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>>5810837
There's this guy at my college who's like 5'3, tiny feet, breaking/ crackling voice, and he wears a binder under his t-shirts, you can tell.
I assumed he was a transman but my friend slept with him and lo and behold he had a dick!
Guess he just lost the genetic lottery.
>>5810971
Probably mtf in boy mode then
Because I can't think of a reason to wear a binder otherwise
>>5810980
I think he's just chubby and has man boobs. Maybe he has some hormonal imbalance.
>>5810989
Maybe
>>5810837
>18
>pre hrt
>at the mall in grillmode (wig, makeup, tanktop, denim shorts)
>excuse me miss
>turn around
>two employees standing there
>glance at them but don't say anything because manvoice/new to girlmode in general
>see them smiling/chuckling or some shit
>no idea if I just got clocked or they were laughing at my awkwardness
>19
>10 months on HRT
>working normal shift
>in le femme boimode
>the occasional ma'am and miss like i always do
>feels good
>couple last customers for the afternoon
>little girl comes running up the register
>shes giving me "the stare"
>awshit.jpeg
>runs and gets her mom
>comes back and points in front of all the customers in line at me
>starts screaming mommy look is that a boy or a girl
>girl on register next me starts laughing
>finally mother drags the kid out and apologizes to me
>2 weeks later boss pulls me aside
>"anon if you want to be a girl a work thats fine just let me know"
>shitmypants.jpeg
>after mind is done racing finally say I havent mentally prepared for this and don't know how she wants me to respond
>laughs at me and tells me to let her know
Invited me over her house to get my hair done about a week later. It came out good.
>be butcc les fish
>at orientation for uni
>standing in line
>talking to someone
>notice black girl ogling at me
>invite her into convo, assume she's bored and listening in
>start friendship
>turns out shes a nigerian transfer student
>be out walking at activities fair after meeting coincidentally
>she asks me suddenly "are you a cross dresser?"
>don't know how to respond, stammer answers to her questions
>"do you wear mens clothes?"
>"i-i do sometimes but theyre just... my clothes, really..."
>"i always wanted a gay friend!"
>"o-okay..."
>time passes
>she asks me to drive her to a hair appointment
>i oblige, she asks me to stay while it happens and i do
>hair stylist calls me her "son" and thinks we're dating
>stay there five hours, have gotten myself into some shit
>on the way to take her back get told she can't date me "because i'm a girl"
i just avoid her now
she's kind of caught on and asked me but i dont have the balls to outright tell her
also she gave me shoes for my birthday
> Answering call from Temp Agency
> Hello?
> "Hi, may I speak to [Girl's Name]"
> Yeah sure.
> awkward as shit pause
> ... You're speaking to her?
> Oh! I'm sorry.
A grim reminder to get back to my voice practice now that I've settled down to a new place.
During the same day
> walking through the ghetto part of my city
> band of niggas taking up the whole sidewalk.
> go outta my way to walk around them
> "ay gurl I like your sweater : )"
> Thanks!
> feel like a champ for the rest of the day
>>5811772
What sweet hoodlums
>>5811689
That's so sweet.
There's something endearing about innocent stereotyping and mislabeling. Like a child asking why a black man is "brown".
>get on busy train in girl mode
>see one seat available (that little alcove seat near the stairs) with 3 construction worker types on the other side
>fuck it, sit down
>catch one guy looking at me pretty frequently, others just talking
>oh fuck he's onto me
>keep see him looking at me
>fuck he probably see's my Adams apple
>they eventually get off with no incident
No idea if just paranoid or he knew. Most of my stories are just me being paranoid about people looking at me 'are they looking at me because they know or maybe because I'm tall?'
>>5811837
it was sweet, and so is she, but i have too much social anxiety for that shit
>out to eat with younger brother
>waitress asks if i'm his son
>tfw
>>5811271
>pre hrt
>no idea if i just got clocked
kek. you totally just got clocked.
who the fuck would go out full-time pre-hrt?
