These threads are always fun. Mtfs, femboys, and other types popping those little blue pills, share your stories of trying to hide those darn chestbumps, and awkward encounters with relatives you hadn't seen for months, etc.
>be me, mtf, at uni
>8 months HRT
>go home last friday for easter break
>high school friends organise a local meetup at a pub in the evening to catch up
>not out to any of them so put on a nice manly formal suit instead of my usual degenerate jeans shorts / crop top combo
>consciously try to lower my voice when I turn up and say hi to everybody
>everyone seems cool, "hey man", "wassup dude" etc.
>get talking for a while, shooting the shit
>one of them says something funny
>I accidentally let out an unbelievably faggy laugh
>get a few stares
>"so um, like, when did you realise you were transgender?"
>sudden heart in the throat
>most of them are looking at me
>"w-what do you mean"
>"well, like, did you know the whole time at school or did it only happen after you left?"
>brain starts to catch up with the fact my secret's out
>"how could you tell?"
>"dude we can all tell, you look girly as fuck. just look at your hair and stuff, and the tits, it's obvious, you look like a different person."
>another guy says "we're just happy for you, you look so much happier."
>sorta caught between crying from shock and crying with happiness
>guy I was talking to gives me full-on prince charming supportive hug as I cry into his shoulder
>end up going back with three of them to a shed and blaze it up whilst listening to hard DnB til the morning like we used to as teens
ngl it was probably more of a cathartic experience than coming out to my family. Not to mention a much better reaction. I was actually scared at first given the high-school homophobia and all that kind of stuff but a lot of them seem to have grown up and gotten more liberal since starting uni.
That sounds pretty amazing.
>tfw nothing like this will ever happen to you
>take spiro
>break out into a weird itchy rash on my stomach and upper thigh
what do i do now
>>5867867
start shopping for burial plots
>>5867867
Swap to another antiandro. I use cypro because Spiro made me shit and head fog.
>>5867932
>I use cypro because Spiro made me shit and head fog.
I've experienced light head fog since I started HRT almost two years ago. Did going on cypro cure that?
Also I feel like my visuospatial memory and my aptitude for maths related things in general has decreased.
>>5867949
You'll never loose it completely, it's a side-effect of low T. But mine improved quite a bit whilst still keeping my T low.
>>5867810
>come out to mom
>well everyone thought you're a faggot or a tranny anyway
>?!?
>You can talk to me you know?
>Yeah whatever
Well that was anticlimactic.
>Ask her to out me to whomever can be bothered
>Literally only her colleagues I never met really cared
>Fast forward 2 years
>Midget brother makes a few too many jokes about having sex with me
>Mom says midget on tranny sibling porn could bring in some cash tho
>Awkward
>Comments on my boobs every fucking family meetup
>mfw I've become a sex object for my own family.
>Still mock me when I'm not girly enough
Fuck my family...
Not literally.
>tfw told my mum it's just gyno when she asked about my tits rather than actually facing up to my problems like an adult
It's an abstract feel
that does sound pretty amazing op...
I kinda moved to college and fell off the map. i felt i needed to sever ties and focus on transitioning. but i never had a teary eyed reunion with old freinds...instead i was outed by some cunt.
>be me ~8 months hrt
>still wearing andro clothing, but look girly as fuck/tits/light makeup
>run across some girl from highschool who happens to have gone to the same school as me
>she does a double take, but she recognizes me
>i can tell by her stare that she isnt going to be a bro about it
>try to say hi
>she just walks away
>wellfuck.jpg
>bitch outs me back home to her friends
>word gets around in a small town
>some time way later, when i wind up back home i get up the courage to call my old best friend who i havnt spoke to since i left for college.
>he still has my number, but doenst recognize my voice.
>me "yea it's (begrudgingly use my dead name), but my name is hailey now"
>him "oh hey dude"
>me "im sorry i fell off the face of the earth, but i had a lot to deal with , and i needed time to really come to terms with myself."
>him "oh yea i heard from johns sister, man...we all know man"
>me "o-oh ok, well i just wanted to to talk to you and tell you myself, and to apologize for just completely disapearing, and to catch up with you"
>him "yea, but i dont think i could ever see you as a girl, dude"
>oh o-okay
>>5867810
that's amazing. So happy for you. Wish there were more of these stories around.
>be intersex, raised a boy, look weird and most people think i'm a girl
>take T shots at 17 through to 20
>meet some trans guy friends at uni and find a T hookup
>realise I'm trans what am I doing
>years of angst
>hit 25, realise enough is enough, take estrogen
>effects are crazy and seem to undo time
>move back home to transition, somewhere safe, stable and out of the way, come out to family, have to tell them about the T too as it happened when legally I was an adult and they had no knowledge
>acceptance, everyone thought i was a huge gay anyway
>get a job in my hometown
>get some facial work done
>look more like i did when i was 15 at 26 than i did at 17
>a lot of teachers from my school and people i went to school with come into the restaurant i work at
>i look like time stood still for me but gave me bigger titties
>no-one recognises me
>one woman gives me a weird look but can't seem to figure me out
>asking around one guy i knew from school, apparently everyone thinks i went crazy, disappeared and killed myself
>apparently no-one cared
>is this stealth?
>>5868045
>is this stealth
lol I love dark humor
>but would you have it any other way?
>>5868034
Ouch.
Are things better now?
>>5868016
Sounds like you just can't keep up with your mom's banter
>>5868016
haha your mom sounds brilliant
Fuck it, I'll share something that happened a week or two ago
>be me, mtf
>cashier at some random retail place associated with blue
>dress up kinda andro but slowly leaning more and more feminine (goal is to pass in public but be able to deny being trans to someone who knows me if needed)
>no longer talk to people from high school but occasionally run into them, awkward looks and questions about why I look so different, but I just play dumb
>fast forward to two weeks ago
>end of the day, about an hour left
>two guys I knew from high school show up
>old friend (let's call him A because initials) and an old acquaintance (guess he's O)
>A has grown a huge beard and joined the military since I last saw him
>don't recognize him at first, didn't notice O
>*in full girl voice* "hey how are y-all- o-oh... Hey guys"
>try to deepen my voice some, can't
>A is stumbling over his words "a-anon, is that you??"
>O immediately says "oh my god, you're transgender :ooooooo"
>Kate.exe has stopped responding
>A slaps O and says in a hushed voice "dude you don't just ask that"
>O spends the rest of the transaction over apologizing while I'm fighting a total nervous breakdown
>stay silent the whole time
>they leave
>excuse myself from the front
>have said breakdown in the bathroom
Messaged them both on Facebook afterwards to please not tell anyone, O was cool about it, hell we're talking about random shit again now but A hasn't replied, kinda worried everyone from high school knows now.
