So I asked about this in /mtfg/ but as expected most of them actually haven't had these thoughts and are also about as misogynistic as I'd expect so whatevs, I'll make my own thread
my post, copy/pasted from mtfg because I'm lazy
"Ive felt gender dysphoria ever since I was 12 and knew I'd rather be a girl since even before then, but didn't strongly desire it or feel distress over my male body. Now I'm a young adult man, and I've started HRT, but negative thoughts crawl through the back of my mind. Growing up with access to the internet throughout puberty and going through multiple phases of repression lead me to all sorts of ideologies, it wasn't too infrequently I'd align myself with some neo-conservative bs ideology that I'd find on some forums and stick too for awhile, but one in particular that I never saw too much flaws in was gender critical feminism. So through-out most of my life I've been flip-flopping between "oh shit I have gender dysphoria I need to do something or this could very well ruin my life if I take too long to do anything about it" and a more negative repression mindset where I aligned myself heavily with gender critical feminists or "terf"s. Now that I'm starting transition I feel very conflicted though. All of the ideas and opinions held by gender critical feminists towards trans people, especially female-attracted male born trans people are ironed into my head, and I detest them and don't want to be a part of them. What do I do /mtfg/? I desperately don't want to be a man who looks like a woman and has to fight for the attention of the few bi women willing to date male-born transsexuals if my current gf ever leaves me, I don't want to be seen as a freak, or an imposter, but I also don't want to live with this severe dysphoria I have currently, I genuinely think it would make me kill myself. I feel really hopeless and like my life's been ruined from the start by this gender dysphoria that was forced upon me by some unfortunate twist of fate."
>>6190398
>are also about as misogynistic as I'd expect
I will say it again. Might as well stick your head down the used tampon chute in the ladies room and take a deep whiff.
>>6190443
You don't come off as clever, you're just re-enforcing what I said.
>>6190452
You called me a man in a dress and I don't even wear dresses anymore. Letting feminists tell you how to think is insane. Also take this shit to tumbler then, no need to constantly shit up a place about lgbt issues with fucking feminism of all things, troll.
Trans attracted females are not actually that rare
>>6190464
>tumbler
My point of views would have me harassed by thousands of pre-teen libfems who think they're non-binary-pancakekin if I voiced them on tumblr.
>>6190487
your mtf, it sucks but what is your issue even? imaginary feminists playing panty police?
>>6190398
Hormone popping femboy here, why do you even give a shit OP?
Just label yourself as something other than trans and keep popping the hormones. Pop them and go about your life as if nothing is different. There are such things as eunuchs and castrated people, pretend you're one of them for a while. You are chemically castrated on HRT anyway so it's really not far from the truth. Just go about your life and you'll feel better than you would have without the hormones. If they push you to be girly enough or if you feel like it, go down the tranny path and try to be a girl or whatever.
>>6190500
1. I don't want to be a freak to society
2. I don't want to encroach on or appropriate womens spaces/identity when as a male I'm part of the sex that's responsible for their lower position in society and potentially come off as threatening to many real women.
3. Although I have no personal disagreements with MtT people physically transitioning I disagree with those who want to live life maintaining the facade that they're a woman, but not maintaining that facade myself if I were to go all the way through with transition would likely mean being publicly trans and risking the negative social consequences that come with that.
>>6190520
That's what I'm doing currently, but as a straight man I don't see how I could possibly do well dating if my current girlfriend ever leaves me and I have to find another woman who would accept me as a pill-popping booby-boy who can't get an erection.
>>6190534
you'll do fine
I like super morbidly obese women
every mouldy bread has its mouldy cheese
>>6190544
I don't mean to be rude but I honestly can't tell what you mean by this post.
>>6190534
>>6190398
Honest to God, I'm coming from femgen and not trans and think you're preachy and obnoxious.
It's usually the most moralistic who tend to have the most demons. Going brimstone on others doesn't make you any better, just makes you the same as those homophic closet cases.
Also, your idols kinda just screwed over all the gay community and lesbians in Carolina,. Antidiscirmination laws are illegal there now and you can't see if you're fired or cheated out of a contract for being gay.
You're a real Saint.
>>6190534
>when as a male I'm part of the sex that's responsible for their lower position in society
>mtT
Oh never mind, nothing to see here folks, just a cis girl land whale feminist trying to start drama
>>6190534
>but as a straight man I don't see how I could possibly do well dating if my current girlfriend ever leaves me and I have to find another woman who would accept me as a pill-popping booby-boy who can't get an erection
Dude don't worry, I pull in tons of attention. Take care of yourself and try to look good, and, surprise surprise, you'll have no issues pulling in partners. I've had a lot of girls and guys hit on me. Just be well groomed, have a nice hair cut (i.e. a -male- haircut), be in decent enough shape, and unless you're naturally an ugly fuck you're probably going to be pulling in more pussy than you did before hormones, unless you wind up looking too girly, and even then, for some reason at every single workplace I've had since starting, there's always been some girl who is into me despite the fact that I'm obviously gay as fuck and also look like a girl pretty much at this point.
Don't even worry about finding partners. You don't even need to tell them that you're secretly a tranny. Just tell them you've got fucked up hormones whenever it comes up.
>>6190558
>just a cis girl
I wish.
>>6190556
First of all, I know I'm preachy and obnoxious, but that's because this discussion calls for it.
Why do you automatically assume I support all that's supported by some more extreme radfems? Besides those laws were made mainly by conservative repubs.
>>6190566
>Just tell them you've got fucked up hormones whenever it comes up.
