>tfw masturbated to forced feminization sissy stuff like usual a little while ago but this time my desire to be a girl didn't go away after cumming
How do I get off this ride?
you dont. its scientifically proven that once you go down that path there are structures within your brain that get damaged and you will always have these feelings. congrats, youve made yourself transgender for life
>>5757444
nooo ;_;
I-I'm still a man, I'll just start lifting weights and going to church and this will all go away...
>>5757455
lmao
Transition now or do it when you're 40 and had a few kids... either way you won't escape.
what? ok want to know more abiout that? exist a tudy how you become a tranny by masturbate to forced feminazition stuff o-O
>>5757432
>this time my desire to be a girl didn't go away after cumming
This is the turning point anon. Either stop and go back now or you WILL become a tranny. Indulge and in 2 years time you will be fulltime (for better or for worse depending on your genetics) and wondering wtf happened.
>>5757432
>>5757481
after you get over the anxiety attacks the first year and be on hormones a few years after that, you'll be a woman and you wont even relate to being a man anymore. plus you wont have any of those desires anymore and your life will be way better :^)
that is, if you have good passing genetics
The fact that sissy porn is corrupting brain destroying poison only makes it hotter.
>>5757512
Stupid evil porn industry jews, I don't want to be a submissive little girl ;_;
>>5757496
Yep that's pretty much how my life turned out. Regardless of whether this was a fetish or latent transsexuality, my life has improved.
But yeah, only if you have good passing genetics. Hons turn back now.
>>5757432
>men are so weak porn turns them into trannies
This is what fragile masculinity REALLY looks like!
Thanks for the warning. I'm already into being a submissive slut, I don't want to be a tranny too. I could see myself having indulged in sissyfication with the right guy.
I'll stick to being a sub boi.
>>5757578
if you at this it is too late to turn back. go the full way and be happy, trust me ~
>>5757578
and then you get older and you start working out to compensate for not being the same cute twink you used to but then you realize that you actually hate how you look and everything is all wrong now that youre a 40 year old man with kids and then suddenly realize that you were trans all along and become hontron9000
have a fun life anon x)
>>5757585
>go the full way and be happy, trust me ~
Trannies are apparently real life zombies and sissy fetish is the zombie virus they try to spread to uninfected men.
>>5757587
Nah, Im working out now and enjoying the slowly coming gains. I still feel the latent sub in me though. Best case scenario would be a boyfriend that is dom in the sheets and has forceful sex with me while calling me a whore. I think I can make it work if he's only like that in bed.
>>5757592
yeah we're like a virus and want all man to be sissys right! x) or:
we want to help him that he don't turnt to a hon ~
>>5757600
This desu
hons make it embarrassing to be trans. we're trying to protect our image. nobody gets into being trans thru sissy shit who wasnt already trans to begin with
>>5757606
No, I was normal once. I was once a man...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Y8AXfezf7c
>>5757606
right desu we have a very important image to defend!
>>5757611
You were in denial senpai. Even if not you're in the minority
>>5757592
>yeah i had a few chances when i was younger to transition but i always just repressed it more
>i just couldnt take it anymore... at least im more financially stable
>yeah my wife left me and i only sometimes get to see the kids
>its ok, passing isnt the only thing i need
ive been to tons of support groups FILLED with older transitioners who will never pass. face it, people looking at sissy porn and liking it then feeling dysphoric after they cum is NOT normal. normal men watching sissy porn dont even get off to that shit, you have to be fucked to fap to that in the first place. maybe theres people who arent who trans but porn is very commonly a way trans people find out about their condition.
itd be great if op didnt need to transition but its just something thats common and for a large amount of people in his situation when younger repress it. i really hope that they turn out fine but they are at a high risk for being a repressed tranny and will fuck up their life later if they dont seriously evaluate their situation now
>>5757612
Trans women often conciously or unconsciously measure ourselves against the fetishized ideal that others uphold us to
People should at least see trans as not negating attractiveness, even if they dont agree w us
>tfw you never really liked or looked at gender bending/sissy porn but you're trans and still turned out to be a subby slut and beg all your sex partners to spank/choke you/pull your hair and call you a dumb slut and laugh at you when you blush
how did this even happen jeez
>>5757678
Why don't you like that kind of porn then? It's the same thing as what you described being into.
>>5757695
I've reflected on it and I really don't like the focus on emasculation and the centering of someone's supposed maleness/its failing. I'm a proud woman and I refuse to feel ashamed of my transition, but that doesn't mean I don't like it when my girlfriend slaps my face and makes me say thank you for it.
