What are you if:
>you're a male
>you're attracted to women, both sexually and romantically
>but you also have fantasies of having sex with men, but as a trap/woman
>most of the people you fell in love with were women, but some (about 1/5) were feminine men
>you find the male body to be unattractive
I'm really puzzled.
A slut
You might be bi or some shit, I'm kinda similar.
Don't worry so much about labelling yourself, just fug who you want and have done with it.
You are probably trans
You're a straight white male trying to appropriate struggles of transgender people.
Egg.
>>5965203
This.
Fuck off breederscum
>>5965203
Double keks
All of this but add:
>Feel deep crushing shame for feeling sexual arousal towards either gender, especially if I catch myself making passing glances at butts
>Find male bodies attractive, in a sort of powerful/animalistic way but envy women for their body rather than feel any lust towards them
>most of my friends growing up were girls (they default me to gay bestie status, never asked about my sexuality though..)
>Male friends are either dull fukkbois or I scared away by crushing on them awkwardly
>Basically atm I have no friends.
>The random shame constantly pops up. Everything I hate about myself starts pushing down at me and makes me hate my body, my voice, my life. Like my male body is a coat around the real me that's choking it to death
>In the mirror I feel like my body is a meat puppet. My face looks wrong and gross, my body is lanky but flabby and I wish this wasn't how people see me
Am I a trainsgenderer
it means you're gay
the attractions to women are cancelled out, the gay cells have now taken control.
>>5965476
Would it then be good or bad if I went on mones
I've been going into this expecting good results up until this point
