Confused Anime Girl Edition
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>>5146063
Ooooh! I hate that anime! I hate all anime!
Confused Hon Edition
who /sadCuzMySOJustBrokeUpWithMe/ here?
>>5147775
>hating Sakura Trick
Shit taste
jormy, locate your intersexcock
>>5147771
OKAY /mtfg/ I'M /newtrip/ -ING IT
>>5147742
it's hard to tell where meme ends and actuality begins, but, yeah.
>>5147756
>cause fitz reminds me of dillon so much lol....
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
oooooooooooh girl, i mean
yah ok i can see that tbh
but yeah i mean it's been crazy so yah. like honestly, i think olivia is about to fuck up REALLY hard, but idk w/e it's been great
what did u eat? i went to roscoes today and man it was so good, gosh
u sound very boring, mhmm, mhmm hahaha
>>5147778
ohnoooo
what happened?
>>5147782
i like ur art
will u draw me??
I don't think I can do this mtfg
I should just kill myself, shouldn't I?
>>5147779
I hate it all.
>>5147785
boyfriend said he wanted to find other people, he thinks I'm shallow and dumb. Maybe he'll come back...
>>5147785
>i like ur art
>will u draw me??
That's not my art. It's a doodle from Natasha Allegri taken off of her tumblr.
Here is a moomin I drew though. You can have this.
thread reminder that jormy is intersex
any news on mtfg's favorite rapist megahon?
>>5147792
You're young. There will be others. I can promise you one of the true reasons he dumped you is because he didn't want to appear to be gay to all his college bros.
If he said thats not the case then it definitely is.
>>5147798
Trip on Honcelyn
>>5147801
he's trans too...
more stealth tho
>>5147782
i hate you already
>>5147798
I bet you had to question your life choices when putting effort into making this. If you didn't then its probably time to start rethinking your life.
Pre hrt australian here. Feeling frustrated and let down by the system, how do i find a psych who can actually help me? I saw a psychiatrist for 8 years until the end of 2013. She told me i was too immature at 16 to 19 to make a decision about my gender. Saw a psychologist for 10 weeks in early 2014, he was supposed to be a gender specialist, every time i brought up gender he deflected. Current psychotherapist also keeps deflecting from the topic.
Living close enough to sydney to travel frequently and conveniently there. Starting to lose any hope of ever finding help.
>>5147805
o-okay
>>5147782
hiii
24th for crush is offline
>>5147803
>assuming the man will pay for the bill
that's sexist
>>5147778
>>5147792
oh shit
tf that's cold
>>5147785
GIRL legit my relationship with him was very olivia and fitz it's kind of horrible lmfao
also really???? i'm still on the first ep don't ruin this for me!! if she's anything like me she'll def fuck something up BWAHAHAH
also i have chicken strips and friesssss.
what have you been up to tho what's new what's the hot gossip what's the cool jams?
>>5147786
no
>>5147808
>rapist with a condescending preachy attitude
that's new
Hey anon here
You all should avoid aife like legitimately.
She has an encyclopedia dramatica article under phobos
>>5147803
>that moment when realizing jocelyn looks exactly like sheen
Why do gross men in dresses and hormone induced misshapen boobs always post cute little anime girls when they don't look like that?
>>5147804
FtM? Then who knows. Maybe you are shallow but that just coincides with the being young thing.
>>5147793
>Natasha Allegri
oh.....no wonder then
i like the thing you drew though, it's also cute!!
it looks like a cow, ahaha
>>5147792
ohhhh, thats no
>>5147798
i think it'd be funnier if u used the promo shot from the cosby show with Ms. Huxtable
>>5147792
thats a bummer
well you're young so i mean think of it like this; it's the first of [probably many] relationships
its good to get experience and stuff
it does suck though, but after a little time you'll be fine!!
>>5147810
I saw Dr Koder at Headspace Campbelldown and it only took two visits. The Gender Centre should also have a list of good psychs
>>5147831
I only post cute anime men. Thank you very much
>>5147825
thanks for the tip, m'lady
>>5147825
>talking shit about aife when shes not even around
choose or time your battles better.
