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FtMg: Choose your own adventure edition
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Ancient map: https://www.zeemaps.com/edit/U0Hw9yNtqrJd-qzTdbUFMw
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Skype group: add cheeki-briki or duckduckfrog
Google Hangout: TBA
>>5154598
>You got an Assassin's Creed husbando, anon?
Nah. Think a bit more indie than that.
>>5154607
How many of you with boyfriends have pretty femme ones? Because I love my twink so much.
>>5153767
Tinder is actually a pretty good way to meet people, you just might want to indicate that in your bio. Mine literally says "just looking to meet new people", and tons of people in my area do that.
http://www.wired.com/2015/05/tinder-users-not-single/
So I went to planned parenthood to get my T script renewed, ended up getting my first pelvic exam. Apparently my clitoris is large, even by post-T standards, and it always was bigger so they might test me for CAH. Would than make me intersex I guess? Does anyone here have it?
Dammit, stop reminding me of my thing for naga chicks. I might go play CoC again...
I'm not even into girls but thinking about it, I'd probably be bisexual if I had a dick.
why isn't this a halloween thread? it's a holiday
>>5154607
>7/10 TRAP GF
>MUST PENETRATE YOU DURING SEX
oh no what an awful condition ahh *bends over* whatever will i do with this terrible situation
any of you fags watch the rugby world cup final?
>victory to le all blacks once more
aww yisssss
also
>tfw surgery in two days
2spoopy4me
>>5155643
w-what...
>blushes
>>5155718
girls who top enthusiastically are a gift
flesh, silicone, i'm not picky
>>5155577
Our threads last too long. It'd be Halloween til mid-November.
>>5156079
so?
>>5156079
no christmas then either?
Hey guys, how likely would I be to get pregnant if I let a guy come inside me? I've been on T for more than a year, and I don't have periods anymore.
>>5154607
Can I get a naga bf instead?
>>5156371
what is it about testosterone that inspires the sudden desire for bareback anyway
seems common
>>5152361
If it makes you feel any better, I know quite a few guys who play/played Animal Crossing.
>>5156634
Join the club. Ftms are totally HNNNNNNGGGG-tier
>>5156389
Yes, only Lamia are strictly female. Naga have both genders.
No idea about Gorgons.
>>5154607
Mermaid girlfriend for sure.
I get to leave this horrid society and eventually become King of the Merpeople and swimming all the time sounds great.
>>5156371
UNless you went off right away, the fetus is a destined miscarriage/stillbirth anyway.
So...
>>5154607
>warrior
>will dominate you in bed
>negative
??? i dont understand this author
>trap
>bipolar and depressive
okay well they got me there
>>5154636
mettaton? it's mettaton, isn't it?
can i say i've sold sex before if i fucked a guy just so i could smoke his weed & later learned he would've smoked me up even if i hadn't?
>>5154607
So 10 weeks on T and I pretty much pass 100% of the time, and my voice is starting ti change.
Shit is magic. Never lose hope.
>>5154688
Might as well harness the power of internet anonymity to confess that I want a cutie wootie cis femboy as a bf so I can do all sorts of kinky shit with him.
Pin me up and call me jealous, anon.
would you date a level headed mtf?
>>5156964
Nah, you got it right. It is awesome and you should be jealous.
Holy crap, not a "faces in the places" edition o.o
Okay I'm leaving now, sorry
>>5157002
mtf here - I wouldn't date a ftm since most of them are just butch lesbians in denial and lesbians be cray cray tbqh.
>>5157055
get out of our gen hon
>>5157060
Girl you look cute tonight. :3
Hello I posted in these threads a while ago because I was going out with a transboy and was wondering how to approach being sexual with him and I got some help and support and thanks fot that. I was asked to update you guys on it later.
He broke up with me yesterday because he wanted time for himself to figure out things related to gender and all that. I feel extremely terrible but aside from that, did any of you do anything similiar? Did it help?
>>5157002
Would she allow penetration while I talk like a Naruto villain in her ear the whole time we're sexing around?
>>5157091
>I don't believe this
Yes you do anon, you're probably bisexual into women more and see ftm's and cute little dykes.
>>5157116
>see ftm's and cute little dykes.
Didn't you read where I said I want a masculine trans boyfriend?
A tall and perfectly passing trans bf is the dream desu but trans guys in general are cute if they're masculine and tops
>>5157120
oh my god this filter is new
>>5157120
>I want a masculine trans boyfriend?
Then why are you chasing after ftm's dude?!?
lol go get a real man to be honest family.
>>5157131
>Then why are you chasing after ftm's dude?!?
cause cis men will murder me or something prbly
>>5157142
Most ftm's seem rather feminine and gay from what I've seen.
Good luck with that.
>>5157142
Then stop being a hon and get pretty.
>>5157171
I'm not a hon, I'm only 19 years old I've just only been on hormones for a few months now so I still just look like a girly boy
>>5157167
>friend is an ftm
>four foot nothing
>drink hard fuck your shit up total bro
>only into women
Why live?
Hey if yall didnt pick the spider girl you're wrong btw
>>5157247
I want the cutie wootie mage gf, you're the wrong one buster
(Tfw no slime gf available? Y'all seriously not catering to my weird and unusual fetishes? You serious with me right now? This is illegal I'll have you all know)
Since when is this
Cuter than THIS
>>5155706
Rugby seems interesting to me just never really seen it, let alone know the rules. I'd like to get the change to play it.
>>5156079
should be Halloween every day.
>>5157002
yes.
>>5157105
How long did you date him?
What gender stuff is he trying to figure out? Like if he's actually trans or his sexuality?
