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Previous thread >>5600603
>tfw no facial animesation surgery
>>5601579
Soon. Soon...
;~;
>>5601577
When I got surgery, I was hoping for it to be completely flat like the drawn line, but I still feel like my eyes are kind of deep set and it sticks out a bit in profile.
i'm back bitches
what do you guys think of these things? Do they work as well as HRT? i know for a fact they DO work. I've experienced breast and lower body growth in my limited experience
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGFN4uudjTk
basically isochronic tones and shit
>>5601564
>tfw breaking out of the 2nd part of that pic and into girl mode is fucking hard
>tfw forever fem boy
>>5601587
also is this dangerous? it's more effective then i would have thought. inb4 blood clot....
>>5601585
does your name start with N
also, you look fine.
>>5601595
Name starts with a B.
>>5601585
moar?
also what exactly did you have done and how much did it cost?
>>5601597
>Name starts with a B.
Those are the worst.
>>5601597
oh, you remind me of someone, except your hair is nicer in the unsee.
>>5601585
str8 line wouldn't look human
>>5601601
Type 3 forehead/treachea shave.
There's an unsee link for the full head in the previous thread.
Entire thing was $15500 Aussie Dollah
>>5601585
no human has a forehead like your expectations
>>5601606
Maybe it's just my deep set eyes making it look worse than it is.
>>5601587
>>5601593
pls respond friends :*(
>>5601585
is that you pretty eyes?
>When you look at old pictures of yourself
>When your whole day is now ruined
Im so fucked. I never stood a chance in this life.
>>5601621
nobody gives a shit. ^_^
>>5601627
iktf
but also sleep is my only relief from the waking world
I wish I could sleep more
>>5601585
yeah most women literally have no brow js, though some germanic people are an exception
>>5601622
Yes
>>5601607
tfw I might just make it if I sell my kidney
>>5601614
they're not
>>5601621
hello gif related
>>5601638
oh you finally got your brow surgery
you need to just get on with it and recognise that your brow isnt bad and never particularly was, its now as flat as humanly possible and that any dissatisfaction you feel with it is just a result of your dysphoria playing on your self perception
seriously google womens faces in profile
>>5601629
hey fuck you too anon-kun! :3
>>5601593
This tho. inb4 blood clot.
who /scared/ here?
>>5601650
do you like anal?
>>5601591
iktf. The biggest problem is that I dont think there are any cis girls interested in or attracted to a fem boy. How else am I supposed to get a gf that will support me through transitioning?
>>5601642
>tfw I might just make it if I sell my kidney
the only way I can make it is if I get this job and somehow manage to save 20k over three years to get srs and meanwhile work seriously at losing weight which will mean I might lose my virginity some time when I'm 36 which will probably never happen anyway because I am ugly and pretty much christmas cake
I am not going to get the job, which means I'm not going to make it
Should I bother leaving the US for a tracheal shave? I know US doctors are incompetent but it's a pretty simple operation, right?
>>5601661
> those fucking eyes
jesus christ
awoo.
>>5601664
Try to get a loan. I did for my first lot of surgery, am getting braces to fix my teeth in February, have yeson booked for November and might be able to get SRS in February 2017.
>>5601661
you have to go boymode and develop a real relationship first
>>5601672
I am bankrupt and my credit rating is destroyed
>>5601672
>there's so many opportunities for something to go wrong
after seeing the animated srs video, I'm keeping my peen
>>5601676
how destroyed are we talking here?
>>5601678
detransition or fucking kill yourself, please.
>>5601664
everything but virginity (I'm hideous and overweight sheen if I can get it anyone can get it) I need to do, I'm starving myself but it probably won't work, looking at a second job unless I can get a store to manage in the next few months. if I'm lucky I'll have the money for all surgeries by 2018
>>5601682
you don't need a business to declare bankruptcy over credit debts
>>5601680
destransition why? because he doesn't want a beef wallet?
vaginas are LITERALLY disgusting
>>5601690
you too. get the fuck out.
