seeing a doctor in 2 days for depression meds. what kind of depression/anxiety meds have worked for you?
sp00k warning
second for posting nipples
>>5202325
ohh jeez
halloween ended anon
does the full video exist?
>>5202323
SSRI's are the standard for anti anxiety/depression drugs
>>5202323
sertraline helped me out for like 4 months, then it stopped working and i came off it.
BUT when i did come off it, i didnt feel like i needed meds anymore. so idk, it worked for me.
>>5202328
Halloween never really ends.
>>5202323
i was on duloxetine (i think, i can't remember) and it turned me into a total zombie and i don't really remember anything from that like two week period and people have said i literally wouldn't speak and just stared into space slackjawed and slept a lot
after that i was on citalopram for about a year and it worked pretty well for me except i wasn't eating much back then and it made me have neon blue vomit like 3/7 mornings a week
but with stuff like this you can't rely too much on other people's recommendations because everyone's brain chemistry is so different that a pill that might have fucked me up royally might be the perfect drug for you
>>5202334
nice. how long ago did you come off?
>>5202339
nah mate
it starts being christmas time on the first of november
>tfw no papyrus bf
>>5202346
eh... 5 months or so?
>>5202344
>you can't rely too much on other people's recommendations because everyone's brain chemistry is so different that a pill that might have fucked me up royally might be the perfect drug for you
yeah, i've been told that. i'm really worried about getting a medication that won't work.
>>5202357
Don't worry, there are at least 20+ different SSRI's and hundreds more anti depressants, one will work for you :)
>>5202357
in the beginning, when you're trying to find a drug that does work for you, that can happen. that's why a lot of open communication with your doctor is really important in that stage. let them know how you're feeling because some pills can definitely make things worse. don't think that just because they prescribed it to you that you have to just grin and bear it
>>5202147
looks as fruity as your country's accents sound thqh ffam
this whole thread
>>5202369
Okay. I don't have insurance. Do you think that could affect which medication i'm prescribed?
>>5202332
huh?
>>5202378
the full emotional breakdown video. i heard it may exist.
>>5202372
When are they going to change degenerate for something else, I'm more sick of that shit then anything else ttbbhh
>>5202339
>TFW no drawing
>>5202389
your fursona is weird and i dont want to draw it
>dumped 3 months ago by bf of 3 years
>make okcupid profile 2 weeks ago
>Get a couple of qts chatting me up
>have a dream about my ex last night
>delete profile today
W-well maybe I will just try out this being alone thing for awhile
Is it possible to keep my crotch and butt completely smooth and shaved for an extended period of time?
>>5202394
>fursona
I don't think I could actually type or say that word w/o cringing
>>5202381
is this somebody well know or important?
>>5202396
>will just try out this being alone thing for awhile
I think it's good to have a sort of long alone time after a breakup. I broke up with my bf of 3 years in March and I don't feel like I'm ready to have anything else with a guy yet.
>>5202404
>assuming "smooth and shaved" = hairless
waxing or laser I would assume are your best bets to achieve extended periods of time.
>>5202437
Wish I had the money for laser desu
Waxing it is then.
I wonder if they make veet for your pubes or if there is some home waxing thing. I'm too much of a social retard to have an old Asian woman touch my dick and asshole
>>5202427
Yeah, I think you're right. My ex kinda dropped me for someone else and I was really blindsided by how fast he moved on. I thought I could too but maybe that's not the case. My thought process was that casual dating or something would help me move on faster but I just think I need to be happy alone first.
>>5202449
I think they make bikini waxing kits but my understanding it that the waxing studios use a much better type of wax that does a better job than the do-it-yourself stuff.
>>5202389
Sorry, I felt too embarassed after my first attempt to try another so soon after.
Yours will be next, if that's ok.
I'm doing job arts atm, tho
I'm scared if I got it waxed I would have a hard on the whole time like this guy https://youtu.be/yTcutmcMZAA
He has a huge dick btw. so hot to see her work around it like it isn't there
>>5202521
Actually I think that's a guy doing the waxing, even hotter
>>5202423
cassie brooks
>>5202521
As someone who has waxed since they were 13 and switched to epilating about a year ago, it's probably not likely you'll get hard. The pain kinda distracts your mind.
