How often do you cry mtfg?
> 3 times a week
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>>6035442
first for a fart
>tfw 15-16 inch shoulders....
>>6036652
we're shooting up dope dude wtf?
>>6036654
>>6036654
every single day, i cry.
cry so much ;(
>>6036660
that's not big u dummy tho I think they'd be an inch smaller if I was cis
Tunes
https://youtu.be/IgQM6aPMHqU
>>6036665
how big are urs...
>>6036654
Yeah gurl.
>>6036660
>tfw no dope
>>6036654
Wonder if she actually is mtf
>>6036654
i dont cry anymore
Ahem. Fucking early thread anon. I was having fun.
>>6036658
>>6036667
yo this is pretty dope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8N-qO3sPMjc
>>6036654
never times a week, maybe twice in the past 6 months
before re-repressing all emotions after hrt broke the dam:
5 times a week
>>6036669
Get hip injections
>>6036667
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7b2NdNewFI
im pretty into the new xiu xiu album
While I was testifying in court a few days ago, I locked eyes with a couple of girls on the jury and we exchanged smiles. I wonder if that was jury tampering.
>>6036668
15 inchers
>>6036669
>>6036679
you don't need hips to be cute :)
>>6036667
http://youtu.be/lMUMwxvmBWE
>>6036684
just be brave and do it!
>>6036676
If you havent noticed, science is a double entendre for lewd stuff Isla. Theres no real science here. Just degenerative behavior
I am tired...
>>6036693
Iktf
did you sleep?
>>6036688
>chink
>cute
>>6036688
She has tiny shoulders to make up for it
>>6036675
Oooh this is really pleasant too
>>6036683
That's really good too wow
>>6036689
Why is /mtfg/'s music taste so good and chill right now
https://youtu.be/cUvD5XKOqIM
>>6036686
>15 inchers
>>6036660
>15-16 inch shoulders....
>tfw actually 16 inch shoulders
:/ oh well, so much for ever wearing cute clothes
>>6036692
>Theres no real science here
>>6036686
see urs are smaller are mine
>>6036685
What were you testifying for hips
u prolly swooned em
>>6036690
ok >__<
>>6036699
>be me
>5'8"
>17.5 inch shoulders
thanks genetics
>>6036700
someone stole my phone and he's probably going to prison for up to 3 years
>>6036700
be brave sis!
>>6036698
>tfw not resting on islas chest RN
my shoulders are literally twice as wide as most cis girls
>>6036699
It was fun Pan.
Do I pass?
tfw no mommy.
>>6036711
>It was fun Pan.
huh what? is one of us going somewhere??? don't leave me ;(
I like you.
>>6036688
No only Photoshop, a crazed plastic surgeon and a ton of make-up. Models from Worst Korea look identical.
>>6036712
no he sold it or something so i lost a bunch of child abuse evidence i had on some psycho girl but on the plus side i'll probably be getting restitution!! which means i would have gotten a free screen replacement + some free money
also why do u care shouldnt u be telling me to drink asbestos lmao
>>6036697
ooh that's quite nice
this is one of my more favored instrumental triphop tracks https://youtu.be/QRgPIbSX1mg
>Tfw no isla gf
>>6036713
Oh you were cosplaying as someone from Rocky Horror Picture Show?
>>6036715
No, not one of us..
The science is dead. v.v
On to something else.
>>6036716
tfw no small asian man to play with my face
>>6036697
damn this is good girl
>>6036709
>tfw still awake
Ill go nap in like 2 hours tho
ahhhhhhh i finally finished editing that project......
auhhhh and the guy said he liked it too.... i was so scared he'd hate it. maybe he did hate it and he's being polite. i dont care anymore....
i am finally at peace
goodnight mtfg
>>6036719
>child abuse
s: on the one you told me about before? that sucks.
At least you're gonna get smthin tho!!
>also why do u care shouldnt u be telling me to drink asbestos lmao
s: I don't want that! My bad, if you'd rather I not talk to you I won't!