TL;dr - being outed/clocked fucking sucks
>>5868909
>kinda worried everyone from high school knows now.
why would this matter?
Are there seriously people who still care about high school people after graduation?
>>5868983
No, but fear isn't rational. Also I guess I'd rather just fade from people's memories and not be remembered as that nerdy guy who snapped and became a tranny
>>5868016
Imagine the disappointment when she realizes her son/daughter is a full-fledged pussy who can't handle the bantz.
>all these stories about high school normalfags clocking their former friend turned trans girl
>tfw I never attended the hell that is high school and got a GED instead
>tfw flew under the radar during most of middle school and slowly faded into obscurity
>tfw none of the shitheads from my childhood are likely to remember me
Feels pretty good tbhon.
>be me
>HS senior in alternative school
>10 months hrt
>tits too big to hide, super feminine frame, face significantly more feminine
>figure everyone knows, so i come out during lunch one day like its no big deal
>everyone legitimately shocked
fast forward ~1 month
>start wearing girl clothes more often
>everyone calls me by obvious girl name
>pass totally as a girl in public, save for voice
>people at school call me he, and get really surprised when i tell them i want to be addressed as she, even though i wear girl clothes and use a girl name and frequently get mistaken for a girl
>eventually stop attending class due to suicidal depression
>a semester later, return to school
>"hey [boyname] whats up long time no see"
>"uh, it's [girlname], remember?"
>"oh, you're still on about that? We thought you'd have been over that by now"
I just don't even bother anymore
>>5869212
>alternative school
?
>>5869212
>alternative school
You mean those schools for kids that get into a lot of trouble and the kids that have a lot of emotional issues?
>Be me, coming out at MtF to all my friends
>Be a stoner, with mostly stoner friends
>See old friend who can kinda be an asshole/thinks he's black/from London
>End up getting invited to his house because his mum's out and he's having a piss up/hotbox, walk back with him, catching up on the way
>One group of people leave, leaving only me, him and another friend which I have already told
>Tell my ghetto friend, expecting him to be like WTF and kick me out
>instead, he's really happy for me and says he has so much respect for me and that it means a lot to him that I felt like I could trust him
>Also end up telling his friend (also my friend, but more so his friend) and he just says "cool" and we continue as normal and we smoke up and have rap battles and play COD etc. like normal
>fast forward a couple weeks
>In party chat with both friends playing COD with them
>cousin of mate I told at the piss up joins the -party
>"You're a tranny bruv", thinks he's hard as fuck even though he's like 13
>Laugh off his stupid insults and end up making him pissed off because I have a comeback for everything and he's too stupid to win in an argument against me
>He says he wants to fight me, and I decline because I'm not going to waste my time and money getting a bus to go flatten some thirteen year old kid
>He calls me a pussy
>Friend who's cousins with this kid has had enough and pipes up and tell him to fuck off and that I'm more like family to him than he ever will be, and that I have more balls that he ever will, and tells him to STFU or he will walk over to his house and beat the shit out of him for the shit he's saying
>kid shits bricks and leaves the chat
>friend apologises for his cousin and says he's always there for me and won't let people push me around
>I wasn't upset by the kid, actually found it funny. But my friends reaction really proved that he had changed for the better and that he actually cares
>first time anyone's ever stood up for me like that.
>>5869212
>alternative
Do you go to one of those schools for high-functioning autism or something?
>>5869234
holy shit that genuinely made me tear up anon
chav love is the purest love of all <3
>19 years old
>8 months HRT
>nobody has said anything yet and nothing like this has happened
Either I've really changed too little to even be noticeable or everyone's just being polite.
>>5868045
>move back home to transition
Found that funny. If i cared, i'd make something of a comic about Steve Irving tracking trannies, documenting their lifecycles.
>>5869228
>>5869231
>>5869237
The school is a "choice school" which basically means that it's for all the kids who were either too lazy/stupid to pass their classes in the other public schools. I get good grades, so the only reason I'm going to the alternative school is because the nearest public school i would be going to is a gang-infested shithole with 2000 students. Some kid got shot at the Mc Donalds across the street from the school a few months ago, over a burger. No thanks.
>>5869292
Now that i think about it a british narrator would be better than australian animal wrangler. Dead one for that matter.
who here /hasnofriendstobeoutedto/?
>>5869266
Chav love is best love. When they joke about you getting tits, but they still admit that you're the best bong ripper in the group.
>delete old Facebook
>create a new one with new name
>add people who already know
>get a message from a guy I sorta knew in high-school, not really friends but hung out every now and then
>says he has always respected me and wants me to come to his wedding
>OK why not
>starts asking if I'm single
>Yes
>starts telling me he thought I was kinda cute before but now I'm even cuter
>what the fuck is happening
>thank him and end this bizarre conversation
I don't think I'll go to that wedding.
>>5869413
Maybe he's autistic and was trying to be polite or compliment you?
>>5869413
You should go to that wedding.
>>5867810
>be 14 months hrt six mg E a day
>pronounced 36B cups
>shoulder length hair
>only ever in guy mode
>don't hide boobs or feminine hair cut
>college started last month again
>haven't went in 2 years since I was a muscle bro with a shaved head and huge beard
>walking through campus and random guys call me cutie or say "hey beautiful"
>I didn't really want that kind of attention
>2 weeks ago in college cafe
>buy chicken strips
>pay 7 fucking bucks for chicken strips
>go to condiment island
>no ketchup
>flip my shit hard core
>lady working there said "miss calm down"
>I said DONT CALL ME MISS
>fuming I walked behind the building facing the woods
>girl walks towards me holding a tray of chicken also
>she sets right by me and we talk about the ketchup fiasco
>eventually she starts talking about other stuff and then she tells me she is lesbian and starts like getting flirty with me
>I tell here I am a dude and she didn't believe me
>showed her my ID
>she blushed
>out of the blue she asked to see my boob
>I hesitated but damn she was really into me
>I undid my shirt buttons and she stuck her hand in and started cupping my breast
>I couldn't do it and quickly grabbed my book bag and ran to the parking lot and re buttoned
I ain't even into women
>>5869448
pics pls ;)
>>5869448
jesus kayla what is it with you and ketchup?
>>5869461
Here's me
>>5869468
Hot.
Can I rub your tits behind a fast food restaurant?
>>5869448
why do you bother making these stories up kayla, are you a pathological liar or something?
>>5869468
you're pretty :^)
>>5869468
10/10, would let you kidnap me and carve out pieces of my skin to make a skin-dress
>>5869448
I like Kayla's super real true life stories
>>5869495
Oops wrong image
>>5869474
this actually happened
>>5869462
I am super no1 tomato girl
>>5869509
>this actually happened
why the fuck would you sperg out over being called miss then if you're trans
>>5869522
The ketchup triggered her
>>5869522
Because it feels weird since I am in boy mode. It would be different if I was in heels and my dress.