>>5601693
when did i ever imply that?
>>5601692
> wanting a *NOT EVEN REAL* arby's sandwich between your legs
>>>/trash/
>>5601647
tfw no oryx artist to draw me like one of her french girls
>>5601690
>Not owning a leather wallet
Have fun with your kids Camp Lazlo themed Velcro walled, I'll hold my money in a beef wallet like a real adult.
>>5601695
>transtrending
>>5601700
eurotrash knows what's up.
here have a pic of my boobs at an agp/pov angle
I hope it gets me banned
nite
>>5601587
breast growth without hrt?
if thats true thats pretty crazy
>>5601311
it's hard to say because that would make me an entirely different person, so I probably wouldn't even recognise myself
"Keep trying and don't kill yourself" I guess.
>>5601327
thanks but it's not true of all of us, why do you think not all of us post pics?
>>5601344
>ywn have a slim torso like that
>>5601709
gurl lemme get at them titties
>>5601709
sheen pls why are you trying to get banned also what is the liquid on the right
I got called a hon on another board for the first time 2day
>>5601587
You're stupendously naive if you think this is anything but a placebo
>>5601709
Is that nipple hair?
>>5601713
It's chest hair the last of it is blonde around the areola
>>5601720
oh, i see. well please don't get banned.
>tfw the longer you spend on mtfg the more trans you become
how do i get off of mr bones wild ride?
>>5601717
yeah because breast growth is a placebo affect
other things too.
isochronic tones are a real thing. look into it.
why do you speak from zero knowledge?
it's not a question of if it works but it's a question of how much
>>5601722
by taking hrt and drooling over precum soaked penises like the rest of us
>>5601725
pseudoscience isn't real science
>>5601729
>100,000
does this surgeon make you a solid gold labia with working ovaries?
>>5601678
>2016
>not being halfway between transgirl and femboy for all eternity
bruh do you even tumblr?
>>5601729
then you aren't female.
>>5601728
for it to be placebo then i would have to be conscious of it right?
well prepare to be btfo'd because i just put it on when i sleep and stuff. I'm just as confused as you are honestly.
>>5601732
>2011
>not a femboy with a cunt
>>5601733
what if you don't care about genitalia either way?
also what is intersex for 500?
I need a fucking bearhug asap
>>5601736
>not all animation
*this version has real surgery footage
any fellow trans girls actually enjoy getting their dick sucked?
>2016
>not 69ing your trans gf
best feel
transwomen don't need a placebo surgery
>>5601750
this guy gets it
>>5601749
never gets me off, not sure it's a blessing or a curse
http://strawpoll.me/6606512/r
http://strawpoll.me/6613760/r
don't forget, a sizeable number of trips here aren't really trans and are part of the transtrending femboy club
>>5601749
not really. it's nice to be lazy though.
>>5601736
Whatever happened to that SRS video where the girl had a golfball sized clit afterwards?
>>5601587
>>5601728
No seriously somebody help. Or does nobody really know?
it's all fun and games till blood clot.
and if i'm not crazy i think more of you should look into it.
https://www.transparentcorp.com/research/isochronic_tones.php
>>5601754
transvestite falls under trans umbrella
>>5601734
>for it to be placebo then i would have to be conscious of it right?
No? You know you do it at night, placebo.
If this was legitimate, why can no study produce results showing it does anything at all? It is 100% pseudoscience and you're the one that didn't look into it
>>5601758
i already told you, nobody cares.
>>5601744
here you go
>>5601762
you gotta trust that i'm not memeing here. after like 6 months of doing it overnight *a few month gaps here and there* i went from a completley flat chest to like A cups
My skin is smoother and my hair grows back slower.
