I really need some advice, and I don't know where else to turn to. I've always held trannies, traps, sissies and femboys as a taboo fetish, that really turned me on, enough that I had to cum for it to go away. I always avoided finding out if I was gay or what, but I think it's time. It didn't help that gay guys and men always have hit on me very openly and have sexted me. Now I'm 18 and feel like it's time to find out what I am so I can continue my life. I'm not scared of what the outcome is, but what do I do to find out my real sexual orientation? I saw some people posting that I should suck off one of the gay guys and see what happens, but I... just can't. Please, if anyone can give me anything I'd be eternally grateful
Slow down. There's more to life than sexuality. Don't let it consume you. Have fun. Spend time with people you like. Do what makes you comfortable.
>>6426298
Easy, what ar your top porn searche? What turns you on more the thought of fucking a man or woman? If both do then your just bi.
>>6426313
I honestly really like both, but theres a more "normal" sexual pervesion that happens when I watch girls. But I see the sissi threads and I can't help but get just as hard, but in a different tone. Ontop of everything, I think I would like being a femboy. I thought I'd just brute-force this think and I posted my face/ki/snap on some of the sissi threads. And now I have two guys that won't stop sending me their dicks. I don't mind that, honestly it's a little entertaining. But one guy keeps asking me for really weird shit and I blocked him yesterday but he was still able to contact me. I shaved my upper body, my genitals and asshole, and most of my legs. I sent him a pic right after I got out of the shower of my ass. He now wants me to fuck a dog >.< I just... I'm so confused on so many levels, its getting really overwhelming
>>6426347
well what makes you happy? go with that and be happy that's all you need. Do you feel sissy or masculine?
>>6426347
also try not to have sex with animals theres a higher STD risk in it
>>6426347
You like the attention, enough to ignore if its a fat ugly trucker or a hot chick. You're probably not getting enough attention at home, having trouble with friends or overall low social status/value.
You are forcing yourself to like something other than hetero as an outlet. Be warned the more you expose yourself the more you WILL like it. So it all depends on how desperate you are to be a unique little snowflake. Either man up or fag up but if you do the latter remember why you chose that path in the first place.
>>6426298
>I saw some people posting that I should suck off one of the gay guys and see what happens
This is an idiot meme spread by these degenerate sacs of AIDs.
Being attracted to trannies, traps, sissies, femboys, ect doesn't make you gay. Gay men don't show an arousal response to these types of people.
sorry I took so long to respond. Tbh I had to step outside and smoke... I haven't vented this to anyone, and I'm trying to get all the key point out.
>>6426389
I feel... both but in different situacions. Ive had sex with a couple of girls, sexted a couple of other, and when we were too far to meet up I called them so we can hear each other masturbate. I loved that. I love dominating a girl and fucking her. But in these last couple of months, I haven't fucked any girls. And I live in one of the mechas of homosexuality; south beach Miami. And the constant sexual engages that men have towards me really unlocked this door to question myself.
But these last couple of weeks that I have been trying to see what happens with men, its strange and I feel myself refusing a lot of the requests that they ask of me, but theres a feeling, the size of a grain of salt, that wants to do it. But I never act on it to the extent that they want me to.
I also started to kik this sissi, adn this were going really well. when I posted my kik I specified that I just wanted to talk out of curiosity and fun. And in less than an hour I received, what I think to be, a really cute sexy pic of him in high socks, and I got really tuned on
>>6426398
yea i dont think I could ever really bring my self to that... It's too... disgusting, from lack of a better word
>>6426467
mind if i get ur kik as well? id like to talk further
>>6426308
This!
>>6426439
>enough to ignore if its a fat ugly trucker or a hot chick.
well in one instance in my junior year of high school, a situation happened with a trucker. I was terrified like I have never been in my entire life, even up to now. So... there is a line. But the problem is that I dont know where it starts or ends...
>You're probably not getting enough attention at home, having trouble with friends or overall low social status/value.
I really wish this was the situacion, so simple, so obvious... But I am constantly in contact with others, whether I want to or not. I opened the thread right after I got home. I went out with a small group of really chill guy friends to this little bar near downtown. If it is something similar to this, it must be something else. I don't really get much private time. Thats why I usually stay up all night. Its the only time I can just exist without others around me
>>6426477
sure... I just hope I don't end up muting you or blocking you...
I just really can't deal with more bullshit right now
devilsbubble
>>6426298
>I saw some people posting that I should suck off one of the gay guys and see what happens
That was an obvious joke, dude
>>6426450
So... im straight? I feel like it's more complicated than that...