>>5157120
I'm not tall but a would be your bf.
>>5157341
I don't mind short trans guys! I'd just prefer tall because I don't like feeling like an amazon warrior or something
>>5157345
okay. I dated a tall transgirl. Was the hottest, I don't mind at all that she towered over me I found it so hot.
>tfw no giant woman gf
>>5157352
do you have skype?
>>5157352
Never mind I don't want no manlets haha.
>tfw no qt ftm bf to fug
>>5157357
Sorry no.
Not going to Skype you.
>>5157264
I dunno bro. I dunno dude. Not so sure broski. You could stick your dick on a spider but would it feel good? Could you get yourself to atlantis and back off a spider? I sure couldn't
Now on the other hand, I'd totally leak out at least 9 batches of baby batter from fucking a slime. Even more if it's in cutie wootie boy/girl mode. Unf unf unf uuunnnnfffff
>>5157337
6 months. We're also 18 and 16 so I don't expect to be taken very seriously. He seems very sure that he is a boy but it's hard to wrap your head around I guess. I don't think he's worried about his sexual orientation for now.
tfw struggling everyday to get recognized as a guy
a-at least i got a cute guy to say that i can pretend to be his boyfriend haha
>>5154607
Can't get on T yet for reasons. What are good foods to make me less "girly"?
>>5157705
http://transtribulus.tumblr.com/post/7101215487
http://holisticonline.com/Remedies/hrt/hrt_food_and_estrogen.htm
it also helps to supplement with tribulus, dhea and zma
>>5157714
reason is cause I feel we have already Skyped before and we didn't get past saying hi. You didn't seem interested in talking so why bother.
>>5154688
i actually don't really find feminine guys attractive at all... not in a sexual way anyway, i mean obviously some are attractive but they're just never my type... i like masculine guys...
>>5156899
pretty sure that doesn't count... there's gotta be an agreed on payment/arrangement beforehand and shit...
>>5157002
not anything that wasn't super casual... nothing against mtfs though, that's like generally how i feel about dating anyone other than my s/o... and i'm more into guys when it comes to longterm shit, more into women when it's casual generally...
>>5157091
i didn't dress up... i don't usually celebrate halloween like that, but i did get really shitfaced all day and had a great time with my s/o... one of our better anniversaries actually, which was nice, cuz i felt like i was getting to see all of the reasons i've spent 11 years with him (so far)
>>5157105
i've never done something like that to someone, but i guess he needed to... the only thing you can do is give it time and see how it turns out unfortunately... it all depends on him as an individual so there's not much that can be said...
>>5157247
i thought they all seemed sorta awful...
>>5157594
why would you want to pretend date someone?
>>5157750
definitely wasn't me, only trans people I have on my skype are fellow mtfs
I'm actually pretty talkative a lot of the time
>>5156891
Holy shit. You're actually really close.
>>5157872
ITSSSSSSSSSS HHAAAAAAPPPEEEENNNIINNGGG
>>5157921
I wasn't expecting him to go from Assassin's Creed to Undertale that quickly, that's for sure. But I guess I did give him some pretty big hints.
>>5156891
Not that anon but I have a crush on Mettaton. I haven't even played the game or watched anyone play it. Just seen stuff online and he is totally my jam.
>>5158350
Play it. Mother fucker play it and don't look at anything spoily until you finish it. I haven't cared for many games in a long time, but it is genuinely good and the music is fucking A+.
I've been on T for a little while, but I think I sound like an MTF. How do I make my singing voice less faggy?
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0J6JJoArdqZ
>>5158742
Try to speak from your chest and the back of your throat instead of the front.
>>5158392
What can I play it on though? I only own a smartphone.
>>5154607
Why is the nigger gf rated a seven out of ten? Have you ever seen one of those ratchet ass monkeys?
>>5158864
i think black chicks are cute... especially if they're the type who leaves their natural hair alone and lets it grow...
>>5158815
That's pretty unfortunate, pal.
Anyone here has a Pierre packer, or any of similar size? What packing straps / packing underwear can be used with it?
This would be my first packer and I don't know if whatever ways of keeping it in place are all equally efficient
>>5157867
Okay. Srry about that then.
>>5158815
You don't have a computer?
>>5159493
Not for a year now. I can't afford to get mine fixed & so I use my phone for everything, from email & job shit to my LDR. It's the only electronic thing I own. I'm slowly gaining money now but I was forced to leave my parents' after coming out and had been living with friends until recently, when I could finally afford the deposit for this place.
I used to come to this board to talk about the guy I lived with, who got his law job through his mother. He is a lot more understanding now & I'm out to everyone and have a doctor's appointment tomorrow in an effort to get on T.
I was suicidal but I feel a lot more hopeful now.
So...
>be ftm
>at 25 take T the whole year
>happiest I've ever been
>stop for a while year because mom is suicidal about me transitioning
>for a year try to tell myself I'm mentally fucked up and trans shit isn't real, I just need to get over it
>I stay constantly and severely depressed to the point I'm considering suicide
>think, if I'm this depressed, I'm getting back on T
>literally just knowing I'm getting back on T improves my mood completely
>I'm 27 now, I don't even give any fucks if I can pass well or not, it's either transition or die
>not even concerned about my height or having to wear binders or change my name, just happy to start living the way I feel I need to
I tried so, so hard to just accept myself the way I was born, as a girl, trying to dress up and wear make up. I still feel like this transgender thing makes me fucking crazy, but I don't even care, I'll live a crazy life to be happy.
I'm glad to be back...