>>5757713
So watch straight dom porn. That may be a better fit, even if you'd prefer to see other mtfs
>>5757723
Straight porn creeps me out.
>>5757597
just watch more hypnos silly girl
http://xhamster.com/movies/3957283/destiny_by_seattlejasmine.html
http://www.pornhub.com//view_video.php?viewkey=ph56bda2b98871f
>>5757740
why did i click these
>>5757444
>its scientifically proven that once you go down that path there are structures within your brain that get damaged and you will always have these feelings.
Really? I need a source for this, anon.
What the heck am i even doing here
>>5757432
maybe you just want a mtf gf or you are a sub and being transvestite is always an option
>>5757432
I've been the girl in ops picture.
Do it op. Become your fetish.
>>5757432
Better start taking skittles, faggot
>>5757432
I know that feel OP
>discover sissy porn when I was 15
>masturbate regularly to it over the years
>slowly become more feminine in my day-to-day presentation, want to be male less and less
>eventually decide that I want to go the whole way
>start taking fem&m's
>desire to fap to sissy porn diminishes
>now just an unpassable fem male with tits
It ain't so bad really
>>5760600
Do your tits feel nice at least?
>>5760608
Yeah they feel great!
I thought that I wasn't gonna enjoy having tits because I don't consider myself to be trans but once I realized how sensitive and good all my doubt faded
>>5760618
>tfw no tits
>>5760368
You have the masochistic emasculation fetish, and yes, it is permanently imprinted. The only reason why you would be able to masturbate to it in the first place is if you had the imprinted fetish.
Will you become a tranny? If you emotionally invest in the idea of a female side to yourself, and a prerequisite to this is if you misrepresent your fantasies as being on part of a female side of yourself.
https://youtu.be/xInWMRzEan8
The above video link shows the very same emotional internalization, but with a different fetish
>>5757455
Don't listen to them anon, theyre just trying to troll you into becoming a hot mess lol.
Who the fuck even makes this stuff? This shit is less likely to make you gay or whatever than it is to make you a pervert that jerks off and watches porn to the point where they can no longer form healthy human relationships
>>5760717
>tfw actually having watched gf get fucked to the point of orgasm while in thigh-his
Pretty fun
Actually pretty crazy when you look back at it and be like yup we got crazy that night.
>>5760788
Why didn't you sexually satisfy your own girlfriend anon?
>>5760799
>Having sex with your girlfriend
NORMIES LEAVE REEEEEE
>>5760649
I wish someone told me about the female side bullshit before I was too invested in this shit
>>5760788
Wait, were you wearing thigh highs, or was your girlfriend?
did you ever poop in your thigh highs and fight like gladiators?
>>5760811
Seriously though, the thought of that kind of relationship is depressing. You'll never be able to have the same emotional intimacy with her ever again
>>5760852
>Not realizing bonding with your gf by sharing a cock together is the most intimate form of love
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_GyMXdlx2E3o/TUo-kuZlSMI/AAAAAAAABGE/dQ46USs3fZk/s1600/The+Trainer.jpg
>>5760861
It really isn't
Here's a question I pose. I wouldn't ever want to be a woman because I love being a guy. I love feeling superior in a lot of ways to women and I love dominating them sexually. These threads make me super horny not because I wanna be a girl, but I think of the guys who are wanting to transition into becoming a girl and it turns me on. Because they're all about submitting to cock and I wanna be that cock they submit to. Is that a normal occurrence? I don't want to be a favor by any means. I want to be the guy the faggots submit to.
>>5760881
normal? idk but that's hot, take me
>>5760881
*i don't want to be a faggot by any means.
>>5760886
Pics?
>>5760904
im ugly and nowhere near you desu, but im sure youll find a gf/bf into that here
>>5760881
Gayest shit I've ever heard
>>5760912
What board are u fucking in?
>>5760881
>tfw closet tranny
>tfw would think about this around my male friends
>tfw tried to be one of the guys
>tfw hung out with bro type, masculine guys and always felt like a fraud around them
>tfw if we were ever play wrestling, i would always lose badly, but kind of liked how one of them in particular could pin me and make me completely helpless, but i'd act like i didn't
>tfw whenever there was some new guy or acquaintance, they would always notice that i was different and call me out on it, but my guy friends defended me
>tfw i end up being the "girl" of the group even though i was closeted.
>tfw they gamble more, they do more shots and i'm a lightweight, they're stronger, they watch sports, boxing and mma, which i can't fake liking except for a superficial interest in hockey, they do more crazy stuff, and on and on.