>goes to mail office
>tries to retrieve packages
>nice lady who looks like a transplant from the midwest (big cross necklace, cat sweater, big glasses) sees my package slips
>"This young lady says she's (birth name)
>oh shit
>I show her my old ID
>"That's not you!"
>I reply with "I changed alot" and stammer
>she says "well...get your name changed I guess! here you go ma'am"
>ordering a sandwich at subway
>zone out mid order
>employee tries to get my attention by saying "m'am"
I was in boymode and when that happened it made my day
>butch les
>go to uni lgbt club
>meet cute asian grill there, short hair, boyish
>DOKI DOKI
>she asks me about HRT and my experience on t
>mfw she's a he
>mfw he thought i was on t
>mfw hopes dashed
>mfw cute grill is gonna end up a fucking dude
>mfw i have no face
he's fucking adorable, short and chubby, was suffocating in his binder. we both made assumptions whig was kinda funny, and he's super chill, but still feels kinda bad, man
>>5812828
pleb-tier europeans who have to
>>5810837
>Mtf pre-well-everything
>In class talking to a friend
>I got my hair cut girly in the sense of short
>She asked if I got a haircut
>I said yes and ask if it looked good
>Just right then a hick walk in that I talk to regularly
>Don't get me wrong I am in no where near actual friends with him. I just pretend to keep a cover
>Says and you still look as ugly from before
>He took one step before another friend ask to be nice to me and apologies
>Of course the dumb son-of-a-bitch decided to be a clown
>He asks "You mean to her?" and pointed to me, repeating it
>I freezed and panicked for a millisecond
>knowing how I was going to play it off
>I did my "Ow that hurt, you stabbed me in the heart" routine to satisfy the retard
I didn't know whether it was my haircut or what that made him say that, but it did made me think that how many people have the same feeling about me
>>5812947
>order stuff online under new name
>go to post office to collect
>oh shit haven't changed my name or any documents yet
>give lady my slip and ID, ID has a beard and buzzcut, meanwhile I'm in a dress with shoulder length hair
>she looks at it, looks at me, back and forth
>finally says 'ok It's fine'
Phew.
>>5811386
Alright, I'm making that the last thing I read before I go to bed. That was heartwarming, anon.
I'm at work
Bump to entertain me while I slave away for the bourgeoisie
>tfw 4 months HRT
>tfw boymode because chronic manface/manvoice/manribcage
>tfw faggoty swaying hips
>tfw long hair
>tfw tits
>tfw keep seeing people stare at me in public
>literally following me with their eyes as I'm walking down the street and shit
help me
>>5817251
>tfw 1 year, 5 months hrt
>literally this
>started at fucking 17
>>5817888
FRS and you fine
>>5817943
I agree
Pic related.
>scion FRS make everybody pass
>>5818060
Chicks dig cars transbians, ya hear
>>5811772
>> walking through the ghetto part of my city
>> band of niggas taking up the whole sidewalk.
>>go outta my way to walk around them
>> "ay gurl I like your sweater : )"
>> Thanks!
>> feel like a champ for the rest of the day
Oh fuck that's good.
>>5812711
the fuck?
Are you in the closet MtF?
>>5812947
>>5813954
I like this story anon.
>go to laser clinic to get my chest lasered
>get in room and obviously have to take off top
>technician looks surprised that I have visible chest stubble
>'oh are you trans? You pass really well'
Guess laser people encounter trans people all the time.
>>5817888
You look like a plain cis girl anon. Stop being paranoid.
>>5810837
>working at a hardware store
>perpetual boymode
>5-6 months HRT
>stocking shelves
>"Excuse me miss?"
>yeah...
>"Oh, I'm sorry, sir..."
later that week...
>working the december tree lot
>be sweeping some shit
>family behind me wants to ask me for help
>"Maybe we can ask that guy for help??
>"I don't think that's a guy... I think that's a girl..."
>Hi! How can I help you?
>"See, I told you..."
Next week...
>stocking the household cleaning section
>old guy is standing near the key making bench
>other customer tries to get me attention
>"Excuse me sir, this man needs help!"
