A year ago I was a pretty normal guy until I discovered the "sissy" side of me. I basically fap it 4-5 times a day compulsively to erotic captions and dicks on a screen telling me to wear a skirt and suck a cock.
I've fapped it so much to these things that I actively think about it during the day and now picture myself as a cock-craving slut. Funny thing is, I did find a guy who would top me and I'm not attracted to men, just the thought of being a woman, so I couldn't get it up for him.
How do you stop whacking it to this shit? In the beginning, cock did nothing for me, I was neither disgusted by it nor interested in it. I'd love to get this shitty porn out of my life before I decide to start hormones, just to see what's real.
>>5402841
Why stop it if you are enjoying yourself?
From a young age, I remember feeling sexual impulses during transformation, body swap and hypnosis scenes on TV.
Shows like sailor moon, kids next door, jimmy neutron, fairly oddparents, etc all made me horny as fuck. At first it started with my arousal of being transformed against my will into an animal, then it progressed into the thought of being physically transformed into a woman and being forced to live my life out as one.
what is this? why couldn't little me have just liked vaginas
>>5402857
I love it but the stuff is literally built on addiction. This isn't something you can fap it to once or twice a day. It quite literally tells you to fap it as much as you can, therefore I can't keep a steady relationship with people or get it up for women like I used to be able to. I can only get it up for a damn screen.
>How do you stop fapping it to sissy shit
stop fapping.
>How do you stop fapping
psshhh nigga good luck.
>I did find a guy who would top me and I'm not attracted to men, just the thought of being a woman, so I couldn't get it up for him.
if he's the top, what's it matter if the sissy bitch can't get her clit hard?
>>5403077
>if he's the top, what's it matter if the sissy bitch can't get her clit hard?
HHMMM
Not OP but that really strikes a cord in me. I've been busy frying my brain with sissy stuff (especially hypno) since I was 12 and I'm worried it's messed me up permanently. I used to like girls but now I literally can't get it up when I hook up with them and I catch myself fantasizing about guys in class.
Should I just forget having a normal life and go for hrt? I'm 18 and small (all my friends tease me for looking like a twink) so I think I'd pass pretty well. Would this make me miserable though? It's hard to tell.
Just transition already.
>>5402841
>just the thought of being a woman
you mean just the thought of being a submissive cocksleeve
wymyn are strong independent and not men's private breeding machines anymore so don't confuse submissiveness with womanhood, shitlord
>>5402841
Maybe you're actually just gay bruv? If you really wanted to stop you would just stop. You're the one that started doing it in the first place, you weren't brain washed. You might just be so afraid of admitting to yourself that you're actually homosexual/bisexual that you're homophobic towards yourself and your sexual habits.
>>5402841
>2015
>running stock gender on your body
>not installing cyanogenkin
>>5408342
Okay, I need to clarify. I'm bisexual yes, in the sense that I'd let a very dominant guy fuck me hard. Anyway, the reason I want to stop is so I can actually get an erection without some sort of humiliation being involved, like I used to.