>>6426658
You are attracted to femininity. Some call that straight, some call it heteroflexible, some call it fem-sexual, etc but you don't have to label yourself, just do what feels right. Hell, I'm 23 and I still don't know what to call my sexuality.
>>6426749
My main problem is that I don't know what to "be". I dont know if I should keep dressing as a guy, or start buying girl clothes.... I really... like both and identify as both.... It turns me on, just the thought of being a full sissi. But I am still confident and happy when I walk around as a straight male... well I hope I do. I can dress as classy as possible and people always ask me whether if Im gay...
>>6426298
There is such a thing as straight men with trap fetishes. Video highly related.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMoEs7eQeZE
I'm somewhat similar, I identify as bisexual. I have a pretty even spread of male and female partners and overall I lean female. Believe it or not I'm married to a woman.
Guys like fucking in general, if you're open minded and not prejudiced a lot of things can work. You don't have to pick a team and stick with it.
>>6426816
thank you for the link, Im watching it as I type
well the thing is that as a person, I can feel my isntincts njaturally drive me towards the things I like.. but... well look at this post >>6426803
>>6426883
I had similar dilemmas when I developed homosexual desires pretty late in my life.
You don't really have to "be" anything. If you like cross dressing, cross dress. If it makes you uncomfortable don't.
You're not required to adopt a specific identity. Human sexuality is far more nuanced that most would like to admit.
OP here
My friend is coming over to pick me up. She's been the only lesbian friend that has been with me since sophomore year, she's practically mi sister. She's taking me to the beach or something. I just can't be still right now... If you feel you can help me in any way, I left my kik here >>6426517
I hope they don't close the thread... If it does, thank you all for the feedback and help
>>6426816
>sexualizing my waifu at 14:21
severely triggering vid desu
>>6426347
dont fuck a dog
>>6426803
You sound like me when I was your age. I eventually became quite masculine and sexually dominate.
The way I see it its natural to be like that as you're younger but take on a different role as you age.
In many ways I believe the pre-Christian Romans had this stuff far better figured out than we do now.
>>6426298
>I saw some people posting that I should suck off one of the gay guys and see what happens, but I... just can't.
your aversion to this (assuming I'm picking up the correct tone of this) would lead me to believe you are not actually gay. Usually gay guys love the dick and love sucking dick and constantly fantasize about the hairy, muscular men attached to those dicks
Also, very much what this guy said:>>6426308
>>6426450
I guess I'm not gay then? I must've hallucinated all those dicks I sucked.
Really anyone is fair game to me as long as they have a cock and are attractive.
What matters to me is that they're biologically male.
OP here. I'm so relieved the thread wasn't removed.
These two are giving me the most conflicting emotions... a mix for what I think to be hope and disillusion...
>>6426946
>>6427090
well I guess either way, some years from now I will have figured this out.
>I saw some people posting that I should suck off one of the gay guys and see what happens, but I... just can't.
Then don't, jesus, you don't have to by any means, especially if it makes you uncomfortable.
>>6427500
The thing is that, adleast with me, I only care if they self identify as female, and they have taken the steps to make themselves as feminine as possible. They don't need to get any surgeries or anything of that caliber. But they do need to be "the female". Submissive and willing.
>>6428298
I think it's getting harder and harder to make my points and highlight the complicated details that are giving me such trouble as time keeps passing. I think I last woke up at Thursday/16 or Friday/17 I honestly can't remember. And I try to sleep, but constantly trying to resolve these and a couple of other things that are going on at home and generally in my life.
>>6426298
Why not just try to cuddle and watch a movie with a guy
>>6428419
I would if he was a cuteboy... Which is really fitting st the moment. I needed to lay down and these covers could hols someone else... Someone cute...
See what Im talking about? I dont mind the biological form, aslong as he knows that I want something female, and acts on it
>Now I'm 18 and feel like it's time to find out what I am so I can continue my life
Fucking hell, every time.
JUST DO IT.
It don't matter, none of this shit matters. Put your dick in it if you want.
If you get off by femboys, whatever that means to you, you're probably gay. That you need the attention by asking the world to discuss your situation on a public forum : definitely makes you
>>6428482
I guess, but I dont know who else to ask. Honestly I wouldent trust most online souces. And I know there's alot of trolld and whatever, but someone here has the answers I need. Its becoming extremely diffucult to communicated with the favts anymore. Is there some way I could meet a femboi near me? Not to have sex necessarily, but to talk and see what naturally happens
>>6426298
>find twinks and traps hot
>keep having weird dreams where I snuggle with my gym bros in bed
>mfw
>have dreams about gay sex with gay guys I know
>last dream I had like this the gay guy turned into a tiny Filipino girl at the end so it was okay. . .phew
>tfw there were some really qt boys in your classes last term
>tfw your life will become complicated if you try to realize any of these thoughts
I live in Canada's version of San Francisco, could I have some sort of double life?