>>5159780
you can get a computer for like $150. get a cheap chromebook or check out used thinkpads
>>5159885
Welcome back Hockey, glad to hear you're doing better.
a trick or treater knocked on my door last night and got all wide eyed and said I looked like Markiplier
>i am very pleased
>>5160343
How old are you, if I may ask?
>>5160445
I turned 23 a few months ago
>>5160484
Nice, you got a head start. When do you Maybe get to start T?
>>5158742
dude fuck yes Mountain Goats, I love that song.
And what >>5158770 said, you want to be resonating in your chest and the back of the throat. When I do it, it kinda feels like it's right under my sternum. I'm only just barely on T but I used to be an alto.
My grandmother would pinch my nose and if I could feel resonating, I was doinitwrong.
..that was more for general singing advice though, but it seems like it applies here too. You do sound a bit nasal. ...although yeah, Mountain Goats, nasal fits.
>>5160495
Possibly in the next month if my GP says yes. I doubt she will so I'm looking at Aug next yr (NHS) unless I suddenly get good hours at work and am able to go private.
Atm it feels like I'm at a standstill, honestly. I'm just hoping my GP will say yes & so I'm taking as much supporting evidence as possible.
>>5160508
GP?
>>5160546
General Practitioner - a Physician (essentially)
Why are there so many gay FTMs? What is it about T that makes you all crave dick?
>>5160780
all ftms are bi
>>5160780
i dunno man, it's just suddenly incredibly tasty and you want to be filled with it all the time. don't question it, just enjoy the ride.
>>5160780
Sometimes I think about sucking cock and think: yup. This is it. This is my calling in life
>>5160780
because my pref relationship is dom x dom (ye ye, technically vers x vers) so we fight over power and both end up forcibly subbing one another every other time.
there are just more dom/vers men. i really give no fucks to someones gender or sex. if they can work with what they've got I'm game.
sexy mature dom ladies are GOAT but also basically don't exist so I go for a more fraternal dynamic. most women are so much fucking drama its not worth. most men aren't much better, to be fair.
>>5160780
I honest to god hope I don't go full gay when I'm on hormones, soon. My gf is 10/10 all the way.
Also anyone still awake? It's almost 3am here and I can't fucking sleep.
>>5161710
I'm up, bored out of my mind.
>>5161710
Hello UK friendo
>>5161806
You pulling a night shift or something? Or is it uni work?
>>5154607
i was so happy to see /ftmgen/s img wasn't one of those painting images we always have
also, lolita gf
>>5161842
Plush commission - shit's fun until you realise you've been watching bullshit on yourube instead of putting hand to machine.
>>5161905
Yourube? Shit if nobody's taken that up as a porn site, I'll buy it.
>>5161905
That sounds...interesting? What sort of stuff do you make?
>>5161926
At the moment almost everything (and has been for the past goddamn six months) is Five Nights at Freddy's, though there's a Pokemon commission finally in the queue.
>>5157055
>mtf here
>mtf
>implying you get to choose who you date
>>5161949
Just looked Five Nights up, those are some weird plushies. Do you make good money from it?
>>5161982
It's not too bad, about fifty quid a head as a start, and then I take other things like sizing and materials into consideration.
And if the website is willing to work with me, pic should be related.
>>5162022
Well aren't they cute. How did you end up so good at sewing?
>>5162049
...honestly, I have no damn clue, I've been making things since I was fifteen? Possibly, and I only started doing paid work last year, because I was worried I'd be too lazy to do much,
I am, but at least it helps keep my mind off dysphoria and th elike.
>therapist says i should find some trans related support groups
>tell him it's no good because i always stick out like a pastafarian fuck at these things (not in those words)
>do it anyway he says, lolk
>join a new one
>some chill people, get into it just enough that i'm a little attached to them
>some obnoxious snowflake type keeps going on about "how do you tell if you're trans or just not a fan of the patriarchy's gender rolls??"
>ignore her
>some young guy with like a year on T backs her up and calls truscum "fuckers", says whatever she feels is A-OK
>concealdon'tfeel.jpg
>same girl won't stop talking about how gross and fake and toxic masculinity is and how she's not trans male, she's non binary and prefers female pronouns, no desire to transition at all ofc
>open my mouth like the fuck that i am and say that my masculinity is not a performance, i would drop it if i could because that would be so much easier, gender is innate etc
>same guy tells me I'm being sexist, masculinity is totally a performance and gender isn't innate at all
>ask him why the fuck he transitioned then and he tells me "it's a form of body modification"
>cold shoulder next time i go from everyone, even the people i enjoyed chatting with
>shouldn't hurt, i expected this
>it still hurts
why do i live
>>5162326
Wow, sorry anon. Why are people so fucking retarded?
You should try once more to reach out to people, I'm sure you're not the only one who is annoyed by the bullshit.
>>5160530
iono, many trans people feel as if they are constantly in drag. You definitely should do some experimenting, but don't force an expression upon yrself as a result. You could also utilize your physical androgyny to perform neutrality? depending.
post pix if you would
>>5162569
this meme that homosexuality is only valid in cis people can stop any time now
and yeah, there are plenty of completely straight trans men, though fewer in comparison to the percentage of straight cis men. the discrepancy likely has to do with the fact that gay people's brains are more likely to be closer to those of the opposite sex in certain ways than straight people's, and trans people's brains are also in somewhat of an in between state, more similar to cis people of their gender identity than of their birth gender, but clearly not identical to either.
>>5162569
I'll suck a cock if it's a girls cock
>>5162682
H-hi...
