Why does the mind always play cruel tricks on me? I know that hormones can't fix my gross male skeleton, my disgusting masculine features, my pitiful non-existent hips but I sometimes look at myself and think "maybe it's not that bad" or "my body surely looks different from other men" and thinking typical men of my age don't look the same. It's really bad with me since the other day I literally caught myself thinking "without that penis it would look like a woman's body" when it's just a man's body no different from other men except it has ugly puffy tits on it that are so far from each other. How to stop this delusion before I turn into one of those obvious men in floral dresses thinking they look "pretty womanly"?
I wish I could be that delusional, I wouldn't care what other people think about me if I could just fix what I think about myself. ;_;
>>5598716
Most of what you think is your manly skeleton is muscle and will go away on HRT. Like fat people who say they are big boned.
You won't know until you try.
Working for me.
Only hormones can cure that, or do sais this whole message board. You guys are differenf from the other mentally ill patients because your mental illness does not respond to therapy, apparently. So you'll just have to rely on hormones to do the job. If not, you're on your own.
>>5598797
more like
>if hormones don't work, consider suicide
>>5598797
There are plenty of other mentally ill people that don't respond well to therapy alone; if that was always enough we wouldn't have pills.
>>5599312
Therapy doesn't work. Remember?
>>5598716
Ever think that you would have been better off taking testosterone instead?
>>5599430
I would rather die than having more testosterone in my body no matter how manly I am now.
>>5598787
not really f4m unless you start out as a fatass. if you were a healthy weight or skinny, it's mostly bone
>>5599833
>tfw started skinny
>tfw no changes at all
well it's mostly my fault because i don't eat much
>>5599430
Not that person but I think getting more test when I was going through puberty could've prevented me from becoming a tranny. I was so androgynous, weak and hairless that I thought I might as well try being a girl. It's working out pretty well now but I probably wouldn't have considered it if I actually felt manly at all when I was younger.
>>5599430
If you gave it to us when we were fetuses.
>>5599957
Lol. This again
>>5599430
i definitely thought about it but at this point i'm too far down the rabbit hole to want to get any more masculine
