It's been awhile since I have seen one of these threads.
I'm depressed, share stories pls
>>6091501
Thanks anon
At least you tried
>be 19
>mtf
>on mones for a couple months
>still boy mode
>helping dad with something outside
>group of like 16-17 year olds walk by
>one of them is trying to be funny, being a spaz
>another one looks at me and tells him not to swear around kids
>mfw I'm older then them
>mfw I don't have a face
>walk into STAPLES
>simply just browsing around, the only person in the aisle with the tablets and mp3 players at that time
>"may I help you ma'am?"
>can hear voice from behind, in my direction, probably a store clerk
>"...sir."
>store clerk tried to correct himself when he walked pass my side
>"...ma'am."
>store clerk tried to correct himself again when he was standing in front of me
i hate my side profile
>>6091501
>live in north carolina
>be passing transgirl
>have to pee
>go to men's restroom
>go to urinal and pull my dress up
>some guy comes in
>"is this the mens room?"
>uh yea
>oh you're one of those disgusting trannies
>get beat up
>end up in hospital
>type this out
>using public bathrooms
>>6091908
>i hate my side profile
kek. I have the same problem famiglia. I like how I look straight on but in profile its obvious I have a strong chin and a jew nose. Life is suffering.
>>6092911
Are stories like this actually true? Should I learn martial arts to defend my future unpassing self?
>>6093179
Yes.
>>6091463
>be 27
>be not even a tranny, but rather a femboy taking hormones since 25 to keep femboy appearance longer
>shopping, looking at spices
>old guy walks up to me
>starts recommending me a certain brand of spices, calls me miss, asks me what I'm going to be cooking
>ffffuuuuck
>awkwardly answer him
>he gets a weirded out look on his face and walks off
>can see in his eyes that his hope for the future has died
Fugg lol. How do I get confused for a girl less?
>>6093220
>his hope for the future has died
loool, you are doing god's work anon
keep it up
>>6093220
Quit looking fem and taking hormones?
>>6093179
I'm the femboy right here
>>6093220
I've had some pretty fucking scary encounters walking around shady parts of town and such. There was this one Caribbean guy kinda walking around this street talking loudly to himself and pacing around like a lunatic. Immediately my spidey senses go off and I start trying to b-line it through there and to my destination.
>suddenly he loudly goes "oooooh a pretty laaaaady" and starts walking towards me
>he stops in his tracks
>"SICK! YOU ARE SICK!"
>"FUCKING SICK YOU ARE SICK FUCKING FAGGOT"
>he starts picking up his pace and coming at me.
>I instantly turn my fast walk into gold-medalist-kenyan-olympic-sprinter running and just run as fast as I possibly could all the way to my destination
>didn't look behind me once
>didn't know how close he got or for how long he tried chasing me.
If I was a worse runner there are multiple occasions like this where I would have become some crime victim statistic. Now I carry a pistol at all times when I leave the house so that if my legs ever fail me they will be getting a face full of lead and copper.
>>6093256
That'd make me feel like shit though, I love being a cute feminine boy and would feel like such shit if I were masculine. I don't want to be a girl either, I just feel most comfortable and love myself the most as a cute effeminate fag boy. I can't stop the hormones, I'd feel like utter shit.
Also I always wear boy clothes, I only own boy clothes. A lot of them are pretty faggy, but still clearly boys stuff.
>>6093260
do you wear boy clothes? do you wear your hair short? if so, then why do they get mad they are attracted to you?
these dindus are fucking dumb as hell
they should be killed for being this stupid
>>6093289
I'm not mad that people are attracted to me, I just am trying to keep the balance of my looks on effeminate cute gay boy rather than girl, which has been getting harder as time has gone on. I didn't quite expect this when I started the hormones (seeing as so many trannies start them but never hit accidental passing as a girl in boymode) but at the same time I accepted that it might happen when I started them, and I'm okay with dealing with it. I'd rather be like this than be masculine.
I wear nothing but boy clothes, I own nothing but boy clothes. My hair isn't short but it also isn't long. If I comb it down over my face it goes down to my nose roughly.
>>6093254
Kek, it is funny but it also kinda makes me a little sad. He was trying to just be a sweet old man, instead he wound up being nice to a perverted faggot. At least he said nothing bad and just walked off.
>be cis lesbian (?) but look super manly
>live in texas but attend super liberal uni
>walk into women's restroom
>there's a cleaning lady there
>she smiles at me awkwardly and says "this is ladies' restroom?"
>i stammer out an "uh yeah"
>whenever i enter a restroom anywhere people get super quiet and tense
either i zip in and out and stare determinedly at the floor, or i walk up to the upper floors of the taller buildings where it's inconvenient to go so that i can relax a bit and enjoy washing my hands and face.
>>6093672
also i've been asked if i was a transgirl before, so there's that
it's probably my jawline
or i'm just fugly
>>6093679
Are you a terf? I would think being cis and a lesbian and getting confused with trannies might make you a bit peeved.
>>6093672
Fuck right in the feels. I get this shit too as a femboy in the mens room at times. Both awkward as fuck and scary at times especially when they confirm that I am in fact a guy. Sometimes it can be comical when they're cool about it though. Once had a samoan guy walk in, see me washing hands, quickly walk out again, probably to check door, then come back in and go "hey miss this is the men's room" to which I went "oookay?" (as if I didn't know what was up). Then he profusely appologized for thinking I was a girl, "oh shit man I'm so sorry, I thought you were a girl man" to which I went "oh it's ok it happens, don't sweat it"
Then he went "damn though man if that's what you're going for good job bro" ;.;
>>6093694
>>>6093679
>Are you a terf? I would think being cis and a lesbian and getting confused with trannies might make you a bit peeved.
It would be hilarious to me if there was a hardcore terf who was constantly confused for an unpassing mtf. Even better if there were a lot of them. Ugliness is the greatest equalizer.
>>6093761
>mfw terfs support anti-trans bathroom bills but are the only ones to get arrested for it
>>6093010
Yeah fuck that shit, I didn't use them when I was a guy, I only piss at the movies and I go in a stall.
>>6093729
He seems nice
>>6093822
Yeah I love Samoans, they're always really nice to me. Gentle giants. IIRC they have some sort of third gender thing in their culture too, so if that's right then that's probably why I never catch shit from them and instead have had nothing but good experiences.
>>6093840
>Samoans
do you live in california or something?