>>5162569
well thats just, like, your opinion, man
also, remember to sage lads
:^)
>>5162676
>homo is only valid in cis people
it's different because you guys have vaginas. Why do you think transbians get made fun of as straight men? Especially when they don't pass? I've seen Bonus Hole Boys. Those sad, hairy dyke looking ftms sitting on a toilet, awkwardly rubbing his/her clit and then moaning like a girl when a cis dude who they'll never look like, pounds his/her cunt and cums in it. Basically it's just watching some butch girl getting slammed by a man.
>>5162682
I already have and it's nice.
>>5162729
you literally brought nothing new to the table here. you already established that you think trans people can't be gay, bringing up your trans humiliation fetish isn't really relevant
>>5162741
yup. everyone loves cock. Especially str8 girls like us, amiright /ftm gen/?
>>5162748
i'm just saying the reality of the situation. A lot of you guys don't look like men, don't sound like men, claim to be gay men which is laughable because you got cunts and you'll act like a typical straight sorority girl to get some dick and beg daddy to fuck you good.
>>5162748
Mate I love you but stop responding to trolls. People aren't sageing so we're on the front page, that means we're going to get extra bullshit.
There's nothing you can say that will change their opinion or make them magically disappear. You can't win an argument with an idiot, you might as well be arguing with a pigeon.
That being said, what did you guys have for dinner tonight?
roasted some chicken myself, turned out nice. roasting things is so easy, just chop it up, salt and pepper and throw that shit in the oven.
>>5162757
you're right teehee
^_^
dattebayo
>>5162769
sorry m8, I just can't take most ftms seriously. Very few I'd consider real men even if they do have pussies.
>>5162786
then why are you here?
>>5162769
I made rice and threw a can of tuna over it. Pretty #poorboys but it tasted good.
>>5159314
so do you wanna add me on skype?
or do any of you really, even just to be friends. I only know other trans girls, I don't really know any trans guys
>>5162766
that's nice
>>5162769
why am i not allowed to have fun? i'm under no delusions that i can change this individual's mind, but a big reason i come to 4chan is to entertain myself by arguing with people who aren't going to get hurt if the arguments get mean sometimes. there's really no better place for that, since i don't want to form a visible identity around the arguments i make (even if they're only rarely ones i personally disagree with), and while i could anonymously invade the inboxes of individuals' tumblrs, why would i bother to find & keep track of the ones who are both willing to engage and entertaining to argue with? it's so much easier to just browse boards i already have interest in & have a nice surprise when someone particularly fun comes along.
>>5162801
Started with tilapia and recently got into salmon. those salmon filets from Sams are GOAT.
Going to try to get into canned tuna next but the smell really puts me off. This is the first chicken I tried to cook. I fucking accidently put it in upside down. Still delicious tho.
>>5162809
because you're shitting up the thread and by responding you're making the rest of us a target for even more trolling. most of us don't want this general full of shit flinging, we just want a place to chill with no drama.
I get it, I really do. but this doesn't come off as some intellectual debate where we aren't worried about hurt feelies. It comes off as a really obvious troll and someone egging them on by replying.
>have to submit essay tomorrow to undergrad program that decides the rest of my life
wellllp
>>5162839
Essays in undergrad aren't going to decide the rest of your life. Chill out bruh.
>>5162858
nah i mean to get into my undergrad program.
i have a pretty realistic view that if i don't get the one I want my life won't be ruined- might even be better, can't control fate
but its my top pick so ill still be really disappointed if i don't get it, and I know my family will be too
>>5162757
nah, I'm still straight as fuck. I love chicks too much.
>>5162862
Seriously, don't freak out. Your parents won't be disappointed in you. Where are you applying?
>>5162803
yes, plis give me Skype :-)
>>5162888
UF, for their BME program, nueral engineering track. I only have a 3.45 GPA but I have like a year as a research assistant in the neurobio lab at a tier 1 research institution, and independent research projects at another school. So I'm hoping that sells me. But it's highly competitive so I don't know. I keep putting off finishing the essay, but its not because im lazy. Its because I'm scared.
What will be will be, Im just so ready for this whole application process to be over. I'm not sure whether to mention I'm trans or not, it feels like pandering. But it's important to me and affected my life, and has made me a more resilient, determined person.
>>5162822
eh, deal with it, this is 4chan. i leave literally every other part of the internet alone, and i need -somewhere- to wind down and relax. it's not like it's in any way difficult to just ignore posts you dislike anyway, in fact that was exactly what i myself was just told to do.
>>5162898
Be personal with your personal essay. I wrote mine about a friend who OD'd on heroin. It'll stand out.
And always keep in mind that things can work out in ways you don't expect. I wanted to go to Berkley but I only got into SB, and I ended up stumbling into one of the best physics undergrad programs anywhere. So just keep moving forward no matter what happens.
>>5162909
Hmm, yeah I think mine needs more personal flair. I have all my qualifications clearly stated and strung together but there's no overarching theme because every time I try it just feels cheesy or pandering. I think part of that is just me being modest, though
Worst comes to worst I do really well on standardized tests so I know I'll do really well on the GRE, especially if I study. So I'll get into a good graduate program, hopefully.
Your words make me feel better though, I'll turn my essay in tomorrow and hope for the best. Have a good night.
>>5162814
that looks pretty delicious.
I didn't have nothing to eat today besides some candy and a gas station burrito.
I have recently been looking up shiner bock recipes cause I've been wanting to cook with it.
how the fuck do i find a new dealer? it's been fucking months now, and i just learned that the one local friend i learned had a dealer will probably be reluctant to recommend me to him because too many people in her social circle already buy from him. i want to fucking kill something, this is ridiculous. you can't just find dealers on the street because the only ones who'll admit it freely are too stupid to not get caught quickly. am i going to have to fucking make new friends just in hopes that i'll find one of them who's a stoner who can hook me up?
