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Am i the only one who's 90% ethero in real life, but is a fucking sucker for shipping cute males together?
Sex is literally the last thing that comes to my mind (don't dislike it, but i like it only if the couple is loving and caring), i just idealize fictional gay relationships too fucking much.
Maybe i give it too much importance (and maybe that's because i'm a no-gf virgin), but ethero porn gives me godly boners, while gay porn can do that only if it involves twinks similiar to my feminine boys in fictional works.
>>5317544
I completely agree with you, but i feel so fascinated by it mainly because it's a gay couple made of two cute guys (as long as it's not abusive and it's loving-caring, at least for me).
While i'm talking about both aesthetics and romance, i find real life men/boys not sexually desirable, unless they fill that ideal that i have in mind.
With girls, as long as it's cute or hot for me i'm good to go. I also feel kinda scared to get together with a woman because i'm afraid my "ideals" will be shattered, and i wont be able to either ship or simply live in my fantasy world.
Sorry if this sounds retarded, but it's hard to describe why this is an important matter to me.
Bumping to know if i'm mentally ill (well, more than the norm) or not.
>>5317544
Kinda like straight stories then
>>5317629
No you are not.
>>5317573
Homoflexible or bi if you want a label. Basically you're more attracted to cute/fem but you're romantically super gay.
Of course if you're a virgin this is all just jerking off. Go on a date with somebody and sort dat shit.
>>5317544
>projection
>>5317544
Never thought yaoi stories were that unrealistic desu, except the part where they both don't understand what rejection means. The guy making the first move gets rejected around 100 times and the other guy rejects him that many times even though he likes him. But in more anti-gay societies the actions of the guy rejecting make more sense. Still, the guy courting would give up sooner I think unless he has a strong reason to think the other one is gay and likes him (unexpected kiss etc).
>>5317675
I had a girlfriend when i was 16, and back there i didn't ship at all, except a guilty hetero couple [spoiler]AshXMisty[/spoiler]
It's been 3 years from that, and now i can only ship homo or the most loving/made for each other hetero.
But yeah, i live too much in my fucking head, i have almost no experience of how real life relationships work. the truth is that i'm afraid to be disillusioned, and that i'll lose both my fanwanking and end up unsatisfied with how the real world works.
>>5317769
If you're a lonely grill this seems pretty normal. IDK what it means, but it happens a lot.
Now if you're a young man of 19 I'm not so sure. Back when I was a 19 year old nerd guy we didn't 'ship. (Using a colloquial contraction as a verb for romantic fantasy was still in the R&D phase. I did have some thoughts about Star Trek characters. Anyway...)
You might be gay if the romantic aspect is what resonates with you. I actually came to realize my gayness that way. With the taboos and pitfalls of being gay it's easy to deeply deny even in 2015. It's easy to dismiss because you don't find ALL or even most guys attractive. But if two dudes in love gives you heart boners, that is pretty gay. Get out of your head and just be open to people. Don't force things. But don't ignore this while time flies by.
>>5317914
Thanks for your help man, i'm a dude anyway.
Well yeah, it's the romantic aspect mainly, but i think it's because i have a mental, ideal image of myself and what it'd be "ideal", mainly romance-wise.
And i don't know fucking why, but with hetero couples it just doesn't click with me anymore.
But yet again, i have found literally 2 guys only as "i'd be gay for him", the rest (a fuckton of girls) were female.
I don't need a label or anything, i don't give a fuck about it. I DO give a fuck about if i'm just mentally jerking off or if this is what i truly am.
As you said, i can't know until i try it, but i find it very hard to get in a relationship in general, let alone a boy.
Your "Don't force it, don't ignore it" sounds solid advice though, thanks again bro.
>>5320391
Yup. BTW homoflexible is a term I hear for bi people that only want LTR/love from same sex, but can feel attracted to/have flings with the opposite. Might apply to you.
BL is the purest form of love.
>>5317675
>Homoflexible or bi if you want a label
Eew no! How nasty, please muh pronouns yaoisexual plz!
The label is yaoisexual, the yaoi terminiology is the most fitting for this conversation. OP likes ukes. He is probably a tsuendere seme.
>>5324399
This is probably the shortest most concise answer.
Cute ukes that fit the standard is a rare gem. It's a minority within a minority. Also, remember that being yaoi is straight, stop being a bigot. Just look at love stage, Ryoma and Izumi are straight people making an exception because they feel their yaoi-sense activate deep inside and can't fight it. You also see it in oregairu in the internal struggle Hachiman is put through when faced with his yaoi soulmate Saika. I really hope he doesn't waste it. However, back to the point, ain't nothing gay with straight people who accidentally gay. That is just how things need to be when a seme meets a uke. It very very necessary. Do not question this, it is Gods will.
Look, even Ash and Gary is doing it now. Your childhood friends who you grew up with are in yaoi too. It's God's way of showing people that two boys together can be a very beautiful thing. More of this, less latex and parades.
>>5329652
FUCKING CHRIST TUCK YOUR WEEABOO AWAY THERE ARE KIDS IN HERE!
>>5329703
>kids
>on a website for ages 18+
How, where, why?
>>5329652
>feel their yaoi-sense activate deep inside and can't fight it.
It's not like I enjoyed that all. I mean I would say it's adorable if you asked me, but I wouldn't say it on my own. Baka.
>>5329652
You're so cute
Natural progression of a childhood of Zelda, Kingdom Hearts and anime.
>>5329718
The same reason people accidentally hook up with fake ID wielding 17 year olds at 21+ up nightclubs
>>5317573
There are real life boys that fit very well into the typical yaoi representation. And they are very affectionate, loving and caring. I bet just thinking of it gives you a warm cuddly cozy feels. I mean, seriously, look at my picture of two guys just making food together. Doesn't that just look so comfy. You can have that with a girl too of course, but think about it: Is that really the same thing as when it is with a boy. And you're getting older, soon you'll hit the wall and the opportunity will be lost forever. You need to gay and you need to gay ASAP!
>>5335333
this
>>5340367
>tfw would be totally satisfied to share life in eternal youth along side Ocarina of Time Link. Damn thats some good boipussy right there! Lift up that green tunic skirt, theres some good boipussy underneath thearr!
>>5340347
>someone calls for Jaeger
>they both respond
thats pretty cute