>>6091501
sameses
>>6093845
No, Alaska actually lol. We have a lot of them up here, surprisingly.
>be working inna hardware store
>dude from another store is working here today
>be stocking some shelves
>"Hey, excuse me, miss?"
>turn around
>he's calling for me...
>Yeah?
>"Oh! Sorry, sir..."
>MFW it would have been fine if only I used my girl voice...
>MFW everyone already suspected to begin with...
>MFW I quit working there because everyone was suspecting...
>>6093867
were you that tranny who worked at ace?
>>6093260
Godamn it. THis happened to me in the caribbean as well. Fucking carib black acts all friendly with me while im with my friend. So I engage. Then hes like what side you on. Keeps asking. Don't even know wtf hes talking about. Finally "are you a boy or a girl I thought you were a girl". Say im a guy. Starts rambling about how x country only needs manly men "we only want manly men here we don't need the others". Starts talking about aids.
Flick him off as he's leaving.
Fucking poor ass niggers getting triggered by white vacationers going about their business
>>6093874
No, I worked at an Orchard Supply Hardware.
>>6093878
Yeah those types do tend to be pretty anti-homo/tranny/androgynous freak
Luckily I don't live in the Caribbean, there are just some in my town. This was in like pretty much the shittiest part of town and I always avoid it now. Back then I lived there though so it was unavoidable. I'm not racist or anything but some black cultures are horrible to deal with when you're a massive faggot.
>interact with person
>talk
>they realise i am tyranny
oppress their butt
>>6093694
nah, not a terf, they're pretty terrible. i got a lot of flak for not wearing skirts and being pretty in my religious, private middle school, so i was always sympathetic to the cause. i may even be trans, but for now i don't think so, it's not like i want to kill myself when i look in the mirror or anything.
>>6093729
it's a bit different for me. i'm never afraid for my own wellbeing thankfully, but i can tell the girls around me are sometimes. most girls are pretty nonconfrontational so it's kind of not an issue, but i'm a big enough sperg to not know how to handle it.
i'm kind of waiting for some catty bitch to start sneering at me, but that's really the worst that could happen
>>6093917
Muff you have been transitioning for like 7 years now. Why don't you just get a female voice and pass
>>6094185
2 hard
>>6094258
What about voice surgery? It's not even that expensive compared to other things.
>>6091463
>be on hormones, no facial hair, boymode
>be at restaurant with my little brother (6 years younger)
>hostess asks him where we'd like to sit
>server gives him the check
>be clothes shopping in boymode in the mens' department
>go to checkout counter
>old cashier guy is being really nice
>hand him my credit card
>he looks at it, then looks confused and says "close enough"
Strange.
>be me, 18 y/o closeted.
>at grandparent's house with sister, 17 y/o
>sister is stereotypical qt japanese girl. constantly has to shoo boys away but feels terrible about rejecting them, immaculate grades, acts demure, perfect amount of silly and responsible.
>lying on the floor while relatives jabber in moon
>roughly like this >+oo+< head to head on our backs bored to death
>sister screwing around on snapchat
>she starts gigglesnorting uncontrollably
>she arranged her hair around my head so it looked like I had it
>shows me the picture
>something inside me dies
>like all the lights in the room just went out
>i never even had a chance
>i will die alone
>lying there stunned, sister runs into other room to show mom
>mom looks uncomfortable
>sister tells mom that i look like she does
>it's a passive aggressive barb that my mom can't respond to in front of her parents
>mom looks more uncomfortable
>three months later, at cousin's house
>sister shows pastor's wife, our aunt, the picture
>aunt says "wow, you really look like your mom"
>um is that a compliment or not?
>don't worry. your mom looks fine.
>mom does not look fine
>change subject
:( hold me internet
>>6094593
Sounds like they know
>>6091501
Similar:
>Leaving men's room
>Guy walking in
>Stops, takes a step back
>Glances up at the sign on the door to check
>Chuckles and continues on in
I've posted this before, but people seem to like it.
>>6094825
>be driving across the country with senpai
>get to rest stop
>have to pee
>start to walk into the men's room
>hear an employee shout "hey"
>turn around alittle startled
>"That's the men's room"
>'o-okay.."
>about to go back in
>"I said that's the men's room"
>"I know"
>"Oh sorry, man"
>>6094878
>going out in girlmode before hrt
that's your problem
you have to stay in boymode until the mones drag you out of the closet
>>6091463
>enter store
>welcome sir
>leave store
mtf
>>6094878
>beard
>Savannah
>deep voice
>girl mode
For what purpose
>>6094880
well at least employee thought you were a girl two times
>go to small clothes store
>there is a family there
>two kids staring at me for a long time
>thinking what the fuck do they want?
>o yea thats right im unpassing tranny
>fuggg
>tfw look manly man even though 1 year hormones
>be tranny waitress
>have a table of a overweight middle aged white woman and a black man on a date
>everyone knows that middle aged whities are either trans haters or the biggest fag hags so they're weird but ok with transes as we're just super gay men
>fabulous darling
>they're both really nice
>compliment my service
>they chat to me a lot
>completely avoid gendering me to the point it was awkward
>they genuinely can't tell what i am
>they left a shitty tip though
passing/unpassing story in one
>>6094878
Dude fuck, you shouldn't have gone out with 0 chance of passing but at the same time that sjw bitch should have practiced what she preached and left you the fuck alone kek. What a phony bitch.
>>6094878
I was one of those PEOPLE
I love you savvy
>Sitting in clinic's waiting room for first endo appointment after seven months self-medding
>Two small blackboys sitting with their mother are staring at me
>They whisper, "Why does he look so girly?"
>First small victory of the day
>>6094947
I don't have a beard, just a shitty razer that cuts my face.
>>6095004
> I love you
I love you to babe
>>6095025
that pic
>>6095135
I have way to many communist memes on my phone
>be mtf 13 months on hrt
>still boymode because lazy
>out to eat in crowded restaurant
>go to guys restroom
>2 little black boys double take
>one of them pulls on my shirt says "miss i think you're in the wrong room"
>don't answer, smile and be on my way
grinned for at least an hour afterwards
>>6095254
alot of bathroom stories in this thread
>>6093968
>i'm kind of waiting for some catty bitch to start sneering at me
Kek that sounds like it'll be fun to deal with.
I'm mainly afraid for my physical safety, I wish I could just have ebin bants when people confront me in bathrooms. Instead I'm a huge pussy and typically try to get away as fast as possible.