Has anyone gone through a hysterectomy here? What are the conequences/secondary effects of it?
>>5163314
I got ovaries and uterus cut out 5 years ago or so, haven't noticed really any negative side-effect from it. Don't have to worry about ever bleeding again and even if I was pumped full of cum I don't ever have to worry about pregnancy scares and shit. Life's good.
>>5163017
>reluctant to recommend me to him because too many people in her social circle already buy from him.
i never understand this mindset
he's not gonna like...dealer-cheat on you, selling is his business
>>5160530
i can't really see why desu... i've been mistaken for a transgirl before too, and i've had their chasers hit on me and shit (and stay interested even after they realize i'm a transguy instead) so i do know what it's like... and while it's weird, it doesn't really make me question myself, i can remember being a little kid and feeling the way i do so i know it has nothing to do with other people's perceptions of me...
and it doesn't necessarily mean you look like a hon... idk... everyone who's ever told me that has also been really attracted to me and shit so i don't think it's an issue...
at least not for me anyway...
>>5160780
i'm bi...
>>5161949
i don't understand why people like five nights at freddy's so much... my s/o had me play it, and it was kinda just boring...
good work though>>5162022
>>5159885
welcome back...
>>5162326
honestly if you're walking into a group of people you gotta take some time to watch the group dynamic and shit or not care what happens if you're gonna open your mouth and argue on the first day... i'm not saying your opinion was wrong cuz i agree with you, but it's not really surprising that you're getting the cold shoulder for being confrotational immediately... and honestly probably going against the popular opinion there...
but it doesn't have to be a big deal, just kind of an obvious sign that it's not the right place for you...
>>5162769
i had a bunch of vegetables with a baked potato... so vegetables + a vegetable...
>>5163017
eh i've bought street weed before from dealer's in chinatown who walk by saying shit under their breath about the strains they have when other people have been dry... it's not a permanent solution, but it's usually decent enough 'til you fond a dealer...
and just meet people... even just online in your area who are into drugs and find one like that...
where are you anyway?
>>5163643
- "desu" that was supposed to be "desu" and i'm not sure how that turned out the way it did... my bad...
>>5163648
Brooklyn you're being fucked by your autocorrect today m80
>>5163558
it's usually just people who wanna be the dealer's friend... or who need to know everything everyone does... or like knowing that whoever they know needs them to smoke
>>5163654
my auto-correct is off... this is all my bad typing and my phone is blameless... i'm just out of it from how much drinking and smoking i've done the past few days
i'm also probably one of the only people here who doesn't even know what "desu" means...
>>5163662
There's a filter on certain words now
T B H = desu
S M H = baka
F A M = senpai
C U C K = kek
>>5163662
+ i also started off my morning knocking a bunch of shit down after i uncovered the birds and getting glass all over my floor... which isn't any fun to clean at 7am with a hangover, so i'm just burnt the fuck out...
at least i have more brandy, wine, and weed...
>>5163665
oh... well that makes sense, had no idea about the filter... good to know i'm blameless too...
what does desu mean anyway?
>>5163684
Some weeaboo shit. Means something like "it is" in japanese, but weebs throw it onto the end of every sentence
just had chest surgery desu
>>5163687
yeah i knew it was japanese, but the meaning was lost on me... i've just seen it used like a million times with no context like you mentioned pretty much...
>>5163654
you know i just noticed the second "desu" in that... i need a shower and coffee, my brain is done for now...
>>5163665
glad to see most of that shit filtered but I will forever miss c u c k
>>5163708
https://youtu.be/l_EIE5f2t6M
Quick Brooklyn, watch that in the youtube app on your phone and make sure to move your screen around
>>5154832
lol
>>5163934
later... too high to watch anything right now...
>>5164432
I want you to watch this & do this bc you are high
>>5164459
yeah but i'm high and that's why i needed to play guitar instead, and that's why i'm gonna write now and can't pay attention to a video... i'll probably be drunk later though...
>>5162895
here's my skype
http://pastebin.com/whf7Ysqm
anyone other trans dudes here feel free to add me too
>>5164661
*any other
>>5163109
Well, I don't know how you edited this specifically but you have a nice facial bone structure. It could help you pass if you are definitely trans, but it also reminds me of certain runway models. Irregardless, you have a very interesting look overall; are you mixed race?
I don't understand how you look like a hon, but I get that someone could be self conscious about having wide shoulders. Before I realized I am ftm I felt the same way about how women's clothing fell on my body.
>>5165057
look at dem dick suckin lips
mirin no homo
>>5162929
>pic related: only good thing about texas
>>5162839
git gud senpai
tomorrow is top surgery and i am spooped. anyone have any advice to mentally prepare with my nips being cut off?
also:
RAY IF YOU'RE READING THIS ILY PLEASE RESPOND
>pic semi related
>>5165057
Daaaaang baby, lemme holla at cha
>>5164661
Just added
>>5165156
Well fuck. Lemme holla at cha when you're legal
They're making a rebooted Star Trek TV show. :C
Between this and TESO, money grubbing fucks have managed to ruin everything I love. I'm so depressed.