>walk over to the old guy
>"He said sir, but you're a lady aren't you?"
>Yeah, nah... not today...
>"Oh, my apologies then, I'd like to have a key made."
>Sure...
Next week...
>dude from another store is helping out today
>we're all stocking the store before opening
>"Excuse me, miss?"
>I look at him for a few seconds
>Yes?
>"Oh shit, sorry, I thought you were a girl!"
>Haha... yeah... ok...
>shit becomes a joke at my store
>MFW everyone on the stocking crew started calling me miss and ma'am
>I quit a week later
>>5813954
That could be so me!!!!! I had a thick wide ZZ Top length Santa beard 'til 6 months into transition. It was even gray, thanks thyroid. I could see it thinning so I shaved it off. Lots of friends didn't recognize me. In my DL photo the beard sides cross the sides of the frame, not the bottom.
>>5810837
i pass 100% with long hair, but senpai wont let me socailly transition
so now i have short hair and look androgynous af, and sometimes people make it awkward.
> all these no homo comments from str8 guys
> str8 men jokingly hitting on me even thou they got a gf (REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, I WANT A BF GOD DAMMIT)
> a TA literaily walked up to me and asked how I have such good skin in the middle of a lab and kept staring at it
> get asked how i have such good skin every other time I meet new people.
> "i thought you were a reverse trap"
> "YOU ARE 21? REALLY?"
>mtf 4 years hrt
>dad takes me to work with him to help with his construction job
>"Oh Mr.Anon, how ya doing, sir. Who's the young lady? She new?"
>"This is my son..."
>"Oh gee, my bad dude."
>later moving some equipment around
>kinda struggling to carry the tool trays they have me hauling
>one of the men stops what he's doing and gives me a hand
>asks where im taking it
>tell him where
>he looks perplexed and kinda eyes me up and down
>"ok ok"
>on break at the water jug
>one of the older men approaches me
>"You a laborer?"
>y-yes sir
>"Why they got a girl out here pushing tools around?"
>ehhhhh
>some other man interjects
>"That's the bosses son, man"
>his face when
>"...Well I still don't think they should have girls pushing pipe and tools around."
I want out of this job but the pay is so good. I could have money for FFS saved up within a year.
>>5811386
Fuck your boss sounds cool.
>>5818725
>FFS in a year
MOOOOOOOOOONNNNNEEEEEEYYYY
how much an hour?
>>5818789
About 13 dollars. It's a full time gig too so the money can build up pretty quick when you live with your parents.
>>5818725
>mtf 4 years hrt
>"This is my son..."
that sounds like an awkward relationship.
and i know that feel, i worked a construction gig for a summer when i was 18 before i left for college. it was hell too because at that point in my life i was finally starting to break through my repression. I felt so out of place, but i needed the money and it was the only job i could find that paid decent.
>>5818725
>4 years HRT
>dad still refers to you as his son
Yet it sounds like you're presenting female?
>>5817251
>>tfw faggoty swaying hips
Oh god do I do that. I have to think to not do a proper catwalk. I have myself to blame. I trained myself to do a catwalk when young. Now it is second nature and automatic.
>>5819549
Bump
>last weekend go to a techno club with friends
>its early and the place is not very crowded
>a bearded guy hits on me he seems moderately drunk
>I use my guy voice because I have bf and its to loud to use girl voice
>he makes complments and buys me drinks
>I think he knows I'm trans and tell him how I feel about my voice and shoulders
>he says everything is fine, I'm beautiful yadda yadda
>after a while I mention that I won't get SRS
>hes like "you have a vagina? Don't you?"
>I'm like lel I don't have a vagina
>he's like "I'm really soryy I'm into vaginas" leaves me alone the whole eveing
so was he a reverse chaser or so intoxicated that he thought I was cis?
>>5813165
so;..she was ftm?
that's still she, fuck her while still not on t
>>5821771
>sorry I'm into vaginas
Lel
>going to vote on local issues down at the board of elections
>had registered under boy name
>"I need to change the name on my registration/ballot"
>hands over the court document
>"so you got married huh?"