>>5869533
you really are just a fetishist, aren't you
>>5869533
I get it, but it's still funny as fuck how much of a kneejerk reaction you had. I understand being a sperg in the moment but I hope you look back at it and laugh.
>>5869533
>It would be different if I was in heels and my dress.
The way you say that makes it sound like you own one pair of heels and one dress and that is the entirety of your "girl mode".
Your boy mode was failing (it was probably the boobs and haircut).
>Be 19 year old super fag that never finished puberty
>go to college for a year
>Start HRT mid way through
>drop out after finishing the year
> come back home to live with mom and dad like the failure I am
> Go sort of andro/boy mode all the time not because I want to or am even trying to but because I am too clueless to know what kind of girl clothes to get or do makeup
>6 months in hrt
> run into "friend" from high school at grocery store (we talked a bunch, and did things outside of school like 5 times maybe)
> She stares at me for a while before saying "Oh Anon, is that you?"
>"Yes, hi Cheuk-Ning"
>"You're hair is so much longer now!"
> Yes, yes it is
>We say hi, ask how eachother has been, and thats the extent of our conversation
>>5869533
A G P
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>>5869536
>>5869563
No, I just was a victim of being beaten up for being feminine my whole life so I repressed it hard.
>>5869539
>Your boy mode was failing (it was probably the boobs and haircut).
well I hope that's what it is because I want to be gendered female more and more till I can go full time without the awkward phase
>be me
>few days ago
>my parents know I am trans and are extremely against transitioning and all that shit.
>hear parents talking
>mom is talking to dad how maybe they should take me to a doctor because I am self medding and ease up a bit on all this religion
>Dad gets mad and starts yelling
>no no he's possessed and other stuff. He is mentally ill or something along those lines.
I didn't hear it completely but it seems my mom is starting to accept this after 3 years of coming out. Feelssomewhatgood
dad still doesn't accept ;_;
>23 years old, hrt 8 months
>visible breasts, though they're still at least pretty small
>having to start wearing less because of the warm weather
>classmates and acquaintances haven't said anything except call me cute a few times
>constantly paranoid about anyone glancing at my chest, though it's usually to look at my t-shirt
This summer will be the death of me, one way or another
>>5869581
>without the awkward phase
This is that phase
>>5869589
>dad still doesn't accept ;_;
Dads are the worst, I can't understand why anyone has a daddy kink
My dad argued with me when I asked him to at least stop calling me "sir"
> 22yo 22month HRT
> full girl mode, 98% pass rate
> no one ever recognises me
> run away every time I see someone from HS
sorta helps that I didnt have any friends at the end of HS anyway
>>5869615
but that's exactly why people have daddy kinks, to replace their horrible relationship with their father
...at least that's what it is for me :/
>>5869616
Can i see a pic pls?
Always welcome a mtf that passes
>>5869604
>This is that phase
hmm... no I meant like those who go girl mode way way way too early and then have to deal with being treated like shit in bathrooms and everywhere, to me its more easy to fail boy mode and then make the switch
>>5869622
I hate it
Like
What's the thing when something's awful and you don't try to find a replacement?
I don't want replacement parents or siblings, I just want my close friends
>tfw have had tits since middle school from ADHD meds
>tfw got teased relentlessly
>tfw have always identified as not male, but never specifically female.
>fast forward to now (24)
>get told I look 'pretty' by co workers
>get told my tits look perky today by coworkers
>get told I smell like a girl because I use femme scented products
>like its a bad thing
>have eyelashes and lips for days
>well I guess I'll just go full femme?
>>5869650
Forgot tfw
>>5869212
>alt school
I got sent to an alternative school my third year in the 9th grade and every tranny in my school was there. there was more trans people there than cis
>>5867810
> be me, pic related
> be 21
> mfw people think im some ayy lmao cuz apperantly reverse trap status
> he, sir, man
at least nobody knows im on hrt
>>5867955
is this scientific proof men are smarter than women, that testosterone is required for the brain to function properly?
>>5869771
You realize that women have testosterone too, right?
>>5869771
Yes and no. Sex hormones are essential to normal function, the synthetic ones we take are inferior to ones produced by the body.
>>5869771
Plenty of women somehow overcome the brainfog and do decent though.
Clearly the superior scientist would be a transman who elevated himself out of the brainfog he was used to into a higher, clearer state of mind.
>>5869707
are you OP? you look good, girl.
>>5869533
that uhh
that sounds more like transvestite than transgender
>>5869789
not op, just some random person passing through
>>5869615
your... your dad calls you 'sir'? isn't that the opposite way round to normal?
>>5869823
Uh no. I was just saying that its weird I am getting gendered female while in man button down shirts and levi jeans. I expected no one would notice me if I dressed like a guy but its having the opposite effect.
>>5869846
You know hrt is working when men clothes make you look feminine
>>5869935
yes indeed
>be me, 8 months E
>Taking girlfriend to get piercing
>Boymode
>Getting mad stares for some reason
>Some look disgusted
>Walk past guy outide his house
>"Hey ladies, you alright?"
>Wait what?
>Clicks. Oh people thought we're lesbians
>Not wrong though
>>5869629
I try to keep my narcissism to the passing thread
I'm not trans, but I've got a super cute related story as well:
> Be 15, Narnia-levels of in the closet.
> Meet this super cute awesome guy, start secretly going to his house.
> MFW the fucker outs me to everyone at school.
> freakout.jpg
> Don't talk to any of my friends for months, avoid them like the plague at school.
> My best buddy messages me out of the blue one day.
> "Hey dude, what are you doing after school. Up for vidya?"
> I read, don't respond. He's gonna kill me if he comes to my house.
> Few minutes later: "Oh and hey bro, don't worry about that thing, I'm not a (and I quote) hofobe".
> Comes over, chill and vidya whole afternoon as if nothing's changed.
> Nothing did change.
10/10 for him and my other friend (we were inseparable) not giving a fuck and just rolling with it. The original bro was a awesome wingman also, he insisted we go to a gay bar one night and he got me a qt's number.
Awesome friends are awesome.
I don't need to hide my chestbumps because I don't even have them.
>>5869413
maybe he planned to marry you when you arrived at his wedding
>>5869846
That doesn't explain why you'd get mad about being gendered correctly.
you sound more like an unstable transvestite who took things too far
>>5870187
>That doesn't explain why you'd get mad about being gendered correctly.
Because I am not ready yet. I am not done with electrolysis so I still need to grow out my facial hair from time to time to get zapped. In a perfect world I wouldn't care but I can't be singled out to get beat up by some bigot right now.