>>6095322
i mean.. it just seemed like it fit in with the running theme of the thread.
>>6095336
>tfw getting ccw next month
probably still wont feel safe
>>6095336
>I wish I could just have ebin bants when people confront me in bathrooms.
Become australian.
>>6091463
sure
>use mens' bathroom
>nobody acts at all different than normal
>go to the store
>no weird looks
>here's your change, sir!
>in big bulky clothing
>someone sees long hair from the side
>"is that a girl?"
>turn around
>"haha nope, that's a man"
>>6095344
In my experience you feel much more safe secure and bold at the very beginning, but it very quickly tapers off and you go right back to how you were before. Ideally you should consider it a last resort. I myself would try to run away if at all possible, and only if it wasn't possible or feasible or if it wasn't working, would I draw and immediately fire until they hit the ground and stop moving or run away.
When one of those tense situations actually does arise, you really don't want to draw it and the thought of doing so makes you really nervous. That is why I prefer running. I'd rather run and not have to deal with the aftermath of shooting someone in self-defense. I know I'd be a wreck bawling my eyes out on the ground afterward if I had to shoot someone. But if I ever need to I will do it and am ready to.
I am both
>>6095336
and
>>6093260
Luckily for me I didn't need a permit, just needed to be 21+ and have no felonies. After a few incidents where I had to run to not get beat/killed, I went and got a pistol.
>>6095538
I just got my pistol a couple months ago, I actually enjoy shooting it at the range quite a bit..
never touched a gun before in my life and now im ready to trust it with my life.. kind of weird.
>Be FTM
>Have Top surgery 2 years ago. Scars are faded, but still noticeable.
>Go to beach, wait in line for ferry.
>Still wearing shirt.
>Some random woman in line sees scars.
>"Glad to have you with us. You're a cancer survivor right?"
>A few minutes later, my shirt is zipped down just under my pecs cause its hot as balls out, I'm standing in the sun with no shade, and want some air.
>mfw she makes faces at me and clears her throat, miming to 'zip up' because I'm 'flashing' my pecs.
.....
>>6095674
how indecent
>>6094593
...at least you're azn ez mode and 18
>>6094593
>nee nee, okaa-san anon-chan looks like a girl desu!
>be trans woman
>have straight boyfriend
>yes really
>out to lowkey dinner
> so in boymode bc still not 100% passable all the time
>so not much PDA just like inconspicuous hand holding
>get ma'amed and he'd and she'd and "champed" and "buddy" by the server the entire night???
thank god my boyfriend was chill. he was real sweet and started being lovey dovey
>be me, about 16 years old, in high school
>have known for years that something was wrong with me, but wasn't (and am still not) on hormones
>mostly wear men's/unisex clothing in school, have short hair and a fairly deep voice, behave like any obnoxious high school guy
>senior walks into my spanish class and starts being obnoxious
>start being obnoxious back at him from my seat and we banter for a bit
>senior points at me and goes, "who is this guy? what's his name?"
>mfw
>teacher looks horrified and changes subject
>>6096039
ftm?
>>6096050
Yes
>>6096039
>Unisex
Boi
>>6096061
Fukken nice. I wish I could banter as mtf, but I'd probably just get beat up.
>>6096039
>mfw this is my story except i am mtf, my voice was always faggy, no one wanted to banter with me because i couldn't take a fucking joke, i was cut out from le boys' club and i had no friends well into high school and beyond
>>6095674
did she assume you were a girl?
>get in the bathroom
>awkward guy looks at me
>'excuse me, this is the guy's bathroom'
>'im a guy, dude'
>'oh im sorry'
>enter stall as soon as possible
I have heard that some people at my college thinks im a girl, but I have never get misgendered this close, the guy was literally in front of me
>>6095634
>never touched a gun before in my life and now im ready to trust it with my life.. kind of weird.
I know that feel lol. What gun did you get? I wound up with a Springfield XD
>>6095674
fugg dude i'm sorry ;.;
Are you on T? If you have been for a while she's probably just some retard who saw mastectomy scars and just assumed you were a grill purely from that.
>>6094880
That happened to me at this Lebanese Restaurant,
I actually went to women's room instead was like 2mo. HRT. Felt nice.
>be me, mtf, 19
>1 1/2 years hrt
>still not going full time cause dysphoria
>go to anime convention
>the day I decide to dress up is the day i have to go to the bathroom
>reallynigga.jpeg
>say im going to the mens room
>friend stops me
>he tells me he'll walk with me to the gender neutral bathrooms
>there all the way at the other end of the convention center in the middle of fucking nowhere
>fine
>there's about 5 people hanging out in the hallway around the bathrooms
>all trannies
>all give me the fuckyouprettybitchlook.png
>jaws drop when i still go into the mens room
>why the fuck am i gonna waste the time to pull down my tights and skirt so i can sit
>had a neko costume on that day too so didn't feel like undoing my tail either
>like to be fast in and out still
>go in with friend
>janitor was in there as well
>get the weirdest look
>he was about to leave, but then runs back into the stall
>go to the bathroom and leave
>pretty sure he hid out there until we left
>trannies outside still staring like im the freak
>alrighty then
Anyone else just think the bathroom stuff is stupid. No matter how I'm dressed I still use the mens room. I've never gone for the womens cause A lines B why the fuck does it take 5 hours to pee C everytime I'm in the guys room they never say anything, most guys usually feel weird around each other in the bathrooms so their always in and out at least where I live.
I have one other story if anyone else wants it btw
>>6097403
>A lines B why the fuck does it take 5 hours to pee
ive literally never been to a bathroom that had lines and people taking ages to pee or talking a lot or anythingm besides once at a major international airport but it was both bathrooms there. is this just a meme? where do you people live?
>>6096926
I thought about it and like...froze up for a minute, but was too scared to so I just went back to the men's
>>6095674
i am so confused
what kind of shirt is see through enough to see scars like that? and what kind of shirt has a fucking zipper?
>>6097410
I live in MA, idk over here it's pretty frequent. The few times I've been to FL though I've never seen it.
>>6097417
Me too!
Share other story pls also
>>6097417
Do you live in a large city or something?