>>6036721
good girl
>>6036710
>start hormones at 17 but it's already too late?
>>6036720
>>6036726
https://youtu.be/_BVSgNd-w5A
https://youtu.be/HN6VIY4Q5t8
I like to think I have good taste~
>>6036736
i mean, maybe your shoulders are mainly from muscle, not bone? in which case they'lll maybe shrink... and like, tons of cis girls ahve big shoulders!!
>>6036733
yeah idk i think overall i'm getting $300-$400 out of the theft (cost of replacement + some ancillary stuff) if the restitution hearing goes well so as usual the hips is uneclipsed
im not upset but i'm confused
>>6036736
start asap to try and get hip growth to offset shoulders
>>6036736
not too late at all, especially with that much potential for fat redistribution. you're only 18, who knows what'll happen
>>6036742
That's after 3 years of hormones
>>6036745
oh, well, what was your diet/BMI fluctuations like? gotta gain fat to distribute fat, and you've still got some hrt-puberty left in you so there's time yet
>>6036736
you'll probably get hip growth still
do side laying leg lifts to help build muscle
ultimately, you might end up with an inverted triangle or a mild hourglass
>>6036749
Started hormones when I was 48kg/171cm
2 months ago I gained weight and am now 53kg. Nothing can fix the size, though.
>tfw drinking a bottle of wine and a bunch of ciders with Faye while eating pizza and playing MtG
where r u Mtfg why r u not here
also hi we are drunk how r u!!!
>tfw you beat Edie at magic cards
>the prize was ten spanks
>not sure if you want to give or receive
Just good Christian fun here
>>6036747
oh i had insurance that i paid a $175 deductible into and i can't remember what else but it was related to the lifestyle impact it had (stuff like not having a timer for my hormones until I got a new phone, etc). the phone itself iirc was valued at around ~$1000 so he's probably going away for grand larceny which is a felony which is prob. why there were 12 jurors on the case
>>6036755
>where r u Mtfg why r u not here
sonic told me it would be rude for her to invite people as an invitee
>>6036756
>>6036755
>>6036759
this you're cute as fuck and i hope i have a love like this some day
>>6036753
well, what are your levels like? you could maybe up your dosage some if it isn't already 90th percentile ranges and gain weight gradually which would probably go mostly to where you want it. and face matters much more than shoulders, and face is easier to fix with time.
Ultimately though, body shape isn't what will determine your happiness, how much you can express yourself as and truly feel that you are a girl is what will determine it, even if it feels like you're deluding yourself at first.
>>6036757
danngg
hope u get ur money back and the rest goes well!!
>>6036756
that cosplay is rlly cool
>>6036755
omg edie and faye finally met up 8) qt
trippin' on a little sump'n sump'n and cleaning is how, we were so slammed tonight but sleep can wait til tomorrow night, maybe drunk b4 sleep even
Gonna go to sleep and leave some good music as I do, night everyone~
https://youtu.be/CQzxeRlZfzI
>>6036771
nini
>>6036759
>>6036760
s-she's my favorite
how u girls doin tho?
>>6036768
we met up like a month ago!!
>>6036773
oh my god that's so adorable yay
im going to sleep now night edie but you two keep being cute and keep us all updated pls
>>6036773
shit I am so behind on like everything related to anything I guess
sweet stuff
>>6036768
as in random rc?
>>6036783
ew no
dead
same time
every night
>>6036791
hey gem what do you think of yume
>>6036791
errynihtg
>>6036789
>>6036789
exactly -1.7 many
>>6036789
Some girls have dicks get over it
>>6036789
*fart*
i'm gonna pierce my gf's frenulum
tips? tricks? any suggestions?
>>6036762
When I take the blood test 12 hours after taking the last E pill, I usually get like 480pmol/L
>>6036791
ya, it sucks ;(
its like 7 pm for me now, i'm lonely every night.
i need someone to use my chest as a cushion right about now
>>6036820
I need a cushion, deal?