All of these HRT things keep happening. i've got stretch marks around my ass and stuff in ways they have never appeared before.
even if it WAS placebo something's wierd with me because you shouldn't be able to #believe your body into feminizing like this. my breast always hurt when i keep it up for long periods of time.
idk
loli hugs are the complete tru-trans staple
>>5601769
perhaps i should start documenting it... shits spooky
>>5601774
kek
thread kinda sucks tonight doesnt it?
annoying anon surveys present:
http://strawpoll.me/6626139
>>5601776
spooky i tell you!
inb4 tinfoil...i'll show u anons someday......
>>5601777
trips confirm
thread is dead
>>5601711
That's good advice, anon. Thank you for seriously considering this thought-experiment.
>I probably wouldn't even recognise myself
Of course you would. Just like how you recognize yourself when you see pics of little-kid you. Your future self would recognize you, and know exactly what you're going through. Because they(you) lived through it.
As for present-day you recognizing future-you, not a problem. She just identified herself to you as "future-you", then wrapped her arms around you and gave you a BIG ol' hugboxxy hug, looked you in the eyes, and said
"Keep trying and don't kill yourself"
>>5601780
not as dead as the last one tho
>>5601780
save me and the thread anon
>>5601777
but its morning anon...
>>5601711
>>5601781
Also
>that would make me an entirely different person
Nah. That's part of what makes us humans part of the "cool club" as far as animals go. If we can visualize it, imagine it, we can form plans for the future and create new realities.
If you can imagine that future-you, then that's not an entirely different person. Just a future-you who hasn't manifested yet. You get the idea.
>>5601784
Where do I find the transbian hivemind's stockpile of yuri and loli pics?
>be trans
>every time I swipe right on Tinder it's some variety of tranny
W-why?
>>5601789
im not sure about loli but i have a tumblr and i follow pretty much only anime yuri blogs
>>5601784
I couldn't even save myself friend
>>5601789
right here
>>5601607
Who did this for you? I could get that much money within this year.
Are transbians the srs purists?
>>5601797
usually those are the one that wanna put their tinkler into grills tho
>>5601797
tfw no cute transbian gf to frot with
>>5601798
me desu
Good morning meat bags
>>5601800
sounds terribly self defeating. keep standards high?
>>5601769
>even if it WAS placebo something's wierd with me because you shouldn't be able to #believe your body into feminizing like this
Why not? First of all, it could be a delusion, maybe you've just gained weight/lost muscle.
Secondly, people have had their belly swell completely just from mistakenly thinking they were pregnant
>>5601802
good morning, beautiful. how'd you sleep?
>>5601802
good morning spooky skelleton friend
how are you??
>>5601802
Heya Skelly poster
>>5601802
morning Angie
>>5601810
but that's pink guy.
>>5601805
Not well
>>5601806
Meh
>>5601809
3spooky5me
coffee is the nectar of the gods, discuss.
>>5601804
Because my body is feminizing. if all it took was to #believe!
then i'm pretty sure everyone would do it and there would be no need to spend money on HRT....
also when i stop or whatever for extended periods of time i notice that my hair grows back somewhat fast and my acne increase and my skin becomes worse.
like all these things are just in my head? physical things....
i mean fuck it if it is that's cool honestly. I can literally WILL myself to feminize. i'm awesome!
but i doubt it anon-kun
>>5601813
Which level desu?
>>5601813
i will ship myself for immediate hugs.
>>5601815
Ill take things that never happened for 500, Alex
>>5601820
Shit
What's wrong?
>>5601800
tfw cute transbian gf that loves to frot with you
>>5601820
only if you never let me go..i need you.
>>5601821
Life in general sucks
>>5601829
I'm sorry to hear that
I hope things get better for you.
>>5601815
sounds like you're still going through puberty.
tender breasts and stretchmarks are normal for about 1/3 males.
>>5601829
pursuing this is such a drain
need to get going on job otherwise I'll be broke
>>5601834
<3 ..sorry. stay strong for me pls. you need more tlc.
>>5601836
just vote for bernie and wait for the NEET bucks to start pouring in
>>5601835
because it shouldnt be impossible.