>>6097436
>first day of convention
>go up to fakku booth
>lost all libido during transition
>still find the illustrations and detail in hentai cute
>would love to have a job where i get to draw porn comics
>see nice girl working the booth
>in super femme boymode with pikachu hoodie with the cute ears
>start talking with her about the different series that we've read and what artists are our favorites
>some guy standing there after buying something
>all of sudden stops and she looks weird at me
>what's up the matter
>she says I think he wants to talk to
>nahhesbuyingporn.psd
>ask him if I'm in his way or anything
>says no and then proceeds to compliment me on my hair and says i look cute in my sweatshirt
>friend and girl i was talking to look at me weird
>say thank you and keep talking to her
>friend has to awkwardly explain to me after that he was hitting on me and that he felt bad for him cause I didn't pay attention to him without know it
>well shit
>wonders why I still don't have a bf/gf
>sigh
>>6097452
Nah mostly the suburbs, but it's pretty much the same wherever I go. There was actually one time where I was waiting in line to go to the men's room and women were waiting in line to use both cause the women's one was so long which looking back I should've said something cause regardless I should've been able to use the men's room before them.
>>6097485
Why can't someone compliment your hair and sweatshirt without wanting to put their dick in you
>>6094553
This is one of the things I dread when I go out. If I have to show picture ID or something and get some weird looks or questions...
>>6094880
I was at a convention one time and while granted I was cosplaying, I didn't do anything with my horrible boy voice and had to tell my friends to explain it while I use the bathroom.
>>6097498
huh weird, maybe they just dont build enough bathrooms there
I'm 21, not trans or on hormones but I have a girly haircut and I dress effeminately (girls jeans, cardigans, t-shirts with cute designs on them)
I get mistaken for a girl a lot in public - I'm not even sure how much it happens since obviously I don't know what people think of me until they tell me, but if I go to a restaurant with someone else and don't open my mouth whilst we're being seated I get referred to as a lady most of the time. I also feel pretty uncomfortable using mens bathrooms, since men have come in and told me I'm in the wrong bathroom several times and I always have to awkwardly explain that I'm actually not a woman.
I really don't sound like a woman at all and never make any effort to do so (i've got a really masculine voice, so it'd sound really fake and bad if I did) so I think I'm in this weird twilight zone where people don't really know what to make of me.
>>6095219
that distortion tho
>>6095963
>straight bf
>still in boymode
bitch plz that nigga be gay
>>6097403
>1 1/2 years hrt
>still not going full time cause dysphoria
>say im going to the mens room
>why the fuck am i gonna waste the time to pull down my tights and skirt so i can sit
you fail as a tranny dude.
>>6096039
I got this a lot in highschool, always being called a guy, despite not being on mones and having D cup boobs at the time.
guess we won the ftm genetic lottery
>>6091463
>walk into mens rest room in college
>black cis girl follows me in
>shes like "damn gurl where are the toilets"
>I start laughing in my deepest man voice
>>6098008
>"damn gurl where are the toilets"
this
I don't know how
I look male as fuk
>>6095925
my dad looks like anno, anon.
>>6097934
Sounds like they're winning pretty hard to me.
>>6098320
The guy at the top seems really familar
>>6098320
This is why I say that passgen is never a surefire way of determining whether you pass or not.
>>6098327
>tfw Asian and in my mid 20s but look masculine af
I WANT MY ASIAN PASSING PRIVILEGE REEEE
>>6098488
Tfw you will never be asian
>>6098516
I'd trade it if I could pass
>>6098516
Ethnicity is a social construct. You can be transasian.
>ftm
>close friends with an mtf
>old guy goes to open door for us
>"have a good night, guys... girls"
>he looks mortified
>with same friend
>we are being seated at a restaurant
>"what can i get for you ladies?"
>old guy asks for help with something at work
>my coworker points him in my direction telling him that "she can help you over there"
>he looks at me and is confused "oh, there HE is"
>he's getting closer "i mean, there she is"
>we make eye contact "there YOU are"
>at the lgbt clinic for hormones
>i give the receptionist my insurance info, its under my moms name
>she looks at me, then my licence, then my insurance again
>"oh did you change your name already?"
>she thinks im mtf
i think the bottom line here is that i am really bad at passing
>>6098471
passgen is only if you want to pass to the best of the best of the clockers in the history of this earth
normal people don't really give a shit or doesn't have enough knowledge
>>6097979
>winning genetic lottery
>not being born with dicks
>>6098471
>This is why I say that passgen is never a surefire way of determining whether you pass or not.
I've been saying this for years. its not that hard to not get clocked. Unless you're a 6'5" megahon with a forehead the size of Montana, most cis people will just take a tall, ugly girl for being a tall, ugly girl. Obv if your voice is garbage or you have a weird hair color or really stick out in some way it can hurt your chances. But remember that most people are fucking blind and even ugly ciswomen sometimes get called sir.
This is why all the trans media exposure is a bad thing though. Cis people are slowly being taught what to look for. Things were better when feminism hadn't hitched it wagon to lgbt and put us in the spotlight. Things were good when nobody gave a shit about trannies at all. Regular girls just blended. Now the megahons are making it hard for everyone else by whining that "we deserve to be treated like people too". Bitch, fuck your ugly ass. Go back to your wife, 2.5 kids, 401k and be happy you're not dealing with our hell.
>>6098516
Being Asian sucks...
>super high inter-familial standards
>extremely forced gender roles
>moms that scare off friends
>family arguments at every gathering
>feuds over not tipping enough at the restaurant
>annoying pocket dogs
>water everywhere!
>nasty food at home
I could go on, but being Asian sucks...
Except being Japanese, cause that side of the senpai is badass as fuck and they actually clean.
>19 year old college student
>several months on hormones
>tutor kids at the local middle school
>we have to check in and out at the front desk as a security measure or something I guess
>go up to the front desk, receptionist looks at me
>"is your parent here to pick you up?"
>look confused and say "w-what, I don't go here"
>"oh my gosh I'm so sorry you look young"
>>6099261
Sorry that you're Indian.
>>6099261
Literally all these things apply to my family, yet I'm still stuck being white.
>>6098320
You do know that cisgirls with big chins and bumpy throats exist.
Mtf, pre-hrt but kinda andro looking already.