I'm really only interested in long-term serious relationships. I'd have to be honest with my partner.
>>6190580
>I'm really only interested in long-term serious relationships. I'd have to be honest with my partner
Then tell them the truth, it really won't make a difference if they're attracted to you. I think it's more of an issue for trannies who are passing because they're luring in straight guys and trying to trick them, which isn't what you're going to be doing.
>>6190580
They're pushing it and stalking journalists who critizise the laws and PayPal employees. It's pretty obvious to me. People have suffered from your bad ideas and now they're relating those myths about how lgbt are all predators.
All I see here is an obnoxious straight man talking down to all the fags. I'm pretty sure the women must all love your creepy form of protection.
>>6190602
10/10
>>6190580
>Besides those laws were made mainly by conservative repubs
right and guess which people are working right alongside them and preacher that call for gays to be put to death.
Yeah, honestly you're just another straight with your own version of God hates fags.
>>6190476
really?
>>6190655
>resorting to name calling
>>6190640
>I actually have a pretty good
And boasting just makes you sound even sleazier. Really, it's funny someone like you feels fit to condemn anyone different.
>I have nothing against
Bullshit, activists like you worked hand in hand with the religious right to take away every gain gays and lesbians have made in the last thirty years, you've screwed everyone in Carolina over and the damage might continue to spread.
And by the way, if you look too feminine, even if you aren't trans or if you're a butch woman the dumber members of the public will assume you're what trans is.
That means all that rhetoric you spread about how trannies are coming to rape your wife and kids has lead to attacks against lesbians and fem gays.
Seriously, leabian woman in this photo got arrested because mobs conflate who's who. Your words have collateral damage.
>>6190655
If you guys are gonna treat a homophobic mouthbreather who talks nonstop about fucking women like a princess, then you've really gone off the deep.
Disgusting, you're letting men like this into lgbt.
>>6190668
>mildly-autistic, shemale porn-spamming, 50s housewife-fetishizing man
miss cock please
the only reason why i even bother responding to you is to warn people that they are dealing with the chris-chan/caitlyn jenner of /mtfg/ and that they should filter your ass
>>6190691
Are you capable of typing in anything other than insults/inaccurate strawmen?
>>6190736
i'm none of that
I posted my dick once on /b/, god forbid a tranny posts her tranny dick in a tranny porn thread. Why is it even your fucking concern?
>>6190398
LMAO.
Dude why do you give so much weight to others opinions about your own life?
>but I also don't want to live with this severe dysphoria I have currently,
Why would you choose to live in agony to appease other people that never experience your life?
>>6190757
Shoe fits, wear it. You've been pushing these moral panics that lead to hb2. The damage it caused to gays and lesbians, especially the gender nonconforming subsets of them is immense.
You chearlead a cause now own it.
And yes given what you admitted you probably were one of those homophobes who used to bully effeminate gay kids. I absolutely don't want straight men like you in our movement. It disgusts me we have to be with a homophobe like you who's done so much harm to us just cause you're now going in drag.
>>6190834
>you probably were one of those homophobes who used to bully effeminate gay kids.
I picked on one bi kid once and it was because he was kind of a dick. Other than that, nope, your misconceptions of me are all wrong.
>I absolutely don't want straight men like you in our movement.
I'm a straight man. I never have or will be part of the LGBT movement.
>>6190765
>he's playing the victim again
>he doesn't realize archives are back up and everyone can look up his posts
sure this is no mtfg so i only come off as a mischievous stalker while you are an poor innocent little girl being attacked now when you regularly attack other trips as anon, your outbursts and wishing every trans girl more passable than you to die and your infamous episode where you refer to your dick with female pronouns like the creepy fetishist you are
not to mention you are desperately sporting a trannier-than-thou attitude despite talking and acting like any other crossdresser who raided his wife's panty cabinet so shut the fuck up and get off this board already, dude
>>6190870
>your misconceptions of me are all wrong
How?
>>6190888
You seem to think I'm rather a conservative person, but I've always been pretty liberal. And I'm entirely accepting of LGB people, I don't know why you'd think otherwise.
>>6190927
And yet you've gone and shoved myths about how we eat women and children down the worlds throat, and yet you and your heroes rammed through North Carolina a law that took away everything we had.
Straight Men like you don't have the grounds to decree they're really our friends despite all they've done.
Really this just proves to me that the left is full of disgusting hypocrites who push the same stuff the fundies in the right do, yet they've somehow deluded themselves into thinking they're good guys. I despise all of you and the left can go die for all I care when they're just men like you.
>>6190927
And by the way, I'm not buying your divide and conquer lgb rhetoric, what you do to one letter spills over to the others and the damage all have suffered from hb2 is proof of the. Don't meddle in how we run, straight man.
>>6190398
You can be a trans woman and a radical feminist, the two aren't incompatible. Transitioning is all about adapting your body to your inner self image so you can live without hating yourself every second. Believe or not, most if not all people will read and accept you as a woman after a while. Now that reading is gender. You don't have to conform to gender stereotypes to be seen as a woman. Actually, that's the main reason terfs have a beef with trans women, perpetuating alienating stereotypes when gender should be deprecated as a notion as useless and discriminatory as race.
>>6190765
CHRONIC LIAR ALERT
CHRONIC LIAR ALERT
Not only you posted your cock outside of /b/ you did it repeatedly and even here which if you weren't too retarded you wouldn't do because the archives are back up so quit pretending like you are some godsent trans saint when you are nothing but a retarded fetishist.