>>5147818
I don't think I'll ever be as happy as you are. I don't have any confidence right now.
>>5147840
wow i look like that
>>5147851
You single+make a decent amount of cash?
>pre hrt seeing a psychologist
>he has lots of experience with trans patients
>been two months now, just came out to my parents a few weeks ago
>he still recommends i sort my life out before i start hrt
>suddenly a thought occurs to me
>does he think im agp or something and is gatekeeping on purpose
noooo
>>5147838
Did you have any difficulty getting an appointment? What were the fees like?
Side question, is medicare going to help much with the costs of hrt and other stuff?
>>5147852
yes + no
nobody will give a manfaced manbodied tranny a job
>>5147825
Fucking hell what is wrong with the trips that come here. Sure blame the anons when the trips are so bad they have ED pages detailing their exploits like Potsy and Phobos.
no you guys I pass I swear. people say im pretty all the time in real life and not just on the internet im not making it up. your all just bitter hons! girls can have wide jaws too!
>>5147859
I got one. I work at a deli at a grocery store. I hate it and I want to die because of it.
stand up comedy: medicare, more like mediocre amirite? eh
>On 15/10/29, at 22:11 PM, my eldest daughter wrote:
> im the most AUTISTIC
>On 15/10/29, at 22:11 PM, my eldest daughter wrote:
>I'm literally diagnosed high functioning autistic
>On 15/10/29, at 22:12 PM, my eldest daughter wrote:
> by the same thing i mean
>On 15/10/29, at 22:12 PM, my eldest daughter wrote:
> i meme u
>On 15/10/29, at 22:12 PM, my eldest daughter wrote:
> by saying im autistic
WHAT IS IT WITH CHILDREN
someone get me a babysitter tbh
>>5147786
if you have to think about it, then no probably not
>>5147818
omg ur on the 1st episode still? i just watched tonights and....yahhh it's about to get REALLL crazy, okrrrrrrrrr? do u watch how to get away with murder or no?
chicken strips and fries?! that sounds so good. i really want some french fries really bad ;--; im supposed to be good this week but ugggghhhhhhhhhhhh
umm not much tbh school and other stupid stuff, alot of work i need to be doing/have done but haven't.......the usual with me basically, ahahah i met a bunch of ppl to whom i'm related but had never met before today so that was interesting haha
what up with u and ur man?? r u still moving or nah?? lets me u and anna all go live with fufu
>>5147851
hey bby u wan sum fuk?
>>5147861
wow i never noticed how pretty her eyes were
>>5147861
his jaw isn't a problem unlike his face proportion
that midface is way too long for a natal female
>>5147861
>>5147871
they literally look like any other normal eyes. guy or girl. stop hugboxing.
>>5147878
to me she looks gross even on the left but then again all women are icky
>>5147880
i'm not really one to hugbox, i only say something if i mean it
i think eyes that color are pretty, but my eyes are literally black, so
i'm just saying she has pretty eyes!! chill out anon
>>5147858
Well the wait list is pretty long, you need an appointment with an "intake" worker, for me that took two months, and then you need to wait to see the psych, which can take another two months if you're unlucky, though if there are any open spots before then you might get one of those, I only had to wait 5 days. You can claim the visits on medicare, otherwise I think it's 100? I never paid so I'm not 100% sure
If you take pills and have a low income healthcare card you can get hrt for pretty cheap. I use gel and cyproterone, which costs about $30 a month without the low income card
>>5147871
>calls generic dude eyes "pretty"
and this is why nobody takes you seriously
>>5147873
I said I was anxious because I was running late and somehow that meant I was suicidal and needed SSRIs. I mean he did forget about it but he also misinterpreted me in the first place
>>5147887
hey
dont same fag
i dont have to shit up the thread with my distaste for someone
the story of jörmy - prequel:
a tiny jörmy just crawled from her intersex mother's vaginapenis
confident boy doctor slaps jörmy's ovotestis
confused anime girl nurse: what is it?
confident boy doctor: it's intersex
confused anime girl nurse: is it the reason why the baby has wide hips, narrow shoulders and a big butt?