>On bus to work, mega busy
>old lady gets on with massive suitcase, only free seat is next to me
>sits next to me with suitcase in aisle, driver complains
>tell her I can just scoot my legs up for it
>"oh it's okay driver, this lady's making space for me"
>fucking grinning
>chitchat for rest of drive, doesn't clock me at all
but worse story:
>need to pee, go to men's public loo cos don't think I pass
>andro clothes as usual, tote bag, fluffy jacket, hair in bun
>done and drying hands when 50yo man walks in
>glances at me, doubletakes and walks back out
>think nothing of it
>go to leave and man is angrily talking to staff right outside door
>"there's a woman in there"
>nervous af, stammer "sorry?" and walk past quickly
>man mutters confusion about my gender
>keep walking don't look back
Hyped cos I pass more lately but that's the first time anyone's actually made a fuss about bathroom stuff and it freaked me the fuck out
>go literallly anywhere
>never get sir'd or madam'd cause pronouns don't distinguish between gender here
>never get that feeling of being misgendered
>can never be confident that I pass
>only way to measure is how much you get stared at but that's completely arbitrary
>stuck up and shy people so catcalling isn't a thing
>if you pass sandniggers will probably try to molest you
>if you get molested sandniggers will probably try to beat you to death
It's an abolutely abstract kind of fucking hell going on in here.png
>>6099449
I'm chinese with a bit of japanese.
>at the bar
>gross guy keeps trying to get my attention
>do my best to ignore him
>eventually he walks over and starts getting all feely
>fed up with it
>cue guyvoice
>"get the fuck away from me, faggot"
>he practically runs out of the building
>mfw
>>6099616
>>go to leave and man is angrily talking to staff right outside door
>>"there's a woman in there"
so that does happen
weird
>>6099720
You are my hero.
>>6099720
I dunno, there is something unsettling to me about a tgirl going all dudebro on someone
>>6099449
sorry that you're british
>>6097485
You could have had a cute story about how you met your bf. Instead you have a cute story about how spergy you are.
>>6099497
>You do know that cisgirls with big chins and bumpy throats exist.
Her chin isn't even big. Goddamn passers complaining about looking like average to ugly looking girls. You will never know the pain of a megahon with a chin the size of Rhode Island.
>>6098690
>tfw you are actually this degenerate
feels bad man
>>6100356
Are you one of the AGPs that doesn't just want to be the little girl, but wants to be the little Asian girl?
>>6100374
[x] AGP
[x] wants to be asian girl
[] wants to be the little tiny anime girl
so i guess it could be worse but it's still pretty fucking bad
>>6099720
>"get the fuck away from me, faggot"
did you say or him?
>>6100415
oh, I thought the anon said that in his guy voice
but what you say makes more sense
>>6093179
if you're a weak tranny martial arts aren't going to do anything
carry a gun
>>6097403
>anime convention
what a fucking loser
>>6101670
How uncouth
more stories pls
I am not on HRT or anything, I have long been sort of a passable girl/boy though, just from how I dress and how I keep my hair. I get stares in the bathroom to the point that it just seems normal (but never comfortable) to me.
Anyway.
>Be me
>Male identified kid with long hair
>dressed in the wierd style I had since middle school
>Kid comes up
>I talk to him for a bit
>asks me if I am a boy
>tell him yeah
>He tells me to cut my hair.
The kid was probably like six to eight. It was a funny experience.
Also not too long ago
>Be at the mall
In the mens restroom
>back to the door, washing hands
>I can see the door with a mirror
>Older man comes in, looks straight at me
>He can see my face becasue of the mirror
>Steps back out of the door, looks at the sign
>comes back in staring at me until he gets out of view
Really wierd.
One more and then I will leave you:
>Be me
>A few days ago, going for a walk
>Dressed nice, coat, scarf, still a bit chilly here
>Group of students come up to me
>A few I have talked to a bit, but most I have just sort of seen around.
>Not really freinds, I am not out to them really
>They tell me that one of them had thought I was a girl until that momen
>I keep walking and just cannot stop grinning.
>>6103763
So are you mtf?
>>6103790
yea
>today in class
>live full time, my name change is being processed as im posting this
>bc of fulltime only have girl clothes
>supposed to present our answers to some questions in groups
>before we do this as a group the prof will take attendance
>walk up there with my group
>he starts to take the attendance of my group members (all girls)
>he gets to me
>looks at me
>"who can you be then"
>"are you [boyname]"
>my group members go "uh, no she is [girlname]
>he just asks for my last name
>i tell him
>he finds it and sees my deadname
>just goes "oh, there i found you"
>mfw the entire time
>mfw i have no face
>>6103837
Chill prof
>>6103837
Should have said it's your brother's name and the school made an error.
>>6093220
femboy
take hormones.
pick one
>>6103986
But if they don't want to be a girl but want to be a femboy the only way they can stay a femboy forever is to take hormones
>>6103837
dank story m8
>>6099726
I've had a few folks come into the mens and double-check it's the mens on seeing me, but none made it an issue except him.
Wonder if when I'm brave & passing enough to use the womens, if the same happens. Hope not
Lately, I've noticed that people have been giving me these looks. Not bad looks or stares, but more of a look of attraction.
>Be getting gas
>have to go inside to get a receipt
>walk in
>lady is putting drinks in the refrigerator
>say hi
>she turns around
>"OH! Hi!" she said with this huge grin and a bit of giggling
>ask for a receipt
>"Ok, hehehe, here you go!"
>thanks...
>she just kept looking at me and smiling...
It wasn't creepy but I couldn't tell if she knew or if she thought I was cute. I don't think I completely fail boymode at this point, but I look super feminine with my hair in a ponytail, which I now have my hair in all the time.
Another instance...
>be at a burger king
>just shaved that day
>face is super clean
>go up to order
>lady at the counter looks at me for a couple seconds
>"Um... ok... may I take your order?"
>give order
>sit at table
>she's still glancing over at me...
Again, can't tell if this is a good thing or a bad thing...
>>6104925
Are you sure it's attraction?
>>6104925
sounds like a bad thing...
>>6104925
I mean...do you think both these women were lesbians? or what?
>>6104947
No, but it's doesn't seem like they think something is funny or wrong.
It just feels like they want to keep looking at me.
>>6104961
I'm hoping they just thought I was a super cute dude...
I don't want to get gendered female just yet, I'm not ready for that.
>>6104962
>laughs and stares at you
>they must be finding me sexually attractive!
typical hon
>>6105029
hey now, anon
I am sure anon is a cutie
>>6105029
I never said that they found me sexually attractive.
I just said that it didn't seem like they found me repulsive or unremarkable.
But whatever makes you feel better. Just let it all out. Let all of your anger, regret, and sadness out! I'll support you! You aren't alone in this, hon...