>>5165074
ilu 2 bae
ask for your removed tits, build a tiny boat and set them off to sea followed by a burning arrow, viking funeral style
RIP TITTIES
also
>mfw mom gets me appointment with her handsome and friendly psychiatrist
>apparently he looks like anderson cooper
i dont need any more hopeless crushes, pls
>>5163643
i'm in minnesota. i'll probably just start frequenting the nearby punk café until people know who i am & start being friendly. i'm not sure how i'll spend decent time in there without my ass hurting because they've got shit chairs, but i have plenty of books to read that others there might have interest in, etc. and of course i could get friendlier with the actual staff as i visit more frequently (there's no way all of them are straightedge).
this honestly is something i could've started doing months ago (though i'd have to be scarce at the end of each month as money gets tight) but i didn't think of it till just now (or if i thought of it before, i totally forgot).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvpaQo4G_tA
>>5157002
Most likely no, because dating opens up he prospect of a ltr with her.
>not sure if throat infection or T starting to kick the shit out of my vocal chords
pls body don't get sick i only just met a cutie grill godammit, let me impress her with Man Voice and not croaking
>>5165485
>rebooted Star Trek show
I
wait
what
f-fuck
I almost want the thing but they're going to destroy the thing, aren't they? Why reboot it, the stupid movies already did their own shitty take of that.
Shit, time to nervously google.
>>5165976
is this what mtfs have to deal with
>>5166851
wait, it's a reboot, not a new series? there goes all my tentative excitement out the window
Can someone distract me from the fact that im quiting smoking and i am about to go downstairs to buy some. God dammit please tell me that after some days it gets easier.
>>5167740
http://www.startrek.com/article/new-star-trek-series-premieres-january-2017
says it's a new series
>>5167770
i've quit smoking a few times... longest was for about a year ... cigarettes, not weed i'd never quit weed... and after the first 3 days it's significantly easier, that's the worst part of it really...
i just exercise when i want a cigarette to make it easier... it helps keep your mind off of it, and it's beneficial anyway...
>>5167770
Not going to lie, transbro.
Shit's painful and infuriating.
And it's going to be like that for about a week.
I suggest taking up exercise, buying a shitload of chewy sweets and cookies and busying yourself with cleaning your house and finding any and all cigarette and cigar shorts and butts and tossing them.
Then clean the house so it doesn't small like cig smoke
And I don't know if you're comfortable with it but be prepared to start masturbating or fucking a lot. My at the time fuckbuddy threatened to stop letting me dick her because I was getting a bit rapey and stopped using condoms.
>>5167770
Consider talking to your doctor. There is a medication that makes you nauseous when you try to smoke. I need it bad. Been smoking since I was 12. I have been through hellish withdrawals from opiates and benzos but smoking, just can't do it. I never thought myself as an angry or violent person but I'm a fucking monster with cigarette withdrawal. Vaping, patches, nicotine gum does shit for me.
>>5168021
i just watched that movie again today... put it on for the birds cuz they like noise and i knew i wouldn't have to pay attention + beethoven, while i wrote... ended up watching quite a bit of it again though...
i start quitting usually by stopping for 3 days just to see if i can... and i usually end up smoking after and then repeating that bit for a while, but eventually i just stop for really long periods of time... idk for me the worst part of it is that i start feeling like i can't clear my head, and it gives me fucked up anxiety cuz i gotta find something to replace the cigarettes but nothing does for me... but i don't get angry or anything... so idk... i smoke weed and then find shit to distract myself with...
and i try to not hit my worst with it anymore which was lighting cigarettes off of cigarettes, just getting through almost half a pack cuz there's just something about smoking a cigarette that helps me actually think and chill the fuck out in my head...
what do you usually do when you're really pissed off to burn off steam? maybe that'd work for the way you get when you try quitting... or finding something that allows you to let off aggression constructively...
cuz for me i get anxious but like shit that helps me chill out like writing, guitar, meditation, going for a walk, gardening, taking pictures, sex etc ... helps a lot while i'm trying to quit... so maybe it'd work out the same for you if you had a good way to let off steam
start a fight club then quit smoking...
My boyfriend did this bullshit thing where he took up smoking with the idea that he could force me to quit.
I also told myself that I was finally going to quit when I started T, and then I pushed it off until my voice started to change.
That is happening now, and now I just have a dedicated smoking buddy to go outside with me when it is cold and I am never going to quit at this point.
I decided to be happy with cutting back and smoking less.
But best of luck on quitting for good, shit is hard.
I have my second woman stalker of the year (Yes, of the year.) and I've had it up to here with people thinking men are more abusive. Abusive guys I can see coming a mile away and their shit is so banal, I don't have legit nightmares about my bad ex-boyfriends like I do these sick fuck girls and their creepy obsession with comparing everything in their life to rape. I actually was raped, you don't see me doing that shit. Okay rant over.
>>5168377
sometimes i dream of a future where the majority of people actually know how the parts of the world relevant to them actually work rather than myth after myth after myth
maybe once we're all cyborgs and can overcome the worst faults of the human brain
Unrelated to anything going on so far in the thread, but I am really curious.
So I did not have a sex drive at all until I started T.
Meaning that before, my partner and I were pretty physical, but I never got much out of it.
Since then I have gotten a lot... needier, and so we end up being pretty physical about twice on average over a weekend, and I have a long shower after work once a week.
My question is this: My partner jokes about me having an incredibly high libido. But I have no idea what the average is when it comes to these things.
Is that about average? What is normal for a sex drive?
>>5168452
That doesn't seem particularly high to me at all. If I'm actively living with a partner or seeing them on a regular basis it tends to be around every other day for me.
>>5168452
if i have a partner we'll generally do lewd things like at least 3 times if we have a day to ourselves
you're fine
Can anyone else "feel" their erection? It tends to only happen if I'm turned on, but can happen other times as well. I can practically feel where it is, how big it is (it's not very big desu) and it literally never changes size. This has been a thing for me for a long time and only gets increasingly more common. It drives me fucking insane.