I dont think you have ill intentions, youre just falling for a placebo effect.
>>5601815
Placebo can change your body. It's not "belief" it's powerful delusion. You're suffering from either mental illness or you are simply attributing changes in your body to soundwaves falsely
>>5601835
i still go it when 20 aswell. food and environment plays a factor im guessing for myself
I did turn out fine without meds, but that because hormonal imbalances not because of a video anon
>>5601840
shouldnt be possible2
>>5601844
as long as you keep trying, dear.
>>5601841
i swear to god i'm not believing in anything a crazy amount
i started it just as skeptical as you guys
>>5601840
>>5601841
i would just put the tones on and sleep thinking about not much else then things started changing.
you make it seem like i can't be right. yes you guys are saying i could be wrong but there isn't evidence i'm frankly *wrong* either.
where are placebo examples where bodies physically change over half a year?
>>5601842
i weight like 120-135 at 5'10
i'm pretty slim. i'm not growing breast in any sort of masculine or even normal way. it'd be different if i was growing like breast in proportion to my fat or something.
>>5601850
post pic
>>5601844
getting outside and working w people, even if it's customers is the only life I have
>>5601855
i literally just got a new phone : / and i also have ZERO body shots from *before* but if i'm not annoying you guys i'd be happy to start documenting it.
because even if you guys are right. That means something is wrong with my body.
>>5601850
>yes you guys are saying i could be wrong
no we re saying you ARE wrong. Theres a difference.
evidence is easy: if your hormone levels dont change massively, youre not feminizing. sound doesnt have a major influence on hormone levels, so youre not feminizing. Its in your head. Magic doesnt exist.
hi
i'm feeling a bit better now and my friend seems to be doing ok after getting attacked. i got kind of depressed and stayed in bed all day and cried a lil but it's fine. idk why it affected me so much.
in other news a guy i've liked for awhile was msging me lots on kik about why i wasn't texting him back... and we talked more and stuff and idk. he lives kind of far, i met him on le chans cause he used to post years ago when i did. LDR are hard and rarely work so idk....also the brunette i fucked over the summer wants to get together soon so i'm happy since i haven't had sex in over a month. so ya idk. that's my boys news.
how are you doing mtfg? how was your day? any plans for your sunday?
>>5601850
i had breast tissue growth up till i was 22 - no goofy videos. stop
>>5601858
are you doing drugs?
could be a rise in prolactine levels, assuming its not just delusion.
its definitely not connected to sound though.
>>5601860
just got home from work senpai, gonna spend the rest of the day in bed and message my boy :^)
>>5601858
Thank you for saying literally, otherwise I would've thought you meant figuratively just got a new phone : /
Which trip do you suspect is not teams at all and secretly a chaser?
>>5601867
I'm not teams.
>>5601867
I am a chaser.
I am chasing happiness ;_;
>>5601860
Hitting on a chaser and hoping to sleep with them to validate my existence. Going to be great.
>>5601859
https://www.transparentcorp.com/research/isochronic_tones.php
http://meditationbrainwaves.com/do-isochronic-tones-really-work-isochronic-tones-and-their-benefits/
>Quantum physics proved that all matter is comprised of subatomic particles with positive and negative electrical charge. Therefore, we are electrical beings and so is our universe and everything in it. Through this discovery, it was determined that every form of chemical or physical matter has a specific, measurable frequency. Barbara Hero and The International Lambdoma Research Institute discovered frequencies of vitamins and minerals that are contained in human body.
None of you can say with confidence or accuracy i'm wrong unless you have done the research and known more than experts. Even with experts it's mostly unknown but there is an agreed *affect* to whatever degree
>>5601863
i literally do no drugs at all. zero kinds. i take adhd medicine but i only started to re take them a few weeks ago so it's a mute point
>>5601862
except i literally NEVER had breast tissue growth EVER. so it's a coincidence it starts when i use isochronic tones?
