How did your porn choices in the past reflect your current trannyhood?
I think of myself as a gay male but like watching rough straight porn. I think I mostly do so because I don't find gay dom/sub porn that interesting, and the woman being treated like dirt in the scene makes it feel more "real" and tillitating.
But the thing I'm afraid of is that I'm somehow self-inserting myself as the woman and this is reflecting my inner trannyness or something.
Since I was 14 I've fapped self inserting in the female role and imagining people I know as the male actors. It took me almost a decade of that to consider I might be trans.
>>6140235
I am a straight guy watching gay porn because it is superiorly shot. Seriously! The guys over at the gay business just sets up the shot amazing. Like, first you see the cock glide in, then it cuts to a close up of the facial reaction of the person getting dicked. Then it slides all the way in, and it cuts over to the guy doing the fucking who sighs in relief. In straight porn they don't savour the emotions!
>>6140251
>that whole paragraph of a post
>"I'm straight"
anon...
>>6140251
I want gay porn with weird plots like javs have. I want a male teacher being forced to crossdressed and manhandled by his students, or the father in law dominating the stay at home husband and fucking him while he cleans the house.
>>6140247
Same
>>6140268
Well, I found a vid with a young looking guy, kinda like a white Hiro from Big Hero 6, same haircut and physique. And there wasn't really much of a plot, but I remember the fucking, because after years of seeing women getting fucked, and it is so fake, it is really a turn off. I have to look for porn that you can tell that the woman hates being a part of, then try to jerk off to that and I don't think that is any healthier.
He was getting roughed up by a guy with beard and ripped physique. And the big guy just impaled him and lifted him off the ground and fucked the poor guy in the air. ANd you know what that nasty kid did? He kissed him! And I'm telling you, in straight porn the girl doesn't kiss the guy, because of some kind of "Oooh that is too special for porn". They don't enjoy what they do, so the acting is off.
This guy was like drilling this poor cockasian Hiro ass. He was on his back with legs in the air like a fucking cockslut. And kissing him, while he was stuffing him like a turkey for thanksgiving.
Gayporn is an addiction. I'm still straight, but I can't get off watching these sluts who are only doing it for the money, and it was taking me into dark territory. Because I ended up having to watch videos with crying, because that was the realest I could get. So They were totally making the women uncomfortable fucking them, then shoving their dick up their ass and zooming in on their face, and I kept looking for that slight millisecond where her mask breaks. Fapping like crazy looking, will she cry? Are you gonna cry girl? Cry while I jerk off watching you SUFFER!?
So yeah, I'm watching gayporn man. Still straight phamalam.
>>6140381
I like wrestling, I get that you can have a narrative in an action sequence. But I really want some setting in my porn, not 10 minutes of plot but some particular scenario that could help me imagine it happening to me in an alternate universe. Just sex is good once I get going, but I like to start with some build up.
>>6140420
Well, yesterday I saw a very well shot porno by a guy fucking another guy in the ass next to a fireplace. But it kinda ruined it that the guy getting fucked had hairy legs and hairy ass. That is the most difficult part of gayporn.
I have actually seen a gayporno with a guy playing justin bieber, that was fun, that son of a gun needed to get put in his place!
I really don't know.
When I was a baby tranny (lol) I found mature women, hairy women and black women to be most arousing. I didn't watch much porn as a teen but when I did it was lesbian porn because for some reason seeing penises made me feel dirty and guilty. During my late teens I found yaoi, traps and twinks and that pretty much settled my preference for porn.
I am now a straight woman so I don't think your porn preferences especially those from the past can accurately tell anything about your sexual orientation tbqh.
>>6140235
watched straight porn, didn't like rough straight porn, i could only get anything out of it if it seemed more intimate, emotionally, and if the women looked like she was enjoying it.
such porn is rare so i'd get bored and give up a lot of the time. in fact, some of the best material i found was sex scenes in romantic films. less visual but more of a turn on than actual porn.
and i always had trouble self inserting as the man. i couldn't figure out why at the time so i described myself a variety of things falling under the umbrella of sex averse. and that's how i was until i stopped repressing, and discovered that if i insert as the woman i can actually enjoy it without feeling dead inside.
also i think beautiful agony is a pretty cool concept. you don't see anything below the shoulders with them, it's all facial expressions, yet it can be extremely erotic. more than hard sex and superficial full nudity.
i've never really watched gay porn because a lot of gays aren't my type, but i lurk mascgen and things like seeing those huge, muscly, hairy, bearded, oiled men in the turkish oil wrestling, and straight men at that, putting their hands down each others kisbets while visibly physically exasperated is.... mmm. that does something for me.
>>6140577
are you a tranny or fem or?
>>6140235
>your current trannyhood?
>I think of myself as a gay male
so... you are a tranny but you think of yourself as a gay male?
>lets porn taste completely define his gender and sexuality
>w-w-we're real wimminz, not pathetic fetishists and addicts! we swear!!!
consider suicide. it's your only chance to make the world a better place.
>>6140850
>wanting there to be less feminine penis is the world
brah...
>>6140235
Never watched porn. The most I used were softcore pictures of naked girls, and even then I would edge for hours and not even fap, just play with my dick between my legs, including restricting between them. I just stared at their body parts, not even thinking of doing anything to them.
Early on I fapped to pictures in catalogs (pre net), then we got dialup and I discovered poorly scanned futa doujins and yaoi. Over time I dropped the premise that I'm attracted to real women. I can't get off to anything that doesn't have a dick.
https://www.reddit.com/r/GenderCritical/comments/4i1wm0/its_not_a_misogynistic_fetish/
>>6144957
>https://www.reddit.com/r/GenderCritical/comments/4i1wm0/its_not_a_misogynistic_fetish/
Thx pham, I was waiting to see if someone else would post it. That place is a gold mine of stupid.
>>6140235
I discovered how to fap before I could ejaculate through a hands free method where you put pressure on your prostate while holding yourself off the ground. So I could orgasm and not cum.
Stupid childhood self kept doing that and imagined being turned into a princess.
Stupid kid.