H-hi
>>5202562
>As someone who has waxed since they were 13
Dafuq mate? You are a guy right?
>>5202562
>13
What
How did you do that at 13
Also can you use an epilator on your ass/taint or is it strictly a leg deal?
>seriously consider hooking up with someone to lose my virginity
>install Growlr under the assumption that an older bearish guy would be more likely to know what he's doing and how to be gentle
>only fill out location, height, weight, and one private photo of myself, no public picture
>look around for the past week
>pretty small area, not many people but a few pique my interest
>wake up to see that one of them messaged me last night after I went to bed asking to see my picture
How do I avoid dumping the 'ghetti all over this?
>>5202607
fuck man, what makes you think we know how to talk to qts?
Woahhh
>>5202726
ask him if he lifts
>>5202726
>100 miles away
>>5202672
A mixture of hope and desperation.
>>5202726
what am i "woah"ing at?
he looks butters
Any legbutt that likes /Arca/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0SYMoTBYT04
>>5202726
Please tag your spooks
>>5202726
>my body looks like this
EUGHH I need to go to the gym once I get a job
>>5202768
hungryskeletonrave.gif
>>5202771
>tfw no skellington bf to turn beefy
>>5202783
be my bf and train me to become beef
>>5202521
>He has a huge dick btw
>tfw my dick is about the same size :Bc
His erection sure does point to one side excessively. Mine would be pointing straight towards my belly.
>>5202789
PHILADELPHIA?
>H
I
>L
A
>D
E
>L
P
>H
I
>A
?
>>5202801
what the fuck...yes actually
well philly suburbs
>>5202807
im actually about an hour outside of the city in Berks
>>5202827
I'm in Delaware county
Do you have steam/skype/kik/whatever? I need more gay friends desu.
>>5202827
That settles it, I'm totally gonna buy some men's vert... Wish me luck comrades o7
>>5202736
How much would you pay to have a Justin clone as bf?
Its been a while
Vocaroo time?
Vocaroo time
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1mGkd1kF0GJ
if i can post my shitty voice saying shitty jokes, you can too
>>5202865
i dont have any of those things, sorry senpai
Ok guys, it's time to get your hairy ass to the waxer and get silky sexy smooth.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBUtBdXkgSE
>>5202902
>>>/femgen/
>>5202902
naw
>>5202902
>I'd rather do that myself.
But I don't look strong enough yet so it'll have to wait.
>>5202897
beta desu, go there and smash that boypussy
>>5202902
How about no
>>5202902
gross
>>5202890
I mean, Justin-senpai is nice and all but i'd more interested in something like pic related.
>>5202895
So this is my voice.
Pls no bully.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Xmid1D0npf
>>5202912
>>5202923
>>5202928
>>5202934
>>5202957
>typical "masc" gaygener
>>5202992
why do mtfs post in gaygen?
Who is the most masc poster here?
Im a femboi
>>5203005
posting
>>5203005
Me.
>>5203005
Circe.
>>5202992
>illiterate
>>5203028
This thqh. The rest are just femmes in denial.
>>5203037
>an edgy germany poster
wow how original
im going take the rhineland of your arse, when i go to germany m80
Gaygen will I ever get a bf?
>>5203005
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0y1uokkAhEB
>>5203054
Yeah, at some point. Probably soonish in fact. Why?
>>5203054
I'm the answer to all your questions, my sweet anon.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0Cqkv4pWEG7
>>5203062
How do you know this?
I'm wondering whether I should give up and focus time on other things
>>5203069
You sound autistic
>>5203075
>You sound autistic
T-that is so r-rude, anon.
>>5202607
Welp, here goes nothing. Wish me luck.
>>5203075
I'm a gay mexican jew wizard, that's why. I can plumb the depths of gay futures.
Nah its because finding a bf isn't super hard, and usually when you finally just give up and stop being a tryhard it falls into place and you meet someone who likes you.
Sleep or Fallout 4?
Lexapro on and off for the last 5 years. When on, no real highs or lows, controls severe depression. Also negatively affects sex drive and short-term memory. Hard to do well in school when on, because I can't remember material after studying.
>>5202895
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1dNXyRz5oE4
And then I started feeling really sad inside.
>>5203005
The most masc are the female leaning biscum who post here occasionally.
>>5202895
give me something to record
>>5203101
I cringe whenever I hear tranny voices. They never sound like real girl voices.