>>5601860
Sunday is over here now and spent mine crying too Highfive! I'm also waiting on a response from a place I ordered a brooch from since my mailing address according to paypal is my previous one and I'm stressing a little because it's possibly the last one of it's kind left in Australia for sale
>>5601870
you'll likely be pitcher
>>5601873
you have to keep going, or we'll never be able to cuddle in the moonlight. i'm sorry things are tough. i would be there in a fucking heartbeat if i could, you know that.
I've managed to convince everyone that I'm trans.
I don't really think I'm trans.
Should I turn around now, or just keep going? I can't see being either a guy or a girl causing emotional stress (it honestly doesn't bother me much), and I'm in pretty deep now.
>>5601876
I just don't want to teach these fucking brats starting tomorrow
>>5601865
didn't u have a gf like last week? did i miss something lmao
>>5601870
>>5601874
>you'll likely be pitcher
L M A O
i mean....if he's cute and you're not gonna do anything but fuck him then i guess it's not that bad...? but i would rather sleep with a trans attracted guy over a chaser idk familia
>>5601872
;-; i'm sry
did you get it off etsy or something? that's happened to me before. as long as u msg the seller quickly they'll change the address. unless they already sent it. in which case idk...
>>5601878
do w/e makes u happy
>>5601871
its a coincidence. hormones fluctuate till you have fully matured. then.
they only subside.
when testosterone dips, gynomastia will hit again and you'll have granddaddy titties. sry anon
>>5601874
I hope not because I don't think I could.
>>5601879
ill come hold your hand. as long as they aren't ignorant retards it shouldn't be so bad. like at most there'd be one obnoxious kid and even they can be sent out if theyre rude.
>>5601881
no that was a while ago and it didnt work out sadly
>>5601885
I live in the Bible Belt, most here are ignorant retards
>>5601881
I'm ugly as hell I gotta get what I can.
ITT trips you miss
>>5601871
>None of you can say with confidence or accuracy i'm wrong
yes I can. youre delusional. what youre doing is like if I was saying is like me saying applying nutella to my breasts made them grow massively. nobody has ever done a study in this either because its SO RETARDED nobody thought it would ever matter. its the same with the idea of sound growing tits. If there was ANY chance for it to work, people would exploit the fuck out of it and make buttloads of money.
maybe there is another additional cause for your condition though, I am interested in that. most likely would be a rise in prolactine levels or something along those lines.
>>5601886
ask them to get a full screen hormonal test or whatever this is called where you live. youre also interested in hCG, prolactine, progesterone and basically everyother hormone that has any influence on sex developtment.
>>5601883
so what are you trying to say? that i just have a random hormonal imbalance causing growth specifically only in the breast? what about the rest of my body?
sorry if i'm annoying i generally want to know the options, even though i really don't think it's a coincidence
>>5601881
>;-; i'm sry
it's ok I'm alright now, hopefully I can stay that way
>did you get it off etsy or something?
it's an Erstwilder piece (pic related) they're limited time only pieces and no where locally had it, Sarah found a place in Western Australia selling them I purchased the only one left. I emailed them and I'm waiting for a confirmation of address change reply tomorrow morning since they're closed Sundays I'm really anxious because I've wanted it for so long
>>5601878
Still questioning myself
Care more about my identity vs what others think for now
Friends are getting serious w their lives and passing me, some married, buying their first place....
>>5601897
>that i just have a random hormonal imbalance causing growth specifically only in the breast?
its not that random. During puberty my breasts were swollen so much that I was SURE Id develop breasts naturally. I WAS SO SAD WHEN THE SWELLING WENT AWAY
I was depressed for months.
>>5601899
I promise I'll find another one if something horrible goes wrong with this one.
>>5601889
oh, well i'm sorry to hear that! how's the boy?