>>5870222
are you really so stupid that you don't realize you're just drawing even more attention to yourself by getting mad and correcting them? and also for sperging out about ketchup
you're an idiot and sound like a fetishist.
>>5870231
I may be an idiot but I am not a fetishist. I was just always beat up for being feminine so I don't know how to really accept myself still, I am still in the self hate stage and need therapy to not feel like everyone wants to kill me for being trans.
>>5870231
anon pls be chill. Not every transwoman has to fit the exact same mold.
>>5868034
>>him "yea, but i dont think i could ever see you as a girl, dude"
I'm having that same issue with my best friend of many years. Always calls me by my dead name.
>>5869581
The star quarterback at my hs was a bisexual crossdresser. Possibly MtF even.
>>5869581
>>5870265
>beaten up for being feminine my whole life
IKTF That was my life too. I at least escaped it when I was 14, but I still couldn't act the slightest bit feminine around school. Yet in a different city I could dress up in women's clothing and go to a dance club, do a burlesque number on stage, and even be photographed for adverts. The mind is weird.
>>5869589
Go grocery shopping with mom, and cut dad out of the loop. Might want to wait a month or two.
>>5869779
>the synthetic ones we take are inferior to ones produced by the body.
Actually they make ones that are identical to those produced in the ovaries, uterus and testicles. Look for bioidenticals.
>>5870276
>gets mad about being thought of as female and thinks that it "feels wrong" when not in his "heels and dress"
>mad enough to create a scene and shout at people to correct them
>"trans woman"
Kayla is a mentally unstable transvestite with a sissy fetish.
>>5870231
kayla's got a thing for ketchup, don't bring it up, seriously just please don't go down that path senpai we're having a nice thread here... just drop it
>>5868034
ouch
>>5870324
Totally reading it wrong. I didn't say it felt wrong, I couldn't believe in boy clothes that they thought I was a girl. Plus not having ketchup after charging me a non refundable seven dollars was a piss off.
>>5870265
Yeah you have a fucking rough start Kayla, I can't deny you that. Please do seek out that therapy ASAP, as much as any trans stuff I think you may be suffering from PTSD.
>>5869778
trans women have similar t levels to cis women and report brain fog compared to when they had male levels of t
>>5869533
jeez you're even more of a fetishist than i am and i'm agp transbian scum
>>5870348
>ptsd
>>>/tumblr/
>>5869212
fuck.... i can feel the pain sis :(
>>5870346
>I didn't say it felt wrong
Pic related.
>I couldn't believe in boy clothes that they thought I was a girl
Why the fuck did you freak about them obviously thinking you were a girl then?
>>5869413
This happend to me as well.
I've had 2 older friends flirting with me.. like... real flirting. It's... nice I guess but.... just no...
>>5870375
Wrong and weird are to different terms. Wrong is wrong and weird just feels strange, not bad but not familiar. I didn't mean to freak out, I just felt like everyone was looking at me.
>>5870375
Feeling uncomfortable with certain situations doesn't make anyone a fetishist familia, it makes them human. :/
>>5870402
If you're trans you don't get legitimately angry and start shouting at people for gendering you as the gender you identify as.
He's also doing that weird dissociative split personality thing transvestites do, where he said it would have been ok if he were in his "heels and dress" but otherwise seems to identify as male.
>>5870402
Its someone from mtfg that hates me because I turned down a transbian circle jerk meetup because I am straight and into dudes.
>>5870422
Jesus christ that's not it at all you autistic fuck. I said that if I was in my girl clothes then I would have felt like okay yeah I am getting gendered correctly, I wasn't presenting girlmode because I am afraid of bigots and usually live in boymode and I don't want trouble. I am not saying I pass as a girl a lot, just that I am getting gendered female more and more but not enough to go full time. Also I can't go full time because my facial hair isn't gone yet but I am doing weekly electrolysis.
Take this shit to your cancerous general.
>>5870424
>straight and into dudes
>makes up fantasies about being hit on and felt up outdoors by lesbians who are apparently attracted to men who sperg out about ketchup in public
>be me, 19, mtf, at college
>still trying to finish this semester in failing boymode before going fulltime
>only listen to hip hop and r&b
>blasting a song from t.l.o.p on my way through the parking lot
>trying to get pumped for this last exam before spring break
>not too many people in the parking lot
>thankgodformorningclasses.jpeg
>get out of car all happy
>school security guard stops me
>really huge black guy (bouncer material basically)
>ohshit.exe starts loading
>shouts at me to get my attention
>just awkwardly point at my face as if im asking if he's talking to me
>only kid in the parking lot of course he is dumbass (inner monologue)
>tells me to come over to him
>"little nigga was that you blasting that shit"
>muddle a small "yes"
>"nigga that's dope af, you don't even look like the typa nigga to bump to that shit, not gonna lie you look like a girl half the time i see you walkin through"
>stop and talk about our favorite rappers, and how we both like kanye's older shit before his mom died
>tfw he told me i looked like a girl
>tfw walked into class feeling awesome af
>tfw probably failed the exam that morning but didn't care
Pretty much the best way to end last Friday.
(Pic is most definitely related)
>>5870470
Kek you think if I was into women I would have passed up a chance? Women don't do anything for me, I want cock in my mouth.
>>5870526
I don't think your story was real, or at least not that part. Maybe the part about you sperging out over ketchup was.
In the last mtfg you were posting pictures of nude women in aprons and talking about how you wanted to be kidnapped and turned into a '50s housewife and forced to wear "pretty aprons". You're a sissy fetishist with anger issues
>>5870524
How long on HRT?
>>5870542
that pic is 4 years old now and I am 14 months on hrt so just stop with the old pics. Also I was joking around with faye and who doesn't like aprons.
>>5870557
Faye loves aprons. Shut your hon mouth.
>>5870557
except that was before you started talking to faye, and doesn't explain why you have all the weird apron porn saved on your hard drive anyways
>>5870579
It wasn't porn and I didn't have it I googled it you dummy. Lets not do this so just stop.
>>5870551
just hit one year
>>5870593
>It wasn't porn
the funny thing is this doesn't even show up on a google reverse image search, and you had it ready in under 3 minutes after the post you were responding to
>>5870605
When did you start failing boymode?
>>5870614
oh you are my stalker okay
you fucking creep
>>5870636
the thread is still up, all I had to do was go screencap the proof
you're a creepy sissy fetishist with anger issues
>>5870644
no you are a creep for following every post I make
A tripfag shitting up a thread and derailing it by constantly bringing discussion back to themselves like the narcissistic cunt that they are.
Never would have expected that.