>>5203104
your sex noises
no something better
just some poetry or quote that you like
>>5203119
oh this will be fun
>>5203101
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1zbq4yjeA2S
>>5203104
Those fevered words ratchet my desire to unbearable levels and when he throws me onto the bed with a predatory glint in the steel of his stare, I feel like it’s Christmas – only I’m overwhelmed by choice. Not sure what toy I want to play with first, greedy to get my hands on as much as possible of his flesh.
He crawls up, between my legs where he stops to rid me of my sodden panties. He slings it away carelessly, his ogling eyes never leaving the naked place they covered. He continues to stare, licking his lips – obviously beyond aroused by the sight but there’s nothing to hide my intimate folds and I feel exposed, squirming and certain that my blush reaches all the way down there.
He takes his sweet, torturous time – luxuriating in his private viewing activity. He makes no move to touch me but the ravenous mould of his face is pushing me to run up the steps of desire, taking them three at a time. I shift in needy response.
He growls, low in his chest while he grips my inner thighs, pushing them apart. “Keep still or I’ll make you.” I gasp at his provocative threat and on pure instinct and raw desire my hips tilt up by their own accord, crazy in its need for any contact. His hands slip around, cupping my backside as he pushes his nose into my sex, inhaling deeply.
>>5202323
Lexapro and mirtazapine (think its Remeron in the U.S.)
Bad meds for me: Paxil and Zoloft
>>5203104
Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"
He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the maxnome foe he sought—
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.
And as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!
One, two! One, two! and through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.
"And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!"
He chortled in his joy.
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
>>5203104
Balls in my face
Balls in my face
Balls in my face
Balls in my face
Balls in my face
BALLS IN MAH FAEC
>>5203132
>I excited out of that once I heard something that sounded like my name..
Wanna skype?
>>5203132
>I'm not trying to sound like a girl.
do you think denying will kill the dysphoria
you make me sick
>>5203134
Help I can't do this without putting on a bad posh English accent
>>5203159
that's a bonus
>>5203134
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1VFK9lXyv9i
i trieeed
>>5202323
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0t9FSn6ivEG
Off to work. Later gaygen.
>tfw no bf
Winter is here and I'm afraid my heart will freeze :'(
>>5203200
>what the fuck was that?
https://fiftyshadesofgreyandmore.wordpress.com/fifty-shades-meander/chapter-18/
>>5203200
>>>5203129
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s0c4r0WtzlT
would you ever go out with a neet virgin?
>>5203227
Sure, as long as you were openminded and didnt mind trying new things
>>5202895
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0R2KK0lBPTO
>>5203235
>i hope you didn't find that sexy
tfw you'll never get to bury your face into sludgepuppy's sex ,_,
>>5203244
but it was his nose
he was just shoving his nose into her vagina
why
>>5203253
b/c he liked the combined smell of sweat, musk & uncooked shellfish?
>>5203253
You've never shoved your nose into a guy's urethra and taken a deep whiff? It's just the straight equivalent
>>5203227
yh if they were qt and not too personality defect-y
basically a neet virgin except i have a shitty pointless job and have sex every now and then
>>5203271
i dunno if my nose would fit in a urethra
>>5203283
What about a butthole? That's close enough
>tfw no jupp BF before sp ruined him
;-;
>>5203286
i mean i've put my mouth on a butthole plenty, but never shoved my nose into it
>>5203289
great job to all those who did the Jabberwock. Much better than I could've ever done.
>>5203293
Have you only ever dated/bedded freshly bathed dudes?
What even, everyone knows what musk does to a person.
>>5203293
You're not supposed to.
You don't fuck someone with your nose.
You fuck someone with your cock.
>>5203302
i would have done better, i think, if i hadn't rushed through it
thanks tho, i like when we have vocaroo days
>>5203309
i know that's my point it's weird he was nosefucking her girlgina
>>5203318
How big is his nose?
>>5203320
i don't know, i didn't right this nonsense
big enough to push into her cooch
>>5203327
>big enough to push into her cooch
Hmmm.
Then again the clitoris is easier to reach with your nose than that good spot in your butt.
You know straight people are just weird, sticking body parts into holes they just don't belong in.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnnGYaqjW-A
>>5203289
>>5203342
>so i hooked up with this guy last night
>omg sally how was it?