>>5601893
i doubt that. if u want some dick tho then get that dick!! i'm fucking this guy ASAP. he sent me a snap vid of him getting off earlier and i was just like i miss fucking u....................we should do it more often.....lol
>>5601894
dollface, the poor soul rip she was so loved and kindhearted and pure, touched not but one dick
>>5601899
i'm sure it'll be fine. i mean if you've told them the change of address thing right away then if they send it to the wrong place it's their own damn fault and it'll hopefully be sent back to them
>>5601897
i got butt stretch marks and thicker thighs too
again, it's not too common but it's completely normal
>>5601895
>es I can. youre delusional. what youre doing is like if I was saying is like me saying applying nutella to my breasts made them grow massively. nobody has ever done a study in this either because its SO RETARDED nobody thought it would ever matter. its the same with the idea of sound growing tits.
sorry no reason to be mean. i'm literally being serious and not trying to be annoying. sorry if i am : /
also it's beyond sound. it's not just sound. it has to do with brainwaves and stuff.
how will i know if there IS actually a correlation between what i'm doing? would the rise in prolactine levels be an indication of isochronic tones having an effect?
>>5601905
hes amazing, we've done some lewd things and i think im gonna ask him out soon @_@
>>5601905
If I can get even this dick lol I'm an old virgin for a reason.
>>5601910
why would u ask him out idgi
>>5601915
trust me there's always a dick to get. i would know. i'm a hon hoe. a hone
>>5601916
ya in that case it'll either get sent back or like ... prob sent to the mailbox? idk if no one lives there it's debatable. but it'll prob be fine.
>>5601916
You'll very probably get a tracking number from them with it so you'll know when it arrives, the house being empty makes it even easier if it's delivered there you'll just have to go there to get it. Assuming they send it there at all.
>>5601908
>would the rise in prolactine levels be an indication of isochronic tones having an effect?
no. it wouldnt. you wont be able to prove this to a point where anyone believes this without a professional study.
what a test WOULD prove tho, is that youre not delusional. it would show that the changes are real and just your connection sound -> changes is wrong.
>>5601923
post the soles of your feet please
>>5601923
>i'm a hon
Edith pls what am I if you're a hon
>>5601923
asking someone out = asking them if you wanna date in bongland speak
>>5601929
did u not see the pic?
>>5601923
>i would know. i'm a hon hoe. a hone
Please, you're not anything close to a hon.
>>5601931
nah im tired as fuck anon, i cant remember when i last slept
>no. it wouldnt. you wont be able to prove this to a point where anyone believes this without a professional study.
what a test WOULD prove tho, is that youre not delusional. it would show that the changes are real and just your connection sound -> changes is wrong.
well that's implying that the prolactine levels rising was a coincidence and not due to this meme audio shit.
Going to go to bed for now. ty for responding! i don't post here very often (every few months) but i'll stop by and give test results and new developments for you and anyone else interested to see if i'm just fucked up/delusional/ or possiby correct via an actual study.
ty for listening :3
ihmaiwtdtbh
>>5601937
Iktf
>>5601926
n-no
>>5601927
>>5601932
i am queen of the hons, the top hon hoe in all the land and there is nothing u can do to tell me otherwise
i take pride in my hon ways
>>5601929
oh. wait. so you haven't gone out on a date yet? i'm confused
>>5601937
>ihmaiwtdtbh
i have my ass into what that dick thinks but hey ??
i hate my angel in wisdom that dares throw back hoes
it's hon magic and in which this dragqueen thought but hey
>>5601926
best i got
>>5601941
yeah we have, im just waiting for the right time to ask him to be my bf
>>5601943
> all that make up
>>5601941
If you're a hon I should just give up desu
>>5601943
WHERE DO YALL GET THESE PICS THAT IS LITERALLY FROM LIKE 2010-2011 LMAO
>>5601944
but why would you ask him to be your bf? shouldn't he ask you to go steady?