So I definitely feel like I'm getting my first effects from HRT. I almost cried 3 times today, the first cause I heard a really sad song, the 2nd cause 2 of my friend's roommate's fish died and she was saying the 3rd fish would nudge the other 2 to tell them to wake up ;-; amd the 3rd time I remember the 2nd thing that happened and almost cried again ;-; halp plz
>>5147894
>opinion of a nigger
>relevant
Losing weight while i wait for hormones to be approved and now my muscles just look well defined. How fucking sedentary do I have to be to lose muscle mass?
>>5147825
>>5147860
<_<
>>5147831
i try to look like that occasionally
you too can look kind of like a real anime with lots of makeup and contacts tbh
>>5147848
3 years ago i was crying on a bathroom floor with the door locked every night while my abusive bf who basically locked me in the house told me i wasn't good enough for him and told me repeatedly he couldn't be seen with me because people would judge him for being with a tranny. trust me, it always gets better.
>>5147871
girl i jUST finished the first ep and dillon texts me AHAHAHAH THE FUCK I KNEW THIS SHOW WAS CURSED FOR ME BUT LIKE LEGIT THAT WAS SUCH AN INTENSE ENDING OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and no i haven't really watched it this season. i never really could get into it idk why like i enjoy it but not as much as scandal.
also what happened with the relatives tho? spill the deets!!!!!!
i'm still moving yeeeeee. my new boy is nice and idk. things are good but it's hard for me to commit, you know this. we'll see where it goessss. he def is a great guy tho and treats me pretty well so that's good!
>>5147904
>opinion of a racist
>relevant in the current or future world
srry history left you behind :"(
>>5147885
What do the intake workers ask? What should i expect from them? I'm taking a bunch of different pills for a variety of things, mainly ocd, depression and anxiety, so I'm sure i can get away with a few more.
>>5147892
I doubt he would have put you on hrt without a genuine reason. What SSRIs are you taking? Do they help?
>>5147923
Jormy lied and tricked him into giving the letter. Like a true hon fetishist.
>>5147923
They just ask about why you came, how you feel, family life etc. The psych will ask more, uhh, specific questions about you being trans. I'm not on any SSRIs, I did talk to him about my anxiety problems after I got my letter and he didn't seem to think it was a serious problem, he said I didn't need meds but should see another guy there who deals with anxiety, but that guy wanted to ignore me being trans so I only saw him once.
Are you on 4chan because you know this is the only place where the guys like girls with penises?
>>5147918
today someone told me i looked like an anime character
but i didn't save any pics of what i looked like today
that you posted is cute though!!!
he texted u????? waaaaahahahah, thats funny and he is such a ki!!! also
>his ## still isn't blocked
edie.............
i mean HTGAWWM is good, i actually prefer it to scandal, but idk es pretty good though i think, but i mean the season is shorter, so you could always just wait until its over and watch it in one shot
loll i mean I dont wanna be posting a bunch of stuff about it on here, but it was my mom's family so that already says alot, ahahah but yah it was a funeral or w/e and i doubt i see most of those ppl again so i just put on a suit or w/e and sucked it up (although my hair and makeup were on point, i really wish i had taken a pic) and a bunch of boys (my mom's cousin's grandsons iirc) were very tall and fine (i mean omg this one was like 6'5" and very caramel and slender and muscular and he was only 15 i think ooooooogosh, wow, i could not), so that was awkward
but yah my mom is crazy and her people are crazy and i hope that i stay (relatively) sane so yah hahaha
>>5147975
I'm a girl with a penis and I like girls with penises.
But also big strong men who could sweep me off my feet.
This semester has fucking sucked and I'm ready for it to end. At least I didn't cry during my exam today
>>5148001
cute top
>>5147997
you want a strong man to pound your sissy hole until it breaks?
Hey everyone! How's your day going? Just got home from a quite cold day at work *shivers*
>>5147900
HRT can affect everyone differently when it comes to mood. Seems you're just becoming more sensitive. Embrace your girly emotions and don't hold them back. Your hormone levels will level out after time, so it should get better
>>5148001
Whatcha studying?