>>6036822
100%
definitely open to this
>>6036822
>>6036825
can we haz sleepover?
>>6036830
I get scared with more than one other person in the room tho ;~~;
>>6036830
hmm the pic the characters should be in a different place, but yeah for sure
sleepover with a lot of snuggles and mildly suggestive things
>>6036830
oh I wasnt invited, nevermind
>>6036831
THEN ILL PROTECT YOU PRINCESS
>tfw can't sleep and feeling crappy
It's the worst when I have to lay here and have nothing to focus on besides shitty thoughts
>>6036840
ur cute
touch my butt
its a nice butt
it might make u feel better
>tfw horny and frustrated
I need a dick inside me like rn
>>6036842
Rub the magic feel good butt? I guess I can give it a shot
>>6036713
You do pass, just don't overdo your makeup, a more "natural" look would suit you better, while improving your "passing score". Overdoing make up is a common signal of a transwoman trying to pass., and it's usually a telltale sign
>tfw threw this so fucking hard
>tfw I just want a honest gf that loves and supports me
Help me feel trans girls. I don't want to fetizize you. I just want to say I'm sorry for Anyone that hates me
>>6036846
for all that u need to touch it for
>>6036853
forgot image >,<
>>6036853
pookie is my sisstterrr
im not center of attentiony enough though
o:
>>6036859
you'reee literallyyyy the center of attentionn
>>6036835
But ure the princess, and its my job to protect you ;-;
>>6036843
>horny
not trutrans
>>6036857
>>6036853
awww
<3
>>6036837
Id never meet boys 1on1 or in groups when I am the only girl. that just scares me too much. girls is okay if its 1on1 or I know them all very well, but Id never sleep with anyone in the same room that isnt my SO or my family.
>>6036851
it's okay, i won't paint you with a broad brush.
nini thread i love you
(pls dont touch my butt while im sleeping, wait till im awake for it)
>>6036878
>im gonna secretly touch your boobs btw
wut
like this?
>>6036887
yes.
now nini.
>>6036883
>does that mean
yes it does!
>>6036889
goodnight :3
>>6036794
I think the world of yume
more than I could ever say in words
>>6036899
Gem whyd you stop talking to me? :c
Anyone else transition to live out a sexual fantasy at first? It started out for me as a sexual fantasy to be a girl getting drunk off too much cock and I started CDing and now I'm chewing down skittles and praying for megamilks
>>6036903
sorry I was distracted when I got home by my roommates and important stufc and the qtpa2t im talking to on cam right now
>>6036906
>Anyone else transition to live out a sexual fantasy at first? It started out for me as a sexual fantasy to be a girl getting drunk off too much cock and I started CDing and now I'm chewing down skittles and praying for megamilks
uhhhh, not i personally, but AGP fantasies fueling the desire to transition are normal, nothing wrong with that..... i guess. :/
>>6036907
Oh that's okay, I was just worried I said something wrong or something idk :s
>>6036909
oh no no no, youre fine
Ive just had a bit of a week
>>6036914
I totally understand, I've had a bit of a week every week this year x.x
>>6036865
Thank you so much. I was completely unfair to this girl, I was chatting to a mint I mean MINT qt3.14 when this was happening, she is who I rlly wanted but she lives 1400 miles away, it's in the same continent.
Look idk what I am. Call me a chaser call me a faggot. Actually kinda like it when a femboi or a trap calls me a faggot and herself a faggot it's kinky in a sort of fucked up way, but all I rlly want is some one to share with.
>>6036933
where are you, anon? i hope you'll be okay. self deprecating is sort of cute.
>>6036773
I was busy watching Creed... but this is adorable
>>6036942
Y-you t-too. North America.
I do hate it anon. I hate how much I want her. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
Removed her Skype contact and left the group were I found her. I just want to stop feeling anon. I'm almost crying I haven't this way about a girl in a very long time
>>6036947
i'll be praying those feelings subside, you don't sound like you deserve to suffer.