>goes into my file to change the info
>pauses for a minute and looks at me confused
>"uhm here you go ma'am?"
>I smile awkwardly
>working out with my dad at the gym
>as we are leaving he runs into an old friend who hasn't seen me since I was like 13
>"so is this your daughter in law?" (only child)
>"no in law, just my daughter "
>her jaw drops
>My cheeks turn bright red and I tell my dad I'll be in the car and gtfo
>>5823278
>just my daughter
Awwww :3
>>5823278
dawww
your dad seems pretty cool anon
wish i could have moments like that with my dad. hes accepts the whole trans thing and all...just feel like we dont connect anymore ever since i transitioned.
>Be 25 mtf after just having a horrible conversation with your mom who doesn't accept you.
>be pretty shaken afterwards but still ok thanks to the last year of shit toughening you up
>go to the Liquor store (Canada obviously)
>Guy at the counter asks for ID, hand him drivers license.
>"Uh nice try but this isn't yours."
>Me- "actually it is"
>(he blushes) Sorry cash or debit?
Dat feel when your finally starting to pass! I am just under 5 months! I came out on facebook a few days ago. If you were that guy would you have though I was Cis? (pic related)
>>5824020
sorta thing hips and adam's apple, but otherwise pretty good. pass imo. good luck anon
>>5810837
>earlier today
I just met a guy driving through, we both caught each other's eyes as he was driving and and we start flirting and he starts talking about weed, and invites me to join, and I'm like "yeah okay! I'll be in my apartment
And so he gets a wrap and then comes to my place and we talk about music while he's rolling and then we listen to some of his stuff and I plug his player into my sound stuff in my room and we go in there to smoke
And so we smoke some and then he shot guns me and bites me and pulls my hair and it's all real hot
And then things get heavier and heavier until he starts feeling me up and stuff
And then finally he starts pulling my pants off and
I clasp them and tell him to wait and
ask him if he knows i'm trans
And
He didn't
So we just chilled
finished the joint
I think he almost changed his mind for a bit, sitting back down and offering me the rest of the joint and we chilled
then he left
And I was super high and cried a lot and now it's like eight hours later
>>5824020
really pretty!
>>5824152
Thanks!
>>5824092
I don't think I have much hope for the hips at this point but adam's apple might be fixable. However based on what I know about that surgery its still super not worth it right now. Most people still find it grows back anyway + scaring.
I think if my girlfirend wasn't cool with it, or I had to date again I would more seriously look into that stuff but for now not worth considering. That picture also makes it stand out a lot more than usual.
>>5821771
>>he's like "I'm really soryy I'm into vaginas" leaves me alone the whole eveing
What a fag.
>>5810837
bump cause bored
>>5824020
Nice carpet.
>>5818457
I am not sure if it's serious, but this came across as incredibly adorable
>>5824252
.. still fucked up about it the day after
>>5825809
If there's one thing the girl dick is good for its weeding out the dicks
>>5812947
Are you the same red on tg?
>>5825849
hah, i never thought of it like that. thats a good point.
>>5825158
Why the fuck does everyone say that?!
It was bad not adorable or cute.
Anyways... more stories of silly boymode shit...
I wore two shirts to try and hide my growing tits but I don't think it worked.
Especially when I had to grab shit from high places!
>Be grabbing boxes down to open and stock
>super light shit but kinda big
>falls a bit fast and hits my chest
>Ow, fuck!
>the dude in charge of receiving and cataloging sees and hears me
>"Oh shit man, was that shit heavy? Let me help you man..."
>he just says 'man' and 'oh shit' a lot...
>he picks the box up and says, "Dude, this shit is so light... how did it hurt?"
>MFW he gets this inquisitive look and I'm just standing there slouching...
>MFW another co-worker says my hair is pretty even though it's fucked beyond repair...
>MFW this one dude used to always put his hand on the lower portion of my back when trying to get around me in a tight space...
