>When you realize masturbation is all you are going to get in this life
Funny how when I was in denial about being trans I didn't give half a shit I would be alone all my life and was aiming for that end. Now that my desires start ramping up, I see how impossible it is.
I'm the other way around. I started horrifically desperate and lonely and since starting transition I barely even think about it anymore.
>>5464801
Why do you think that is?
>>5464722
>Funny how when I was in denial about being trans I didn't give half a shit I would be alone all my life and was aiming for that end. Now that my desires start ramping up, I see how impossible it is.
Oh fuck. I didn't even realize it but that's me
>>5470086
How do you deal with it?
>tfw life has gotten a thousand times better since I started transitioning
>tfw found a sweet bf
>tfw peppy and optimistic for the first time since I was a child
>>5469620
Different anon, but I can relate.
Some of it was that because I was thinking about how to make myself feel complete as a single person, I didn't feel like I needed to a relationship to do that.
And some of it was because so much of the attention you get as a trans person comes from people who don't really seem to understand or respect you, that it's liberating to just give up on the dating game.
>>5470086
Well its not like I can just go to the gf store and pick up a gf
>Alcohol
>video games
>4chan
>avoiding daylight
Nursing a hangover headache right now from this past night
>>5481470
ayyy /drunk/ again this is fine. I can deal with it for a couple hours now. why can't I just stop thinking this bullshit, accept it as a fetish, and move on? somebody would probably lvoe me
>>5485448
So you think you're AGP?
>>5489485
definitely AGP. it's torture