>>6092911
I see you almost had him, nice!
>walking by family
>little girl goes "daddy is that a tranny"
>guy goes uhh I don't know what it is
Kind of want to kill myself right now
>>6106761
Also I should preface I was literally just wearing black jeans and a fucking hoody and even had a backpack breaking up my chest. I just look fucking strange. I need ffs:_(
I'm literally afraid to use any bathroom now.
>>6104925
First girl was being very polite and kind. Found your whole existence flattering.
Second girl was creeped the fuck out by you. No offence.
>>6106761
>>little girl goes "daddy is that a tranny"
whaat. little kids know what "tranny" is now?
>>6106780
>black jeans and a fucking hoody
>little girl goes "daddy is that a tranny"
>guy goes "no, that's an edgelord"
>>6093761
>Ugliness is the greatest equalizer.
That's a pathetic mentality.
>>6103986
Ooh what do we have here? Awwwww its a butthurt widdle twanny.
>mtf
>premones, andro clothing, long hair
>at work, having a little break
>Little boy walks up to me and directly asks me "Are you a girl?"
>Blush
>Mutter something like "I wish."
>Boy looks at me confusedly
>I get up and basically flee the scene.
God im such a failure.I guess i sorta passed though?
>Also work.
>Wavin to some elder man as greeting.
>He compliments my work and says im the only delivery girl that does her job properly.
>Completly fail girl voice as i say thanks.
>He corrects himself
But theres also this:
>Go shopping in a womens bontique
>Casier calls me over and subtly hints to me to leave
>act oblivious
>She leans in and talks in this hushy secrety voice that this is a womens only shop
>Make up a bullshit excuse about their sign stating mens fashion too, embarrasedly leave.
>>6097485
>>go up to fakku booth
supporting that terrible copyright abuse that will privatize manga.
>>6097524
Because then they'd have no reason to tell you.
I passed as male on a TC last night. I didn't speak, though.
>>6108192
The only thing I could think of. Fuck that anon, I swear to god.
>be 20 mtf in sydney
>2 years hrt but still boy-mode because super-high passing standards
>long hair but wear beanies/hoodies/hats so it's not obvious i'm a faggot.
>nothing else overtly feminine.
All in the last week:
>talking to new neighbor the other day and he asks me if i'm a boy or a girl
>going shopping for jeans and sales assistant directs me to women's section
>drunk guys in car honk at me while I'm walking home from uni at night
feels breddy gud desu
>>6108549
>>going shopping for jeans and sales assistant directs me to women's section
I want this feeling. I want to be in a big store ask where something ambiguous is like "where is your athletic wear" and by pointed to the womens section. God this is my dream.
This middle eastern guy keeps messaging me and thinks im a girl.
My name is male and my picture is male and my clothes are male.
Im not sure what to do.
>>6108755
He's gay, bro. Get that D.
>>6093280
accept that you are going to grow up, i actually know lots of trans people who do this,
>>6108755
you think men can't be very pretty and very sexy, shitlord?
>>6108759
>>6108763
No he seriously thinks im a girl.
Do I just be like HAHA FAG IM A DUDE?
Do I just ignore it?
Does this mean im failing boy mode and I should grow a beard or something?
Or is he just retarded cause hes from the middle east and doesnt know what ladies look like because they all wear tablecloths?
>>6108794
lol, tell him he is gay for hitting on you
>>6108794
he thinks you are a tranny, middle eastern men love trannies and want to take you away and transform you
>>6108088
>women's only shop
how is that not discrimination against men again?
Come on fags
Keep this thread alive
>>6108446
Me too, but I'm not ftm :(
>>6109121
Yeah, you'd think a shop that sells mostly womens underwear and specializes in womens fashion should allow men in!
>>6111532
They should
Who cares if a man wears the underwear or buys it for his wife or girlfriend.
If they are acting creepy sure kick them out but why should they be allowed to kick you out bases on your sex?
>>6111580
Then make the rule NO BUTCH DYKE LESBOS because thats apparently how people want to segregate.
>>6111580
Fair enough i suppose.
Still, talking as a transgirl, i wouldnt be very comfortable with a man shopping at such an place. Maybe its just a exposure thing but still, seems awkward to me.
>>6099648
finland?
>>6094878
First time I've kek'ed on this site in a long time good job
>>6106761
that's fucked
>>6111706
yeap.
>>6108762
>grow up
I'm 27 lol. This really feels right to me, I really don't like thinking of myself as being a girl, I won't be "growing up" out of it because you knew some trannies who took a round-about way to get there. I started as a tranny and it wasn't right, it wasn't for me, it wasn't what i wanted to be. I wanted to be something more inbetween, but still male identifying.
>>6093220
Where do you get your mones from?
>>6103837
this is why to talk to your profs before they do roll for classes n shit.
like literally who hard is it to send them and email to tell them your preferred name, or show up to class early and tell them privately.
>>6094878
>Savannah
Why do t-girls pick the most ridiculous names? Even if you passed 100% I'd get suspicious at the name Savannah
>>6114070
because then there will be no stories to post in this thread
closet agp so obviously in boy mode, these are all of my stories ever
>plan rail trip with friends from school
>3 guys 3 girls
>first guy breaks leg the day before trip
>second guy chickens out
>me and 3 girls
>at youth hostel registration
>let one of the girls do the talking
>"so that will be 4 girls?"
i remember that back then i was not even aware of the whole trans thing, but it felt nice
>doing civilian service in nursing home
>first day
>old lady looks at me
>seems a little short-sighted
>"sorry, but i have to ask, are you a boy or a girl?"
she asked that in the nicest way possible
>now a student, drinking beer with a recently found friend in student's home
>"anon, you seem so confident in your masculinity without even trying"
>my face drops
no shit i was not trying
that conversation led to my first outing ever
from then on he'd greet me with "'sup anon, my girl!"
weird thing is i always felt comfortable around him because he was like 1.95 in height
>going for a walk
>walk balancing on top of a 2 meter stone wall
>pass by a house
>young boy shouts "pretty lady!"
i'm not sure what he mean, i guess he was trying to insult me
>now a doctor
>night shift in psychiatric ward
>manic psychotic young woman is admitted
>shouts at me
>"look at you, you're neither a man nor whatever"
>head of department enters
>woman proceeds to shouting insults at him
>chuckle inside
>>6114063
I get them online and self-med because the resources for obtaining them where I live are pretty bad. There is only one therapist for it and one shit tyre clinic staffed with rude people and with a bad approach to it.