>>5870654
I don't? the only time I've ever even talked to you is in this thread, because your story sounded like you wrote it while you were jacking off
>>5870677
>posting your weird masturbation fantasies about lesbians asking to touch your boobs after seeing you sperg out about not getting ketchup for your tendies
>not a fetishist
pretransition Kayla looks like Jesse Pinkman
>>5870622
i think like a month or two ago. I kinda just figured im failing after id go out in andro and get ma'amed a lot. That and one of my teachers isn't convinced im a boy
>>5870698
yeah kayla was rugged
>>5870728
he still is, just wears anime wigs and dresses made for 12 year olds now
>>5870698
No troll here can, can I please see some before and after HRT pics with age. I have an appointment with a informed consent clinic in a few days and I'm really nervous.
>>5870742
>hrt changed my face
>posts blurriest pic imaginable so that you can't actually see his face
>fuck it i'm leaving
>fuck it i'm leaving
>fuck it i'm leaving
>fuck it i'm leaving
>>5870742
you look girl but this is a blurry pic
>>5870752
I got windex behind my web cam lens so its fucked
>>5870760
post a better pic then
>>5867810
>Traveled from California to Oklahoma to visit my dad.
>We're sitting, having drinks in the sun-room.
>My brother's childhood friend gets brought into the conversation.
> Dad "I can't believe I let that faggot LIVE here! I'll never let a man in a dress in this house!"
>Me "... She's my room mate now, in California."
>Dad "..."
>Me "I'm transitioning to male. That's why I'm dressed like a guy.
>Dad "..."
>Me "Good talk... Good talk."
> I packed my shit and left early.
>>5870742
Femboy tire
>>5870771
web cam is fucked I meant, i can't get to inside of lens
>>5870805
post the last good quality pic you took
>>5870816
I don't save pics for more than a week so I don't have it
>>5870654
THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULDN'T TRIP, FUCKER. Are you understanding the virtues anonymity brings now?
>>5870874
I guess, its just that this is the only place on earth I can go by kayla because I am too much of a coward to file my name change paperwork right now.
>>5870890
Dont listen to this anon, it is a coward not you lol. Cowards have to try to bring others down to their level it's a dead giveaway.
>>5870898
you realize kayla does this all the time in mtfg right? she's literally always attacking the other trips there and just generally shitting up the threads
>>5870728
shave the beard and babyface
>>5870923
nope pre-everything mtf noob here.
>>5869834
I live in the south US so everyone says it
I think he thinks it's a term of endearment
>>5870933
she's notorious in mtfg and hated by everyone there. if the archives were still up I'd show you why
she's an awful person with serious anger issues.
>>5867949
>Also I feel like my visuospatial memory and my aptitude for maths related things in general has decreased.
You do realize that if this is true (I'm assuming you're not trolling) that you're actually just falling victim to stereotype threat.
>>5868095
its been like 2 years since, and still havnt talked to them since.
not too worried about it, coz i still got other people in my life i can count on
Is being called "buddy" by retail workers a sign that I'm kinda androgynous now?
>>5868909
Awe, you poor thing. Growing pains m'dear.
>>5870760
leave you fuck
stop shitting up half the threads
i swear to god i hate you kayla
why cant you just stay in mtfg
>>5870975
its a sign they think you're young and boyish at best, but yeah, androgynous. its also a bit talking down to you. chin-up though buddy. i've been promoted from 'buddy' to 'treacle' recently so one step closer
>>5869234
This was a good read.
>>5869448
LOL, holy shit this hilarious.
>>5870312
>The star quarterback at my hs was a bisexual crossdresser. Possibly MtF even.
That is awesome.
>>5870524
Cute.
>>5870773
Whoa, that must have been a tense experience anon. Happy to hear that you two made it to the gay bay.
>>5870773
Top kek
>>5870524
Yo, that's adorable.
Ok, now maybe I can come up with a short story...
>be machiningfag
>pre-HRT
>taking manual machining class
>some Russian dude and I become friends
>fast-forward 6 months or so
>4 months HRT at this point
>thought I had noticeable chest bump lumps
>hadn't seen Russianfag for a month
>We and a couple other friends meet up for anime
>couple days later I come out to my friends because I thought they noticed
>Russian dude, "OH! No wonder you looked cuter..."
>MFW I have no face because school comps...
>proceeds to hang out once during the time from then to now...
>we don't even really talk anymore...
>>5870773
That's a shitty thing to hear, but i'm glad that you stood your ground and showed him what he's lost by being ignorant and arrogant. I don't know you, but you're a better person than he is.
>>5871387
you were or weren't out?
>>5871387
Good for you. Fuck everyone else. I'm starting HRT soon (as soon as it arrives in the fucking mail) and I'm going to be binding while at work, but I wish I had the confidence to just say fuck everyone and not give a shit like you. But I am working at mcDonalds, and fuck getting the homophobic customers saying shit to me when I serve them.
>>5869234
Another story involving a different friend
>Be me
>Call one of my best friends that I haven't hung out with in a couple months
>He has a GF now, only met her once super briefly
>Friend was cool when one of our other friends came out gay, and is cool as fuck anyway
>Picking up from dealer that's cool and we sometimes smoke up with
>He basically lives in a flat with a friend, she has to go out to pick up her kid so he sells us the green and then says if we don't mind waiting in the car until she gets back, we can come in and smoke up with him. We say sure
>sitting in car with friend, catching up and shit
>always known in school for being funny as fuck, always saying shit that made the whole class/teachers laugh, always make jokes about myself that obviously weren't true
>Tell my friend I have a secret and I'm being 100% serious and that it will shock him
>OkManFireAway.jpg
>Tell him
>He looks at me and says "you're joking aren't you?" completely thinking that I'm fucking with him because it's the sort of thing I would come out with
>"No, I'm being deadly serious"
>"I still don't know if you're fucking with me or not." This goes on for like 5 mins until I tell him like 10 times that this isn't a joke
>"Well, if you're not fucking with me, my girlfriend is really interested in trans people. you should meet her, I'm picking her up from work after we smoke up, do you want to meet her?"
>WhyNot.jpg
>Smoke up with dealer and then go and meet friends GF
>"even though i've only met you like once before, you seem like a nice person, and your BF said that you're interested in trans people"
>she's WhereIsThisGoing.jpg
>Tell her
>she screams with excitement "OMG, I have a trans friend! Sorry, don't mean to offend you"
>It's fine
>she's super interested and asks me about my pronouns/name/If i'm on HRT yet etc
>Friend pipes up with "I still don't know if he's fucking with me or not"
>GF gives him the 'STFU' death stare
Everything went better than I had planned
>>5871624
good thing that would never happen to me because I am 3 years on HRT and look no different from any other man lol
>>5870962
No, I'm working through a math major so I spend a lot of time doing mental computations and the like, and I've definitely noticed a slight but constant impairment of my cognitive abilities.