>>5601946
i used to wear sooooooooooooooooOOOooOOoooOOOooOOO much makeup. which is why i laugh now when ppl say i wear more cause it's like ... the only reason it looks like i'm wearing less in some old pics is cause the webcam is super old...so you can't tell as much
>>5601564
>tfw my timeline
>>5601954
you sound like my sister
>>5601948
maybe idk, i'll speak to him and see how he feels about it
>>5601948
pretty sure someone said they just scour every form of media you ever had for feet pics at one point
>>5601956
wrong reply
Hi /mtfg/ how was your weekend?
>>5601961
Saturday = Shit
Sunday = Good
>at family gathering
>talking with younger cousin
>"oh, a good friend of mine is trans!"
>"really?"
>"yeah, his name is bryden"
God damn, this is what I'm gonna be lumped in with?
>>5601961
regretful! : )
>>5601961
Tried to kill myself on wednesday, feelings spilled into the weekend, boyfriend stayed home from work to be with me aftet i got off work, hes on the brink of losing his job now. We're engaged and trying to leave a hick town.
>tfw me trying to off my hon self is delaying saving money for better life
>>5601961
A drunken mess.
>>5601966
whys that familioncino?
>>5601957
why tho
idk in my experience it's better to just let the guy bring it up
>>5601959
that's really creepy. altho i just looked and found this pic from forever ago too. i've posted way too many pics in my life
>>5601961
>worked, threw out a giant trash bag of makeup
>trans friend got attacked, cry, get depressed, sleep a lot
here i am idk
it's been w/e. i need to epilate my legs since i'm having sex tomorrow.
>>5601975
Why would you an hero if you had a bf? What the fuck, try being in my shoes, I haven't even talked to a peer in over a year and I never held someones hand even. I have the right to kill myself, not you.
>>5601987
Yeah thats the opinion others have given me too, i guess i cant argue with that statement. i guess i'll bide my time and wait
>>5601989
>person attempts suicide
>b-but my life is worse
never change kayla
>>5601989
ur right kayla, and i support your decision to exercise your right at any time. perhaps right now
>>5601993
how long have yall been goin on dates and stuff?
>>5601989
Fuck off you piece of shit
>>5601989
>>5601995
a couple in the past week, but ive known him for 6 months+ and he was the one that messaged me asking to hook up, so i thought why not.
>>5601996
You are a piece of shit, first when you started posting you were nice to me and now you are openly attacking me, you fuck off.
>>5601989
Relationships arent everything in the world you naive cunt. I was in a 4 year one, almost married before this. You and i are the same age.
Its mostly how im being treated at work the further i get into transition and how people are getting progressively shittier to me. Hell, it was a punch in the tits when some bitch had them put a lock on the outermost door of a multistall bathroom just as my coworkers started telling me im not really looking like a boy anymore. Apparently i look like a sexual predator that needs 2 locks between me and a peeing woman. Im straight,btw.. and everyone has met my man. My psychologist is 5 hours away and i have to book 1.5 months out every time. I need ffs i cant afford to completely pass. Lastly, i live/work in the goddamned oilfield. Nobody has a nice thing or a pleasant smile for me. Even if im boymode, my tits make rednecks wanna kill me.
Im done living now.
>>5601980
ahem.. became addicted to 4ch
>>5601998
...like are yall hooking up or are you going on dates tho lol
>>5601999
that's because no one likes you and you're a hideous idiot
>>5602000
ye idk. i'm totally fine! today will be a good day i'm sure of it. just kind of sucked a little so far. however i did buy this lipstick to help perk myself up. it's so pretty and tom ford, but it was almost 60$..... and my sephora cart is like 250$ rn... and the brushes i want from beautylish are 200$....and the sigma/MAC brushes i want are 150$......... so...AT LEAST WHEN I GET THEM I'LL BE HAPPY
>>5602003
t-thank. i do miss it sometimes but i like my natural hair color now. no more lil girl for me.
>>5602002
I live in a redneck shit hole too and I don't even have employment no matter how hard I tried. I can't believe people who have money and a lover are complaining. Try having all the same problems yet multiplied by 10 and then add on the crippling loneliness of never interacting with any peers.
