My father was physically and emotionally abusive alcoholic.
Was raped in teens
>Get groped and molested four separate instances since transition
> Get stalked and laughed at on the street
The non violent ones assume that if they compliment my appearance I owe them sex.
I'm just so bitter, I feel hollow and worn out from the hate, I'm attracted to men physically but I can't stand their attitudes, how's pushy they are, their total lack of respect. I don't want to end up a feminazi, I want to let go of the hate
>>5394711
How do I stop hating men?
>>5394711
that's literally arin hanson. go suck a dick and die -r9k
>>5394711
....Is Egorapter trans?
>>5394772
no, which is why y'all r dumb tumblrinas in sheep skin. faggots.
(hough he was gay for jon)
-r9k
>>5394777
>>5394772
no you fag, it was a prank
>>5394822
Danny is a sick Jew. Fucking schmeckels.
testosterone is a mental poison to be desu
Only one way out
>>5394919
I think you're right senpai, maybe I'll reroll as CIS girl
>>5394750
move
>>5395643
I did actually a few months ago, even in the Canadian north west I got the heckling and threats on the street. I was dressed in a non flashy women's raincoat and jeans, I had a big purse and some make up. Not like I was walking around in fetish ware. Just age appropriate outfit.
There isn't a better place for me to flee to as far as I know
>>5395688
that sucks
isnt canada a very gay friendly place?
I always thought that
post hot stories of daddy fucking you
>>5395858
Yes it's better here than the American south where I was, still get groped and stalked though, I'm trying not to say it's because of men, but it's always men.
Though the handsy ones are Indian or paki always. So not really the Canadians fault.
>>5394711
>Cut off all relations with father
>buy a gun and get a CCW
>carry pepper spray and a knife
>train with gun and become proficient
>work on your physical appearance to avoid being mocked
>shoot the next person who tries to sexually assault you
>stop dating retards
>>5394919
>middle pic
The gun is pointing too far forwards, that's how you get bloody mashed potatoes for an eye.
>>5395950
That's their shit culture and desperation. Wouldn't blame it on all guys. Try and find a good guy to date.
>>5394711
Harassment is one of my worries after transition. I always thought women were making a big deal out of nothing but now that I am soon to become one I am scared myself. How common is it? Are you sure you are not just hanging around in crappy areas?
>>5394711
>Get groped and molested four separate instances since transition
>Get stalked and laughed at on the street
>The non violent ones assume that if they compliment my appearance I owe them sex.
Let me guess, you live around a lot of--
>>5395950
>Though the handsy ones are Indian or paki always.
There's your actual problem.
the gays here openly hate women, so it's okay for you to openly hate men.
All's fair and men actually give you legitimate reasons to hate them.
>>5396134
>I always thought women were making a big deal out of nothing but now that I am soon to become one I am scared myself.
typical tranny scum. pls die.
>>5396461
tell that to the /pol/ and the fags who lick their boots clean.
>>5396539
What the fuck does /pol/ have to do with the topic of this thread? You're changing the subject because you gave some completely retarded "advice"?
>>5395688
A graveyard would be highly accepting of you.
>>5396558
nothing wrong with being celibate until you meet someone who won't be creepy for you being a dickgirl.
My advice to OP is that sure, you don't have to be a feminazi, you don't have to hate men, but you do have to be proactive about your safety, and you can't trust men 90% of the time. Guy offers you a ride home? Get the fuck away. Guy offers you a drink? You don't know if that nigger put a date rape drug in there. Guy says he's AIDS free? Demand a doctor's note for proof.
>>5394711
I'm in the same situation, but i don't get laughed at on the street. Are your molestations caused by them seeing you as trans or as just another chick?
Since i started my transition i got molested 4+ times, grouped and force-kissed 3 times and almost raped one time. Every time it was one certain group of men (arab, turkish, muslims) so i just avoid those. Needless to say my hate for them increased a lot.
I still got problems with intimacy but it's getting better. Antidepressants helped a lot and hanging out with the right people who watch me while i dance or go out helps.
I still don't know when the next thing is going to happen and i hope it won't come to rape. Still pre-op so i guess i would end up beaten near-dead
>>5395961
He's been pestering me to skype him, it was his birthday yesterday which triggered a lot of these memories. I just haven't responded, can't really do a proper fade away, he got my new email and facebook from my brother. Who I do not want to break ties with as well.
I'm not sure how the open or concealed carry laws are here in Canada but spray or knife could be good.
>>5396105
I try, it's hard when you don't believe they exist
>>5396134
The poorer they are the more likely I suppose, still one pair that were stalking and commenting on everything I did were well off, but young. It's going to happen, women aren't over blowing it that much.