>>6114781
>now a doctor
K
>be at work
>customer asks me my coworkers name
>tell him
>he says she's pretty
so what I'm not pretty? god damn it.
>Work in a nursing home for an hour a week doing inventory in all the resident rooms
>The old people commonly say Miss or M'am when they address me
The staff of course never mistakes me so I guess its their lack of eyesight, but either way its nice
>>6115289
I know this feel.
Also occurs with old ladies, while grocery shopping, 'cause they can't reach the top shelf, but I can. (Heh, tranny privilege)
>>6115159
we walk amongst you...
24/pre-HRT [start 2 weeks from now].
I pass about 75% of the time. Even when I don't pass I think I am cute. I always get compliments on my hair, shoes, bag, style, makeup, etc.
I'm in a pretty well known band and last night we played in front of like 200 people. It was the first time I've played with my band in femme since coming out.
I have so many awesome passing stories from last night that make me feel all warm and fuzzy but after our set someone came up to me and said, "You are the most amazing female percussionist I've ever seen."
I was instantly like, >.<
It seriously feels amazing to be able to transition, express myself, not be ridiculed, and have a clear path towards passing. Thanks for this thread to share this. I can't say this to anyone else without being looked as as weird af.
I remember laying in bed when I was like 12 years old trying to wager with "God" to turn me into a girl and asking why I was a boy. Fuck "God", it's insane I actually get to live out that dream.
>>6102041
>on 4chan
>not a weeaboo
pick one
>>6115348
post your Phd, faggot
I want a timestamp and everything
>Be 24 year old man
>Don't look like a girl at all
>Get in cab
>I say "drop me off near the academy"
>He asks me what school year I'm in
>"I-I'm not in school, I'm 24..."
>He looks super shocked "really? No way, I thought you were 16!"
Does this mean that I will pass after hormones? Ironically I was on my way to laser that day.
>>6115451
It's a pretty good sign desu. Worst case scenario you end up being a really cute young looking femboy, as long as you aren't ugly or super manfaced.
>>6115451
Not really. Just means you look young.
>>6115407
>post legal document on 4chan
um, no
i don't have a phd, i'm a medical doctor. i was actually planning on getting a phd, but that didn't go so well. i'm 29 and currently doing my internship/residency (i guess that's what americans would call it). last i checked there there was another doctor in the agp thread as well.
>>6115514
pussy
>Staying too late at the library
>Head librarian going round checking for procrastinators.
>"Sir, we're closing. You have to leave"
>Turn to face her
>"Ma'am, sir, ma'am, sir, ma'am, sir. I mean.. ehh.."
>Turns beet coloured. Walks away
>mfw almost gave the old woman a seizure
>>6115660
do libraries hire robots now?
>>6115660
Oh man as a femboy this makes me laugh every time I get something like this happening to me. I get a kick out of people being confused about what I am lol.
>>6115377
i watch anime all the time but I don't talk about it and I don't go to conventions about it
>>6114342
I knew two cis girls named Savannah. One was white and my friend for a short time, the other was black without the h at the end.
>Be me, pre-mtf
>No mones
>Walking through a crowded mall with 4 supportive friends
>Dressed in full on wig, girls clothes, makeup, etc.
>Get extremely nervous cause I'm a closetfag for the most part
>Walk fastly by a cashier in a women's clothing store
>"Is she okay?" Or something along those lines
>Even though I was freaking out, feelsgoodman.jpg
I never really tried putting on makeup and going out after that, I still would like to try though, and with a less shit-tier wig and clothes (As I'm still pre-mones)
>>6119775
Bet you looked gr8 hon
>>6119783
Hey dude, I'm only 18 and this happened a couple months ago, Many people I know say that I'm pretty feminine for a guy. The last thing I should be called is a hon
>>6118350
you'll eventually make a friend that likes anime in real life and realize that the only way you have to comunicate your opinions is talking like you do in 4chan. Your only way out is to never meet anyone who watches animu. That is your course.
>>6115365
>pre hrt
>presenting femme
Hon.
>>6119800
I don't think so anon. I don't talk about anime on 4chan either.
I don't really enjoy /a/ since it's just people beating off over girls they like when I don't really like girls.
And I don't think I'll make friends in real life either because I do my best not to (which is really just me acting normally).
>>6119775
Are wigs as weird as I think they would be?
I dunno natural hair just seen a lot better
>>6119944
I'm not a nasty man beast like you all are.
>>6121090
Keep telling yourself that.
>>6121259
>Bitter hon pissed that not everyone has big broad shoulders, baldness, and ugly man face.
>>6119800
>tfw met a few non autistic channers in real life
The banter is real when we're all in the same room together.
>>6093672
Be my friend pls
>>6114023
I wish I could be like you but being called a man is fucking suffering and it hurts to exist being this ambiguous thing. Plus I work as a cashier and interact with hundreds of people a day.
Ive had a guy strongly hint he knew im a train back when I sideswept my bangs and I'd get misgendered weekly. With full bangs I've been sir'd like once which the guy corrected and he'd twice, in the span of 4 months.
I live in a pretty progressive area so it's hard to tell honestly. I got "he'd" by a co-worker once (mfw a customer sized me up and said "uh, that's a lady, friend). I've had people in honesty tell me they had no idea. But then I get weird looks at my nametag sometimes and people just act weird. I can never tell if it's just people being autistic, me being androgynous but passable or me being clocked but I'm guessing all of the above. I get gendered fem pretty frequently.
My voice is trained but not perf, wide shoulders, angular femme face
>>6122010
And by no means does every customer act weird
>>6122010
>Plus I work as a cashier and interact with hundreds of people a day.
Yeah this is where I run into problems myself, although I have gotten used to it. People around here -really- don't like it when they can't instantly figure out what gender you are. Nonetheless, very recently we got LGBT protections in just my city, so I won't be getting fired again or harrassed as much at work/by employees at stores I shop at/etc. for being a huge androgynous faggot. I'm currently trying to get a job again and have gotten an interview at least, I'll see how that pans out, they seemed really faghaggy so maybe that's good news for me.
It's also hard to maintain the balance in terms of my appearance. It's easy at this point to wind up looking like a girl or a tranny if I don't do it right, often I look like a tomboy but act like a fag. Shit gets really confusing, but to be honest I like being this weird confusing androgynous thing. As such people's confusion does make me feel good, even though it also hurts and makes me less social because they're dicks about it. I do hate it when people think I'm a tranny though.
