Anyone else /denial/ here?
I'm just confused because I love gay porn and sticking stuff up my butt while viewing it, but I'm only attracted to girls.
I'm positive I'm trans, but I would rather live in a constant state of dysphoria than acknowledge it.
>>5882328
heh. i thought so too...
Right here senpai. Dysphoria and mostly gay probably but married to a woman for the last 6 years.
I only deny it ironically.
Nah, pointing at the colour red and saying it's blue is the first sign of dementia.
>>5882012
lol i love the internet
How do you cope?
not denial exactly.
I think I might be a tranny, I've been taking hormones for a year, but I don't want to tell anyone or come out or anything, even if i still feel pretty bad about how I look like a guy sometimes. For a while I loved my appearance changes, but actually now I just feel more feminine but when i look at my reflection it's just disappointment and shame.
At very least I hope it doesn't get any worse. I've been really comparatively happy since starting and not having the idea of coming out or trying desperately to pass looming over me has really helped with my anxiety
I know I'm a faggot but I'm still clinging to the idea that I can just not tell anybody and lead a life that is anything other than miserable.
I guess it's still denial.
If I just don't fuck or date guys I'm not gay, right?
I'll turn straight, right?
>tfw no in-denial BF to tease, torture with my body until he finally gives in to the D.
>>5881940
You cant be in denial if you know you are in denial
Loads of straight people in denial on this board. Otherwise, no.
>>5882334
Iktf man I got married 8 years ago, and realized I was a fag 5 years ago.
At this point I'll just go with it
>>5881940
They're all on /pol/
>>5882879
And /k/, nugget bolt int he ass and I knew from then on out.
>>5882859
>At this point I'll just go with it
Exaxtly fampai
>>5882779
No, but after 30 years you'll turn into a wizard. :^)