>tfw after i start taking hormones, one of them starts being more attentive, and protective of me, but never makes any overt moves
>tfw i get scared and ghost them
>>5760964
What is the relevance
>>5760985
Anon was talking about guys submitting to cock
>>5760964
>ghost
Does that mean avoiding them, and do you mean all of your friends or just the guy that became more attentive?
>one of them starts being more attentive, and protective of me, but never makes any overt moves
When I hear about stuff like this, I always wonder if it's something the guy notices subconsciously or if he fully realizes his friend is trans and he wants to be the one out of the group to get it in.
>>5761011
If the guy is an NF, totally subconscious. If he's an NT, totally knows and wants to get his dick wet
How do I find out if a transgirl is into the sissy fetish stuff
Just as long as I don't have to put her in diapers
>>5761042
Ask dammit
>>5761042
depends on what you mean why sissy stuff, I think most would be in for some kind of humiliation/degradation if not "sissy" per se
>>5761047
No, asking is a turnoff. You have to just start abusing her and then put her in a cage and fuck a cuter girl in front of her while she watches. If she gets upset and starts crying then that mean she's really into it.
>>5761011
It means I avoided them all and pretty much stopped talking aside from texts, which was dumb, I know.
>subconscious
I have no idea. But, he'd complement me on the most random things. He'd even play my favorite band on the jukebox just because "I know how much you like them". Started ordering the same drinks. Asked me if I wanted him to quit smoking, and said whichever I decided, he would do. When we were alone there was a lot of tension and this went on for a long period of time, but he was going to have to make that move.
>>5761068
just suck his dick already
>>5761068
That poor, poor beta
>>5757432
I'm glad this has not happened to me. I love jerking to gay sissy stuff, imagining that I am the dominant one in the situation and completely using up and breaking the sissy.
I really get off on the thought of breaking someone down and converting them to a life that they can't sustain without me and then abandoning them like a used tissue in the garbage. Thanks, childhood!
>>5761068
Just admit that you're a girl and date your stupid friend already, idiot.
>>5761080
>poor poor beta
Oh, yeah, I remember one other time late at night in my car, we were talking, and he shook my hand, but he held onto it and started telling me how I was different from most people, etc., etc. The other person we were with showed up and he dropped it.
>>5761077
>just suck his dick already
I totally would have, in a heartbeat if he had just gone for it. I was completely, stupid hot for him for a while.
>>5761120
What got you scared then?
>>5761177
You're not very good at understanding things are you?
>>5761185
You liked him, he liked you, he seems to have been the one who was afraid of being judged as gay or something. So what were you afraid of?
>>5761177
I thought I was just misreading everything, and that no one would ever really want me anyways. And despite him acting like a beta, he really is a lot stronger than me and I'm not sure how he'd react. Like maybe they were all just tolerating me despite me being a giant fag, as long as I didn't go over the line with it?
>>5761201
I am not the anon you think I am. BUT that being said, anon wasn't afraid of shit. Anon's friend was just a beta who couldn't handle acting on his feelings to start a relationship
>>5761219
Btw, Anon you're blaming yourself for something that an insecure dude did to u
>>5761215
But that doesn't explain what scared you off.
Also, I wonder what it is that puts sexual tension in people's minds. Pheromones or something? Is there ever a case where the tension is not reciprocal and no one's actively messing with the process (i.e. non-reciprocal sexual tension in "the wild instead of a lab where someone's messing with different variables")?
>>5761219
They were afraid they said that in >>5760964
>tfw i get scared and ghost them
>>5760590
no u
>>5761215
Adding on to >>5761271
That explains why you didn't initiate anything, but not why you cut off contact from everyone else. Maybe you're just the nervous type? Did you identify as androphilic or gynephilic before you started hormones.
>>5761219
Also, my punctuation was terrible.
They were afraid. They said that in*
>>5761271
I was scared about not being able to keep up the normal guy act. It gets exhausting wanting to cuddle with him and be his, but having to act normal around everyone, including him.
>>5761304
>cut off everyone else
I always clicked more with the one guy, I could relax around him more, and didn't really fit in as much without him there.
>>5761304
Plus, they knew eachother longer and were always more his friends than mine.
>>5761384
The no contact thing is pretty recent, like in the last 9 months or so. I've known them for a few years. I still get a good amount of socialization at school and work, a little bored though sometimes.
>>5761441
>NT or NF
You mean the Myers-Briggs, right? I always thought of him as in the middle of T and F. Probably more S than N though.
