I am lazy
then I feel motivated to draw something
then I realize it's shit and I suck at this
then I give up for a little time
then I feel like drawing again but I'm too lazy to do so

I start one thing then start on another halfway through the other leaving me with tons of unfinished work that I have no desire to complete. I'm a mess.

I used to work hard for years, but due to being a perfectionist, I was never happy with anything. In time, I became a procrastinator, because I associate drawing with failure.

>>2334507
Lazy and procrastinating, with small bouts of inspiration that run dry pretty quick.

The thing that gets me is I could be a pretty good artist if I just sat down and fucking worked on it

I should be drawing right now. Fuck

i cant stop thinking about porn

Focused but when I get to study I just waste a lot of time checking the internet etc.

>>2334517

I love how you know this but probably wont change

i can only stay focused in short, controlled bursts.
i've been trying hard to break out of this habit and i've made some progress in the last couple of months.
i think some ritalin may be in order for 2016

>>2334517
When you don't think you can do anything else, hide it for a few weeks then look at it with clear eyes. This should help if your problem is what you think it is.

>>2334507
>every artist is extremely lazy and a procrastinator or very focused on what he does

Says who?
Don't think so black and white.

>>2334507
I'm so much of a procrastinator that I forget what I learn between a drawing and the other.
I think it depends on feedbak; if I don't get positive feedback my subconscious will push me away from drawing to avoid getting pissed, I guess its the explanation
I wish I was able to overcome that