>MFW one of the garden ladies asked me how I get my face so clear of acne...
>>5827049
I am so sorry, you just make it sound like a silly anime plot -
>"stop thinking I am a girl, baka!"
I am sorry, this is probably incredibly frustrating to live and deal with, but that's how you're coming across ._.
>>5827979
I know. I'm totes dicking around.
Everyone calls my life cute and/or adorable...
Even my machining shenanigans are considered cute by some people.
>Be inna manual machining
>operating a mill
>cutting a precision block
>call this russian dude over who was kinda cool until he found out I am trans
>let's call him Artyom...
>Yo, Artyom, check out my heavy roughing pass!!!!
>apply fuck tons of cutting oil
>"Oh, blyat..."
>start cutting
>BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!
>smoke everywhere
>MFW the entire time I'm cutting...
>MFW I can't even see the part anymore there is so much smoke...
Part 2 coming up because new image is needed...
>>5828185
>hot metal is flying everywhere
>"Brat, watch out for the chips..."
>BAHHHHHH!!!!
>MFW I gave myself a burn on my arm because steel chips get hot when making fuck huge cuts at the max feedrate...
>Artyom is just looking at me...
>"Dude, you sounded like a girl just now..."
>MFW I sounded like a girl and the entire room heard me yelp in pain...
>MFW my part got fucked anyways because I replaced my parallels for a larger set and didn't readjust my z-axis...
>>5828199
thats pretty cute
>>5828185
why you gotta work me in like that ;-;
>>5828199
I am so confused.
Are you an MTF that isn't out yet or a FTM?
>>5828384
If you don't mind me asking, why are you still trying to remain looking like a boy? Shouldn't you be happy that you are passing?
>>5828398
I don't think I pass, that's the problem.
Like, I haven't learned any of the necessary skills I need in order to pass consistently. The problem isn't whether I can pass or not, it's that it isn't consistent.
So, I am happy that I get to pass, but it also kinda sucks because it's always such a fleeting feeling.
The stories I've posted have occurred over the course of a year. There are a few others, but it's still a rare occurrence.
>>5828384
arty?
and it doesnt really sound like a rare occurance, don't undersell yourself like that
>>5828420
Nvm about the Arty thing, the Artyom in my story is some form of Arty... it's just the off chance that he's lurking...
Regardless of if it's rare or not, I'm still not ready for it yet. Maybe someday this year... maybe... probably... hopefully before the anime convention in May... but maybe not. I don't really have anyone to teach me the ways of the girl... so... I'm kinda at a loss...
>>5828429
There wouldn't come a day when you just wake up and everything's different. It's all just a gradual process, and you're walking. It's alright if you don't feel that way yet, you know that best, just don't sell yourself short, you know? You're getting there
here's the random advice of some stranger on the internet: be as genuine as possible. whenever you feel like doing something or saying something, just go ahead. It's the easiest way to get there
Don't forget I'll always love you
>>5828412
You're just being self conscious. You're your own biggest critic. You should try going out as a girl and see how it works.
>be at Home Depot
>need parts for broken sink
>dunno where parts are cuz' never been here
>getting kinda nervous, so decide to ask staff.
>Big dude is looking at me prolly wondering what gender I am
>decide to ask him where parts are
>still can't decipher from voice
Feelsgood
>decides to avoid pronouns entirely and just says "follow me"
>takes me to part and then decides to go
>the part I need is like 7' off the ground and I'm 5'7
>kinda yell at him if he could come back and help me
>yell in sorta manly voice
oh god he knows now
>see him turn around and walk towards me laughing "holy shit, I knew you weren't a girl, man! You totally look like a girl hahaha"
Feelsbadman
At least he wasn't a fag basher tho' seemed pretty nice.
>>5818725
>>mtf 4 years hrt
>>>"This is my son..."
Jesus, have you just not told him after all this time or is he just a jerk-off or what?
>>5827979
>>5827049
My little laborer can't possibly be this cute!