>>5147975
I'm not after a guy, silly. I just like the tempo of /mtfg/~
>inb4 AGP
>>5148021
Literature
>>5148014
I don't have a sissy hole, anon.
i just found Edgar's newest pic:
http://i.4cdn.org/lgbt/1446174124051.jpg
>>5148030
>chris kluwe
top kek
>>5148024
Today's exam was about Milton's Paradise Lost, as well as his political works alongside the works of Machiavelli, Hobbes, and Locke.
>>5148024
>>5148035
I never was a fan of interpreting literature, so that sounds awful, lol. I'm a music person, and interpreting a book was literally torture when I was in high school.
>>5147985
you do look super kawaii so i would believe that!!!!!! also OMFGGGG GIRL!! GIRL!!!!!!! I JUST SAW THE END OF THE SECOND EP AND I AM FUCKING GAGGINGG!! G A G G I N G !!! I LITERALLY GASPED FOR AIR AND YELLED OMFGGG
IDK i never got this experience from htgawm so it's just not the same for me. it's good, but idk. not aaas good. i might just wait till it's over to watch it all.
also i feel very gretchen right now. "he's your cousin..." "well you have your first cousins, and your second cousins..." i'm sorry that it was so crazy tho :/ at least it's over! i'm sorry that your relative died as well. idk if you were close to whoever it was. tho i do wish you could have taken pics slaying at the funeral lol!
>>5148059
is this true?
>>5148059
Fuck off, chaser
>>5148059
kek this is great.
>tfw ellen ripley will never surgically turn you into michelle rodriguez
http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/heat-vision/tomboy-michelle-rodriguez-star-gender-834998
>>5148061
it's an AGP/sissy porn thing. Anyone who's met an actual trans girl would laugh.
>>5148070
seriously, I complain like a princess all the time
>>5148070
>tfw no good sissy porn
>>5148059
anyone who thinks that vaginas are even remotely as good as dicks is just someone with shit taste
>>5148081
all dicks have is aesthetics, vaginas are practical.
>>5148081
>cum in that butt hole all you want
transgirl prostitutes tend to be HIV+ and it spreads to the johns too.
>>5148083
dicks have more uses, anything a vagina does, a butt does better
>sitting around playing cards
>owner of the places knows I'm trans now
>asks me to clarify again if I'm transitioning to be a real man someday
>tell him I'm mtf
>ftm giggles
>he says "my friends fucking a transvestite, he said he didn't know about it"
>ask him if he means trans girl or a fetishist
>I dunno but her tits are amazing and he showed me a picture and she has a cock, but I'd get a blowjob from that
I literally think all this "trans people are trying to trick us into sex" comes from guys with fuck trans girls and try to save face with their friends tbh
>>5148086
Insecure meatheads ruin everything, forever.
>>5148093
what do you think diarrhea is for?
>>5148093
What happens if I put it in without lube?
>>5148102
It would be extremely painful
>>5147825
Oh wow, I fucking called it. I'm laffin
>>5148104
For you
good morning mtfg
how is everyone?
>>5148111
Good! Happy to warm up after freezing my butt off at work :3
How about you?
>>5148111
>morning
>first therapy session in 4 days
should I avoid telling her I self medicated for a few months?
>>5148056
Ooooooooooooooooh girl, I'm telling you it's an absolute ki!!! Honestly there have been alot of moments were I had to literally clutch my chest , and I think episode 3 has the scene were I fell over out my seat sooooo
Lolll yah I mean he was underage so it's not like I can really do anything anyway, but GIRL LET ME TELL YOU mhmm...
I should stop being gross though haha
I mean it was pretty tame considering.!! Its just a general ludicrousness sometimes. But everyone either took their meds today or just behaved haha
It was a great aunt I met like 3 times and she was 100 or something so nothing to be sorry about hahaha
What are you and ur BFs Halloween costumes? You're doing something fun, rite?
>>5148111
hai kit, did you see this that the draw anon drewed?
>>5148059
is it bad I want to lick that butthole?
>>5148133
which one?