This one cashier at a place I shopped was an obvious tranny, young but clearly had only just started hormones, wasn't passing at all but had potential, they just went girlmode without having the looks or voice for it, and I don't know why - doing such here is just asking for a whole lot of trouble. Once I was in her checkstand late, the only one there. She asked what my preferred pronouns were and said that she "could tell I wasn't cis" and I just kinda overreacted and went "what the fuck are you even talking about? I'm a guy..." and she seemed hit hard by it, probably gets a lot of shit from everyone every day and I'm one of the few people who would be nice, so it was probably pretty hurtful for me to be lashing out like that when she thought she had a fellow tranny in front of her. I never saw her there again either to apologize :/
>>6122098
I guess main moral of the story: don't assume someone is a tranny or okay with talking about such things just because you can tell they've been on hormones for a long time ;.;
Still feel bad about it though, I should have let her off more kindly about it.
>be me today
>riding the public transport
>wear headphones and listen to music
>phone battery runs out
>take off headphones
>some nigger takes this as an invitation to talk to me
>asks for my name
>asks me if i think me or his friend is taller
>his friend was like 6'4 or some shit
>im 5'11
>get off on my stop
>this guy fucking follows me off
>is obviously fascinated by my great height
>tells me 'i luv mah wimmin tall bb'
>asks me where i live and if i would like to be his friend
>i screamed out no and ran for it
>took a detour home bc didnt want this creepy nigger to know where i live
why is it always the nignogs that pull this shit?
>tfw female 'privilege'
>>6122172
>why always nignogs?
They have less empathy for others, and also no sense of shame, on top of being really selfish. This makes them rude and completely oblivious to social conventions and norms. They go through life more like a machine/animal than like a human. It's like how an insect just functions off of wiring and instinct. They just exist and do, they do not think about their existence or ponder their actions.
>>6122115
You are a tranny though, like you can be a tranny and identify as a man but you literally are comfy with cross sex hormones. That's trans.
>>6122098
>one of the few people who was nice
Fuck that hit me hard. People are at least civil to me and yet here I am constantly on the edge of clinical depression. I guess I'd get used to it if people treated me overtly terribly.
>be me
>13 months on HRT
>no weird stares, no glances, no long pause before gendering me, nothing
>at the grocery store
>"Here's your change, sir"
>"Y-you too"
>>6122218
This is such a precise description, obviously you asked them directly to get this kind of answer.
Or, maybe, oh no! Are you projecting your shit on others? What a surprise. Didn't see it coming
have a nice day
>>6122378
I KNOW THAT FEEL ANON
>INTERNAL CRYING INTENSIFIES
>>6122357
Stop trying to pin me as something that I'm not. This shit is exactly why I go off on people who assume I'm a tranny or act like I'm one.
I'm not a tranny because I have no desire or need to transition. Modifying your body with hormones does not make you a tranny. Take some random boy and stick him on hormones. Is he trans? No. I take them to look androgynous and cute, not to be some other gender. I'm not -trans-itioning into anything. Key word there is trans. There is no transition, or desire for it, so how can someone be trans then? You're transgender, I'm trans-what then in your opinion? Nothing. Because I'm not trying to become another gender. You people piss me off to no end and it makes me really think that trannies are all mentally ill faggots with how much you push your shit on other people. I know better though, and it's just a problem of you not being able to put yourself in someone elses shoes and think about how they have different needs and desires in life than yourself.
>>6122374
Yeah things are pretty shitty up here :/ even people who are polite and don't say anything to your face will be giving you looks or talking to you weirdly. Or you'll just hear them behind you "was that a boy or a girl? lol" and such things. Getting shit right to your face is pretty common, too. Even from customers, and most employers until recently (due to law changes only) would make you just put up with it and side with the customer.
>>6122637
There there, anon
>>6122637
>>6122698
If all you can do is throw memes then you suck ass at convincing me I'm a tranny. How about you give it a real shot?
>>6122723
I'm not the anon you're arguing with, I'm just laffin because you're so buttblasted.
>calls trannies delusional
>takes hormones to look ''''cute''''
You do you, anon, and ignore whatever the haters say.
>>6122098
Anon the feels you just struck. I fucking hate being a cashier when I get put on cause you always get "that look", it's like you're a whole different fucking species to a person. Don't feel bad about being mean either it happens to all of us, some of them deserve it some of them don't. You intended to apologize so you're good. There's one that I always ignore the fuck out of cause she comes in with her boyfriend and a full grown beard and doesn't give 2 shits about making the rest of us look like freaks.
>be on hrt for almost 2 years
>doorbell rings
>bullshit sales man trying to sell water filters
>hello ma'am
>hello sir
>sorry ma'amsir to waste your time
>mfw I didn't even say anything
>>6122854
>you always get "that look", it's like you're a whole different fucking species to a person.
Holy shit that perfectly describes that look. Yeah though I try not to feel too bad about lashing out at her because really, nobody should be trying to talk about this shit with others IRL unless they really know each other and it's in private. She did wrong in that regard, I still should have let her off kindly. Oh well.
>There's one that I always ignore the fuck out of cause she comes in with her boyfriend and a full grown beard and doesn't give 2 shits about making the rest of us look like freaks.
Wow holy shit that sounds horrible lol. They'd be catching too much shit here to live with themselves.
>>6122742
>calls trannies delusional
>takes hormones to look ''''cute''''
Seems a lot less delusional than "teehee I'm a real wombyn even though I was born a man and totally look like one" not that that's all trannies. Doing shit to look more cute still seems much less delusional than thinking you're the other gender, not that I actually called trannies delusional.
I didn't even use the word delusional, see >>6122637
>it makes me really think that trannies are all mentally ill faggots with how much you push your shit on other people. I know better though
>I know better though
So at this point you're just sticking words in my mouth.
>>6122098
If you have the opposite sex's endocrine system by choice then you are in fact a transsexual you stupid shit.
>>6122970
m8, when you say something like
>I have no desire or need to transition
when earlier you said you're starting to fail boymode, it's funny. At this point you're basically genderqueer, which technically falls under the trans umbrella. I get that you're mad about being lumped in with transwomen when you just wanna be effay, but come on dude.
(I do apologize for putting words in your mouth tho)