I wish I was cute and had a bf or even a gf and was invited to mtfg sleepovers and stuff but I'm just a gross old obese hon
>>6036933
>1400
Where are you two from?
So now I'm scared that I'm going to pee in my pants from spiro. How do I know what size pads to buy?
>>6036952
beauty comes from within, i just put the people i'm friends with/have interacted with and enjoy the company with, its by no means an exhaustive or comprehensive list ^,^
>>6036955
i don't use them for peeing my pants, but I like to wear always maxi pads overnight. they're the best imo
>>6036955
you'll be fine
>>6036955
I've like REALLY had to pee before and held it just fine anon lol
>>6036965
i'd work on that then... :/
Ey yo hold up
its time for some fresh bantz
>>6036955
Tbh poop is what you should worried about my butt bleeds eevery time I do now
>>6036976
big shouldered hon edition?
>>6036985
you're only too far gone if you're dead,
get motivated
>>6035442
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=olCoTmcMpc8
It's strange that I can cry in my dreams. But when I wake my T Blocks all my ability to shed a single tear.
>>6036991
>tfw I cannot self terminate either
angie please set me free
>>6036999
that's not angie.
hi girls how is everyone ??
I'm not trans. Maybe I'm just lonely and warped from years of Internet porn.
This is gonna stop. I am a normal cis male.
I am going to leave this place and never come back. I am not meant to be here.
>>6037005
>black hole
okay... well, get professional help, i'm not a psych to try and help you with your issues. everyone has shit going on in their lives that requires mental stamina. nobody, not i, nor anyone else can do it for you, you need to do it yourself... now i'm done responding till you get optimistic/positive, good lucl
>>6037013
hello Kit, I haven't seen you in forever since you got skittles, I actually started last week
>>6037016
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
congrats !!! i am almost at 2 months now. it's pretty great :3 i'm so happy for you though
>>6037015
I'm sorry I didn't mean to unload that dark stuff on you
I'm going to try, I just... yeah
>>6037014
Save yourself brother, we have lost enough men down here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0A1Iqjqa1WQ
>tfw my repression is failing
>can't possibly go through with turning myself into a freak and ruining my life and fertility and shaming my family
Death it is then
>>6037014
>>6037022
>>6037024
shut up and become cute girls
>>6037013
Hey Kit!
>>6037019
wow it's been 2 months! that's really great and thank you <3
>>6037024
Suicide will destroy your fertility and shame your family a lot more than being a girl.
>>6037026
You... I like you. :)
second this 100%
>>6037027
hiiiiiiiiii !!! how are you??
>>6037028
thanks! it has been really good for me so far I feel very blessed
I had a dream it was my wedding day.
And... personally, I still have trouble considering myself a girl sometimes, but no, in the dream I was going to be the bride and I was so happy.
But on the day of my wedding everything was going wrong. We had put off telling all my extended family that I was going to be the bride instead of the groom (what a great idea that is, I guess they hadn't seen me in a while), we couldn't find my dress or my make up and somehow there was a really awful mistake at the hair dresser and they gave me a guy haircut.
But the show must go on... right?
Then when everyone saw me and figured out what was going on they got up and left.
>>6037036
>attempt
trans girls are more like cis girls than cis guys in how they attempt, so they don't succeed as much, even if we try more often.
>>6037040
Hi eleri :D glad you're feeling better
>>6037035
>very blessed
iktf :D, its awesome to see other trans girls happy !!!!
>>6037016
>started last week
gratzzz, hows it going?