>he flicked my bean with his schnoz
>>5203354
I have a big nose, on my bucket list is to nosefuck a girl.
>>5203358
>girl
you're on the wrong board
>>5203378
don't you have a bunch of stuff on your bucket list?
>putting your nose up to a guys butt
are yall dogs
>>5203390
>>5203390
>>5203390
>>5203390
No
>>5203420
>>5203390
>make fake grindr profile to bait and troll people
>bf hits on said profile hard, giving out his name, photo, phone number, and address instantly
>shocked that my bf has an active grindr profile
>carry on with it, timing it so he must cancel plans with me in order to meet the fake
>he cancels his plans for a man he'll never meet
I don't know what to feel about this.
>>5203390
>>5202323
don't take benzos, ever
not even once
they're worse than cocaine
>>5203450
That's a bit rabbit boiler of you as well though.
>>5203450
Ruin his life forever.
>>5203450
Break up with him desu
Yet another case of a gay being unable to control himself
>>5202992
DAMN IT!! How the HELL did you guys find my picture???
>>5203457
I'm on benzos right now, they help me sleep when I have insomnia.
>>5202314
wtf
leave me alone lexapro
i cant believe this
lexapro ruined my day today because i'm trying to come off it and i'm in all sorts of horrible mood swings
and now i come on gaygen to chill and i'm reminded of this drug yet again
fuck this shit
how does it feel knowing you'll never have a straight bf?
>>5203490
fine, straight guys usually aren't interested in having sex with another guy
>>5203490
feels good man
gay bfs > straight bfs
>>5203490
I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...
If you don't mind me asking, what is Lexapro?
>>5203525
selective seratonin reuptake inhibitor
what underwear is gay general wearing
right now
>>5203536
two pair of long johns
also, christmas is now drawing near at hand
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubeVUnGQOIk
>>5203536
cum-stained bf's boxers
>>5203530
Sounds like I need that for my panic attacks..
>>5203490
I wouldn't even want one to be quite honest.
>>5203546
all signs points to yes
>>5203536
i dont wear underwear
>>5203542
That's hot and gross
hross
grot
>>5203539
>>5203536
freeballin
i usually take my undies off after i get home from work
>>5203390
<woofs internally>
saw this on my youtube homescreen
triggered/10
>>5203536
torn old boxers i never want anyone else to see because all my cute boxer briefs are in the laundry
>>5203559
Initially, my doctor recommended me Zoloft but my mom said she didn't want me acting like a psycho. My nephew has ADHD and his medicine has him extremely sedated. I'd prefer to be sedated and calm imo.
>>5203578
torn old boxers are a fetish of mine:3
>>5203536
White briefs. I've never understood the point of the hole in the boxers.. Plus they're uncomfortable.
>>5203478
>that tail looks odd
it's b/c it's really a buttplug and not a real tail. DUH!
>>5203583
get that shit out of here
>>5203597
>>5203579
I've been on Zoloft, it didn't do anything for me.
>>5203583
Describes me pretty much.
Do you guys believe in gender roles in same sex relationships?
>>5203605
No. I think the traditional gender roles get split between each guy desu.
>>5203595
i meant the material
it's so shiny, i'm thinking rubber
my tail is much more matte and seems like most of the other tails i see
>>5203595
thx doggo
>>5203603
How long were you on it? Doctor said it builds up in your system slowly and releases the medicine so you're calmer.
>>5203605
yes
i want to be the girl in the relationship desu
>>5203617
2 years.
>>5203603
Zoloft made me super horny and hungry all the time.
And if I laughed too much, I'd spiral into laughing fits and then be sad afterwards.
And plus affection didn't make me angry.
>>5203588
>briefs
you don't have the body for briefs
stick to boxer briefs bby
>>5203536
also wearing these
nothing special
>inb4 spük'd
>>5203464
Stole my line desu
>>5203623
I was on 150 mg for two years, I didn't notice any difference.
>>5203484
Ophere, sorry boy-o
>>5203631
do you have a second bellybutton
>>5203651
Nah it's a scar
Only shows up when I eat a shit ton of food and just finished dinner
>>5203631
would snuggle with/10
now get a qter haircut you goof
>>5203579
Try Zoloft desu, it could really help you.
