there?
>tfw u actually don't hate how u look today
>>6219731
>implying girls don't get erections
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clitoral_erection
>>6219733
Keep on fighting the good fight, edgar will continue eating shit and I'll continue laughing at both of you.
>>6219721
neat, don't you feel bunched up sitting there though? it all looks so dainty
>>6219746
then that's the biggest clitoris I've ever seen.
>>6219701
Edie and my ex both make me wonder.
>Oh I'm striaght, but I like one "girl"
My voice and body don't pass, and it's like, idk, it sucks
I think I've figured out how to not look quite as abominable, at least in artificial lighting (as opposed to daylight).
It's the beard shadow, it emphasises my laugh lines and changes the appearance of my jaw. If I smother my face in concealer like pic related I still look boyish but not nearly as bad. Artificial lighting also makes my dark eye circles a lot less visible. I'm gonna ask at my next laser treatment next week if they also do electro there and also whether they have any treatments that might benefit my disgusting eyes.
Looks like I will actually need a liplift though which is a pain 'cause I thought I wouldn't need one and they always look weird once they're healed imo.
>>6219745
why did you add a Portland add in there? do they pay you for that?
>>6219744
>>6219505
>be me
>be teenager
>have long glorious hair, wear makeup and Wear andro girl clothes
>constantly mistaken for a girl
>act like I don't like it but secretly do
>only son of an Irish Catholic farming family
>son I am disappoint
>think I might be gay
>try coming out to my sister
>she flips her shit. "think of my reputation"
>just leave it.
>keep the long hair but butch up a bit. Always have girlfriends
>finish school, parents pay for her college. I'm forced to get a job or leave.
>decide to man up
>shave head, get swole, get together with the love of my life .
I was trying to think of hilarious failures but it turns out I was really good at being a guy :/
>>6219755
definitely helps, sadly i think something needs doing about dark circles around eyes and it'll put you in a much better position
i know nothing about makeup so i wouldnt know what to recommend
>>6219702
That's what I try to do, it's not often I get in a serious funk with someone and I really dont like it when that happens
>>6219755
you need a lot more than a liplift hunny
/mtfg/ how your plans for FFS? Do you want/need it?
>>6219754
it's just that you act so manly, cracking nuts with your legs and bouncing on your manly butt.
>>6219755
Think again. You look just as offensively ugly as ever.
>>6219751
The point was more that getting erections doesn't somehow make you a man.
>do my makeup so i can go visit a couple friends and run errands
>run the first half of my errands right as the middle schools get out
>swarms of kids everywhere
>thinking about how much them being everywhere annoys me
>look over at a little boy with a group of other kids
>"THAT GIRL IS SOOOO PRETTTTTTYYYY"
>o-oh
>go get coffee at dunkin, walking outside omw to the drugstore and a girl looks me up to down
>"YOUR SHOES ARE SO CUTE"
>t-thanks
>remember why i like kids, happy they didn't clock my whole life
>see a news truck ahead and hear a woman with a microphone talking to a camera-man
>"EXCUSE ME MISS, ARE YOU A RESIDENT HERE?"
>can tell she wants to interview
>smile and say no and speedwalk off
>hear her say "well alright, we'll just have to keep looking i guess... put your equipment in the van for now" to her partner
>feel bad but basically sprinting at this point
>walk through the doors of the drugstore
>man walking out the door literally checking me out with two of his friends, bags in hand
>"GOD BLESS YOU.........", winks
>running through store at this point
>it starts raining so i sprint home before i've even gone to the grocery store or visited ppl
i fucking hate my life
i just want to be left alone
>>6219766
I'll need it. My chin makes me cry.
>>6219766
I need it. consultation this weekend with bart, I hope he can fix me.
>>6219773
when you have a dick, yes it does.
>>6219766
Just wanted to get my nose and chin done. I think both of them together is actually pretty cheap and technically have the money for it now. My old gay friend I met on /soc/ had his nose done and it makes me jealous.
>>6219766
Yeah nose and type three brow with facial team I think
>>6219775
would have been fun to see the interview with you though
>>6219776
It can't be that bad.