Blockade of the mineralocorticoid receptor in healthy men: effects on experimentally induced panic symptoms, stress hormones, and cognition.
>Spironolactone significantly impaired selective attention and delayed recall of visuospatial memory, and diminished set shifting/mental flexibility on a trend level.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17035932
>pretty much every time my girlfriend and I are out we always get called ladies together even when I'm in boymode wearing nothing but guys clothes
I guess 2 years on HRT does something to you.
>>5868016
>Mom says midget on tranny sibling porn could bring in some cash tho
Is she single?
>>5871530
>OMG, I have a trans friend!
Why do people do this? That's really obnoxious
>>5872496
girls need accessories, you know
>>5872241
Lol. No.
>>5868016
>Transition
>Sibling makes a lot of comments about fucking you in a "haha no way though seriously" way
I wish I didn't know this feel.
>>5872611
Underrated post, imo
>>5868016
LOL, oh wow. Dat has me laffin.
>>5872805
Ok, thank you for saying so.
The last one That I can think of right now (it's 7am and I haven't gone to sleep yet) is as follows
>Be me, living on comfy ass 30" hand built boat with a good friend of mine and my landlord (boatlord, also the guy I was working for) because it was £120 a month for christ sake
>Tell friend I'm living with that I'm trans, first person I've told so I was shitting bricks
>"Really? That takes a lot of guts to say, and I don't think of you any differently for being that way, you're like a brother to me. Or should I say, sister"
>Yes, he actually said that. It was nice though
>Fast forward a few weeks, Been feeling like shit because I don't like keeping secrets
>Landlord was born XXY and took T most of his life
>Tell landlord I have a secret, he says he knew something was up and that I could trust him
>Tell him as well, he's delighted that I told him and says he will fully support me, and that he will do anything he can to help me feel more like a girl
>Be living on boat, for the first time in my life, feeling like I'm not trapped in myself
>Eventually build up courage to tell a new friend (got to know him because he's good friends with the one I'm living with)
>He thinks it's cool, and asks if he can call me Kayla (My name is very similar, and no. I'm not Kayla the meanie for the record, this shit actually happened for starters)
>Yeah, that's OK I guess
>PlayingItCoolButActuallyBlushing.jpg
>Fast forward a few weeks
>New friend is going out with this girl in out group
>They come down to the boat to see me
>He keeps on calling me sexy, refering to me as Kayla, Calling me babe etc. GF is looking at me like "what is he doing?" every time
>Fuck it, everyone else in the group already knows by now so I tell her
>"OMG, that means I'm not going to be the only girl in the group, that means we can talk about girly stuff while these idiots are talking about cars"
>She already has a trans friend who she helped out during her transition.
Cont.
>>5872891
>>5872805
>Fast forward to the next day
>They both show up at the boat again
>She has her makeup with her and she asks if she can do my makeup
>Never worn makeup before apart from when I had to dress up as a Hon for my Drama GCSE in a play we did for primary school kids
>Expecting to look like a gorilla with lipstick
>Agree to it because It felt like the easier option than stuttering and getting all flustered trying to think up an excuse
>Finally done with the makeup, they both say I look completely different
>DontBelieveTheirLies.jpg
>Look in the mirror
>Is that really me? Feel really warm and fuzzy
>Landlord comes back with his son (really nice, quiet, possibly gay kid, has like siblings anyway and already knew about me because my land lord is also a terrible secret keeper, but also because he trusts this one son with his life)
>Still,
PANIC MODE: INITIATED
>Start making this mouth closed moaning noise that I make subconsciously when I'm distressed
>Kayla, why are you making moaning noises?
>Notice I'm doing it, want to punch a hole through my face and rip space time apart
>Land lord comes down the stairs into the main cabin where We all are
>"Woah, I can't actually believe it's you, you look nothing like a boy at all, that's unbelievable"
>we all sit down and have a cup of tea and a chat
>I'm super quiet, nervous as fuck that everyone is judging me, responding only when I get asked something
>Conversation goes back to being about me and my makeup
>Landlord says something like "anon is even talking higher, have you noticed." Everyone agrees with him"
>I wasn't doing it intentionally, it made me feel even more nervous so when I tried to agree with a mouth closed 'umm hmm' It came out really high pitched and sounded really girly
>BF of the girl picked up on it and says "She even laughs like a girl" Because he thought I was laughing, not awkwardly agreeing
>SuchOddFeels.jpg
>>5872925
Noice.
>>5872925
Oh yeah, also, my land lord took me into boots and bought me some makeup (Eyeliner, a contour kit and Lipliner... Thinking it was lipstick, but it's the intentions that count) while I stood there shaking, paranoid that people knew it was for me. I ended up telling him to shut the fuck up under my breath to him because he was talking to me about the makeup he was buying while we were browsing and there was a woman only a few feet away. I ended up having to walk out by the time we got to the check out because I was going to snap. He came out and I started crying because I was being such an asshole to someone that was only trying to help me and I told him I was so sorry for snapping at him like that and he forgave me but said he was on the verge of flipping at me at the time. It made me feel super shitty, but I was literally shaking with the nerves at the time.
>>5872936
brilliant!
also enjoy living on a boat, i did for a year, best sleep of my life
>>5872940
Oh my god, you know. I have pretty bad insomnia (don't actually get any sleep atleast 1/3 of the time, hence why I browse 4chan) and I was able to get to sleep every single night while I was staying on that boat for those 6 months.
>>5868034
And then reality ensues. Why do you people always seem to assume that the rest of the world will just roll over and comply with your personal version of reality?
>>5868034
I mean can you really hate people for this reaction?
We're taught since birth that gender is immutable, and because we experience that unchagability in ourselves it's hard to shift from that
you can't just expect people straight away to throw away all they understand about gender - which includes their experience of their own gender, from just one encounter of someone who they primaliy knew as cis, but saw once as basically what the person thinks - a guy in a dress.
You can say intolerance and waa waa, but it IS asking a lot. It's real REAL easy for people to, and this might not even be a conscious decision, but for people to just say 'he's a freak' etc, and just block you out. For people, that's easier than what is hard which is breaking down a lifetime experience of the immutability of gender.
>be mtf back in andromode like 1.5 years on hrt
>would have shit happen with strangers like "excuse me sir--I mean miss..." or the other way around
>oftentimes if someone corrected to "miss" I'd say "oh no, I'm a boy" just to mess around with them
>lots of times if guys hit on me and its in a public space and I have my pepper spray ill say "you know im a boy right?"