>>6037036
thats dysphoria for you
join us in taking hrt and dressing as a girl and eating pizza :3
joiiinnnn usssssssss
>>6037020
It's actually really amazing for me to think of when you first posted on here convinced you were never even going to start hrt or try at all or anything, and now you've made it this far and I'm almost certain it's way, WAY better than if you had just gone back to repressing even if it doesn't feel like it. you've had a lot more setbacks and obstacles than most of us but you've come such a long way and if you keep trying it'll only get better. never perfect, but better.
you aren't quite so ultimately unpassable as you think either, you've got a kind looking face that's much more feminine than when you started out with an overall skull shape that's relatively neutral, and not all cis women have slender dainty bodies. Hrt takes years and years to have full effect and there are still changes to come even if they're slower.
And I think a lot of your headspace problems are much more treatable than being trans, albeit with an even less linear path to breaking through, but I really do think you'll make it if you keep going, and finding the right psychiatric help takes fucking forever but helps a lot.
I really hope I'm not coming off as condescending and I'm sorry if I am, I sincerely believe this and I have a lot of hope for you sheen, you've already made a bunch of progress and you're one of the more inspirational people on here imo just for the fact that you're still kicking despite your demons. idk if you still wanna talk to me or anything but if you ever need someone to chat with or rant at you know how to find me, I'm pretty much always willing to listen. <33
>>6037016
I started Tuesday on AA and Wednesday on E. Do we have the same transbirthday?
>>6037043
Outside of very specific contexts, none of which are equivalent to being a tranny, suicide is generally frowned upon.
>>6037053
It's preferable to being found out as a tranny
>>6037014
Lol
>>6037061
Eventually everyone kind of finds out, don't they? Unless you moved across the country, changed your name and cut off every single tie to your old life.
>>6037061
It's hard to be found out if you come out.
>>6037060
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zpFQEbO4JXQ
The /pol/ is down that path Anon. You go!
I'll hold them off...
>>6037050
>hons hugboxing hons
f off
>>6037048
>not dressing as a pizza and eating girl
pleb
>>6037073
>I moved to a different continent :o
Whatever it takes to be happy, I guess!
Part of my depression was hiding everything from my family and friends for so long. I felt like I was never honest with them and it ate me alive and made me feel like a terrible person.
So far the ones I've come out to have been very positive and supportive and I feel like we've got a clean slate of honesty and respect between each other. It's really great. Like "my universe is aligning" great.
>>6037081
thats lewd af
>>6037083
Lol.
I literally told my mom to fuck off when she asked why I seemed depressed.
Fuckers would only make fun of me like they always have
>>6037069
Im already a proud /pol/ack anon, Im here for the bantz and the good atmosphere (besides everybody commiting sudoku all the time)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXcK5L9dVYA
>>6037089
Nothing of the sort happened anon. No need to be edgy among friends.
>>6037091
Fuck off
>find a cute necklace in the bunch of junk my grandmother left me
>try it on
>"oh wow, that's cute, i-"
>see a tiny patch of chest hair regrowing
>take off the cute necklace
>put away the cute necklace
not today
>>6037090
>/mtfg/
>good atmosphere
...how?
>>6037089
Sad. Just a different type of relationship I suppose.
My family has always been careful about my feelings because I was such a crybaby as a child and overly sympathetic. There was a lot of crap my parents only recently told me was going on in the past with them.
Two of my (three) high school friends are the kind of friend who give shit to their friends but I find that strangely appealing. But they don't kick me when I'm down.
>>6037094
Time to epilate that shit!
>>6037087
and cheesy
>>6037096
Idk, the people here are funny desu
>>6037093
There, there anon. It's okay to cry.
>>6037109
I can't actually cry. Too high T
>>6037107
bitch needs a bib
messy animu, messy!
>>6037107
Pookie do boys pinch you because your so adorable?
>>6037109
Not that anon but
>when you feel it's finally okay to cry
>and then you cry and it just keeps coming
>and afterwards you feel so refreshed
What a good feel.
>>6037113
That's just a load of BS.
>>6037114
heh
>>6037116
Nah they stare
I want a boy to murder me
>>6037120
>I want a boy to sex me
FTFY
>>6037113
there's a way to fix that
>>6037131
Stop it, you'll give pookie a boner!!!