>>5148133
yes
>>5148133
chaser plz go
>picking meepo against wyvern and lich support
Check out micro master over here
>>5148118
i'm good! tired tho but I have work tonight and its going to be lateeee ugh ;~;
>>5148122
well I just woke up jormy so its kinda morning for me I guess idk? > >;
are you well?
>>5148129
hi sheen! nice picture looks like a cat with a hot dog on its head and another hotdog dog thing is waving at it ._.;
>>5148147
yeh I thought it was cute and I sed that she should draw some hotdogs dancing around ur head and she drewed that :)
>>5148153
>why?
It's not a lollipop
>>5148059
The real moral of the story is everyone loves pleated skirts.
>>5148157
And end up a transtatistic? lol nope
>>5148153
The left one is a guy so don't worry, that's not gay. Once you start wanting to lick girl's butts then you've become a transbian, and that way only ruination lies (or a happy same sex relationship).
>>5148165
hey again raifu! how are you !!!?
>>5148059
>left booty
>all those sexual benefits
it's because gay men are really thirsty and they're more than happy to become sluts for any "str8" guy who'll deep dick their holes.
>vibrator inside of me
>don't feel anything pleasurable or painful
It's like my butt is just vibrating but I can hardly feel anything. Shouldn't I be quivering in bliss right now?
>>5148167
racist bich
>>5148172
It's different for each person, but try moving it around rhythmically. Just having it in does nothing for me.
>>5148175
My body, my choice!
>You'll never be as ugly as Jocelyn
Feels good man
>>5148182
C'mon, man, stop being so mean.
>>5148182
I'd kiss joeclyn~
>>5148192
Can we get high together some day raifu?
>tfw don't know if trans or not anymore
I think I fixed it, /mtfg/
Haven't had many doubts in a long time but now I suddenly don't feel so dysphoric about my face or at all maybe.
Time for cis life.
>>5148192
Not at all. But I also can't really get aroused
>>5148199
See ya in a few years
>>5148199
Take me with you ;_;
>>5147831
All boobs are hormone-induced if they aren't made from surgery.
>>5148204
I doubt it, maybe I was never trans at all and just hated my masculine features and was very jealous of girls.
How do I do cis with boobs and a dead penis though?
>>5148208
Sure!
>>5148212
>i hate all my male features and want to be a girl and took hrt
>but im not trans
>>5148219
Not anymore at least.
I do wish I was a cis girl but i'm not trans.
>>5148225
>I do wish I was a cis girl but i'm not trans.
This is the exact thing I said to myself when I repressing it all and now I'm post-op
Good luck sis.
>>5148212
>maybe I was never trans at all and just hated my masculine features and was very jealous of girls.
lol
What´s wrong with you? Join the Army!
>>5148227
Lately I havent felt the dysphoria I used to feel though, I think it's finally over.
Don't think I can stop taking hrt though because becoming more masculine is horrifying.
>>5148228
what
>>5148233
>I think it's finally over.
>I think
So you're not 100% especially when you phrase it that way.
Still ain't done sis.
>>5148129
You're so talented sheen
>>5148233
all it means is that hrt is working
its like people who get on SSRIs and stop because they're no longer sad
>>5148233
Well of course you're gonna feel less dysphoria once you start looking like a girl, thats the entire point of transitioning dummy
>>5148238
it wasnt me though -_-
>>5148239
THIS.
Just in the last few days there have been a couple of posts just like this and they think the same way.
>gee the medication I'm taking is doing it's job I guess I'll just stop
>>5148235
>no dysphoria
>trans
I think it is.
>>5148239
>>5148240
I still only have a boy mode though and still look pretty gross and boyish.
>>5148252
>I still only have a boy mode
Oh so you're just some dumb weeb that took mones and sat on their ass all day not doing anything to actually transition?
Thanks for playing, now fug off.
>tfw work tonight
>tfw don't wanna go
it'll be busy and im scared of talking to the cute boy there SOMEONE TAKE MY SHIFT FOR ME
>>5148219
>this image
FUCK YOU
>>5148252
Anon, over these past few years I had been trying to convince myself I didn't have dysphoria and that my desire to transition would pass me by. One day I finally wrote a letter to myself when I was in a very pro-transition mood, and I look back at that every time I feel like I shouldn't transition. This is here to stay, and I'm finally embracing it to the fullest.