God knows you need it
>>5203661
What's your voice like, hitlah?
>>5203631
Boxer briefs>all other underwear t b h
>>5203631
oh yh right cheers twatler
any other harsh realities you want to force on me tonight
>>5203693
he wants you to bend over.
>>5203677
Okay desu. Would you like to take my 8 inch cock after I test negative?
>>5203693
You will die way sooner than you think
>>5203709
you just sound like an average gay guy
>though having regular sex with bf would bring down my libido and make me think less about sex
>went from fapping every two days to fapping two times a day
This is even better for your testosterone than lifting weights guys. I feel like a teenager again. Also my tastes are resetting back to vainilla and non hardcore fetishes like feet
>>5203598
"Imma totally straight guy but thinking about sludepuppy gives me confusing boners"
:/
>>5203720
77? My grandparents both lived into their 90's on my dad's side
Then again both of my grandparents on my mom's side were dead by 55...but one had heart disease and the other had diabetes.
>>5203734
>brings this up all the time
>2pussy to actually talk to me
baka
>>5203709
Yeah you don't sound prepubescent at all. If I didn't know you browse 4chinz you'd be stunningly attractive.
>>5203738
I wouldn't worry anon, we'll both live to be older than our parents thanks to modern medicine
I'm so glad I finally found out I was not the only other person in the world to have thought this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBW5TT-3WG0
>>5203770
I may have not seen a pic of you in your current underwear but I've seen you in underwear m8
also watersports are gross
>>5203774
wtf
>>5203787
ikr
Help me /gaygen/
I'm 21, have 0 friends, and am becoming NEET. I don't really go out at all, so I never meet new people. I don't have a job but would be able to get one in a moments notice.
I'm fat(340lbs), but not really that fat since I'm 6'8". I have social anxiety+depression, which I believe may be rooted in how I view my body and how I fear others view me.
I'm tired of being a parasite leeching off my parents. I'm actively working on losing weight, but that's a long-term solution(I hope) to my problems. How do I overcome my fear and social anxiety? How do I go about making friends? I know asking here of all places is probably like pissing in the wind, but maybe somebody that's gone through a similar situation and overcome it could give some input.
>>5203774
lmao
>>5203796
consider your life a video game and you have to start leveling up, you're 21 years old the best is ahead of you, but you have to make the effort. join a gym, look up videos on how to speak with people, all that. pretend you are an actor and fake it until you make it.
>>5203796
Haven't gone through a similar situation, but:
>Put the fork down, now
>Get a job, tomorrow
>Start going to the gym, the day after tomorrow
>Constantly set short term achievable goals
No need to think 2 years in your future right now.
Think about how YOU can make your life better in a week or a two from now.
Don't you go to uni or something?
>>5203778
not a pic that isnt more than a year old from when i took shit nudes and looked like shit
and aggression pissing not sexual pissing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-IXjtmQ5NQ
>>5203839
give skype and send recent underwear pics then c;
>>5203846
that was sad
but i found this in the related vids and he is so perf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9uJGS4Rd7aQ
>>5203846
>Grandma
>Bi
I couldn't make it past the first phone ring, jesus how horrifying.
>>5203876
>he lives in la
gdi now i have to like get off my ass and get a life and become a functioning human being and meet him or whatever
>>5203796
Look, you really just have to relax, and stop worrying more than you should.
I went from being borderline suicidal 6 months ago to the best I've been in my life, and to be honest its been mostly done by not worrying about things.
I overcame anxiety by cutting everything out of my life, and slowly returning to things i wanted to selectively. I started going to a psych too, which really helped.
You never know how things are going to work out. I have a great job, am doing fine with my family and friends and feel a lot better, and I couldn't have seen any of it happening 4 weeks ago.
>>5203876
this is really cute
>>5203911
i hope he and that guy made things work, he seems real choked up about moving :(
>>5203938
I know, geeze, his voice and face when those little pauses come up uunnffggGGHH
My eyes wetted up a littlev aarrgghh, why must real life romance but so sad sometimes. </3
>tfw I always liked Pulp more than Blur and Oasis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGExYuth-WE
cbf w/ skype rn about to go to work but here is a relatively recent pic
>>5203958
lel you look like shit
>>5203958
Oh you got hotter
good for you
I'd still top tho