>>5601999
I wouldn't have started attacking you if you weren't such a cunt. Re-read what you fucking just posted. Someone try'd to kill themself yet you somehow still twist it to be about you.
>>5602000
Do not worry, I am fine.
>>5602008
Kaylas problems are always worse everybody, watch out
>>5602000
it's ok really, but appreciate j.me, hope you had good weekend
>>5602012
No, you act like a fucking dude, miss dick.
>>5602007
both desu, its weird af i know but it is what it is
>>5602012
you don't pass and you're disgusting inside too.
you have disgusting dead eyes that creep me out. like a cod.
>>5601999
Has a single trip ever been nice to you kayla?
>>5602012
hi, i'm new here and u creep me out
>>5602014
>you act like a fucking dude
How else can I act? I can't be feminine or I will be kicked out, last time I walked out of my room with a bracket off mom grabbed it and pulled it till it broke and beads went all over the floor then she yelled at me to vacuum it up and then broke my lamp as punishment. You think I don't have any lights in my room because I don't want any?
>>5602008
this is some sort of elaborate act right? this isn't genuinely what Kayla believes is it? >>5602002
you're truely lucky you don't live with your mother paying no rent, bills or food sitting in your room funposting on a Burmese Synchronized diving imagery electronic place of discussion, it's a pretty terrible life anon I wouldn't recommend the hardhship
>>5602025
i pass constantly every single day. i'm not even on hrt yet. i'm sorry for your ugly.
>>5602012
>>5602024
>because I can't pass the people here openly treat me like a man
i treat you like a man because you've spent years attacking everyone who posts here like a fucking man, and since transitioning you've spent this past year whining about your life 25% of the time, attacking people 25% of the time, saying you look better than others 25% of the time, and you spend the last 25% of the time saying you're leaving and never coming back. like at least with angie i like her now and can get past anything that's happened with us cause she's not acting like an ogre attacking ppl like an entitled man 24/7 and she's actually apologized for the times when she was depressed. if you actually did literally anything positive or apologized even once i'm sure none of us would openly attack you, but you don't. you don't deserve respect or really anything. you being ugly on the outside as well is just a form of divine justice for your actions.
>>5602017
ugh i hate that
i mean has he hinted towards liking you lots?
>>5602025
kek u blind?
>>5602029
>i pass constantly every single day. i'm not even on hrt yet
So then you don't pass. You arn't even on hrt then why the fuck are you here? You don't have a girls body chemistry, i may not pass but at least I have no T in my body and I have more estrogen in me that a pregnant woman.
>>5602035
>>5602027
My family wont talk to me. I havent seen them since starting hrt. I got out,got off drugs after 10 years, then transitioned
>>5602031
Fuck you. I am the most good hearted person here and everyone walks all over me because their lives are so much better than mine. Every ugly person that posts here gets chased out and treated like shit, and thats wrong because we can't control the way our bones grow so you are just being bitches because you were lucky all your lives.
>>5602035
>you pass, so then you don't pass
>>5602031
Pretty much this, kayla.
Women have empathy, not cocks of hate and whineyness.
Btw, youre the piece of shit who couldnt move out of your parents house with a job by 24 as a guy. Not me.
YOU MADE YOUR OWN SITUATION
>>5602041
underrated post tbhfamiliadesusenpai
>>5602037
oh don't mind me there I was being facetious at kaylas expense.
I'm sorry your family have been so cold when all you want to do is express yourself and how jarring and stressful your current work situation is and I truly wish you the best possible future, this board is for you to discuss these kinds of issues with and I'm sorry you had to meet Kayla, pay them no mind like we have made the mistake of doing in the past.
>>5602043
>YOU MADE YOUR OWN SITUATION
No I didn't, no one ever gave me a chance. All of you are basically lotto winners because your all short and feminine and have the ability to get work like it was no big deal meanwhile over 5 billion people like me are living without work and in crushing poverty while all of you brag about fucking and looking pretty.