>>5168452
sounds low to me, but it's probably more normal really... when things are ideal i'm having sex every day multiple times a day, and then i'll still end up masturbating every day too cuz even that could be more often for me... i also get weird and depressed going more than a couple of days without sex though so yeah...
you probably just had a very low pre-t sex drive so it seems high in comparison...
>>5168981
That's just a clitoral erection, senpai.
>>5169031
Not him but
>what is phantom dick
>>5169046
Autoandrophile delusions.
>>5169062
Oh. Shitposter. Thanks for letting me know early on, I guess.
>sudden dental problems
>examine teeth in mirror
>examine self
>unruly hair
>greasy skin
>girl-stache becoming noticable already
>scabs and scars from trichollomania
>due to excessive facial hair
>now breaking teeth too
Feels bad. Moments like this I'm pretty sure these trans-thoughts happen because I'm sick of waking up as this pitiful motherfucker every day.
>>5170812
>scabs and scars from trichollomania
Had to look this up and please don't do this to yourself anon. It'll just make things worse for you in the long run. You don't want to end up bald.
>>5170841
I manage to keep myself from doing it where hair should be, like eyebrows and head hair. That's fine. Instead I pull out hairs from my cheeks, jawline, neck and other places on my body.
>>5154607
I can confirm that cheeki-briki and duckduckfrog are FAGS
MtF here. So this qt FtM I'm interested in just told me today that they're actually non-binary and prefer they/them pronouns. I'm not really sure what to think because they present entirely masculine and have been on T for a while, so I don't think they are a tumblr-tier transtrender or anything.
>>5171487
So do you have a question or just came here to start shit about made up pronouns
>>5171502
Well, I wouldn't call they/them made-up. I just want to know if the whole non-binary thing should be a red flag to get the heck out of there if they otherwise seem alright. Or in other words, can non-binary people not be full-on SJW tumblrinas?
>>5171513
you're the one who knows them... what do you think of them? everyone you meet will have thoughts,beliefs,opinions, traits, etc that you don't care for... that doesn't have to define them though... and the odds of every single person who feels that way about pronouns being exactly the same are pretty much nonexistent...
do you them? yes? then who the fuck cares get to know them, and if it doesn't go well cuz you don't like them... well... so what? that shit happens it's part of life... not bothering with someone you already like just cuz of something potentially meaningless is just stupid though...
and no offense but i really can't grasp why you'd need someone else to tell you that...
>>5171572
do you like them?* my bad...
Where do I get keys for Sims 3 DLC? I know this is a random as fuck question... Do you think steam beg threads are worth trying?
>>5171663
Your old pal Torrent might be of help there.
>insurance doesn't pay for the things i thought it paid for
...fuck me running.
This is gonna get interesting.
Incidentally, it's looking more and more like Humana should be avoided like the plague, if you're shopping for new medical insurance.
>>5167740
>>5167794
Yeah, googling says new series.
I mean, I'm still hesitant to get my hopes up, but I still have some that I cannot quash entirely.
I love my packer
it's so dumb. I never thought I would like it.
when I first got it it was ugly and too pale, but I painted it with makeup pigment left over from the ol' cisgirl days and it looks realistic.
It doens't feel real, but it's weight in my pants is super comforting.
I also think it's really sexy and I feel sexy wearing it.
also, started working out today!
>tfw mtf with no ftm bf
You guys are so chill. Most of us mtfs are batshit.
>>5173026
Is that nice? I never felt super dysphoric about /not/ having a weight there myself, so I always wondered if it was worth it.
Also, how does it look in pants, and do you think it helps with passing to have?
>>5171487
They might be doing that as a way to ease themselves into identifying as FTM
http://tranifesto.com/2013/02/14/ask-matt-do-trans-men-die-young/
Even more alarming because Matt Kailey just died at 60 of sudden heart failure, but as he states he smokes cigarettes in that article.
>>5173026
what did you get?
So I had a thought.
So there is a lot of nonsense going on in the community about "real" trans people.
I am not sure I believe this, but this is an argument I would like to throw out there. Say bio female person decided that she wanted access to the "Male Privilege." And she transitions and goes stealth /purely for that reason/.
Is that really so wrong?
Sure, the argument could be made that she would start to experience dysphoria and it would suck. But assuming either that did not happen or she decided it was a level she could live with, would she not have earned the right to it?
I also mentioned that the person would be stealth, so there is no reason for her to be active in trans politics and potentially misinforming cis people about what trans-ness was.
Especially the hypothetical girl somehow paid for all of this herself, rather than using community resources. I am sure at a certain level of money you can just ask the doctor for what you want.
I am not arguing that this person exits, but if she did, would she really be doing anything wrong?
>>5173262
My heart hasn't stopped pounding for like 2 weeks now. I won't be surprised if I drop dead. Doesn't help that I smoke and have anxiety but sometimes I just can't help but smoke since it oddly enough makes my heart calm the fuck down for a half an hour or so.
Shit sucks so much its hard to sleep because I just feel the pounding.
>>5173341
Do you have an option to see a doctor? Or anyone really.
>>5173068
>batshit
I'd still date one of you ladies.
>>5173352
Yeaaah, I just really hate him and I'm a little tired of doctor-shopping. First time he saw me he straight up said I was probably killing myself by taking T(and its not like i have any previous medical issues that would put me more at risk than anyone else) and for some reason the waiting times to get to a doctor around here take for-fucking-ever.
