When I was 19 I self medicated hormones (mtf) and hung out with trans pornstars and almost became one. I had a bad acid trip and detransitioned, thinking that my trans "delusion" was responsible for my drug addictions..: spent the last 6 years living as a man and I'm ready to an hero. I frequently have fetishist sex with crossdressers and transwomen when I'm in "girl mode" - I weigh 135 lbs, compulsively shave my body, eat vegetarian and exercise constantly to keep a lean figure with a waist thinner than hips. My trans friends, some brutally honest people, tell me unanimously that I'll be prettier than them if I transition ASAP.
I'm going to my shrink this week to tell him everything. But - I hear horror stories about doctors making you wait years and years, or forcing you to crossdress full time before prescribing HRT? That puts me at risk of not starting HRT until 30.
I've seen some good resources on mtfgen, I lurk here regularly and don't wanna Tripfag.
Besides fucking killing myself for being a faggot transbian freak - what's the better route? The medical establishment or informed consent?
And if anyone doesn't mind, I know it's difficult to talk about - could I get a tl;dr of the path you anons took to transition? Simply so I have some guidance
>Besides fucking killing myself for being a faggot transbian freak
>transbian
What a shame
>>5942559
I tried guys, as a gay man, but too many treated me like shit - especially when I'd be honest about my trans history
>>5942546
>30
>>5942546
You can self med pretty easily man, go to alldaychemist or something.
>>5942578
30 is still some ways off
This is what I'm trying to prevent
>>5942586
How do I know proper dosages and whatnot? I was self medding with some suicidal nihilist people when I first attempted transition, I loved the way I felt and looked, but got scared away because of the particular subculture I was in.
There's bound to be resources for responsible self-medication, written by real accredited doctors, I'd assume?
>>5942615
/transhelpgen/ has answers
>>5942546
>>5942615
I self medded for a long while before going legit and getting a script. I would recommend doing things the legit way just for the sake of personal safety but it's not really that big of a deal and self medding is just as effective.
The most typical dose is 100mg spiro twice a day and 2mg estradiol twice a day. I also take 5mg finasteride and 5mg progesterone once daily for additional hair and boob growth, respectively
>>5942635
Ok sounds good. Didn't mean to tumblr, I'll try to delete this thread if my ip didn't just reset
>>5942645
Thanks. Into saved for future use, gonna compare answers I hear around.
Also definitely at least talking to a psychologist first, I'm aware of the risks.
Idk I figured I'd make this thread because i detransitioned and came back around. Dunno how common that is
Protip: don't detransition
>>5942546
>transbian
lmao