>>6219700
The thing I don't get is that people think it upsets me, at most a couple of posts may get on my nerves every now and then but holy shit, I've been beaten in the face with a hockey stick when I was, like, 10 years old. I've been pushed into traffic and had my feet run over. Posts ridiculing me on a Laotian squirrel-stomping bulletin aren't going to reduce me to a blubbering mess, my own thoughts do that well enough on their own.
>>6219737
Ive always been interested in religions from a young age. I converted to islam at age 9 at a mosque. Lost faith after i developed Bipolar disorder with a short psychosis, cause 'how can god be all good if i get this for doing nothing wrong'. Slowly became interested in edglord magic, played around with mongolian shamanism after a teaching was held here in warsaw a few years back, and then found buddhism. Buddhist teachers come to poland quite frequently.
And music... music just came with depression. The only way i could find catharsis was to write stuff down. The only reason i 'like' depression is that afterwards im left with both inspiration, and i have time for reflection on life. Its a hindrance, but since my only friends are really close friends they all just are used to me going full hermit recluse mode every once in a while.
>>6219755
You look better here indeed, but holy shit you need put on some weight
>>6219785
Ahem, Allow me...
>>6219780
Pic related was from bart's hands. Take it as you will.
I should do a pod cast now
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ZNe9L176L2
>>6219789
People don't do it to upset you idiot.
Can we start reporting edgarposting as spam? It's verging on avatarfagging at this point.
>>6219756
>tfw it was you
>>6219721
beautiful and skilled
>>6219654
yus <3 :3
how has your day been?
>>6219657
I think I am pretty extreme in that regard, I am really touchy with people I know ._.
>>6219656
oh, I didnt really mind the pain from surgery and after that much desu. I can deal with physical pain pretty well. I am just bad at dealing with experiences.
>>6219674
w-what did I do ;~;
>>6219707
>>6219702
I answered your prolactin question in the last thread, did you see?
>>6219707
OH I am sorry ;~; I didnt want to poke around in bad memories.
I really wanna go to Japan and China one day.
Ive only been to Italy, Croatia, Greece, Spain, France, Denmark, Holland, Thailand, UAE (transit), Austria and UK, so not really far away for the most part.
>>6219797
>>6219785
>>6219766
I might get it in the future if I need it but I'm still deathly afraid of surgeries or anything like that so I'm not in a hurry yet.
>>6219775
>today I had to put on makeup for master
>what if everyone sees
>I'm so embarrassed
>omg I pass flawlessly, this can't be happening, I'm a man, but I'm so confused rn
>I've got to get these errands master gave me done as fast as possible!
Forced Fem sissy fantasy.txt
>>6219775
you really should had taken that interview, many keks were lost this day.
kids are pretty nice, they can get wild and that's really hard to stand, but most of the time they are nice.
>>6219766
Got it done and still don't pass.
I just did a check on face++ and got 96% male
>>6219808
>covers up and crops out chin
nice
>>6219802
Report every other avatarfag then newfriend.
>>6219755
You're getting there, pay attention to pics from Faye and Kiwi to learn how to manipulate more extreme.
>>6219505
>start talking to girl
>try to dress and groom nice read up on current fashions
>eventually get her # and start texting and stuff
>after a few weeks ask her if she wants to catch a movie together or something
>sry korra I'm not into you like that but we can stay friends!
>repeat for my entire life
I think they could smell the tranny on me and didn't wanna be lesbians desu that or my face was too repulsive to get over
>>6219802
Calm down edgar. You reap what you shat.
>>6219783
I sort of want to check brow types but I would just get terribly trigerred and come here to be a bitch.
>>6219799
pic? is it feefs ?
>>6219775
>WHY CAN'T I BE A PRETTY GIRL WAAAAHH
>NOW THAT I'M A PRETTY GIRL WHY WON'T PEOPLE LEAVE ME ALONE WAAAAHH
christ you people are autistic.
>>6219808
But you cropped you chin-chin.
>>6219816
... XD Actually, I never really looked at that picture. An anon tried to make me into a meme and failed. I use it as a reaction image now.
Here, have a slightly nicer image.
>>6219765
you do realise this is a heavily-altered photo of Kari, not me, right?
>>6219766
I need the full overhaul which is tough shit for me because I currently have about £8 in my account.
>>6219791
fuck
I guess I should then
the last week or so people keep saying this to me
but I like having a flat stomach so much ;-; I was so fat in high school and I hated it and I worked so hard to get skinny and have a nice midriff for guys to put their hands around...