>>6428281
Why not just experiment and figure out what you like best OP?
>>6426398
>also try not to have sex with animals theres a higher STD risk in it
Source?
OP here
>>6429752
I know I live having sex with girls, because I've experienced it, and last night I noticed I still have that innate feeling to find and dance with the chicks at the bonfire. And anything to do with males was off my mind... but when I was in the car I was getting texts from a sissi I meet on one of the boards...I can't remember which one or what it was about... but he sent me a pic of him in bed and I started getting hard.
And the only gay guy around me... I just dont find him attractive. If I am gay, I'm a picky little shit, because I only see guys that could be cute when I go out to the beach or something. And the guy thats lives not to far is just not appealing to me
It feels like there are polar magnets in my brain and I.... like I almost reach the answer and then something happens and fucks it all up
>>6430961
Just wait until you find someone you're attracted to, don't rush. People have a tendency of making being a fag seem like a big deal, but really you're just playing in another man's butthole, I'm sure a lifetime without knowing if you would like it or not isn't really that big of deal, especially if you already like woman and have a laughable amount interest in men.
>>6428560
Why not just try living one life
Are you in a committed relationship with a hole?
If not maybe you should try to find some boypuccI
Or find someone who wants your boypucci if you're feeling brave
Do whatever you want dude it's Canada nobodies gonna stop you that countries been on fire for over a month
>>6431311
My dad is really racist to gay people. I think he would ultimately accept it, but it would be a rough couple of weeks. I'm pretty sure my mom already knows but I've never told anyone except a psychologist. Fort Mac is like the Texas of the North, I'm glad I don't live there and not just because of the wildfire. If I was 100% gay it might be nice to live in a bunkhouse with a bunch of sweaty oil workers but I'm pretty sure a "college boy" like me wouldn't fit in.
I guess I'll have to figure out something on my own and decide if conforming to the values of my lower upper middle class suburban milieu is worth the hidden gay feelings.
>>6426658
>>6427500
I never said that you can't be gay, or bisexual. What I'm criticizing is this meme that if you're attracted to traps, you're secretly a fag so start sucking dick even if you're not actually attracted to masculine men.
You can want to fuck anything, or fuck only women, or fuck only men, or fuck women and traps, or fuck men and femboys. Wanting to fuck femboys or traps doesn't make you a raging bisexual or faggot that needs to fuck everything.
>>6431427
>My dad is really racist to gay people.
What race are faggots?
>>6431687
>Wanting to fuck femboys or traps doesn't make you a raging bisexual or faggot that needs to fuck everything.
This. I hate it when traps shoot me the "Just hook up with a dude" line. Nigga I'm attracted to youuuuuu!
>>6431687
>You can want to fuck anything
Do you think it would be better to identify as pan-sexual? But... it would only apply to feminine qualities? Like, Id be attracted to you if your a female in any essence, but have take the steps to be sexually a female. Or is there a better term for this
>>6426298
if like me you are actually attracted to transsexuals fucking a trans women is life changing
You will feel like you belong and that shit
I know now i'll only be happy if i marry a trans girl
>>6432542
Well... I would be much more open to fuck a transsexual, in all honestly. But I don't know any. Or ad least I don't think so. How should I go about this?
>>6426298
Jesus, fuck this liberal society of today.
I'm going to let you in on a secret
You don't have to be "Gay", "Straight", "Queer" or anything. You don't have to label yourself for your own benefit and you don't need to do it for others.
Just don't overthink it. Do you enjoy dating and jacking off to girls? Great. Do you sometimes make exceptions for certain guys? Fine. Your real sexual orientation is whatever the fuck you want to call it. Just don't be afraid of it.
Trap GFs are a meme. Traps get with other traps or with Chad you fucking retard. "HURR DURR WHY DON U HAB A TRAP GF WITH THEIR PURE BOYPUSSY?"
The reason people don't have a Trap GF is because:
1. Traps (read: MTFs) make up all of about 0.25% of the US population AT BEST. What does this mean? It means your odds of finding one in real fucking life unless you live in Seattle, New York, or a similar major metro area are NEAR ZERO. On the slim chance you do find one outside of some LGBT mecca, you will find just that: ONE.