I'm not saying you're wrong, I'm just offering a personal experience that may or may not relate to you, and may be of some help.
>>5148254
What kind of job do you have, kit?
>>5148254
Go get that cute boy!
Also tell us about him, yes ~
>>5148240
You got dysphoria once you started looking more like a girl silly
Hey fam I'm kinda anxious to ask a girl on a date. I'm trying to find someone nice to be with after losing my boyfriend. I think she might like me...but I'm not sure
>>5148254
You and me both
We gonna make it though!!
>>5148257
umm im a bartender in a nightclub
>>5148258
UGH there is no way im going to "get him" im just planning to say hi and ask him how his week was IDK
he is really cool and really cute and stuff.. idk what else to say about him tbh ><
>>5148261
Didn't he just leave you? Are you one of those people that can't be alone or is this a geniune thing?
Fuck it, go for it anyway, fuck being alone ;~;
>>5148198
I dunno, where do you even live? I had figured it's not murrica.
>>5148201
Oh, well that;s probably why. A lot of butt stuff isn't that great if you're not horny and in to it. Try finding some way to build up your drive and try again.
>>5148232
>tfw should have just stayed in JROTC and then moved on to ROTC and lived a military life
>tfw can't operate as I was born to do
>>5148254
Just try to make it through the whole shift without thinking of his dick.
>>5148266
>tfw can't operate as I was born to do
an OPERATOR I'll never be.
>jdimsa
>>5148232
I'm in the Air Force ;)
>>5148266
You can still operate operationally as a qt gril! Just get on that /k/ game like those of us discussing guns last night on here~
>>5148265
idk when he left me just because he wants to focus on another partner and thinks I'm dumb I just want to find somebody nice to be with. I know this girl and she's really nice and we have similar interests. Except she's REALLY smart
>>5148122
p-perth too?
fuck i'm not alone
>>5148266
I live even further away then you do from jormy x-x i'm from the island state tasmania its a bit of a LEAP from jormy
>>5148261
be nervous b/c that's cute af but not anxious, that's sad.
you're cute and pretty pleasant on here from what i've seen. if she's not interested, it doesn't really matter. there are other cute girls
or focus on being comfortable by yourself for a bit. it's an important skill to have.
>>5148273
No, The trip Kit is from perth jormy's from sydney or something idk
>>5148274
and I'm from new zealand and this is as close as I get to people geographically
also i remember back in the day when /sci/ wanted to annex tasmania and turn it into a technocratic utopia.
>>5148278
ok, thank you for clarifying
>>5148260
I-it was a different kind of dysphoria
>>5148273
Kit and Shell are in Perth, I'm in Sydney
>>5148253
Maybe, does that mean im not trans?
I did some things though you bully.
>>5148257
I don't know if i'm trying to convince myself, i'm very scared of being a hon.
Good things im most likely not trans though.
>>5148276
thank you very much. I'm going to go into it confidently. She's called me "princess" and complimented how I wore my clothes and was really excited to wish me a happy birthday yesterday.
>>5148261
Just go for it, girl! Never know if you don't try~
>>5148263
Ohh, interesting! I always thought that would be a neat job.
>>5148285
It's a legitimate fear, I understand. Well, I'm not going to try to convince you either way. You're more than qualified to make the decision on your own, I think.
>>5148280
Crawl back into the sea.
>love "Kojin Himler" go home to Zealandia and Lemuria.
>>5148297
cute, it's like a shy continent peeking to see if it should come out yet.
I have very good male features too and could probably live a good life if I just got over this trans shit. ;_;
I hate these features but if I could learn to be okay with them that would be nice.
>>5148282
>>5148282
umm are you nice?
>>5148299
>pfft
hows your cat?
>love "Kojin"
so is it safe for me to come back or...?
also
how do I tell the different between gyno and just moobs?