>now people pretty much always gender me female, key for me was to dress in ways that minimized my shoulders/chest, basically vnecks and some mild scoops plus a flattering waist fit
>tfw my pass falls apart if I wear a lazy big t-shirt or something due to massive hon shoulders
>still get kinda confused looks sometimes due to my androgyny, kind of andreja pre-transition like with my face
>no HRT
>already constantly get stopped and followed until I answer whether I'm a "LAD OR LASS???? XD" or "are u a FtM or MtF????" or of course the ol "DO YA HAVE A PUSSY OR A DICK BRUV LEMME SEE"
>>5871429
My gf worked at McDonald's while in failing boy mode. No binding or anything. There were customer insults but it wasn't that bad, particularly if not on the night shift. Night shift customers were rude regardless, and their managers would refuse to serve people who called employees "faggot" and such things.
>>5872034
Wait, Spiro is actually making me dumber? Fuck.
>>5873077
Thanks for the info. I'm going to be working night shift because I have insomnia anyway (genuine insomnia, not "I only slept 4 hours last night, lol, I'm so crazy") and I have pretty bad anxiety and I hate crowds/loud places and I prefer the slower pace/more varity. I'm not going to ask for a female uniform until I completely fail boy mode. Would rather be seen as a dyke than a weird guy in womans uniform.
>>5872034
>300mg Spironolactone
that's basically nuking your T-level. so the subjects were running on very low estrogen levels. i don't know if you can make conclusions beyond "if a male has almost no hormones his cognitive abilities are significantly reduced". but to make sure it's not a side effect of Spironolactone you'd need to make other studies with other anti-androgens.
Ok life story coming up, I wanted to rant a bit, sorry
>be little 14 year old anon
>Decide after browsing the internet, and being scared shitless that I'm trans
>Realise that I have to come out or become an eternal hon
>Decide to work up the courage to tell mum
>tell her, she starts crying
>Says shit like this "but you display non of the symptoms"
> and "can't you just keep it in the bedroom"
>I later look on her phone and see that she was doing an online gender test, presumably for me [Sage test btw]
>I leave the conversation in tears and we don't talk about it
>Later she asks to tell dad for support
>Dad comes and gives me a talk
>says "You know you wont be pretty, it wont work"
>Go to bed in tears again
>I decide to pressure mum again to admit that I'm trans so I can get the ball rolling.
>When talking suddenly she blurts out
>"you're just like your father!"
>what
>Wait WHAT?
>end the conversation with something along the lines of "Well if he is then why the fuck hasn't he killed himself"
>Go to bed and repress memories
skip to age 15-16
>finally get it confirmed by gender specialist that I'm trans
>not like I could have told them or anything
>get on T-blockers by 15 ish
>parents convince me to not take oestrogen until I finish school
>I was really dumb and passive
>Ask about dad again
>turns out he told mum after I was born that he dresses up
>keeps everything in a suitcase
>she tries to convince me to try and keep all my problems in a suitcase
>She then buys me a suitcase
>I store my clothes outside hanging up, and the suitcase now holds dildos, and fetishy stuff
Cont
>>5873117
Part 2
age 17
>after a lot of thought, I finally work up the courage to ask them to let me on E
>tell me to wait, I fucking agree
>eventually, I manage to convince them, my arms have the scars to prove it
>Finally on estrogen by the final year of high school
>Turn 18, get a bit drunk, write greentext
I still don't know what to think of an agp dad, I discerned from mum that he was beaten by his parents when they found out. Pretty sad, I can't help but fell that he's had a really shit life. Puts me into perspective a little bit. Although that doesn't stop him from being an autistic asshole, he can't read social situations and is definitely bipolar.
But the real worst thing is my mum, she's had to deal with this bullshit twice, and dad kind of forced her into accepting him with me and my brother.
In all honesty I'm just glad that most of this is behind us, and it's really bad for me to say this, but I think mum needs a divorce, needs someone to care about her for a change, I don't know how dad will cope although.
>tl;dr Being trans sucks, for everyone involved
>>5873134
>>eventually, I manage to convince them, my arms have the scars to prove it
Kinda afraid to ask, but what does this mean?
>>5873165
self-harm duh
not surprised, being on AAs alone for that long is a fast-track to depression
Where do you buy them blue pills online?
I webt to a osychologist, they told me to fuck off so I'm kind of in my own there. Help me, hivemind, you're on only hope.
>>5873537
https://www.qhi.co.uk/
if you live in europe. also not every therapist is competent in every subject or a good fit for your personality. try out as many as you can until you find one that suits you.
why did the psychologist tell you to fuck off if i may ask?
>>5873555
Actually she slipped me the bird.
And the other shrink was dissatisfied with my general attitude and asked me questions I was prepared for when I was 14.
Now I'm 20 with a kill list.
>>5873570
>i was really empathetic up until the point where i realized that she is really depressed and didn't get the help she needed from her parents until she did something very drastic
did you think this through?
>>5873573
look for a psychiatrist. psychologists have the image of being the least competent type of therapist. you sound rather difficult to deal with (no offense, i'm not easy either for different reasons. i'm not defending the incompetence of those "therapists" either.) so you probably have to look around.
good luck, anon.
>>5873598
>psychiatrist
>here take these pills for six months
>oh youre fucked up like no tomorriw
>take these pills also in combination for the firsr year and alternate see you in two years
>mfw the only reason I havent got a gun still is they wouldnt sell it to me
>>5873584
They way they (you?) worded it made it seem like they did it deliberately to get what they wanted. Threatening or acting on self harm/suicide to coerce the people who love you is seriously scummy.
>>5872976
>>5873002
of course i knew that his unacceptance could be a possible outcome.
I knew full well that coming out as trans would mean rejection, and unacceptance from people in my life. I repressed my feelings and stayed in the closet for a long time in fear of this.
I called up my friend that day just to clear the air and tell them what i have been through in my own words, i knew that they may not accept me, turns out they were not, and i am ok with that...it just hurts to hear those words, and to lose somebody you had some good memories with.
>>5873607
When you bleed even a little you forget the reason why you did it in the firat place.
>>5873611
>>5873606
i've been going to a psychiatrist for almost a year now. he can prescribe himself. he only wanted to prescribe me pills after some months where i have gotten more and more depressive and talking didn't make sense anymore. like i've said not every therapist is competent, find one that suits you and wants to help you. stereotypes are not an excuse to not look for competent help.
>>5873607
i'm not the anon who posted the story. no, it is not scummy. the people who loved her denied her access to a medical treatment and wouldn't listen to reason, she was even diagnosed trans ffs. if threatening or acting on self harm/suicide is the only option you have then it is perfectly valid. otherwise her parents didn't understand the significance of the subject. shitty parents desu.
>>5873619
Yeah. When I was 15.