>>6037120
>his large, powerful hands around your throat, gripping tight
>he keeps thrusting in and out of you fast and hard
>as your vision fades the last thing you see is his blank expression and cold eyes
Hnnnnnng
>>6037125
>>6037131
I don't care what he does to me as long as he slits my throat afterwards.
I cry at least daily, often more.
Please kill me
>>6037131
>>6037134
You guys don't need a lot to get going, do you?
>>6037134
oh my goooodddd
>>6037090
I guys actually kill yourselfs?
This is scary
>>6037134
I need this ;_;
>>6037134
rip
>>6037129
And then what? Become emotionally vulnerable?
And even more likely to kill myself thanks to fears of passing, body dysphoria and lust that can't be fulfilled.
Fuck that. Removing T would be like taking off my bulletproof armour in the middle of a gunfight.
>>6037136
What if he doesnt slit your throat and just makes you his waifu forever?
>>6036654
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVYvozAWPtc
>>6037148
>become emotionally vulnerable
yes, you will be able to cry and after you cry you will feel better
and then you will eat pizza
and smile about your muscles shrinking and boobs and butt growing
>>6037139
>>6037148
Why are you such a little bitch? Afraid of a bit of crying, something that every normal person does from time to time?
>>6036688
Hey people, why are "chasers" hated so much around here? I just want a cute mtf girlfriend, but I'm treated like a scumbag every time I try to approach one. I can't change what I like?
tldr; can someone point me to the chaser friendly zeemaps?
>>6037153
Fuck off with this meme
I'll be dead before then
>>6037154
>>6037155
Yes. I fear being emotional
I am used to being emotionally indestructible.
>>6037150
Then I'll do it myself because my problems aren't so surface level that they can be fixed by a simple relationship.
>>6037148
The mental blocks you put up to force yourself not to cry will not vanish once you start HRT.
>>6037162
/cuteboys/ or /traps/
>>6037163
>I am used to being emotionally indestructible
And that is why you are inching ever closer to a meltdown in a tranny general.
Way to go Man of Steel.
>>6037167
She's obviously not wearing one.
>>6037163
>I'll be dead before then
said every hon ever
you will knock up some bitch trying to prove to yourself that you're manly
then twenty years later you break and become a hon
it happens every single time
>>6037167
https://youtu.be/TmkaLkbjugw
>>6037168
>>6037166
STOP IT STOP STOP STOP STOP IT STOP IT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pz9ZMD9KFNg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps0UodUr_pM&itct=CA4QpDAYByITCNfvpZDflcwCFQUAHAodircKTTIHcmVsYXRlZEjYqaj6g6bWnz8%3D
>>6037176
she doesn't even have a nubra on though >,< her nips are showing so visibly :o
>>6037162
because trannies want somebody who likes them as any other girl, except they arent as any other girl
>>6037177
Posting DBZ makes you look so autistic.
You do know that a lot of trannies have the 'tism?
>>6037176
The nipples are really super obvious
>>6037177
you arent vegeta, vegeta is fictional
you are a real person and real people have real problems
you're a coward if you don't face them
>>6037174
FINE ILL TAKE THE FUCKING SKITTLES
ILL PROVE YOU ALL WRONG
>>6037191
lol
>>6037176
But you can see nips in the photo.
>>6037174
From talking to the old transwomen in my support group one of the things they have in common was how self-destructive they were. If they weren't drug abusers determined to get to death faster they just didn't give a shit about anything or anyone.
>>6037190
That little comic should go under false advertising.
>>6037190
Alright. I'll take your fucking skittles.
Only because I have nothing to lose and I'll prove myself right when I killmtself anyway
>>6037047
>gratzzz, hows it going?
thank you, the month of ramping up spiro sucked a little; mostly the constant fatigue, at least I was a lot calmer with a lower blood pressure and T loss. I seem to be far less tired now that I've started estrogen
>>6037051
I started E on the thursday that just passed and AAs about 4ish weeks ago
