How can I feel so fufilled and so empty at the same time? I'm working, doing what I love, and yet I have this nagging feeling I can't pin down.
I was thinking about it last night. If the universe offered me a wish, one reality bending wish, told me I could be retroactively female, never known as male, I would do it. So what, am I afraid of being a mockery?
I can't even feel enough to kill myself. Please help me.
I'm in the same situation with the same question.
>>5236990
Firstly, you don't deserve the name of Homura you fat landwhale.
>>5237144
I'm just under six feet and I weigh 160 pounds. Probably less now that I have a physical job
>>5237158
I don't know, but I saw your pics few months ago and you were obese fatass wearing Homura's uniform.
I was amazed they sell it that size.
Also, didn't I tell you already? Homura learned to love her fate due to Eternal Return philosophy, which is literally written with runes on the fucking umbrella.
Ubermensh wants nothing different, not now, not anytime.
You shitposting with Homu's pictures while wishing for exact opposite of the path she chose is as distasteful as your cosplays.
>>5236990
Are you on HRT yet?
>>5237144
Get fukt you probably look like old bread
>>5237209
You know the answer to that.
>>5237236
>posting thumbnails
>from tumblr
keep going
If I could be retroactively socially confident, less spergy and more classically handsome, I'd petition god for that too.
It ain't about you.
>>5237269
not all of us are egotists
>>5237258
>>5237269
It not even about that. I'd want to be the same person, just...female.
As for wanting to erase myself...even I can admit that I have value in this world. I don't know, I guess I'm just tired.
