>mfw Biscum female
>mfw romantically In love with my gay best friend
>I can't ever imagine fucking him, but I Can imagine cuddling/hugging him forever, which we've done.
>I'm sexually attracted to everyone but him, but he's the only person I've ever met that has made me feel this way.
>The emotional hold he has over me is crazy
>mfw he has a bf
>mfw I can't hate his bf either because he's literally the nicest person ever.
Who else has unrequited love here?
Me I fell in love with someone I thought was unattractive at first and now all I see is how prefect they are.
It hurt to talk to them because I know all they want is sex and all I want is romance.
>meet a qt guy
>be into him
>he tells you he has a crush on someone else
>die
time to move on
>>5721018
You should tell him you might get cuddlea , I'm bisexual andy str8 freind held and huged me on 3 occasions and we are grown men.
>>5721133
Do you still talk to them?
>fall in love with best friend
>he is straight
>he hates me
why
>started doing local theater
>become good friends with the lead and start spending time outside the play with him
>over the course of the play start to really develop intense feelings for him
>find out he's on grindr and decide to say fuck it and message him (not out yet, only to a few friends)
>he is incredibly happy to find out that we're on the same team
>we start to text like crazy outside of the play
>he starts to show interest as well, the two of us consistently flirting
>make up my mind to ask him out the second the play is over
>the day before I do he drops a bombshell, he's been going through a divorce for the last 5 months and has been doing the play to keep his sanity
>his ex leveraged their relationship into an open one and slowly started to sleep around with everyone in my local town, first keeping him in the know on who he's sleeping with then falling in love with some 19 year old boytoy
>as if I can talk I'm only in my early 20s
>I help him through his divorce, being there whenever he needs to talk and keeping after him on fitness (he likes to run to take his mind off of things)
>as time goes by and he begins to open up to more than just flings he becomes a bit more distant and not as flirty with me
>we go out to dinner and after talking for a bit and having a great time he tells me that he's looking for someone with his same life experiences and that he needs an equal that is at-least around his same age
>he does it as softly as he can because we have become great friends and he knows how much I've grown attached to him
This was only a few days ago and now it's Valentine's day. All I can think about is where did I go wrong and blew my chances with someone truly great. I know he deserves an equal, possibly someone around his age too, but just realizing this makes me feel so completely hollow.
>>5721018
>tfw gay
>tfw crush on guy
>tfw he's perfect and I click with him easily
>tfw find out he's straight
>rinse and repeat
>>5721018
I was in love with a girl from work who was 30 (Im 20)
She did open up to me once but she had to quit literally the next week because of the boss doing some crazy shit
all in all, I know nothing would have come of it Im a tranny and shes a lesbian but I still miss her as a friend
>>5724615
Missing her as a friend would probably suck less than not having her as a lover
>>5721018
you sound like my bf's faghag
>>5721018
exact same as op, except im a guy crushing on my straight best friend
at least we get to cuddle sometimes...
>>5724767
I don't know.. I knew romance was unrealistic from the beginning
we actually were becoming somewhat friends and that is what hurts the most
>>5721018
>Best friend is gently flirting with everyone in the group
>Me thinks he's gay
>One day, we share a coffee and I try to talk about how I like him and I'm thankful for his friendship
>He says he likes me too and talk to me about some project
>Next day, when I decide to go and confess my feelings, I start the talk by talking about our project
>"Oh don't worry, my girlfriend can help !"
>Dies
>
>Be biscum male
>"Lesbian" actually bisexual best friend.
>Hook up
>Eventually fuck
>Acts like my best friend normally but treats me like a piece of meat if we get intimate
>Completely in love with her
>Dates other people and boasts about it
>TFW I'm in hell
>qt classmate
>she was really nice to talk to and shared similar interests
>she showed many times some pretty passionate ''curiosity'' on girls
>I start to get my hopes up
>she's christian
>one day she's joking about kissing and doing other things with me and other classmates
>the other day she's trying to justify why she thinks homosexuality is against God's will
>one day she tells me that my ass is qt and that she would fuck me if she was male
>the other day she's making a speach about how she doesn't approve my ''lifestyle'' even though she values my friendship
>I asked to kiss her once in a party and she looked at me in absolute disgust
>months later she tried to make out with a straight friend of ours and got rejected
Friendly reminder to stay the fuck away from christian scum
>>5721018
STOP TALKING ABOUT MY LIFE???!?!?!
>>5725579
>Tfw biscum female that's primarily attracted to women
>tfw would love a bi-boy lover on the DL
Tell me more anon, this sounds so hot.
>>5721018
>be me
>never really been a romantic
>been single for two years
>meet a guy through casting for my film project
>rejected his headshot like 50 times cuz he looked retarded
>meet him in person
>still looks retarded
>shake his hand
>instantly in love
>call him 20 minutes after his audition cuz i NEEDED to see him again
>he comes back and we do a full script read through together
>we get really close
>netiher of us states our sexuality or anything but its there
>he always makes me wear his jacket if its cold
>picked me a flower (to eat, their spicy)
>made me show him a specific dance, so we danced together
>hed stay the night at my place friday, insist i come stay the night at his place on saturday
>do that thing where we look at each other all night, and smile then look away
>reaches over and rubs my thigh drunkenly under the table
>i want to tell him my feelings but wanted to wait til after the project finished
>one day i cant hold it in
>go to the bar
>end up getting in a bar fight
>call him right after
>hes coming back from this girls apartment
>hes been 'kinda' seeing her
>the next day i intend to tell him my feelings in person
>he comes over
>im about to tell him
>he lets out that he and the girl are officially dating now
>obliterated
>i being dumb, ask why her and not me
>he admits to being bisexual, but doesnt date dudes
>says i imagined anything that mightve been between us
>flattered nonetheless
>we manage to film the project without much awkwardness
>havent seen him since that day
>only cast and crew member not to come to my birthday
its been over two years. been single since 2 years before that. i still think about him daily. still cant listen to certain songs that reminded me of him.
honestly im still in love with him. which is weird.
>>5730511
>>5725579
biscum pls leave you are not wanted
>>5730545
>still cant listen to certain songs that reminded me of him
There's so many good songs lost because of bad love