>>5828652
>that pic
Aren't you a naughty one, anon. I don't know if I should feel bad for knowing exactly what you cropped that out of.
>>5828993
I'm pretty sure everyone and their mother on the internet knows of Incase and his amazing porn by this point anon.
>>5828999
Nice trips.
Lemme rephrase though, I've furiously tugged out a million times to that image.
And I've never seen him mentioned or posted on here before.
>>5828999
what the hell is an incase?
>>5829014
Google incase/tumblr
He's a porn artist who draws weird fetish porn for money. From futa and traps to fantasy shit with Hobbits, orcs and aliens.
He's p good.
>>5828970
>>5829022
>western porn
>tumblr
no wonder I never cared about it
dont care anyway~
>>5829141
>being this much of a chinese cartoon porn fag
>>5829141
Get a load a this faggot.
>>5828970
now that's an anime I can get behind
>>5813089
feelsgoodman
>>5817888
you literraly look like a girl
not the most beautiful one though
>>5828652
>>5819502
>>5818915
>>5819549
Yeah, he knows I'm trans but he doesn't really acknowledge it or directly talk about it. For example, he'll sometimes lecture me with his Watchtower nonsense and will occasionally make a comment or two about my 'condition' or 'whatever condition I feel I have' only to go on about how I'm disobeying god. Also, I haven't really told him outright, but I'm sure he's figured out that I'm on hormones. I usually present as female at home but I kinda have to 'tone it down' when I'm around him cause he gives me shit if I dress or look too feminine. For example:
>be winter
>I wear a sweater and some leggings cause it's comfy
>dad just stares at me and scoffs whenever I pass by him in the house
>he comes up to me at dinner and starts badgering me about my clothes asking why I have to 'parade' around the house like that even tho I stay in my room almost all day
>rush back to my room feeling embarrassed and kinda on the verge of tears
>feel scared to leave my room for the rest of the day
He also calls me sir at every opportunity.
>>5811954
How tall?
>>5829525
Next time you should bring a big drum and actually parade around
I've got a couple
>7 or 8 months hrt
>visiting my grandparents in montana
>they know I'm trans. They say they "dont care" but they plainly dont try to understand it
>they actually think my step father molested me and messed me up in the head or something (he didnt)
>We're out at a dinner, local diner
>aunt-in-laws mother and grandmother come
>the aunts mother immediately adresses me as female
>"and who's this little lady?"
>My grandmother quickly responds "this is my grandson [oddish]"
>"oh, she's very pretty, i like your hair"
>i visibly smile
>ask my aunt later if she told her mother that I'm trans
>says she hadnt even mentioned me to her
>later that night
>grandparents talking to friends at the bar on our way out
>I'm just waiting to go home
>one of their friends sees me standing behind grandparents
>old fart
>offers his hand for shaking
>"well hello there, you look lovely"
>Grandmother: "THIS IS MY GRANDSON"
>this happened again before we ultimately left
>asked my grandmother why she did all that when she knows im trans and want female gendering
>"You'll always be my little boy, idk"
>>5830660
grandparents are the worst
i don't even want to see them because they dont want to or are incapable of understanding
i can't wait until they die
>>5829525
That sounds a lot like my parents. Except they don't let me wear girl clothes in house.
I don't talk to them, and I just comply with it for now. wear mostly andro clothes
>>5830660
that made me cringe eh..
>you'll always be my little boy
damn
Uh, one more, this happened the other day
>new job recently at a store thats just opening up
>new people all over the place
>Boss sirs me a lot
>other employees started talking to me during some down time in our shift
>its two black guys
>one of them is totally american big willie fresh prince but the other is like coming to america or something
>fresh prince: "hey sup so are you in school"
>I'm 20, no school
>"You're 20? I thought you were in highschool. Cool"
>as the conversation goes on ther employees kinda gather around and we're all just chatting while we srt thru some boxes
>coming to america asks me in front everyone "are you a boy or a girl"
>what i said "its complicated"
>what i should have said "I'm whichever gender you think i am"
>everyone is kinda quiet for a minute but fresh prince keeps it goin, changes the topic
>In my mind: "AUGHHHH"
>>5830783
>its complicated
Oh god, awkward.