Unfortunately I have to go outside to work for a living so I can't just hide from the outside world on the internet as a safe little NEET
>>5396150
Yes the one white guy who groped me, slide his hand up my leg and cupped my ass, was in the South
>>5396461
You see some one or they say something that reminds you of your tormentors it's hard not to make assumptions and blame them too. I'm aware of this, that's why I want to learn to let go of the hate and mistrust :(
>>5396578
Death doesn't give a shit about anyone senpai
>>5396608
Yes this is good advice, I grew up such a people pleaser, stepping on egg shells and trying (for some retarded reason) to keep the family together. I have to stand up to them, but I have to learn how..
>>5396652
Definitely because I'm trans, I pass about as well as Arin does in my OP. People assume trans girls are hypersexual because most of their knowledge of trans comes from 'Shemale" porn. Antidepressents just made me feel like nothing, I didn't like them, but admittedly I only tried one brand... I'm sorry they took advantage of you, try and follow the advice being given in this thread, if you sit on your feelings and try and be stoic it will fester into anger and leave you hollow.
It started around puberty, it was always an add on to my regular punishment. Sometimes right then, sometimes latter on in the night. I would chew with my mouth open, he'd throw something on the table at my head. If I blew off some homework or get in a fight with my brother he would send me to my room and come in later to spank me. Jab his hands further down and fondle me. Or grab and squeeze my nipples very hard. I knew it was wrong, but the Counselor at my middle school had a reputation for rubbing the girls legs, and he had given me an unwanted backrub to 'console' me about 9/11. So I didn't trust him or any counselor until my twenties.
When I was sixteen I came home late, high as all hell to be honest, and he was still up looking at porn and drinking. We got in a fight about something. Really we fight about anything, anything I would say would get twisted around on me. Well, I was getting snarky, I don't know what I said. Maybe I called him by his first name or insulted him in some way but he charged me.
I'm bigger than him now, but he wrestled in college, and even won a gold medal in some soviet eastern european country (though they didn't want to actually give the medal to a capitalist) and it wasn't anything for him to knock me off my feet. He grabbed me by my ankles and lifted me up, swinging me back and slamming me into the wall. I collapsed in pain as my head got pushed into the carpet and he pulled down my pants. The burning pain of anal rape is not something I wish on anyone, I still can't handle rape jokes, or prison rape jokes. I was bloody there for the next day or so. But I ran away that morning (I'd latter return, before leaving for good)
Come to England, it's rude to even look at strangers here.
>>5394711
> I'm attracted to men physically
what? how?
>>5396805
nice fucking blogpost senpai
>>5394711
>Get groped and molested four separate instances since transition
by dad?
just buy a gun nigga
>>5396993
No different guys, I didn't transition until I was out of the house for good.
>Some one grabs my ass as I walk by
>Shoot them
>Sent to male prison
Firearm act here allows for Shooting Ranges, Antique Collectors, Employment, and 'Protection of Life' in 'limited circumstances'
I'm looking at the form, I don't know if me being rape bait counts but I can try I suppose.
Consider the following OP: The fact that you get regularly groped, fondled, molested and raped means you are now seen as sexually desirable by your desired group.
Rejoice instead of acting like an ungrateful brat on a mesopotamian ancient pottery erotic design connoisseur forum, bud.
>>5396150
Hello /polgbt/
>>5397076
fucking this, being seen as object of sexual interest is blessing
it won't always be so, you'll age, you'll get uglier....
>>5397428
Hello.
>>5396805
thats fucked up
>>5394711
learn to differentiate between man and animals. as for random harassment i feel a weapon is kind of a barbaric solution but maybe get a piece just as a threat
i honestly don't really know what to say outside of that. i'm so sorry anon.
>>5394711
an hero
dude if my father molested me i would castrate him and cut his dick off
i'd suggest you do the same with him
>>5394772
Anyone that denies that arin is trans just doesn't know egoraptor very well.
I'm not basing this off him dressing in drag ALL THE TIME, but an extensive psychological profile.
>>5394711
first of all i'm sorry you're going through this. second of all.....honestly, just don't take anyone's shit. i've lived in ~ghetto~ areas quite a bit and everyone is nice to me because i demand respect and have no issues telling someone off or defending myself. i carry a knife with me wherever i go.
i still get guys who hit on me, shout at their cars trying to get me to go in. i mean i've been followed home a number of times. they'd never touch me though because i'm firm and concise with what i say, and i'm confident enough because of the weapon that i have that they tend to back off. you can't control how people see you but you can control how they respect you, and how you react.
>>5403804
Arin is agender. Dude just doesn't give a fuuuck.
>>5404111
why does an agender keep picking girls in video games and jokingly(but rather nervously) referencing wanting to be a girl when questioned about it?
>>5394824
>just a joke, bro