I can't tell if I'm ever overreacting or just most o f my doctors have been assholes since with this doctor and my previous one both have denied me any sort of testing for any long-term damages for ODing super hard last year besides I had painful muscle spasms/tremors every second for 7 months afterwards and I cannot take ANY medication without it feeling like its messing with either my heart or lungs + it always makes my veins itchly swell up. Plenty of other shit too but man, I give up trying to get a doctor to do anything other than tell me to take an advil.
>>5173299
it's not wrong, people have every right to modify their own bodies as they see fit and do whatever they want... but in that case it isn't a medical condition, and shouldn't be covered by insurance the way trans surgeries and hrt should be when dysphoria is an issue... it's purely elective and technically they wouldn't be trans... just someone with body mods, who's chosen a lifestyle, which is fine but it isn't even kind of the same and that should be acknowledged... someone like the person you described would deserve civility and respect and i'd treat them with such, but i wouldn't think of them as trans if i knew all that cuz i don't believe that someone can be trans with zero dysphoria (and that doesn't mean depression or anxiety etc is required in conjunction with it btw), but calling shit like that "wrong" is a bit on the overly harsh side of things cuz ultimately it doesn't harm anyone...
How do I know if a guy is enjoying having sex with me? I'm really insecure about sexual stuff and I'm worried I'm too passive. I'm submissive but I don't want to be the type to just expect him to do all the work. And I'm worried that he thinks I'm not enjoying myself either...
>>5174037
being submissive doesn't mean someone else is doing all the work you know... and it's not like sex has to just be laying back and getting fucked either... have some fun trying out different positions, in different places... specifically ones that require effort from you both to get into them... and if you're really worried why not discuss some of his fantasies and fetishes and try a bunch out? just experiment with each other and have a good time... or you know try having a conversation about what he likes or wants and do more of that... or you can still be submissive and just take orders from him and take it from there... that can be fun too, letting someone dictate everything and doing it for them... they're in charge and dominant, but you're submissive...
but if you are just gonna lie back bondage is a good option...
>>5174107
It's just really still hard for me to be communicative; I have a lot of complexes.. He has a thing for FTMs, but I'm still worried he doesn't like my "front" bits... I want to let him do anal because I think he'd like it better but at the same time I'm not sure how to prep for it and it's still a little scary for me.
Anyone else find wearing a strap-on makes themselves feel dysphoric and like a piece of shit?
>>5174210
well honestly... hard or not that's kinda just part of a relationship and you gotta push yourself... it's a lot less intimate to talk about fucking than it is to actually have sex with someone anyway... so it's not really a huge deal...
and if he has a thing for transguys then i don't see why you're worried... especially if you're fucking regularly...
i get that you have complexes and shit... i really do, but sometimes you just have to do shit, and sometimes you gotta be logical...
you have insecurities, but they have nothing to do with what he thinks or feels... and you gotta realize that, and if you really need to know to soothe your insecurities (as if the sex wasn't enough of a clue) then you gotta have a conversation
you'll have a better sex life and a better relationship if you work on thatshit, and i imagine you want that so have some uncomfortable for you conversations cuz they're important...
and idk if this makes you feel any better or not... but for me personally... even if someone sucks in bed i can still enjoy fucking them and getting off is still nice so it's not necessarily a huge deal...
you're too worried
>>5174706
yep
>>5174210
Because you think he would like it better is not a good reason to ring up anal honestly. Let him start that conversation, and try to concentrate on your own pleasure.
Any decent top is at least a large part into it to see the other person having a good time.
>>5174933
It's just that, gay men aren't gay because they like vagina... And I really get more from other people getting pleasure I guess.... Being submissive to me means I don't want him to care what I think...
So I've been on T for about three weeks now and my voice has gotten a tiny bit deeper.
Right now my throat is very sore though. Could this still just be my voice, or is it more likely that I'm getting sick?
More directly: when your voice is dropping, does your throat get sore?
>>5174996
fuck you trannies. I'm gay and i want DICK. That's what makes gay men GAY. And I'd rather fuck a mtf than a ftm because at least I can play with a working dick.
>>5175032
Mine got sore early on
>>5174933
>ring up anal
"Hello concierge, I would like anal at 4:15. Yes, thank you."
>>5174706
protip: wait until you're genuinely horny and then put it on, you'll be too busy wanting to fuck your partner's brains out you won't care
and possibly smoke some weed first, that always helps
>>5175139
>horny as hell
>having sex with a piece of plastic that can't feel anything
yeah that will do the trick
I would always break down in a depressive episode after that because it reminds me how fake and unsatisfying it is.
I'm single now so I don't have to deal with that anymore. Yay..
(not person you were replying to btw)
>>5173280
http://www.amazon. com/gp/product/B00MUUY2SO?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o08_s00
it's so much better looking than the picture.
>>5173176
it's really nice!!
It's barely noticable in pants, desu, but it changes the way I walk a little, and it's nice when I'm carrying something or sitting down to feel it shift against my mons pubis, it makes it feel 'real'
I actually feel like I love it as much as my binder :)
>>5175171
i weaned myself off packing half a year ago but posts like this make me want to take it up again
Has anyone used FreeTom prosthetics like this one?
freetomprosthetics. com/collections/realistic-packers/products/new-un-cut-4-5-stp-packer?variant=2596989123
I'm considering getting one because I still feel pretty dysphoric with basic packers like mr limpy.
>>5175301
>uncut packers
fuck yeah
>>5175032
I can not be sure, because my voice hurt for a week, and then I got sick, so no way to be sure.
Three weeks seems a little early though.
