>that one straight friend you stay up thinking about, imagining your life together
>enjoy indulging in the fantasy
>end up crying self to sleep because they are so unobtainable
What's their name friends?
>First day of classes at new college
>Broke up with bf two months ago and still really heartbroken
>See him sitting at the back of the classroom
>"He's cute."
>A week later we talk for the first time
>We get along great from the very beginning
>Soon we become sort of friends
>"Must not fall for him must not fall for him."
>One day my ex texts me just before the class start
>To tell me he's blocking me from everywhere because he got a new boyfriend
>why_even_tell_me_that.png
>Feels like I've been stabbed - can't breathe
>Teachers comes in - I can't stay in class like that
>Grab my things and go to the restroom to cry
>Later that night friend messages me on facebook asking me if I was ok because I left so suddenly
>His concern is real
>Can't remember the last time someone cared for me like that... not even my ex did
>We chat for hours
>Manages to make me smile by the time I go to bed
>Wake up the following morning and think about him instantly
>Seconds of bliss until it dawns on me that I'm never going to wake up with him by my side
>Other aspects of life were getting shitty as fuck at the same time - I was really depressed
>What's the point of going to class?
>I realize it's him
>I tell him I'm thinking of dropping out but he talks me into keep going
>He says he believes in me
>I keep going just to show him he's not wrong for believing in me
>Every time I see him I feel happy and sad at the same time
>Eventually he starts dating a girl
>As his friend he tells me about it
>He's crazy for her
>I'm happy for him, but...
>Can't stop thinking that he'll never be crazy for me
>The only person that has worried and believed in me in years will never love me the way I love him
>I can't even date other guys without comparing them to him
I fucked up big time.
>>5382461
become a tranny and fuck him
>>5382156
>YFW he has a gf
>sees you as some sort of younger brother
>>5382906
That didn't turn out all that well in Devilman tho
Peter (for real)
I told him about my feelings, but it went as expected. I still love him so much though
jay, but he went by august for a while. i'm not too good at greentext stories, but i always think of this guy when threads like these pop up.
>5th grade
>everyone in their own little cliques, nobody talks with anyone outside of their own group
>new kid comes in
>goofy dude with longish, dirty blonde hair
>we sit near each other
>he's kinda weird, keeps trying to be friendly with me
>he happily chimes in every time i bring up something, anything
>e.g.: i start reading lord of the rings, he begins gushing about how much he loves it and how he hopes i like it
>i blow him off every time
>7th grade
>begin to touch myself, first thing i fap to is gay porn
>begin realizing my sexuality
>me and this kid are in a play together
>we get dressed next to each other, start checking him out
>he's gotten really athletic, plays all these sports as a way to fit in
>everyone makes fun of him in the locker room, i stand there silently
>we barely talk anymore
>we go to different high schools
>he transfers to a school out of the district because the other kids had gotten so mean
>casually become friends on facebook
>he has a short hairdo, lean muscle, very masculine, posts shirtless pics often
>i'm so fucking hot for him
>try to flirt with him on facebook, embarrass myself
>we don't talk much after that
>12th grade
>playing a concert at a school carnival
>he's in the crowd
>go up to him later
>"hey man, i heard you got into [college] on a track scholarship, congrats"
>"thanks bud. you were great up there"
>"thanks. well, good luck with everything"
>"you too"
>we shake hands
>i'm trembling, rock hard
>haven't seen him or talked to him since
>saw his prom pictures on facebook
>first pic is him standing uncomfortably with his date (a girl)
>second pic is him with his arm around her dad with a giant grin on his face
>praying he's a closet case
>still check his instagram sometimes and sigh at how beautiful he is
>could have been friends but i was a little shit and ruined everything
>>5382999
also to clarify: "blow him off" as in i would be like "yeah whatever" and ignore him, not blowjob
Brian.
Matt. lol :(
I won't say, but I feel as though she isn't completely straight or I hope she isn't but if she is, all I want is for her to be happy.
>gorgeous but still plain
>loves internet, when I bring up obscure sites (not 4chan), she's intrigued
>is completely fine with me acting like a psychopath, or acts fine with it
>extremely cute, not the smartest but she tries, I'm not the smartest either since I get head trauma from my bad luck haha
>likes my music which is extremely hard to find when I like lyricless "noisy" songs
>plus, I had a dream about her so I'm sure she dreamed about me, I tested it out with another dream so it's not a myth
>notices little things that I've heard most girls do notice little things about you but it just feels special when someone pays attention towards you
But she also talks about having kids and getting married so maybe I'm just going off on a limb. Sometimes I hug my blankets and pretend it's her because I know I'd have a better chance with inanimate objects than her but jeez I just really lovve her. I'm angry at her for making me feel anything, I thought I hated humanity entirely, fuck.
Jaqui, ohh Jaqui <3
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>come out to straight guy friend as trans (ftm)
>see him a few weeks later
>says he was thinking about me, said he was worried he might have said something offensive in the time before I came out
>say it is all good
>says that it must of felt awful to have no one to talk about it, wants me to tell him what it was like before coming out
>makes an effort to use pronouns and new name
>remember first time he used my new name I was so happy, literally the happiest I've been in my whole life
I know he's being a good friend so I feel kinda bad when I have fantasies about him.
These are when I'm my happiest imagining us together but also my saddest because I know it will never happen. Kinda the same way you think about what you would do with lottery money, except I have more chance of winning the lottery then being with him.
Why would he date a transwoman who doesn't pass when there are plently of cis women who also have actual vaginas and actually look like women?
>>5384317
>ftm
Bollocks I meant mtf.
>>5384317
>Why would he date a transwoman who doesn't pass when there are plently of cis women who also have actual vaginas and actually look like women?
Love is weird.
>>5384738
Well he has a girlfriend as well and they've been together for 4 years.
I doubt he'd be rushing to dump her and date a tranny.
My (ex) best friend.
I feared I would lose him if I told him, so I kept quiet and hid my love from sight.
Slowly over the years he made other friends, and I would see him less often.
Afraid I was going to be replaced, I became desperate and clingy and grew too attached.
This only made him resent me more and in the end on his birthday when I was just about to hand over his present, he told me he never liked me and just like that he tore out my heart and shattered what was left of it.
So much for true love.
Well he's not exactly straight as he says he wants to sleep with traps.
>Always flirts with me anyway
>Eventually come out as trans
>Flirting gets more "steamy"
>Both of us very drunk coming back from a show
>Pour out heart to him and cry in his arms
>Nothing happens
Not gonna give up though.
Too many to count.
There's one in particular who admitted he has feelings for me as well, but doesn't want to risk ruining our friendship by pursuing something that doesn't work out. Just fucking kill me now.
My story pretty boring, actually - her name is Yulia and I never told her about it because I knew it wouldn't work and was content to be with her as a friend. I got over her pretty quickly, and we were great friends untill we were not anymore, and trust me, losing her friendship was more painful than every romantic breakup I've ever experienced.