>>6219802
The problem with anons like you is that you know as soon as you trip you will become the most hated poster on mtfg.
>>6219817
ouch ;~;
I am sowwy,
I hope you feel better soon
>>6219789
I sort of like you, Robin, but it's not about protecting you or something like that. It's sincerely about how boring it is to see the same thing on repeat every day.
>>6219808
Better than me and I got ffs
>>6219823
>I think they could smell the tranny on me and didn't wanna be lesbians
I promise you that wasn't the reason.
>>6219806
Nothing, I'm just looking for reasons to get you to talk to me
Hello everyone
>>6219702
Would certainly be nice but unrealistic
>>6219766
Chin and nose could use some fixing
>>6219538
Good taste, this is a boyo I'd love to get hugged by
>>6219815
Ange? No she got 100% female
Nikky? She also got 100% female
Brad? Brad is that you?
>>6219745
How do you achieve this feeling? I always take multiple selfies during the day and I'm not sure which is representative of reality... I literally think I'm the ugliest most unpassable person on the planet.
SEND HELP
>>6219806
>I am really touchy with people I know ._.
don't say those things or you'll get more people wanting to be friends irl
>>6219834
>you do realise this is a heavily-altered photo of Kari, not me, right?
that didn't stop you from believing it was you
>>6219837
nah I feel the same desu
I mean if they're not trying to upset me idek what they're doing it for
>>6219837
>>6219832
Oh fuck, that cane. That everything in fact.
me again. So what the actual fuck. I have to spend 6 months in a psych ward. Be given estrogen injections and AA pills everyday.
And this all 100% legal because of the clause I signed when I went for gender therapy and I'm over 18
I really have to fix my voice if I will ever be convincing http://vocaroo.com/i/s0uKVVtZzW0X
>>6219812
you really prefered that one about you and some random dude that forgot the shave, didn't you? I really get it.
Please calm down thread
Chill out~ take it easy! It's much better to be nice to people than be angry
Okay, back to taking a shower!
>>6219784
>>6219814
the kids were nice to me which helped, but i get really bad anxiety around people especially when i'm alone and idk
i just wanna go about my business and do my stuff. i literally sprinted home to escape the sprinkling and all the attention.
i didn't do any eye makeup today and i'm wearing sunglasses sO i figured if i took the interview and my glasses were off they'd be like 'that's a man maury!!!!'
>>6219812
tru life: dollface
>>6219830
it's a catch 22 desu
if i do my makeup the way i want that makes me feel more comfortable and less dysphoric, i get more attention which gives me anxiety etc
if i don't do my makeup at all i have horrible anxiety and feel uncomfortable and like everyone knows i'm a shemale and i want to die
wat do?
>>6219858
Lay it off Whingie.
>>6219862
I hope you go to the designated men's room for that shower
>>6219789
Poo on toast
>>6219722
No, it hadn't been planned at the start of the trip. We'd honestly been having troubles in our relationship for a few months at that point and we sort of hoped that some time on a trip together would fix them. It sort of did the opposite, he'd been wanting to save it until we got back home but he just broke down in the hostel one night and said it ;__;
>>6219806
Idk, it was the experience of surgery more than the pain I think. Super unpleasant and I did wonder for awhile if I'd actually ever be able to get any sort of enjoyment out of sex, even if I finally had the right parts.
Honestly, they're a lot less painful nowadays than they've been for a while so it's perfectly ok. I mean, I couldn't even play the games that we'd hunted for together for close to a year, only recently started playing some of the pickups from Japan.
That's a pretty long list of countries though, even if they aren't far away geographically.
Did you spend any time in the UAE? What did you think of it? I've heard crazy stories of the UAE from a friend that spent some time growing up there.
>>6219718
<3 no worries
...unless you want to be punished, but I'm a pretty terrible dom tbdesu
>>6219691
;~;
Dating pretransition was the worst
>>6219873
Holy shit I can't breathe. Top kek.
>>6219857
shit we postin pretransition pics now?
>>6219790
it sounds like youve had a drive from the beginning, i mean through my life i've only just kept my head down and studied and worked in school got bullied then after that its all just grey and i've forgotten most of it. all i remember is just, being.