>>5148030
kek
>>5148086
oh gross
>>5148111
gloomy, bet you couldn't guess
got a party tonight tho
if I don't nap through the time I'm supposed to get a lift 'cause I only got 3 hours sleep last night
>>5148182
don't pick on jocelyn
I'm right here for a start
>>5148199
>>5148233
oh my god I hope I never become this goddamn dumb on estrogen
>I think I'm not really trans because now I'm on HRT I don't feel as dysphoric
>But I'm not going to stop taking HRT because the thought of becoming more manly horrifies me
you're being dumb, if anything talk to your therapist, duh
>>5148302
i like to think so!
>>5148301
same tbqh
>>5148305
>oh my god I hope I never become this goddamn dumb on estrogen
Don't be mean ;_;
>>5148298
south island for like a week more, then back up to auckland.
>>5148303
Well not in NSW, you have to see a psych at least once, I think its easier in WA tho
It's actually an interesting thing, hormones treating dysphoria independently of visible changes to your body. Makes me wonder if there'd eventually be a non-transition sort of treatment involving hormone analogues of some kind.
>tfw dropped out of bio after a semester
>>5148303
TBH I don't know 100% how it works here cause it was different for both me and shell, she just went to her uni doc and got mones pretty easy I went to my GP and got a refferal to an endo ._.;
where abouts do you live btw? north or south?
>>5148283
is liking ftms bi? I sit around a lot of guys, and most of them are just so gross, but every time I see this one ftm guy I just want him to fuck me so baddddd
>>5148310
sorry, it's just I've seen so many people making this same mistake recently and I just can't see how it would happen to me
anyway, if you continue to have doubts, like I said, talk to your therapist, don't just stop taking the medicine you're prescribed to stop you from killing yourself or something
>>5148311
Expected i have a few friends in the north island,
you on hrt?
>>5148318
What mistake?
>>5148315
they have estrogen like substances that won't make your breasts grow (but you still might if you take T) but you're still going to have to take blockers, and they have barely done any studies on what regular estrogen does to the brain in mtfs, they may never spend any time testing to see how close it really is, and what it effects
God have any of you seen any huge birds lately I've been tripping.
>I swear I got the brown acid.
>>5148320
Giving up transition because they think they're no longer trans and then realising a month or so later it was a terrible idea and the dysphoria returns
>>5148313
Okay, thank you. I'll have to ask my doctor about psych, I have anxiety and depressive disorders anyway that need to be addressed.
>>5148316
Ahhh. It's just all so confusing, but I'm sure I can get to the places I need to be and talk to the people I need to.
South, btw! About 40-50k out of the city.
>>5148319
Nope. I'm basically 75% self-hating and in denial, experiencing a period of lucidity, which I will somehow rationalize away by tomorrow morning.
>>5148328
There's not much to give up and i'll never stop taking hrt even if I have to be a cis boy, way too spooky and growing older as a man would be hell.
>>5148327
Trip on jocelhon
>>5148305
>so is it safe for me to come back or...?
nah fuck off until you find a female name to use on here tbh
I just /love/ seeing my dead name on here and responding to it.
IT MAKES ME FEEL GREAT
>>5148330
Ah that sucks sorry to hear, how long till you think you can get it?
>>5148331
have you considered tumblr's bountiful catalogue of gender identities instead of mtf perhaps?
>>5148334
jesus christ your parents named you that? how old are you?
>>5148332
what im high on brown acid I dont even live in the same century as you.
>>5148329
Hello new Perth person.
Here is a list of trans friendly gp's:
http://www.transhealthaustralia.org/index.php/western-australia/service-providers-wa
I go to the one at curtin and she just gives out hrt with no psych evals. Apparently Dr Dymond does the same.
>>5148338
Please no.
I just want to be a woman but not trans ;_;
>>5148343
Not possible.
>>5148343
like thats pretty much what we all want
>>5148343
There's your answer then, you're trans, but you just wish you were cis, a pretty rational frustration
>>5148346
I know so it's either hon life or self hating man life.