2. Fucking protip: Most traps don't pass. Have a look at MTF General on /lgbt/ sometime and you let me know how many are REALLY convincing. And go fucking figure these are the ones bold enough to post their pics online. Plenty of them are disgusting hons, dudes in wigs, or people who are so blatantly delusional about how they present that it's indicative of far deeper mental issues a-la Chris Chan.
3. Passing Traps have near indefinite attention from chasers and the ones who REALLY pass not only get chasers but ALSO GET CHAD. Consider people like Bailey Jay or Domino Presley, or similar. The traps who are indistinguishable are going to get just as much if not MORE attention than a female of their relative attractiveness because chasers are going to shower them with free money, gifts, attention, friendship, cars, chaturbate tokens, free rent, shit off their Amazon wishlist. The fucking list goes on of the same Whiteknight shit betas will do for women.
4. When someone has INFINITE ATTENTION as in number 3: THEY DO NOT NEED YOURS. In fact, they need practically no ones, because they already have it. They don't need your special snowflake quirky personality, your dick, your jokes, your anything. They need what a lot of people need: Easy or free money. That's it. Wise the fuck up.
>>6426298
Since I saw this thread, I feel like this is a good place for me to ask too. While I find men gross I've grown to be indifferent to penises. Meanwhile on women I have always found Vaginas disgusting, and have no desire to really have sex or eat one out. Part of me feels like I would mind being in a relationship with a trans person as long as they passed as a woman.
Is it more of a "You should just try having sex with a woman and see if you like it" kind of thing? Or should I go with my first instinct and only have nonpenatrative relationships with people (woman or transwoman).
Is there even a term for someone attracted to women but hates Vaginas?
>>6432739
>Is there even a term for someone attracted to women but hates Vaginas?
I've never understood the aversion so many guys have towards vaginas. Vaginas are so sexy to me. When I see a vagina I can't help but get turned on.
>>6432739
Yeah, I'm attracted to woman but hate vagina, not attracted to guys but love dick.
>>6426308
Not op but, it's consumed me and fuck my life :c
>>6432782
OP here
Don't tell me these things... please. I've reached breaking point as it is...
>>6432799
Difference is I don't sexualize with anyone. I want to, i fantasize about being secure in who I am and sleeping with alot of girls (i'm actually quite attractive and can be charming) and the occasional dude. It's just. I'm so insecure with sex and i get so anxious, that I can't take anything further than being initially attracted to someone. I haven't had sex in a year and everyones starting to call me a faggot like just fuck my shit right up. I need to get laid but .-. the perfomance anxiety.
I've fapped to tranny porn maybe 3 times in my life. I still consider myself very straight.
>>6432669
>>6432669
i got lucky at 19 some chick who was probably a prostitute thought i was cute we fucked and i have been mostly fucking trans women since
if you are not mentally or finacially ok with an escort then you can always try out grindr some trans girls on on there although most trans people on grindr are ftm
>>6432715
there are a ton of good looking but manly sounding mtfs in mtfg
if you can put up with that your chances are good
OP here
S there were a couple of posts that seemed to actually actually care for my sanity, so this post is for them.
I'm trying some stuff with some guys ,mostly pic swapping and taking request from them. I'm going to try being bi as long as I'm having fun and willing to do what their asking. I'll do the same for sissies and traps, I I get a hold of any. But I'm still going to be aiming towards a femboy body, until I decide what I really am.
Thank you so much for everyone's feedback and opinion.
>>6436665
Femboy is best kind of anything
>>6430961
Then find another sissy and fuck their brains out. then doll yourself up and find someone to fuck you as a sissy. This shit ain't rocket science.
>>6436933
Ok yes but where do I find a sissi around me that wants to fuck? I live in south florida an all the females here are genetics females.
I dont have a disgusting body... I don't think... I'm not fat, and I'm not bare bones, I like to think I'm a good medium.... yea still needs work, but is... passable. I'd get a C- I guess...
But the big looming problems is that I can't find one. If I could I'd fuck the living day lights out of her
>>6437010
>Ok yes but where do I find a sissi around me that wants to fuck?
Tsdating.com, transgenderdate.com, OK Cupid maybe, could even try Craigslist in a pinch. Otherwise you're going to have a drop a couple hundred on a whore, which I would usually discourage, but if you're experimenting to try to find yourself I'd say it's kosher.
>>6437094
>actually gave me site wich has clusters of traps/sissies
I just hope it goes well... and I dont get too many freaks or old guys
Real talk:
Don't worry about it. If it happens it happens. If it should happen you won't have to rush it.
Don't just have a hook up that isn't what you want just to see if you like it. Wait until the right guy makes a move.