I feel almost envious if thats the right word.
>>6219656
Well, seems like you can have platonic fun. Is he hot though? Like, to you. Would you him?
>if they're willing
My exact problem ;-; I need to find some neckbeards to play with.
>sort of uncomfortable
I didn't really accept that I'm not a disgusting piece of garbage until recently. About a year ago. Strangely enough this board helped me a lot in that regard.
And it was, I was extremely immature. Still am to an extent, but might actually not jump ship at the first sign of discomfort. I dunno though, if I just want his dick or his heart. I don't want to use him. I'll have to brood until this vacay ends and then chat him up.
Ty for the confidence boost!
>still keeps cropping up in dreams and stuff
All my this. You should see if there's anything left for you with him tooooo. Who was he though? Like, your first crush or what?
>>6219882
You need to be put down.
>Endocrine disorder in male-to-female transgender person
i found this while doing some searching on the internet. what does it mean?
What should I do if my boss wants me to cut my hair? Should I cut it or just quit the job. Money is needed but cutting my hair short kind of kills my soul.
They haven't asked me to cut my hair yet but I'm nervous that they will.
>tfw you mess with your old guy friends
https://unsee.
cc/dutazeri/
Yeah, okay, I'm reporting the pics as spam, they're taking up too much of the thread
>>6219852
Idk this never happens to me but I feel cute today and my makeup looks really good some I'm just enjoy myself today
>>6219863
You're so cute I wouldn't know what to so with you desu
>>6219847
No I'm the first one.
https://unsee.
cc/turidamo/
>>6219863
>This much to be jelous about in one pic
well fuck, atleast now it makes sense why your trip is dollface
>>6219860
I could listen to you all day
>>6219884
No that was just some random poor soul.
>>6219892
Why would he ask you to cut it? Just put in a ponytail or bun if it needs to be above collar/under hat/whatever.
>>6219895
lol drown yourself edgar
>>6219890
My doctor calls being trans an endocrine disorder so my insurance will cover it. That's probably what it is.
>>6219877
>...unless you want to be punished, but I'm a pretty terrible dom tbdesu
You're also straight >>
>>6219857
Cane and suit. It looks good when you're in high society. Not so much on 4chan.
>tfw when you are an ugly as fuck man that will never pass and you're too old to start transition
>>6219850
Nope
My face was way too masculine
>>6219863
Alright. Think of it like this. If you're walking down the street, or down an aisle, or whatever. If you are at least SLIGHTLY passable nobody will notice. The most people will look at you is like ten seconds tops. And why do those complements affect you in a negative way? How can anyone even perceive that as negative? I get too much attention or whatever, but damn. I just don't get it.
>>6219873
It's actually really creepy that you put effort into these things.
>>6219884
Is that you pretransition?
No offense you look hot.
>>6219914
Thought so :( Condolences.
>>6219890
Your endocrine system controls your hormones
Why do I look terrible in pictures but okay in mirrors? Which one should I trust?
>>6219890
Endocrine = hormone system. Hard to say exactly what disorder without more info.
>>6219896
A mix of both
>>6219921
Tell me about your uncle
>>6219910
isn't that being a little dishonest?
what colour are yalls nails rn? i usually go like a month between mine but it's my birthday next week so i thought i'd treat myself
>>6219907
Because long hair is considered pretty messy for a male where I live (in boy mode atm). I'm hoping the ponytail thing will work out.
>>6219862
did you get out of the shower just to say that?
did a car hit you in the way from there like some anon wanted?
>>6219873
if youenjoy looking at Red's pic just ask for a date already
>>6219877
>It sort of did the opposite
it's not that rare that big attempts to save the relationship come right before the break up, pretty sad that you didn't get to fully enjoy it.
>>6219872
oh. I didn't go back up to the first image
idk from what I can tell she just didn't communicate well with the doctor and had him do something to her hairline which ruined it. I still use brad as my mental benchmark of what he can do. I wish he still posted here so I could ask what you need to say to him to get those kinds of results.
if I don't do bart I'll save up for spiegel
>>6219917
Yep! One of my favorite pictures. I would definitely fuck pretransition me.
>>6219857
>>6219884
Me almost a year ago lol
>>6219932
Not entirely~.