>>5873621
I'm too broke to be paying random shitlords wads of money to experiment wth me. In time and money.
>>5869615
My dad was completely cool with it. He just do what makes me happy. My mother still asks if I regret transitioning. She even makes fun of the name I picked.
>>5873706
He said to do whatever makes me happy*
>>5873570
>>5873584
>>5873607
>>5873621
I posted the story, and the reason I did cut myself was to convince them that it was real and that my feelings were real.
I know, it sounds really bad, and I'm ashamed of myself for doing it, but that said I would do nearly anything to get hormones because without them I would probably be in a much worse place
>>5874715
>I know, it sounds really bad, and I'm ashamed of myself for doing it
it's not bad and don't be ashamed. it's bad if you do it go the new xbox or abuse it in a similar way. the "don't make people feel bad that love you" argument is shit because they are not only people that love you but also people who you are deeply dependant on and authoritative figures throughout your life. it is hard to stand up to them and if they won't listen to reason it's honestly their fault. i'm not saying you shouldn't have tried to stand up to them verbally first but you shouldn't condemn yourself. you were a person with severely limited rights that tried what is possible to get help. nothing to be ashamed of.
>>5874763
I wouldn't say severely limited... but yeah I get your point. I didn't want to do it, but I saw no other option
>>5869413
You're going to miss your wedding anon
>>5869448
>Ketchup on chicken strips
Disgusting
>>5870439
>Boy with tits and feminine hair
Wow, how did anyone assume you were a butch lesbian. It's a mystery!
>>5867810
Good for you.
>>5868016
Can't handle the bants, lad?
>>5870524
>TLOP
shit taste
(grats on everything else though)
I've been on hormones for 8 months and haven't gotten any comments or anything. Retail workers and other strangers don't even hesitate before calling me "sir" or "young man" or whatever after a glance.
should I just kill myself?
I seriously need hairpins. This headache is killing me.
>>5875260
Check with your endo about dosage and stuff, but it's only been 8 months, wait awhile longer I'd say. Also, are you using makeup and dressing as a girl, or a guy?
>>5873584
>she
>>5875650
I'm only 19 but I always hear about people older than me failing boymode after even less time on hrt
>>5875894
It has to do with genetics I guess. Also, I don't have statistics here, but I'm pretty sure those people are more the exception than the rule.
Even natal girls get mistaken for boys when they dress like boys, so going out boymode could be a part of it.
You could always pursue FFS if you think it'd help / you could afford it.
>>5875944
>Even natal girls get mistaken for boys when they dress like boys
definitely not true
>pursue FFS if you think it'd help / you could afford it.
I can't afford it
>>5875961
Sorry, I suck at communicating ideas. Meant that some natal girls get mistaken for boys, not even FTMs. Sorry you can't afford FFS, keep up with the hormones though. Other than that, I can only share some advice I got, which was that an important part of passing was not caring if you pass or not. Good luck
>>5873522
Me too, The kid in the first green text that was calling me a tranny was the only one that has had a negative reaction so far. Everyone else has been really great and supportive. I even told some of the 'popular' kids that I used to hang out with back when I was the class clown that got along with everyone in school and even they were fine about it, suprised as fuck, but interested and asked me questions and we talked about it for like another 10 minutes outside of the house of the one that was going in first as we were all walking back home together (tell em as you're leaving so if shit goes tits up, you only have to walk in awkward silence for like 5 minutes :P), so they couldn't have found it that bad and I have since met up with them to smoke up a few times and shit was like normal and they asked me what I was going to do with me penis (I think I'm going to turn it into a hat for a hamster, or maybe wrap it around the hilt of a sword for extra grip).
>>5869448
Oh why cant I go back to college. Trapped in a shitty long term relationship was the worst mistake I made.
>>5870773
Sounds like my dad, though he tried to keep it more subtle.
>sitting in the basement one night after argument with dad about shit
>hear him say to my mom that "he wishes he never had me" if he knew I was gonna turn out "like this"
>consider an hero
At least I'm out of there now living with my BF, we're in a tiny ass room in a college neighbourhood but it beats the daily intentional deadnaming/misgendering and passive aggressive "ur a freak lol" comments.
>>5876771
brutal, that guys is an idiot.
Where are the stories about meeting up with a childhood friend who you havent seen since long before you started HRT. And then it being awkward because youre a cute girl now and they obviously want to do stuff to you. And then you end up getting throat fucked by them like the slut you've become.
This thread sucks. You all suck.
>>5869707
you look cute :3
>>5877108
this may happen, but I don't know if his gf would be cool with it. :/
>>5870030
>Narnia levels
kek
>>5877108
Kayla pls, real life isn't exactly like your literotica stories.
>>5867810
>be me
>be in car with family
>be mtf closet
>some conservashit news station is playing
>the deconstrution of man
>"being trans is a feminist agenda to take over le world"
>if you think your kid is trans tell them no boobs for them
>dad looks at me and says "yeah no boobs for you"
>mfw
this thread triggers me we are making fun of people in the closet being outed
>>5882927
Mfw you don't have a face
>>5882999
Don't judge its a skin condition, does this mean old kid doesnt have a face too?
the picture was too big so have this one
me in the middle
>>5882999
Nice trips btw
>>5883036
Oh snap!
>>5869027
>tfw when I was home schooled at dropped out at 8th grade
Get on my level normie
>>5883100
At least half of that must have been that your parents were too lazy.
>>5883104
Nah, I did cyber school. I had real teachers on the interwebs. I was the lazy one not doing work or going to class.
>>5868016
Your mom sounds like a hoot and a holler. You should send her our way sometime. I'm sure we'd all have a pretty good time.
![surprise-wedding[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/nW1IAgl.jpg "surprise-wedding[1].jpg")
>>5874836
>>5870150
This picture is all I can think of right now because of this shit.
>>5869027
> Tfw walking past my old CS teacher in high school on the street in total girlmode.
Holy shit I was sweating literal bullets. He definitely remembered me since I was his star pupil half a decade ago. I can only pray he didn't clock me, though he may have been suspicious.
Terrifying stuff, believe you me. At least I pass and look cis, even though most of the folks I went to high school with could probably still tell that I'm me... just girlified.
I swear, I'll go to my inevitable high school reuinion just to mess with people.
>>5869780
I think this might actually be right. I'm a super-nerd mtf, and have more or less overcome the brainfog, but it is kinda tiring. The trick I've found is instead of thinking harder/with more energy, you should back off and try actively using less. You end up thinking at least as effectively as you used to, but it's...different. idk, hard to really describe. It's also an active process, (despite feeling less active), and eventually you can't keep up that mental state. It would be interesting to hear about the experiences in this regard from an intellectually inclined trans-guy.