>Do you ever wonder what he thinks of this now?
Of course! Lots!
>>5761503
If it was 9 months ago then its not too late right? If hes still around, call him up for coffee and just say "Hey, sorry for not keeping up, Life got really heavy for a bit. Do you wanna get back to where we were before?"
Worst he does is say no. 9 months is not too late to rekindle a friendship&whatever it is you guys had.
>>5761606
I could, I just don't want it to be the same awkward tension.
>>5757432
Ask yourself this
if you had to give up all sexual function to be as close to a girl as you could be provided by medical science, would you?
If not, you probably aren't a tranny. Wanting to be a girl isn't a pure want, its imposed through a kind of suffering and dysphoric enui about being a guy. It's not that being a girl would be better, it's that being a guy is an unacceptable outcome.
surgery has a chance to make you lose your sexual feelings and drugs will tank your sex drive. . as long as you want to be a girl and are okay with those risks, it would help show that what you want isn't to be a girl to make you horny, but just to be a girl even while mowing the lawn, filing taxes, and driving to work.
>>5761717
>tank your sex drive
I've never understood this claim. Yeah, it takes away the male sex drive, and you won't get erections anymore. But, who wants those anyways? The more feminine, wanting to get fucked, sex drive is still pretty strong. It's just different.
>>5761796
can't say wxhluyp's theory isn't convincing
>>5761701
Are you happier without him than yiu were with him?
>>5761701
You don't want the tension if it doesn't come with any progress, right? Well, at this point, since you know he liked you, you could make the first move so it wouldn't be the way it was before.
>>5761814
It isn't proposed that every gender based fetish is the masochistic emasculation fetish, simply that it seems pretty likely that there isn't any substantial "gender fetish" beyond MEF. This fetish is so pervasive, even quite likely the biggest masochistic fetish in the world by a huge margin, because the emasculation anxiety (which is sexualized) is so pervasive in our culture.
>>5761853
A little lonelier.
>>5761867
Exactly. We would usually be in public together before, which complicated things. I would love to just have the two of us just stay in and rent a movie or watch a hockey game at home one night. I really want to cook dinner for him too, since he eats like a typical single guy, and I'm pretty sure his last girlfriend didn't cook him shit.
I just don't know how it would go over, asking him to hang out alone at home on a weekend, and have me make dinner. Maybe scratch the dinner part for now and order in?
>>5757432
Got any sites/captions that focus on bodily changes, breast growth and getting a vajayjay namely
>>5762041
They are all over tumblr and blogspot.
>>5762049
uhh what queries should i use then?
>>5762002
Make the dinner you're preparing "no big deal". Snacks and small stuff you can put a little more effort into than someone who doesn't cook would know, but will certainly taste. Easy eating for the movie/game that you can talk about casually, but if he's interested will certainly get his attention.
Don't let anxiety beat you!
>>5762054
sissy captions, feminization, tumblr, blogspot?
>>5762063
Listen to the tripfaggot. At the bare minimum you'll be where you are now but know his negative feelings. Or he could be your friend again. Or even more. You'd be better off in almost every way, the way I see it.
>>5762086
gives me mainly stuff im not looking for
>>5757432
If I jerk off to this kinda shit but don't have dysphasia will I become a tranny?
>>5757432
I get really turned on by these kind of things, but I have no desire to be the "girl" in them. I just fap to the idea of fucking some sissy. When I read NTR stories or similar stuff, I get extremely turned on, but I don't know why. I don't feel like I identify with the guy getting cucked at all, and I can't sense even the tiniest desire inside me to be cucked, but I have no idea what triggers this to be a turn on, and I wonder if there's something wrong and maybe I have some extremely subconscious desire to be cucked and I don't even know it. Again when I imagine irl scenarios with people I know or don't, it more turns me off than on, but still I'm worried that maybe something is going on in my subconscious for me to find some of this stuff hot. is there any insight?
>>5762172
That's the spirit. I'm cheering you on through the Internet.
>>5757432
I'm oddly enough into a version of this that's super positive instead of degrading.
>>5762172
Good luck, anon. Get back to us when you get a response from him, or if you can't.
I would love to be a girl, but even if I had the money, I don't think I'd want to do the MtF thing. It sounds like there's just so many problems with it, and you would never be a "real girl." I don't want my whole life to be defined by gender dysphoria, and besides, I'm relatively comfortable as a boy anyway - I just like being feminine.
What does this make me?
>>5762156
https://www.reddit.com/r/MEFetishism/comments/46ur8c/venting/
>>5763830
A fag