Grandparents can be a massive drag sometimes.
I love the shit out of my grandma, she's probs the best family I have... but she still ruins my day sometimes.
>be talkin about my hair and how it's fucked up and needs fixing
>continue to 'complain' about how I'm a bit chubbier than I'd like to be
>'complain' about my mom being a bitch
>"Oi, [Cordelia], you is man! Be a man! Men need to be strong! Men don't complain!"
>Obaa-chan goes full on japanese with her view of men and women and forces that on me even though she knows I'm trans...
>MFW most visits have some variation of her telling me I'm a man...
>MFW I can't even get mad at her because she's just trying to protect me...
>MFW she's the only person that actually tries to help...
>MFW her effort is just terribly misguided...
>trans male
>come out last year almost to this day
>grandmother sick as shit and dying right now
>have to go visit her because she's dying and all
>mum tells me i'm not allowed to come out to her because it'll "confuse" her and "make her worried"
>(note that my mum is very supportive of me generally)
>have to go see grandmother one day
>wear men's clothes, binder, pack
>get there
>"hello [female name]!"
>had everyone calling me by my birthname all day
>had everyone calling me by female pronouns
>later we go out to restaurant as a treat for grandmother
>waiter comes over
>asks everyone what they want
>gets to me
>"what about you, young man?"
>feel good for the first time all day
>"oh that's my granddaughter you must be mistaken"
>waiter gives me weird look
>i have to tell him that im a girl
>dead inside
>one awkward lunch later and i can finally leave
>>5830660
If you have a couple share more
Hmmm...
>18, pre-everything
>Decide to go to public event in city b/c autism
>Sit silently the whole time, only whispering to friends
>Couple of odd stares from grumpy old white people around me
>Lecture ends, question time
>I decide to ask a question b/c autism
>Almost pass out later, stressed out af
>Strangers come up to me telling me how 'brave' I was
I'm such a fucking coward
>>5830660
Sorry to hear that anon, I have to go visit my grandparents in Texas in a few weeks, they are also shit
>be 6
>signing up for school with my mom
>stagger behind her a bit, and some security guy calls out 'hey little girly' or some shit like that
>first and last time I was mistaken for a girl
shit sucks
>>5829525
fuck... atleast its not complete disownment, but you are really strong to put up with that anon. idk what i would have done if my parents didnt accept me.
>>5830694
>>5833776
its hit or miss with grandparents. my grandfater wont even talk to me or acknowledge my existence, because hes a stubborn grumpy old bastard...my grandmother however is a fucking saint. completely accepted me off the bat and has been super supportive.
Pretty sure I was one of those guys that could pass and pretty late too
As late as 25 I went to this girls house and her mother asked whos the girl.
Even at 30 I'm a total twink but the transition to full adult is too far now, I am for the first time sprouting chest hair en masse - but this only started this year. Also weigh 62kg even though unhealthy lifestyle
I would not pass at this point but damn now that I think about it I'd be hot as fuck way back when
Then again it had to be hormonal in the first place, I bet my test is low as fuack
>>5817888
you look like a girl... not exactly a beautiful one but a girl anyway. better makeup + better haircut (your fringe is shit) + FFS = attractive
>>5829525
You can handle it, it's hard. Right now they have all the power with your age/situation. When you're older you will have control of the most important thing, contact with them. 100% cut him out of your life when you have your shit together.
More stories please
>be me mtf, 26, 9 months HRT
>presenting andro, but girls winterjacket
>stand in line in supermarket
>lots of people behind me in the line
>notice that I have zero cash with me
>pull out card to pay 3€
>cashier looks at card, looks at me, looks at card, stares at me again
>"This is a male name ob the card!"
>taken of guard I drop my spaghetti
>say in intentionally deep male voice: "Is there a Problem!?"