Maybe I could learn to be okay with being a guy or something ;_;
>tfw pretty sure you're genderqueer and don't really feel like a girl but pretend to just be mtf because you don't want to be seen as even more of a stupid attention whore with mental problems than an average tranny
>>5148335
Got an appointment with my psychiatrist on like 9th of November, and I'm basically clueless about how the system works because the info I can find online is from like 2011 and I'm probably gonna fuck it up and get myself on the Never Let This Ugly Man Transition list.
>>5148349
Or you could transition now, put in some fucking effort, and not be a hon.
>>5148351
i'm sure you'll make it i have a newzealand trans friend on skype would you like me to relay some data to you?
>>5148329
oh cool !
well I am in fremantle
also shell is super helpful with almost everything and she's from perth too so mb hit her up if you have questions about stuff. i'll try and help where I can but she is much smarter/more educated about stuff then I am.
>>5148343
I'm sorry for inadvertently misgendering you, but I don't have a fem version of this pic.
>>5148343
You're definitely not the only one here that feels that way, darling.
>>5148350
I'll accept you regardless, anon! We all have our problems~
>>5148354
Blunt, but completely right.
>>5148354
Puberty rekt my body and my features are awful.
I'm a giant and my face sucks.
>>5148361
welcome to the fricking club
>>5148356
that might be nice
for some reason i'm paranoid that your friend is a girl i used to be friends with (key words: used to). i know that's unlikely though.
That trans woman sounds young and pretty.... No idea what she had done, because her speech sounded to not be impeded
>>5148364
Do you also feel huge and out of place no matter where you are?
I feel like all my features are huge and gross and masculine.
>>5148368
And if you manage to briefly forget about it, it's like a punch in the gut next time you see your reflection or your hand or something?
>>5148368
have you seen a single one of my pics?
>>5148367
who?
>>5148370
Yes, most of the time I just stare into my monitor or walls to avoid seeing any part of my body.
Even my hands are disgusting.
>>5148374
it sort of sounds like a markov chain bot.
>>5148375
congratulations, you're transgender
>>5148339
26, I also have a huge forehead so the kids at school would make fun of me and call me Headgar, you could see how this brings up bad memories aside from it just being my deadname.
It really is annoying seeing it here when it's just something you use to post and isn't your own irl name.
>>5148379
>congratulations, you're going to kill yourself
ughhh This all makes me sadder ;_;
trying to hold it together!!!
>>5148374
Don't know.... It's that trans woman
who is here with her husband.
>>5148379
I don't think so but maybe.
Maybe it's just normal body dysphoria and not gender one.
>>5148366
Basically she said you need to go to an Endo but you need a clinical psychologists refferal to go there (aka get diagnosed as trans) if you're over 18 it should be pretty easy?
this general sucks compared to the other mtf general not on 4chan that will remain unmentioned and i'm leaving this shit hole forever
it's one thing to be upset over a certain thing for a short period of time but this place has gone to hell with constant self loathing, bitter hons attacking eachother and transbians ERPing
i'd rather talk about cute clothes, makeup, transition advice, exciting life experiences and boys tbh
don't bring it over to the other mtfg either, just stay here in your containment board
>>5148391
So reddit then?
>>5148393
it's on a different *chan
>>5148391
Kill yourself transbian.
>>5148394
I'm sure no one else here knows of your secret internet club.
>>5148391
Don't forget psychopaths
>>5148391
You can post on both, y'know. You don't need passport to access them, dummy.
>>5148391
So, 8chain
>>5148400
i've wasted enough time on this general, i'm moving on to a more positive atmosphere
>>5148391
>i'd rather talk about boys
>transbians suck
Reminder that 80% of transgirls are transbian fetishists.
You must post ITT if you are planning on talking to a cute boy today
>>5148408
I texted him and told him to talk after class like 20 minutes ago
Dangerous levels of stress
>>5148408
I talk to a cute boy every day.
>>5148403
Yeah everythings become pretty negative lately
It was positive as fuck in the summer
>>5148408
NOPE! :D
Dying alone for one, please!
>>5148408
I'm not planning on talking to any cute boys today or at all for the foreseeable future
Why do I still live
tfw you realise that terfs are right
>>5148418
trip on rawr