>cashier still does not get it so I show her my ID to prove that it is indeed my bank card
>finally lets me pay while other customers in line grinning at the scene
>died a little inside
>>5844315
Almost the same here
>be 20 mtf 8 months HRT
>presenting female but not trying very hard
>pass often but not always
>get to front of line
>"Hello miss"
>rolls with it
>realize I miscalculated how much cash I had
>have to pay by card
>anxious
>know from having worked in another of these store how it will go
>card processing screen will show name proeminently
>Cashier has look of surprise
>he gives the receipt
>"Thank you miss" with weird inflection and knowing look
>[fumbling intensifies]
>manage to go to the parking before any further spaghetti spilling
Went better than you, at least.
>>5813525
y do you think we self med so much? think how much business QHI is getting to keep running low on stock. practically every yuropoor self medder uses them.
i don't anymore cause i wanted meds i could only get at ADC
>>5821771
hi jo :)
>>5818286
>tfw when black people are your only source of validation
Guess that's one positive of living in Chicago
>walking home at night
>some car cuts off the guy walking in front of me
>he gets all jokingly pissed and offended
>kind of smiling at him cause it was funny, he turns around and sees me
>ayy sexy
>how are you
>get beautiful im talking to you
>I don't want to talk cause my voice isn't trained much at all so I just look at him blank faces
>he starts to get annoyed but in a kind light hearted manner
>"what you can't even say hi? I'm telling you your beautiful and you can't even say anything"
>I don't even know what to do I just wave like bye bye at him lol
>he says "it's cool if your a lesbian or whatever just thought you should know your beautiful
>I have shortist hair not really female cut
>he finally fucks off and crosses the street.
> I walk back a block the other way cause I don't want to bump into him again lol
>>5847430
Heres another one
>going to uni medical center to get immunizations
>lady at counter takes my information calls me miss
>even though I wrote down my name which is obviously make ect ect
>mfw not even using trained voice but she's black so not surprised
>wait for nurse to call me
>nurse walls out calls "male name"
>Secretary lady is like what starts laughing "oh I thought haha. I thought you was a lady"
>nurse is super awkward too
>constantly calls me "love bug" even though I am a 22 year old guy (ok I'm not but in these interaction I'm so done with everytingi I just want to get get out don't care if people know I'm male)
>mtf slightly passing in boy mode with really loose clothes from weight loss
>in a group with a girl for a cs class
>professor posted pictures of everyone in the class for group info sheets
>mine is an old pretransition picture that's clearly male
>she uses female pronouns for me, I assume she knows I'm trans
>class this week
>she uses female pronouns, and then suddenly apologizes and switches to male pronouns
I'm kind of confused how she sees me now.
>>5812828
Not all ftm need HRT to pull it off; but yeah generally it goes about as well as a land war in asia. Just imagine little asian people shouting faggot at you from the trees in every direction.
>>5811386
Man that's actually heart warming.
>>5811689
Africans have honestly been some of the nicest, coolest people I've met, but also the most sexist, homophobic and transphobic.
>>5811954
Cisdude here. Sometimes we can sense something off, unless you meet at least a 5/10 on the passing scale. Can either be attraction of confusion at being unable to determine what seems odd about you.
The last things guys ever really think is, "is that a transwoman?" if it isn't obvious.
>>5821771
A lot of straight guys see a woman and don't care about how they were born, but it's still difficult to reconcile that with a penis. Plus there's the misconception that SRS is more accessible than it actually is for transwomen.
>tfw never been correctly gendered in public
this thread is suffering
>>5849912
Why didn't you just take a new picture
>>5851354
I did change it and got a new ID with an updated picture at the start of this semester, but for some reason the version professors had access to was still the old one.
>>5851611
Oh you didn't get to chose
That stinks
>>5818725
>mtf 4 years hrt
>"This is my son..."
your dad is a jesus loving asshole imho desu
>>5849912
I don't think she knows.
If this was recent an email to her might be a good idea.
Don't even say you're trans just mention her using male pronouns and state it was embarrassing because you're a girl.
